Innocent Days | By : soleil Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > SHINee Views: 1135 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 12
The sun was coming through the window flooding the room and tinting the soft sheets a golden color. Jonghyun felt warm and deeply content as he lay on his belly, but when he tried to move he realized that he was tightly wrapped in muscular arms and a distinguishable male body was pressed to his back. It felt surprisingly good how the larger form was draped over him like a blanket, making him feel somehow small but safe and protected at the same time. He really liked that feeling.
In the back of his mind there was a constant nagging that something was very wrong, but he was thoroughly distracted when the guy behind him spoke in his wonderfully deep voice.
“I want you.” He whispered and moved sensually but very suggestively against his back signaling what he meant exactly, making him shiver uncontrollably and reflexively push back more. Jonghyun knew that he was supposed to be unwilling and scared, but he couldn’t bring himself to ask himself why he didn’t as he was currently ridiculously turned on by the prospect of having this guy take him.
“Then take me.” The words were spoken in a needy voice, the pleading in them underlined by the deep moan that followed and he only faintly realized how much unlike himself he sounded. The underlying notion that something was horribly wrong flared up again but he found that he couldn’t really focus on anything else besides the wet and hot feeling between his legs, where the hard organ was rubbing teasingly. He was wishing desperately that it would enter him already.
He whimpered a little and every muscle in his body seemed to tense in delicious anticipation when he was hosted up on his knees and his head was pushed roughly into the pillow. “Beg for it.” The guy said and continued his teasing while his hands roamed all over Jonghyun’s body until the fingers of his right pushed out his legs to settle in a firm grip around his balls.
His reply came all too soon. “Please!” he whined and again his voice came out in that needy and somewhat shrill tone which wasn’t his but almost as familiar. He wanted that guy desperately to do everything to him, kiss him, bite him, scratch him, tie him up and fuck him till he passed out, but he was held down and wasn’t allowed to move which only made him realize even more how much he needed it.
He wondered suddenly if it had always felt so hot being dominated, but he didn’t ponder on the question as the man leaned forward to whisper in his deep voice: “I’m going to fuck your brains out.”
“Yes, Minho! Minho!” and Key’s voice sounded shriller than ever in his ears as it came out of his mouth.
Wait.
What?
Jonghyun shot up in his bed, sharply inhaling a shocked breath and blinking rapidly trying to grab hold of reality. His still hazy mind registered that with his sudden movement and labored breathing he had managed to wake up Taemin, the other occupant of the room.
“What’s wrong?” the boy asked groggily, raising his ruffled head from between his sheets.
“Nothing -just a nightmare. Go back to sleep.” Jonghyun said in his deep voice, irrationally thanking all gods that it still sounded like his own, while running his hand through his sweaty hair.
“You want me to sleep with you?” Taemin offered kindly only to hear the other boy shout: “No! Just go back to sleep.”
With his newly discovered and obviously at its hormonal peak homosexual side and the steel-like boner in his sweat-pants the last thing he needed in his bed was probably an attractive bandmate with light blond hair like Key’s.
“Ok.” Taemin said timidly and vanished again under his covers, but a small “Hyungs are all weird.” could be heard before his breathing evened out signaling that he was once more asleep.
Jonghyun laid down again as well willing his rapidly beating heart and raging hormones to calm down.
That had been a very unusual dream for him. Jonghyun had had lots of dreams about sex since he had hit puberty and after he’d met Key dreaming about having sex with him had become a frequent occurrence, which scared and upset him at first but with the acceptance of his feelings he had naturally started welcoming the dreams too. Sometimes those dreams were warm and sweet, with a romantic touch, where Jonghyun made love to him after they confessed their feelings to each-other and some other times they were full of lust, staring a lewd Key, enticing Jonghyun to take him passionately...
…but never had he dreamt about another guy before –even less with him on the receiving end.
‘Christ, how have I gotten so fucked up?’ he thought and immediately cringed when he registered the pun. All of his life he had been sure that bottoming for someone was something that he would never do. Recent homosexual tendencies aside it just didn’t suit him; he was far too manly for that. At some point when he had been thinking about pursuing a relationship with Key, it had crossed his mind that there was a possibility that the other boy would want that, but he’d figured that if that situation ever came up Key would eventually understand that he was very uncomfortable with it.
Was his subconsciousness telling him now that he wanted to be dominated? And not even by Key but Minho?
Or was it just stuck on the fact that Minho had screwed his Key and he had involuntarily witnessed it? That would certainly explain the creepy thing with Key’s voice coming out of his own mouth.
Just when he was about to blame the whole dream on his jealousy and fall asleep again, another explanation came unbidden into his head. Maybe his subconsciousness was trying to tell him something entirely different, like that while he was there alone in his bed, sleeping in blessed ignorance the other two boys in the next room were getting it on!
He was wide awake again in an instant and once more sat up, this time straining his ears to hear any sound coming through the wall.
Nothing.
Yet.
He glanced at the clock on the nightstand. It was only a little after two and not even one hour since they had gone to bed. Being aware of both of their sleeping routines he knew that Minho liked to read before falling asleep and that Key took forever with all the creams and tinctures and who knew what not he applied on his face and body before bedtime -whereas he himself always fell asleep the second his head touched his pillow. Chances were high that they had not even gone to bed yet.
Maybe he should just go and check on them.
But what could he possibly tell them? ‘Hi! I just dreamt about Minho doing a Key-possessed me and took it as an omen that you were about to do it again.’ didn’t sound very healthy even to him, but before he knew it his feet had carried him to their door and his knuckles were already knocking lightly against it. All too soon a sleepily blinking Key greeted him with a “What’s wrong?” and he could see an equally sleepy looking Minho searching for the light switch on his bedside table. Short-lived relief washed over him and he was about to just say something and go back to his room, when he realized that now that he had woken them both, if he left, he again would end up obsessing about what they were doing. He knew that he was being utterly stupid but he just couldn’t leave them alone.
“Nightmare.” Jonghyun stated and tried his best to appear shaken but cuter than ever, aiming at Key’s motherly side and Minho’s protective streak. “I can’t sleep and didn’t want to wake up ‘minie.. he needs his rest.. figured you wouldn’t be sleeping yet.. so..” with a blush he looked down on his toes giving his hardest to appear very embarrassed with what he was about to ask. Well, he didn’t really have to fake it as he really was feeling embarrassed, but for an entirely different reason. “Can I sleep here?”
“Of course, baby!” Key immediately said and pulled him by his arm into the room and closed the door behind him. “Are you sure?” Jonghyun asked again blinking helplessly at Minho who had finally managed to turn the lamp on and sit up on the bed. “You don’t have to ask.” The tall boy stated in an even deeper than usual -probably from sleep- voice that made shivers run over Jonghyun’s back, which in turn reminded him of the way he had reacted to that voice in his dream. He started realizing that maybe he should have thought some more about it, before deciding to sleep with Key and Minho in one bed just to hold his paranoia at bay, but there was no turning back now as Key was already pulling him to the large bed.
They ended up with Jonghyun in the middle and while Key snuggled into his side, to his relief Minho carefully kept a few inches of space between them. “Was it about your voice?” Minho asked after a little while and Jonghyun was surprised as he suddenly remembered a particular bad nightmare a couple of years ago, where he’d dreamt about having to undergo surgery and losing his voice due to it. That night he had woken up scared shitless and in his panic he wasn’t able to breathe and Minho who had been the one to witness it had ended up sleeping in his bed, holding him while rocking him back to sleep. Somehow that memory and the fact that the other boy seemed to remember it too, now made him blush even more and the words came out apologetically as if on their own: “My voice, it .. it wasn’t mine..”
“It was just a dream.” Minho simply stated but reached out and squeezed his shoulder. When he let go again he turned on his side and switched off the light. With his back to Jonghyun he said sternly: “Nothing will happen to you, we are here. Now go to sleep.”
Feeling suddenly surprisingly calm Jonghyun pulled Key a bit closer and did just that.
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