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Week Top 2: B
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Saturday arrived, and I was so thrilled to have another night off. But at the same time, I wasn’t quite confident enough on my last song. I wanted to practice it more. After all, it was down to just Jordin and me. I knew she was going to win, and the song was so tailored to her it wasn’t even funny, but I at least wanted to give her a run for her money. I didn’t want to sound totally horrible compared to her. So when Chris Sligh asked if I wanted to go out to dinner with him and Phil, I politely declined. I couldn’t enjoy dinner if I wasn’t totally satisfied with my song. I had to stay and practice. The house’s fridge was always stocked, so I could just eat at home.
However, Chris came into the room then.
Chris Sligh asked him. “Do you want to go to dinner tonight?”
Chris nodded. “Sure. I’m starved.”
I silently cursed. It figured. I was actually kind of hurt that Chris had said yes. After all, nights off were our nights, and this was our first one we’d have alone together in a long time. Aside from bedtime, it was the only time we really had to ourselves.
Chris Sligh headed to the bathroom, and when he was done, he came out. “Are you sure you don’t want to come along?”
I nodded. “Yeah, I’m sure.” If Chris didn’t want to hang with me, and wanted to hang with Chris Sligh and Phil instead, then let him.
Chris Sligh shrugged. “Suit yourself.”
Chris gave me an apologetic look, and then left with Chris Sligh, leaving me alone and miserable in my room.
B*********C
I said yes to hanging out with Chris Sligh and Phil. I just figured that Blake would be along too. I didn’t think that he would pass up going out, for he loved to go out.
Needless to say, when Chris Sligh asked Blake if he was sure he didn’t want to go, and Blake said yes, I was shocked.
“Why isn’t Blake going?” I asked as Chris and I headed to Phil‘s room.
“He wanted to stay back and practice his songs. He doesn’t feel good about them yet. I guess he is just going to eat here. Whatever. That boy works way too hard. I think he sounds fine,” Chris said.
I instantly regretted saying yes to going out. I just assumed that Blake would be going too. I couldn’t say no then because I had already said yes. It would look too weird for me to suddenly say no just because Blake wasn’t going. Besides. If Blake was practicing his songs, he probably wanted to be alone anyway.
So we all headed out to eat.
As we passed by Blake’s and my door, I couldn’t help but glance longingly at it. I hoped he wasn’t angry with me.
B*********C
I practiced my song for about an hour, and then I had a quick dinner with Sanjaya, who was feeling a little left out.
“How come the guys never invite me to do anything?” he asked as we ate together.
“We invited you last week to write with us a few weeks ago, remember?” I asked.
Sanjaya nodded. “Yes, but that was like the only time it’s been just me and you guys.”
“We’re eating together right now, aren’t we?” I asked.
Sanjaya nodded. “But I was already preparing to eat diner when you came down to do the same thing. It’s not like it was planned.”
I felt bad. “I guess we just leave you out because you’re seventeen. The rest of us are in our twenties, and sometimes we…” I trailed off, not knowing how to say it without it coming out horribly wrong.
“Sometimes you just don’t want a seventeen-year-old boy to hang with,” he finished for me.
I sighed. “I promise will invite you to hang out with us more. Why don’t you hang out with Jordin?”
“She’s fun, but she likes hanging with the girls. LaKisha is really the only one who talks to me,” Sanjaya stated.
“Well I promise to talk to you more. I guess all of us just get close to our roommates, and we mainly hang with them. You kind of got the raw end of the deal. You only had a roommate here for a week before Brandon got the boot,” I said. “But at least you have him back.”
Sanjaya nodded. “Yeah. But it’s not just the roommate thing. Even before you and Chris Richardson were roommates, you two were joined at the hip.”
I blushed. “Well, Chris and I got to be very close from the beginning.”
Suddenly, Sanjaya looked at me. “If I ask you something, do you promise not to get angry or lie?”
I was a little hesitant. What could he possibly have to ask me that would make me angry? “Um, yeah, sure. What is it?”
“Are you and Chris Richardson in love with each other? I see the looks you two give each other when you think no one is looking, and you two are always hanging out together.”
I nearly choked on my drink. I turned bright red, and set my drink back down.
“I promise not to tell anyone. I just want to know, “Sanjaya added.
I sighed. I didn’t want to lie to the kid. Besides, I sensed he might be a little gay too. I took that as a sign of loyalty. I knew I should talk to Chris about telling Sanjaya first, but I threw caution to the wind. “Yes, we are. But you can’t tell a sole. We don’t want anyone else to know. We don’t know how they would react. Besides, contestants aren’t supposed to date other contestants. Jordin knows, but she is the only one. And that is only because she walked in on Chris and I making out.”
Sanjaya laughed. “How did she take that?
I grinned. “She was shocked, but she was cool about it.”
Sanjaya smiled. “I won’t tell anyone, I promise you. Thank you for telling me the truth. And for what it’s worth, I think you and Chris Rich make a nice couple.”
I blushed. “Thanks.” It was weird talking about this with someone, let alone a seventeen-year-old boy, but it felt good to tell someone.
Suddenly, a thought crossed my mind. “No one else suspects this, do they?” I asked.
Sanjaya shrugged. “I don’t know. No one has said anything.”
I nodded. “All right. Thank you.”
“No problem. I have had feelings for men too, so maybe I’m gay too. Who knows?” Sanjay said with a shrug.
“Well I won’t tell a sole either,” I said with a wink.
We grinned at each other.
“Thanks!” Sanjaya said.
“Thank you. We’re friends. What are friends for?” I asked.
We grinned at each other again, and then finished our dinner, and made conversation. I made a mental note to invite Sanjaya to more things. He was cooler than I thought.
B*********C
Dinner was fun. I enjoyed hanging out with Chris and Phil very much. They were fun guys to be around.
After dinner, we headed back to the house, and hung out in Phil’s room. We talked for a while, and just had a great time.
Eventually, Chris Sligh got bored. “Do you guys want to go hang with Melinda?”
Phil nodded. “Sure. I’m up for it.”
They both looked at me.
I hesitated just for a second. “Um, sure. I just want to go wash my face quick.”
Phil and Chris nodded, and then I left for the bathroom to wash my face.
When I got there, I heard the water running. You see, we have a bathroom for the boys to share, and a bathroom for the girls to share. This meant that the bathroom was usually occupied. I figured since someone was in the shower, it was no big deal if I were to wash my face before they got out of the shower.
So, I began to wash my face.
Afterwards, I decided to shave. I was looking a little stubbly, and wanted to look good for Blake.
When I finished, I was about to leave, but stopped when I heard the curtain open, and my name being called.
“Hey, Chris! Where do you think you’re going?”
I turned to see Blake in the shower, only his head poking out of the curtain.
I almost instantly got aroused knowing that he was naked behind the curtain. “I um… I am going to hang with Chris, Phil, and Melinda.”
“I thought this was our night to hang out,” he said.
“I know, but I honestly thought you were going to go with us to dinner,” I explained. “When I found out you weren’t, it was too late to say no. I figured you wanted to be alone to work on your songs anyway. Are you satisfied with them now?”
Blake grinned. “I am with the song, but in other things, I’m not. I want to be with you. Come join me.”
I bit my bottom lip. “I already promised Phil and Chris that I would hang with them and Melinda. You can come along if you’d like.”
Blake shook his head. “I meant, join me in here.”
I think my mouth literally dropped as Blake opened the curtain the whole way, revealing his naked body in all its glory.
“Well, what are you waiting for?” Blake asked, his voice a husky, sexy tone.
Without even thinking, I stripped down, and joined Blake in the shower. And as Blake pulled the curtain closed again with us both being in the shower, all I could think about was kissing Blake any place I could reach.
B*********C
“Did you lock the bathroom door?” I asked. I couldn’t believe that Chris and I were doing this, but here we were, kissing each other frantically, our hands all over each other’s body.
Chris ceased kissing my chest. He looked at me with a frightened look in his eyes. “No. Should I?”
I thought about it for a moment, and then shook my head. That would mean that Chris would have to leave the shower. “No. No one will know we’re in here together.”
“Chris, what the freak, dude?”
Chris and I both paused as we heard Chris Sligh’s voice from outside the bathroom door.
Chris put a finger to my lips, and slipped out of the shower. He then walked over to the bathroom door and poked his head out. “Shut up! I’m getting ready.”
“Dude, how in the world has it taken you thirty minutes to wash your face?” Chris Sligh asked.
Chris paused, and I knew he was trying to think of a good excuse. He settled for part of the truth. “Well, I got to washing my face and just decided to take a shower,” Chris explained. Again, he paused. “And I shaved.”
“Well hurry up, man. You’re crazy,” Chris Sligh said, laughing as he walked away to tell Phil.
Chris rolled his eyes and sighed as he shut and locked the bathroom door. He then ran over and got back into the shower with me. “We have to make this quick. They are going to start to suspect.”
“Aw, but you just got here! I thought we were going to…” I trailed off, and started kissing down the side of Chris’ neck while gently stroking him.
Chris gasped. I knew he hadn’t been expecting that.
He moaned. “I really want to. Trust me. I really, really want to. But I’m never going to be able to enjoy it with Chris Sligh and Phil waiting for me.”
I pouted. “All right. Make up an excuse, and meet me alone in our room.”
Chris nodded, and kissed me. “All right. Just give me a half hour or so so that I can at least make an appearance. I am supposed to be getting ready to hang with Melinda and the guys. It will look weird if I cancel to hang with you after all this getting ready I’ve done.”
I nodded. “All right.” I pulled Chris in for one more passionate kiss. “I love you.” It was the first time I had said it to him. I hoped he felt the same way, and this wasn’t just his idea of getting off.
Chris smiled, and pulled me in for another kiss. “I love you too,” he said before slipping out of the shower. He smiled at me, and then wrapped a towel around his waist, grabbed his clothes, and went back to his room to change.
I grinned. He loved me too! I continued showering as my heart soared with happiness.
B*********C
I dressed, and then headed over to meet back up with Phil and Chris. They both taunted me to no end about going to the bathroom to wash my face, only to end up shaving and showering as well. I joked and laughed along with them in order to cover up my embarrassment and nervousness. I kept waiting for someone to figure out that Blake had been in the shower too. Thank God nobody did.
I could hardly wait to get back to Blake. He had said he loved me. That made me so happy! I had wanted to tell him that I loved him for a while, but I had been too scared of rejection, so I had kept my mouth shut. I wanted him to be the first to say it. Once he had, I had no problem telling Blake with ease that I loved him too. I could tell by the smile on his face how happy he was that I had told him I loved him. There was no doubt in my mind that was I was ready for him to make love to me this time. Heck, when he had touched me in the shower, it had taken everything in my power not to let him take me right then and there, not even caring if Chris or Phil overheard us.
I definitely wanted to make this quick.
After all that, Melinda felt a little under the weather, and was tired, so we decided to hang out in Gina and Haley’s room instead. LaKisha and Stephanie were there as well, and we all had a good time. I stayed there for about a half an hour, and then I excused myself.
“I promised Blake I’d chill with him tonight. I’ll see you all tomorrow,” I said.
I exchanged goodbyes with everyone, and then with one final wave I left, and rushed over to Blake’s and my room. I was so nervous, but I knew I was ready to be with him. I was more than ready.
B*********C
When Chris arrived, I had a surprise for him. While he was out, I left for the grocery store that was nearby our hotel. I had worn a baseball cap and dark shades, so as to not be recognized. I had bought matches, candles, and flowers. We still had condoms and lubricant left. I really hoped that Chris had the same thing in mind that I did for tonight. Otherwise, it would be quite embarrassing.
When I had gotten back to the room, I pushed out beds together. Next, I lit candles all around the room. I popped a mix CD of romantic ballads into the player and turned it on to a comfortable volume. Finally, I placed the flowers on Chris’s side of the bed.
When Chris came into the room, he smiled. “Blake! This is so romantic! When did you do this?”
I grinned. “I went to the store while you hung with the girls.”
Chris pulled his shirt off, and let it drop to the floor. “Come here.” He pulled me close and kissed me.
I moaned into the kiss, and hungrily kissed him back. We broke the kiss just long enough for him to pull my shirt off as well.
We then walked backwards towards our beds. We fell down onto them, with me on top of Chris.
“You know,” I said between kisses, “We still have condoms and lubricant left.” I waited for Chris’ reaction, hoping so badly that it would be a good one.
Chris grinned. “Good, because I’ve been thinking about being with you ever since I got out of that shower.”
I grinned, so happy that he was happy about it. “So, how are we going to do this? You want me inside, or do you want to be inside me?” I kissed down the side of his neck again. I honestly would have been okay with whatever he said.
He nuzzled his nose against my neck. “I honestly think I’m ready to have you inside of me tonight,” he whispered.
I took his face between my hands. “Are you sure?”
Chris nodded. “I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life.”
My eyes narrowed, and I kissed him deeply. Our tongues dueled for dominance.
We kissed for a few moments more before I got out the supplies from the bed stand.
We grinned at each other.
“Are you sure?” I asked again.
Chris kissed me softly on the mouth. “Yes. I want you now. I love you so much!”
My eyes lowered with love for him. “I love you too. So much.”
I then prepared us both for our lovemaking. I was so nervous. I just hoped I didn’t screw this up.
B*********C
It felt wonderful to feel Blake’s fingers inside of me, stretching and preparing me to become one with him. I was so nervous, but I trusted Blake with my life. I knew he would be as careful as he possibly could be.
When he finished, I rolled the condom on him, and stroked him with some lubricant.
He moaned, and it was very apparent how much he was enjoying this, and how much he wanted me.
When he finished, he pressed his palms flat against mine on the bed.
“Are you ready?” he whispered.
No sooner had he asked me that had “She Will Be Loved” started to play.
We grinned at each other.
“It’s like it’s meant to be. I’m singing that tomorrow,” Blake said. “And even though I’ll be singing she, you know I’ll mean he.”
“Me?” I asked.
Blake nodded. His eyes lowered with love for me. “You.”
We kissed. Our eyes were locked.
I then nodded. “I’ve never been more ready,” I whispered. It still felt weird to be about to do this with another man, but at the same time, it felt so right.
“All right. I’ll go slow,” Blake promised. It was just like it had been when he let me make love to him.
He slowly entered me.
I closed my eyes, taking in the awkward, yet not so bad sensation of him making his way inside of me.
As he made his way inside me, Blake kept saying the sweetest things, which I knew he meant whole-heartedly. “You’re beautiful. I love you. There is no one else I’d rather be making love to. I’m so glad I found you.”
I held tightly to him, and blindly kissed him. “I love you too,” I whispered. “I’m so glad I found you too.”
Before I knew it, he was completely inside me, and we were kissing, and over and over telling each other how much we loved each other.
And as we continued to make love, it was just perfect. It felt just as good as the first time, if not better.
When it was all over, Blake held me in his arms and kissed me, repeatedly telling me how much he loved me. It was then that I couldn’t help but think that I would be just fine spending the rest of my life with Blake.
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