Ship wrecked | By : KarinVAM Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 3333 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“Bam, can you throw me my pants?”
Bam looked up when Ville came walking towards him. His body dripping from
the salt seawater he'd just come out of. Coming back from his afternoon swim as Bam sat on the beach.
His dark trunks were clinging to his thin legs, and his hand was stretched out to catch the pants he wanted Bam to throw his way.
Bam simply looked up from his place where he was making a fire for their dinner with a smile. Ville was looking so adorable with his wet long hair twirling down his back and shoulders in wet strands. His pale, smooth skin was covered in little pearly water drops sliding down him slowly.
He couldn’t help himself, seeing Ville standing their with his arms stretched, and like the little bully he was, he reached for a light, hollow stick on the pile he'd collected that day, and threw it at Ville, making it spin in the air and hitting Ville's forehead with a thud, before falling on the sand.
It was to light to hurt Ville, but it was damn funny, seeing Ville standing there and expected something lese being thrown his way instead.
And Ville tried to duck when he noticed the stick, but failed, Bam couldn’t help but double over from laughing, caused by the look on Ville’s face. It was just too funny.
“Bam!” Bam heard Ville shout in surprise, but the undertone in his voice let him know Ville was only trying to suppress his own laughter. And as Ville faked a shocked face, Bam picked up another stick, throwing it at Ville and hitting his head once again, making the Finn throw up his arms and wave them around his head like he was chasing away annoying flies.
“Stop it.”
Thump, another object. This time it was the pit of a mango Bam had been collecting for the last month now. He literally had piles of them and loved throwing them as far as he could into the ocean, before running in and trying to find it again.
He almost never did, but it kept him occupied and in shape. Just like other things did, as Ville and Bam both knew and enjoyed.
“Ouch, you bitch!” Ville cursed dramatically, pretending to be hurt and upset like a real drag queen. Bam’s face was almost touching the sand as he held himself tight, not being able to stand anymore from laughing so hard. Ville’s reaction was just too priceless.
But since he wasn’t paying attention, Ville took the opportunity to grab one of the fallen sticks and throw it right back at Bam, landing gracefully on his nose and making Bam look up in shock.
“Heey!” He yelled, making a miserable attempt in trying to look offended because tears were still streaming down his face from laughing. That’s when the second stick he'd thrown at Ville came back at him, hitting his shoulder. “Oh now you're gonna get it.”
As Bam struggled to get up, Ville started to run back to the beach, knowing Bam was coming after him once he found the strength in his legs. And as he looked back he saw Bam quickly jumping to his feet and sprinting towards him with a goofy grin on his face, nearing him fast, making Ville scream like a girl as he ran, knowing Bam would catch up with him in no time.
He cried out when he felt Bam bump into him hard, and started laughing hysterically as he and Bam tumbled into the sand and rolled over each other from the force of it. Finally coming to a halt near the coast with Bam straddling his waist.
“Bam, oh my god.” Ville giggled, seeing Bam’s proud grin looking down on him.
“Don’t say I didn’t warn you.” He spoke, nuzzling Ville’s neck lovingly as he did.
“You started it. I just wanted my pants.” Ville pouted, giggling when Bam placed a sweet kiss on his lips.
“Well, men like you are not allowed to wear pants.”
They shared another sweet kiss, before Bam placed his head on Ville shoulder, kissing the skin gently as Ville stroked his hair with a content sigh.
“You are such a bad boy Bam Bam.” Bam heard him giggle, and he smiled against Ville's skin. The thought of what a bad boy he really was, was pushed from his mind as Ville gently kissed his temple.
It wasn’t a bad thing. It was for the best. It really was.
It was.
“Come on darling, let’s go find my pants and go back home.” Ville whispered against Bam with a smile. “We need to get that fire going for our dinner and the night.”
‘Home’
That rubber boat surrounded by huge palm trees hanging over it and placed on the line where sand turned into grass was truly becoming their home. It sure felt more like home than Bam’s house had ever felt. This had Ville in it. This was where he was happy.
Yes it was becoming home, even to Ville, who still ached for his life back in Finland. He knew going back wouldn’t be the same, and he also knew how happy he was here with Bam, but still he longed for it. This was not the place he wanted to grow old and die, even if it was their little paradise on earth.
They walked back to the boat peacefully, holding hands and whispering quietly until the sun had set.
And another month past. They had no clue what season it was supposed to be, or even what month it really was. The days stayed hot and the night stayed cold and the lost track of time. Nothing changed for them.
They just stayed in their little paradise. Expanding their little home a little more each day by adding wood, so there was now a little wall sheltering them and the fire from the wind and the cold.
They learned more about the forest they were in, walking in further each day while learning how to hunt. They learned about the animals and the plants. Knowing what trees to climb for fruit.
And they swam in the sea, keeping them strong and healthy, as well as it provided them fish to eat.
They played on the beach and in the water and they made love under the stars and in the boat. Ville sang Bam to sleep each night. And life as they had known it in the real world seemed to fade into the background more and more each day. This was their life now. And they were in love.
But Ville’s vision never changed. Nor did Bam’s. Ville wanted to go back home. Bam wanted to stay.
And Bam knew Ville wanted to go. Ville didn’t know that Bam wanted to stay. They never discussed it, Bam knowing this could only lead to some real trouble. So he kept quiet, until one sunny morning.
“Wake up sleepyhead.”
Ville moaned when Bam poked him none too so subtley in the ribs, trying to wake him up as the sun was rising and burning his sleepy eyes.
“Bam, cut it out.” Ville whined, making Bam smile as he rolled his boyfriend over onto his back as he tried to hide his face from the morning.
“Come on baby. You promised you'd come with me on my morning swim.” Bam giggled, seeing Ville’s smile as he tried to roll from Bam’s grip.
“Well I've had better wake up calls.” Ville groaned, finally rolling onto his back and sitting up. His green eyes finally popping open as he tried to rub the sleep from them. His hair hanging in his pale, sleepy face.
No matter how many hours Ville spent in the sun, his skin didn’t seem to tan. Sometimes his shoulders would turn red, before turning white again, but no brown colour was able seep in and protect his sensitive skin.
Other than Bam, who now had a healthy brown tan covering him.
“Aaw I’m sorry baby. How bout I wake you like this.” Bam smiled before showing what he meant and dipping his head to capture Ville’s rosy lips with his own, making Ville smile into the kiss as he sat up more straight to get more from his lover.
He wrapped his arms around Bam as he tried to get him closer, opening his mouth to let Bam in as he begged for entrance, his tongue running across his lip.
Bam moaned when Ville stroked his tongue gently, tugging at his now shoulder length hair, which was beginning to straighten out from the salt and weight it had to cope with. Ville hair however, which was falling gracefully over his slender shoulders, seemed to maintain it’s graceful waves as it curled around Ville’s face.
The kiss became more playful as Ville sucked in Bam’s bottom lip, tugging it slightly and making Bam yelp as Ville bit his teeth down into it gently before releasing him, making Bam, who was getting slightly aroused, slam his lips onto Ville’s once more, turning the kiss more passionate.
As Ville kissed him back for all he was worth, Bam noticed something moving outside behind his closed eyelids. He tried to ignore it, but his curiosity got the best of him, and he opened his eyes.
Seeing something he'd been terrified to see again.
Yes, it was a ship, Close to the coast, and moving slow. Bam felt himself freaking out as gasped into the kiss. He had make sure Ville kept looking at him until it was gone. If he noticed……
“What’s wrong Bam? What’s going on?” Ville asked when he felt Bam’s body suddenly jolting up against him as the gasp escaped from him. Bam looked like he'd seen a ghost, but only for the split second they parted. When Ville took another good look at his boy, Bam was smiling again, grabbing hold of his head with a firm grip. So tight Ville’s neck started to
ache.
“Nothing baby. I just realized how much I want you.” Bam purred, but the undertone in his voice was different as he forced Ville’s mouth on his again, kissing him.
Ville’s body stiffened a little, but he gave into the kiss, wondering what had gotten into Bam all of a sudden. Bam’s hand on his neck made it imposable for him to break away, and he realized something was definately wrong. Bam was never this possessive.
Maybe he was insecure again and so Ville didn’t have the heart to break from him.
All he had to do was distract him a little so the dark thoughts would leave his mind again, Ville figured.
Bam, kissing and pressing Ville close to him, had his eyes wide open, seeing the gigantic ship moving past them slowly. If he could only occupy Ville a little longer… It would all work out. He felt himself getting relieved as Ville was still kissing him. He was so easily distracted.
But relief turned into panic as Ville pulled from him, with force to escape from Bam’s tight grip.
“Come on sweetheart. Let’s go for your morning swim.” He smiled sweetly, as Bam tried to cover up the state he was in by smiling back. He reached for Ville’s arm as he was trying to get up.
“No…I want you, Ville please…I need you.” He begged him, feeling Ville pulling from him again and desperately trying to keep him where he was.
“We can do fun things in the water too Bam Bam, you know that.” Ville winked, noticing Bam’s needy behaviour which startled him a bit. Bam needed love, but was never this clingy.
The ship was almost. If he could just keep him here another minute….just another minute.
“Come on Bammie, the water will do you good.” Ville laughed, wanting to turn towards the sea as he stood up, pulling from Bam’s grip. He was defiantly stronger than he looked.
“No!”
It escaped Bam before he could stop himself, but it was too late. Ville had turned, and was now facing the ocean. The ocean where the ship, now quickly sliding out of sight, slid behind the horizon. But not quick enough. The endless blue still showed of the white spot floating on it.
There was a silence, as Ville faced the ocean. Bam couldn’t see his face, but he noticed his shoulders tremble. All he did was curl himself into a ball as he sat on the boat. Not knowing what to do or say….
Ville has seen it. It was too late. His secret was out.
“Bam….” Ville voice finally sounded, trembling and between deep breaths taken by the Finn.
“That was a ship wasn’t it..?”
It wasn’t really a question. And Bam didn’t know how to reply. Yes it had been a ship. Answering the question seemed foolish as they both knew it was. Or had been.
“And you saw it, didn’t you? You knew it was there.”
All the puzzle pieces suddenly feel together as Ville realized Bam must have seen it. Why had he behaved like he had? He had wanted to hide this from him?
He was trembling so bad, and Bam couldn’t stand it. He only wanted them to be happy, Couldn’t Ville see?
“Ville…”
“No…No Bam…” Bam was startled when Ville turned around aggressively, noticing a tear rolling down his cheek as his eyes were narrowed, and he corners of his mouth twitched. His bottom lip was shaking, and his teeth were clenched as well as his hands. It frightened Bam.
“This was our salvation. This could have brought us home. Why….”He was lost for words for a moment, breathing heavily. Bam stayed quiet, not knowing what to say either. He couldn’t just explain this. He knew he had been selfish.
“How could you do this to me? You want to stay here, don’t you?”Again silence, making Ville only more furious.
“How can I trust you, when you keep this from me. How can I trust this to be
the first ship you've kept from me?”
Silence. And Ville was hit by realisation.
“It wasn’t, was it?”
It came out in a husk whisper, and more tears released themselves from his eyes. Suddenly he understood what was really going on.
“We’re over Bam. Don’t ever come near me again.”
He spat harshly, before turning around and walking away.
Ok another chap...Pretty fast uhuh!! *grins*
A special thanks to my amazing Beta a wonderful, talented friend Punksbitch! I hope you feel better honey, because when you are not feeling well, neither am I!!
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