Freak | By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > Slash - Male/Male Views: 3953 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Narrator’s POV.
The boys sat there crying together, neither of them bothering to move. Neither of them daring to move. Gerard kept thinking he was dreaming, and Frank kept thinking maybe he had forced Gerard to say that he liked him. Of course they were both wrong, but they were so scared.
Finally Mikey had had enough, and walked down the stairs to see what was going on, and what he saw made him stop dead in his tracks. His brother and his best friend were crying and hugging on the couch, and he didn’t know what to think.
Had they been fighting? But no, they were hugging, so that couldn’t be it. Mikey shook his head in confusion and walked towards them both.
“What happened?” He asked. Normally he wouldn’t snoop, but since they were both looking so upset, he really wanted to know what was going on. Gerard and Frank stopped clinging to each other, and turned their attention to Mikey.
“He likes me back.” Gerard managed to force out between his violent sobs, and at his words Frank let out a flow of fresh tears, and he buried his face in the crook of Gerard’s neck.
“Eh, so why are you crying?” Mikey asked confused, trying to make sense of the situation. That made Frank laugh, and his laughter caused Gerard to laugh.
Mikey raised an eyebrow at the two people, sitting there, crying violently, but laughing at the same time.
“So, I’m going to leave and give you some privacy, because you’re being weird.” Mikey stated and turned around and left. He decided that he couldn’t understand what was going on, but that at least they liked each other.
“I don’t know how to kiss.” Gerard mumbled when they had finally stopped crying. His cheeks turned into a light pink colour as he admitted that to Frank, and Frank felt a wave of warmth wash over him. Never before had he found anyone so adorable as Gerard in that moment. He brushed some of Gerard’s hair out of his face.
“You’ll learn.” He said simply, and let his fingers slowly entwine with Gerard’s. Gerard took a deep breath and nodded, still looking a little embarrassed.
They continued holding hands, neither of them knowing what to say next. Frank studied Gerard’s profile, as the older boy was staring straight forward, and he couldn’t believe the beauty he saw before him. To Frank, Gerard was perfect. He had the most amazing smile, his nose was adorable, and he couldn’t even find words to explain his eyes. But Gerard’s appearance wasn’t what captured his attention. It was the way Gerard moved, the way he spoke, the way he acted.
Frank was mesmerized by Gerard.
Finally Gerard turned his head towards Frank and pondered for a moment about what he was to say next. He let his eyes grace over Frank’s beautiful face, stopping for a moment at his lips.
“I want to kiss you.” Gerard whispered, too afraid to speak any louder. He had dreamed about kissing people, he had dreamed about how it would feel, but he had never believed he would actually find someone that he could kiss. Gerard wasn’t sure, if you were supposed to say that, or if you were supposed to just kiss the person in question, but he decided to say it, to be sure.
Frank let out a giggle, and let one of his hands caress the older boys tear stained cheek.
“Are you sure? We can wait.” He said, his voice soft. It was true, for Gerard, Frank could wait forever. Gerard nodded, his eyes filled with fear.
What if he was horrible at kissing? What if Frank was so disappointed about the way he kissed that he changed his mind about liking him? Thoughts like those ran through Gerard’s head as Frank let go of his hand and instead brought both his hands up to rest on Gerard’s shoulders.
“Relax Gee.” Frank whispered, noticing how Gerard’s heart rate had picked up. Gerard tried, but he couldn’t stop his heart from beating what felt like a hundred times faster then normally. Gerard was so nervous, and he didn’t know what to do with his hands, so he just let them rest awkwardly on his lap.
Frank started leaning in, his eyes still open, and locked with Gerard’s. Soon Frank’s lips where hovering just above Gerard’s, and Gerard could feel Frank’s breath on his own. Gerard had read that you were supposed to close your eyes, but he couldn’t, there was no way he could close his eyes. He wanted to see straight into Frank’s eyes as they shared their first kiss.
Finally Frank let his lips slowly push against Gerard’s, in a very soft first kiss. Gerard’s heart was now beating faster, and his eyes started welling up with tears as Frank closed his eyes. Gerard kept his open as Frank let his hands tangle in Gerard’s hair.
It was like nothing Gerard had ever felt before, he felt like his heart would explode from how fast it was beating. His lips were tingling, and he forgot how to breathe. A million butterflies tried to escape from his stomach, and a million ants marched around under his skin. As Gerard let his eyes slide closed, and his hands crept to rest on Frank’s knees, he thought that if he died now, he would die happy.
Frank had kissed people before, both boys and girls. He had had sex before, he had given head, he had been sucked off, so safe to say, Frank wasn’t inexperienced. But the feeling of kissing Gerard, the fireworks that were going off in his heart, it was better then anything he had ever shared with anyone before. It was better then any sex he had ever had.
Frank pulled away before he got carried away, not wanting to take this further then just a kiss. He kept his hands in Gerard’s hair, as the older boy finally took a deep breath as he remembered how to breathe again. When Frank opened his eyes, he saw that Gerard was crying again, but he wasn’t worried. He knew they were tears of happiness, because he could read it in Gerard’s eyes. Frank smiled widely and let his forehead rest against Gerard’s.
“I love kissing.” Gerard said and Frank burst out laughing. Gerard shot Frank a goofy smile, and let his hands wander to Frank’s waist, getting braver and braver by the minute.
“I love kissing you.” Frank retorted and caressed Gerard’s cheek slowly. It had been such an innocent kiss, the kind of kiss you’d give to your mother or sibling, but it had felt like so much more.
“Lets do it again!” Gerard said excitedly, and smiled from ear to ear. Frank didn’t need to be asked twice, and soon he had pressed his lips against Gerard’s again. This time, they both closed their eyes at once, and in no time was Frank’s hands once again tangled in Gerard’s hair. But this time, Gerard’s hands wasn’t just resting on Frank’s lap, this time they moved to the back of his neck as he pushed Frank closer.
Once again the kiss was innocent, even if it was longer then the first kiss. But there was still so much emotion, so much love, so much heat. When they broke apart, Gerard had to once more take a deep breath, since kissing Frank completely made him forget that he needed air to survive.
A/N:
Let me just underline once more, that their kiss was very, and I mean very innocent!
It was the sort of kiss you give a best friend, or a family member.
It was not with tongue, it was not a smooch, it was merely a peck, but to the both of them it was quite enough!
Some people have been saying you want them to 'get it on', but I must disappoint you I'm afraid. First of all, Gerard has never been in love. To Gerard, all he knows about sex, is that it hurts, and for the longest time, he thought sex was something you were supposed to give your friends if they asked you. And Frank knowing that, would never (I mean never!) take advantage of that. As explained in this chapter, to Frank, kissing Gerard was more amazing then any sex he has ever had. So it's safe to say, they will NOT be getting it on anytime soon. Just thought I'd make that clear to you...
Anyway, thanks a lot for all the comments, and I hope you liked this chapter!
And before anyone starts asking "Weren't Gerard's mum home?" let me explain...
Donna Way isn't blind. She's not stupid nor ignorant. She probably knows more of what's going on then what the three boys think. So she was probably smart enough to stay upstairs while the whole thing went down.
Cheers.
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