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A/N: I'm happy to get reviews! This chapter doesn't have anything too important in it so it's full of shit. Well, not full of shit but... Nah, see yourself. And, I know many are hoping that Toshiya and Kyo would be paired already. I'm trying my best but it isn't easy because for some reason they seem to be the most difficult ones to pair. But I promise that in chapter 15 will be lots of them! ^^
Chapter 14
Daisuke was lying on his bed with closed eyes. He had no one to talk to, no one to tell how horrible he felt. He was all alone with this, he didn't even have his best friend there for him. Kaoru had been so cold towards him. At times like this, he really needed his best friend but no, Kaoru didn't care. He had his own problems and he didn't care about other's problems right now. That was what he had understood from Kaoru's words.
Daisuke sighed. What should he do? He felt so bad because Shinya didn't talk to him anymore. He couldn't explain the feeling, he just... wanted to be close to Shinya again.
Kaoru had said that he had a crush on Shinya and he should do something about it. And then everyone would be happy? It wasn't that easy. He didn't even understand why Shinya was so mad at him. What had he done wrong?
Shinya was jealous of him... Kaoru had said that too. Then why didn't he see it? And why would Shinya like him that way? Why would anyone be interested in him?
He took his cell phone from his pocket and stared at it for a while. Be brave, he thought to himself and chose Shinya's number, pressing ”call”.
It took a minute or so before Shinya finally answered, sounding angry. ”What?!” he heard him say.
”It's... Daisuke”, he managed to say with a frown. ”I...-”
”I have nothing to say to you”, Shinya said. ”Goodbye.”
”NO! Don't hang up! I... I want to see you!” Daisuke almost yelled. ”I want to talk to you. Can we... meet?”
”What? Now?” Shinya asked, annoyed. ”Listen, Daisuke, why are you so suddenly interested in seeing me? I have much better things to do right now.”
Daisuke made a deep sigh. ”Shinya, please”, he said. ”I beg of you.”
There was a long silence before he heard Shinya say: ”Fine then. See you in the park next to our school, ok?”
”Thank you, see you soon.”
***
Kaoru was sitting next to his father at the table, listening how Yoshiki-sensei – who was sitting opposite them – was talking about Kaoru's good grades with his father. Hideyuki was also sitting there in the other side of the table.
”I know, our Kaoru has always worked so hard for school”, his father said proudly.
”Kaoru, have you been thinking about your future career?” Yoshiki asked. Everyone turned their heads to look at Kaoru who was kinda anxious.
”No, not really”, he answered quietly. ”I don't have any big plans for the future. I haven't had time to think...”
”It would be great if my son became a doctor”, his father said and Kaoru gulped.
”Dad...” he sighed. ”I don't want to become a doctor. Don't I have the right to decide about my own life?”
His father looked surprised. ”Don't you want a good career? You could be rich, you know. You have studied so hard that you deserve a good life.”
”Kaoru, I don't want to pressure you or anything but I really think you could also become a really great teacher”, Yoshiki said with a smile.
Kaoru gulped again. He remembered too well what a pain in the ass it had been to teach Tooru, Toshimasa and Shinya some math.
”I don't know, sensei”, he sighed. ”I couldn't even handle three students. And not too long ago, you also said that I would never become a real teacher.”
Kaoru's father looked shocked. ”Have you really said such things about my son?” he asked.
”No, I didn't mean it that way...” Yoshiki said. ”I wasn't thinking clear those days. You are a very good student and a teacher. You should really think about it.”
Kaoru felt horrible. All these big things everyone was expecting from him... He didn't want to become a doctor, which his father wanted him to be. He didn't want to become a teacher which Yoshiki hoped him to be.
“Or maybe even an architect?” Hideyuki suggested. “They can also make a lot of money too if they're very good. You could-”
“Stop!” Kaoru breathed and everyone went silent, staring at him. “I haven't decided anything about my future yet and I'm not going to do what you three want me to do. It is my own decision.”
Yoshiki made a heavy sigh. “We're not trying to force you to anything. We are just trying to help you.”
“But all your expectations make me... nervous”, Kaoru said. “I don't want to rush in things.”
His father was about to say something but didn't manage because Kaoru's little brother Kenta – who was 4 years old – ran to the kitchen with his little feet.
“You finally came, huh?” Hideyuki asked, seeming a little annoyed. “Why didn't you come when I called you? You always have to be late. We were already finishing eating.”
Kenta looked like he was about to cry. “I didn't... wake up...” he whispered.
Yoshiki seemed to be surprised. He hadn't probably thought that Kaoru had a 4 year old brother. “Is this...” he started but didn't finish his sentence.
“Kenta is my youngest son”, Kaoru's father said immediately. “He's got a different mother.”
“Oh, right”, Yoshiki said, nodding. “I understand.”
***
Daisuke was very nervous when he saw Shinya walking towards the park where he was sitting on the bench. Shinya didn't look happy at all, actually he looked very angry and it made him even more nervous. Had this been a good idea after all? Well, there was no way to cancel everything anymore.
“What did you want to talk about?” Shinya sighed and sat next to him on the bench.
Daisuke stared at his feet, thinking how to begin. After a while of thinking he saw Shinya looking very annoyed.
“If you don't have anything to say I'm leaving”, Shinya said. “I didn't come here to sit with you. Actually I don't even know why I bothered to come at all.”
“I... I think we should clear this... thing”, Daisuke said nervously. “I don't even know why you are so angry at me and it... sucks. So, could you please tell me what I've done wrong?”
Shinya looked even more annoyed. “What?! You're an asshole, that's what you've done wrong”, he said with a cold tone. “You and your idiotic friend Kaoru make me sick.”
“You got mad at me because I spent more time with Kaoru”, Daisuke sighed. “I don't get it. That's a childish reason to get mad at someone.”
“No, I got mad at you because you don't care about anything else but him!” Shinya hissed. “All you ever talk about is him! When I wanted to talk with you, you hang up on me because you were with him!”
“That's because he needed me!” Daisuke snapped. “He needed me and I've always been there for him when something's wrong! He's been my friend since we were little!”
“I needed you too!!!” Shinya said with gritted teeth. “But no, Kaoru's always more important, always!!”
“He had a rough time because he had heard that Gackt had only been trying to fuck him! He was in tears, crying with his eyes red because it hurt him so much!” Daisuke shouted. “He didn't know what to do because Gackt had lied to him and wanted to use him! Would you had abandoned Tooru if he was in the same situation?!”
Shinya went silent, staring at him in a bit of shock because Daisuke was always so quiet and shy and never shouted at anyone and now he had suddenly gotten so angry.
“No, I wouldn't...” Shinya whispered quietly, shaking his head. “I just... I thought that you and Kaoru... I thought that there was something more between you two...”
Daisuke almost choked on his tongue and coughed. “WHAT? ME AND KAORU?!” he sputtered. “No way... I mean, KAORU?! He's my best friend, nothing more! I would never even consider anything more than friendship between us! It would feel like... like incest or something!!!”
“I thought that you two were in love with each other or... or something like that”, Shinya muttered.
“Well, you thought very wrong”, Daisuke said. “I have never been in love with him or he with me.” They were all silent for a while and Daisuke turned to look at Shinya who didn't seem to know what to say.
“If that's the case... I'm sorry”, Shinya finally almost whispered, so quietly he spoke. “I've been an idiot and horrible towards you and Kaoru. I guess I should apologize to him too...”
“Yeah, you're right. He's very pissed off”, Daisuke sighed. “Towards me too. He even got angry at me earlier today.”
“Well, I'll apologize to him tomorrow, then. I hope he's on better mood at the time.” After finishing his sentence Shinya turned so that they looked straight into each other's eyes, and before Daisuke could react in any way, Shinya was kissing him.
He was pretty shocked for a while but then he realized that Shinya's lips didn't feel bad at all on his own, so he didn't push him away. The kiss only lasted for few seconds but felt very good. Amazingly good.
Daisuke was blushing brightly but Shinya looked like nothing out of normal had happened, just smiled broadly.
“I should go back home or my mom will be worried. I didn't tell him I left”, Shinya sighed then. “I'll see you tomorrow, right?”
“Uh... right...!” Daisuke muttered and just sat there, watching how his friend started to walk away.
***
Kaoru was sitting on the sofa with Hideyuki while their father was making some coffee in the kitchen. Yoshiki had just been chatting with Kaoru and his older brother but had gone to the bathroom for few minutes ago.
“How long is he going to stay here?” Kaoru wondered.
“I don't know”, Hideyuki answered. “Do you want him to leave? I mean, he seems like a very nice guy! Even if he is a teacher. When I was still in high school, all the teachers were old farts.”
Kaoru laughed. “I know what you mean, many of my teachers are too. And some are also very weird. I just... Even though Yoshiki-sensei's kinda cool for a teacher, I feel nervous with him in our home.”
“Hah, there's no need. He seems to like you a lot”, Hideyuki comforted him with a gentle smile.
That was when Yoshiki came back and sat next to Kaoru again, making Kaoru instinctively move a bit farther from him.
“I was just wondering, do you happen to have children, Yoshiki-san?” Hideyuki blurted out and Kaoru felt ashamed for both Hideyuki and Yoshiki.
“Hideyuki, what kind of question was that?” Kaoru sighed, but Yoshiki already answered.
“No, I don't”, he said. “I'm a single man and haven't had any time to think about children yet.”
Hideyuki started to chat with Yoshiki and Kaoru stood up, leaving the two of them in the living room. He had remembered how mean he had been towards Daisuke and went to call him with his cell phone.
Daisuke sounded weird when he answered to his call. “Hi, Kaoru”, he heard the younger boy say quietly.
“Hi. I just called to say I'm sorry”, Kaoru said immediately. “I didn't mean to be so mean earlier. I was just... feeling bad and didn't think clearly what I said. I just want you to know I didn't mean to hurt you. Of course you can talk to me about anything, even about Shinya. I promise I will listen-”
“I accept your apology”, Daisuke said, sounding a bit happier. “And... actually there's no need for you to listen to my whining about Shinya. Not anymore, I am his friend again. I met him a while ago and we talked.”
“Oh, really?” Kaoru asked, surprised. “That's great!”
“Yeah... And, you were right about one thing”, Daisuke sighed. “He... he kissed me.”
Kaoru smiled widely. “I knew he likes you! What did I tell you?” he laughed. “I'm happy for you. By the way, do you have time? Could you maybe come over and we could talk some more?”
“Umm, okay. But I must go eat dinner first or my mom will be disappointed”, Daisuke said. “He has been preparing a delicious dinner because dad finally returned from that business trip. I'm coming right after I've eaten.”
“Okay”, Kaoru said. He was already going to hang up, but then he added: “Guess who's visiting us at the moment?”
Daisuke was silent for a while as if thinking. “No idea, who?” he asked.
“Yoshiki!” Kaoru whispered so that his teacher wouldn't hear. “He has already been here for hour and half. And now my father's making some coffee so that means he's not leaving for a while.”
“What the hell is Yoshiki doing in your house?” Daisuke asked, sounding amazed.
“He came to talk about my good grades and now we've been discussing about my future plans! Can you believe, he said he's hoping that I'll become a teacher!!! No thanks!”
“He's out of his mind. Maybe I should go and lock the door so he won't try to visit us too!” Daisuke laughed. “Well anyway, I'll see you soon.”
“Yeah, see ya.”
Kaoru put his cell phone back on the desk, returning to the living room where his brother was still chatting with his teacher. They both turned to look at him.
“Where did you disappear?” Hideyuki asked, still laughing at something what he had been talking with Yoshiki.
“I called Daisuke. He's coming over soon”, Kaoru answered.
***
The next day at school Kyo wasn't too happy when Shinya told him, Toshiya and Miyavi that he was friends with Daisuke again. Miyavi was smiling in an annoying way as always and Toshiya looked indifferent.
“Are you mad? Yesterday you couldn't stand him at all and suddenly you two are friends again?” Kyo groaned. “I don't get it.”
“We... solved things out”, Shinya said. “Everything's much clearer now and we don't have to argue anymore.”
Miyavi was glancing at Shinya, still smiling, and it made Shinya angry. “What are you staring at?!” he asked.
“Nothing. I was just thinking that some people change their mind quickly”, Miyavi answered.
“Hah, you're one to talk! First you say Toshiya's hot, then you'd do Daisuke! And who's turn is now, huh?!” Shinya said angrily. “You are the one who changes his mind quickly! You would sleep with anyone who asked!”
Miyavi didn't seem hurt at all. “Nah... not with anyone who asked. Not with you for example. Sorry if I disappointed you now.”
“Who said I would want a cheap slut like you?!” Shinya shouted furiously and that's when Toshiya told them to stop.
“Quit that already! I'm getting a headache”, he said.
“Oh honey, I'm sorry... Are you mad at me now?” Miyavi asked with a cute puppy look in his brown eyes.
Toshiya sighed heavily. “I'm not mad at anyone. It's just annoying that you two can't spend a minute without killing each other! You're both acting like ten year old kids.”
***
Few minutes later Miyavi, Toshiya and Kyo were already sitting in sex education's class (A/N: I know Miyavi isn't really even near the same age as Toshiya and Kyo but I didn't want to put him in the same class as Shinya – they would kill each other right away – so it's the best that he's same age as them) when the door was knocked. Gackt went to open the door and saw Daisuke standing there.
“Excuse me for interrupting your class Gackt-sensei, but principal Manabu would like to have a little talk with one student”, Daisuke said and took a quick glance at the class. “Miyavi, come with me.”
Miyavi looked surprised and just sat there, not moving.
“He asked you to go with him”, Toshiya said.
Miyavi stood up and walked to the door, closing it behind him, starting to follow Daisuke who was leading him to the principal's office.
“Umm, Daisuke...” he said when they were standing in front of the principal's office. “What kind of person is this... principal? See, I haven't met her or him before and-”
“Don't you worry. He's a very nice man”, Daisuke said, smiling. “Just go to the waiting room and he will come and let you in soon.”
Miyavi opened the door quietly and stepped in the room, closing the door after him. He was thinking to sit on the nice looking sofa but the office's door opened immediately.
He turned around to look at the principal and was very shocked. The man wasn't anything he had thought he would be. He had thought that he would face a stern man with a balded head or something like that but...
“You must be Ishihara Takamasa”, principal said (A/N: I read from one page that it could be his real name but I'm not sure) and their eyes met. First Miyavi thought this must have been a dream. His principal was a man wearing a dress? And not any kind of man, a very beautiful man. He was also wearing pretty make up which made the man even more beautiful. And the soft silky looking hair was also a plus. This was a man of his dreams!
“Yes... but I'd like you to call me Miyavi”, he said with a sparkling face. “Nice to meet you.” He shook hands with the beautiful man. “Your name is Manabu, right?”
“I am principal Manabu, yes”, principal said. “Well, come on in and take a seat.”
Miyavi followed his principal in the office and sat opposite the man. He didn't have much time to look around him in the room because Manabu started talking right away.
“So... you probably know why you are here”, he said with a serious face.
“Umm... actually I don't”, Miyavi answered. “But I'm quessing it has something to do with the fact that I am a new student and you want to have a little chat with the new students.”
“Actually this is about something else. Teacher's have complained about the way you dress. You're not wearing your school uniform as the other students.”
Miyavi made a deep sigh. “Well, you see, this is just the second day I'm here and I don't really know the rules so... I thought I can dress the way I want to.”
Manabu shook his head. “I'm very sorry but it's not allowed. I know it would be much more fun to wear goodlooking clothes but rules are rules.”
Miyavi nodded and there was silent for a while. “But principal”, he suddenly said. “Why are you wearing those kind of clothes then?”
“See, I'm the principal. That's why”, Manabu answered with a soft smile.
“I don't think that's fair”, Miyavi said. “But... what ever.” He shrugged.
Manabu sighed. “Anyway, you must wear a school uniform as the others. Believe me, it's better that you start respecting the rules right away from the start or else you'll get in trouble, and we don't want that, do we?”
“Yeah, okay. I'll dress in my school uniform starting tomorrow.” He was already going to stand up and leave but principal Manabu grabbed him from his hand and pulled him back on his chair.
“Not so fast or are you busy? Usually students enjoy it if they don't have to be in their class”, Manabu said and laughed a bit. “Tell me have you liked your new school? Have you gotten any friends yet?”
“I've been enjoying my new school a lot more than my last school”, Miyavi answered. “And... actually I have some friends already. One who I like very much and two others that I don't know so well yet.”
“Oh, that's nice”, Manabu said with a serious face. “New students often have troubles to find any friends but it seems you have nothing to worry about then.”
“Well, you know me: I'm so outgoing and everyone likes me”, Miyavi said. He couldn't help but to grin when he looked at his principal straight into eyes. This man seemed interesting. He would do his best to get to know him better.
TBC...
A/N: I'll try to update soon again but I can't promise anything. I don't want to break my promise again. -.-
Also, I am sorry that Miyavi turned out kind of... erm... sluttish, but somehow that just happened. o.O;
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