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It was a warm, bright night	By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1502 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-It was a warm, bright night
- 2-Ch 2
- 3-Ch 3
- 4-Ch 4
- 5-Ch 5
- 6-Ch 6
- 7-Ch 7
- 8-Ch 8
- 9-Ch 9
- 10-10
- 11-11
- 12-12
- 13-13
- 14-14
- 15-15
- 16-16
- 17-17
- 15
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- 17
Kyo took in a breath and opened the doors. But it wasn’t Kaoru. Kyo looked with wide eyes at the person in front of him, thinking he must be dreaming. But the person did not vanish. He was here, standing right in front of him, alive and breathing.
“It’s you” Kyo said in a weak voice. The person stepped inside the room and closed the doors, because it still kept snowing and Kyo stood at the doorway only in his pajama pants.
“Hello Kyo” the man smiled. “I have missed you.”
Kyo lunged forward and hugged the man tightly. He didn’t think that he might look stupid or childish. He just wanted to hug the man, feel his hands wrapped around his waist, feel him kiss his hair gently.
“I missed you too” Kyo whispered. “I missed you so much. And I never even knew your name…”
Kyo looked up at the man who was always so gentle and kind to him. His old, constant client, who vanished from the surface of the earth so unexpectedly and suddenly. Being announced missing. Now he was standing there, looking down at Kyo and smiling gently.
“Yukke. My name is Yukke.”
Kyo smiled back and stepped away a bit.
“What happened to you? Where were you? They told me you were missing!”
Kyo took in Yukke’s looks. He seemed to be the same. He still had the same funny haircut and was as blond as ever. His slightly chubby cheeks were still cute, but his manner of standing and gazing at Kyo still felt intimidating and powerful. But Kyo suddenly got worried. Yukke had a kind of stern, hard gaze, a very serious sad shadow in his eyes that wasn’t there the last time Kyo saw him. Usually Yukke was radiating happiness and energy. Now there was something still in his whole form.
“What happened to you, Yukke?” Kyo asked, hating the way his voice sounded weak and scared. Yukke smiled gently and stepped closer to Kyo again. He lifted his hand and caressed Kyo’s cheek with his palm. Kyo relaxed into the touch and closed his eyes for a moment.
“How have you been holding up, Kyo?”
Kyo lowered his head suddenly.
“Kyo?”
Yukke hugged Kyo again and Kyo couldn’t help it anymore. He started crying hard into Yukke’s welcoming embrace. Soon the man’s chest was wet from tears. Sobs escaped Kyo’s throat, but Kyo couldn’t stop himself anymore. He felt millions of emotions at the same time. He felt happy Yukke was here, but everything else suddenly weighted him so much that he couldn’t stop from crying. It was most likely that he saw Yukke the last time. He was no use to him now.
Yukke lifted Kyo in his hands easily and took him to his bedroom. He then put Kyo on the bed, who was still clutching at his chest and crying. Yukke let Kyo calm down a bit, slowly stroking his back with one hand, gently rocking him back and forth in his embrace.
“You must tell me what happened, Kyo” Yukke asked gently. “You’re making me so worried.”
Kyo sniffed and put his hands on Yukke’s chest, grabbing a handful of Yukke’s shirt and gripping it hard in his fists.
“Kyo-kun, please, tell me…”
“You’ll just… you’ll just go away after I tell you… You’ll just go away and leave me…”
“I won’t, Kyo. I swear I won’t.”
Kyo half laughed half sobbed. He then took one of Yukke’s hands in his own and guided it between his thighs. At first Yukke was just puzzled. He let Kyo put his hand where he wanted and caressed the insides of Kyo’s thighs. But suddenly he stopped and looked at Kyo, shock clearly written on his face.
“It can’t be…” Yukke whispered and pushed Kyo down on the bed and with one swift movement pulled his pajama pants down to his knees. Yukke couldn’t help but gasp at what he saw.
“Oh my God… Kyo…”
Kyo turned his head away, feeling as his cheeks burned from shame. He just wanted Yukke to go away right now and spare him from more of this embarrassment.
Yukke slowly guided his hand to Kyo’s body and very carefully touched the place where Kyo’s balls should have been.
“What happened to you, Kyo? Who did this?”
Kyo just kept silent, his lips tightly shut in thin line. He felt Yukke’s fingers near the root of his dick. Yukke’s fingers were cold but gentle. He traced them on the stitches back and forth for a few moments.
“Kyo…” Yukke wanted to say something, but stopped. His voice was full of emotions and Kyo finally looked back at the man sitting next to him. Yukke’s eyes were full of tears and Kyo’s heart clenched painfully. Yukke really cared. He really cared…
“Tell me who did it, Kyo. I swear to you, I’ll kill that bastard!”
Kyo shook his head. He took Yukke’s hand and drew it away from his crotch.
“You won’t be able to do anything to him, believe me…”
“No! I will! You can’t even imagine how strong I’ve become! I could kill anyone I wanted!”
“But not him, Yukke.”
“Tell me who did it! TELL ME!”
Kyo stared at Yukke, suddenly feeling very scared and shocked. Yukke looked back at him puzzled, as Kyo’s expression suddenly became one of pure horror and disbelieve. He saw something sticking out of Yukke’s lips. And he had to admit to himself that he knew what that something was.
“You’re… you’re one of them…” Kyo whispered. He moved back on the bed farther from Yukke, still starring at him wide eyed. “You are one of them! Oh my God! No… no no no no no…”
Kyo struggled to put his pajama pants back on and move even farther away from him.
“Kyo, please, don’t… I’m not going to hurt you…”
Kyo was shaking his head in disbelieve, feeling just fear.
“Please, go away…” Kyo whispered, barely able to make his voice heard. “Please…”
Kyo curled up at the back of the bed as he had nowhere else to go, put his head in his hands and started crying again. It was a nightmare. It had to be a nightmare!
Kyo jumped as he felt Yukke’s hands on him, caressing and stroking his shaking body. Yukke hugged him in his strong embrace, making Kyo put his head on his chest and not letting him go. Kyo tried to push Yukke away, but he was no match for the man’s powerful grip.
“It was a vampire who did this to you” Yukke said. He didn’t need a confirmation though. Kyo’s reaction told him more than he needed. Yukke sighted sadly and Kyo felt how his grip around his small waist got even tighter.
“I wish I was there for you when it happened, Kyo… I’m so sorry! I’m so sorry you had to endure it! I’m so sorry, Kyo!”
Kyo finally regained some self control. He put his hands around Yukke’s waist. Yukke was one of them, but he truly and really cared. Yukke, of all people, wouldn’t hurt him. Or at least Kyo had to believe that if he didn’t want to go crazy.
“I was going to ask you to quit your ‘job’ and move in with me, Kyo. I wanted to be with you so much! I had a good job and we would have been able to live comfortably together. I was on my way to see you and finally braced myself to tell you this when… when I got attacked… I don’t remember much of it and to tell you the truth, I don’t really want to remember… I was turned what I am now and I couldn’t come back. The one that turned me was really out of his mind. Or at least extremely depressed. He turned me so that he would have somebody to keep him company, but soon after that he killed himself. And I was left all alone with my new existence and without a clue of how to handle it…
I did, after some time, manage to come to terms of what I was now… I came back home and sold all my property, everything I had for a smaller price, but very quickly. I have almost everything ready. I packed a few things I really need, I have all my money. I just wanted to come for you…”
Kyo wriggled in the embrace and looked Yukke in the eyes. Kyo was afraid of what he would hear now.
“Kyo, I want you to come with me. I’m moving far away from here. To England. It’s cloudy and rainy even in the summer. And there are many universities. I have enough money for us to buy a house, for you to study and eat, and for us both not to work at least for five years. We would need to be very tight and not spend money as we wish, but we would manage. I would find a job and start earning money again. And you would study. It’s as you always wanted Kyo. What do you say?”
Yukke looked pleadingly Kyo in the eyes. Kyo saw so many emotions in Yukke’s eyes that he felt like crying again.
“I’m in love with you, Kyo…”
Kyo felt tears roll down his cheeks. Emotions swirled inside his chest and he felt like it would explode not being able to keep it all inside.
“But I’m… I’m neutered… I can’t even…”
“I don’t care!” Yukke interrupted him. “It’s not the most important thing, Kyo, and you know it!”
“But… You’re a… vampire… You’ll be always young and won’t die. And I will get old and I will die…”
“I don’t care. I want you with me, Kyo! I always wanted you, since that day I saw you in the park, sitting on the bench, with your eyes closed, a small smile playing on your lips and enjoying the early spring’s sun.”
“But you will want me to become like you are now…” Kyo whispered. Yukke was silent for a moment. Then he sighted and took Kyo’s hand in his own.
“I know, Kyo… And I want to be with you forever, however long that would be… But I promise you that I won’t do anything you don’t want. I might ask you once… when I feel that I could get a positive answer or you might even consider it, but if you won’t agree… I will drop the subject.’’
“Can you really promise me not to turn me against my will?”
“Yes” Yukke answered, looking Kyo in the eyes. Kyo lowered his gaze.
“I… I just…”
“It’s ok, Kyo-kun. You can think. But I’m leaving in two days. So please, don’t think too long. And just say yes.”
Kyo smiled a bit and gripped Yukke’s hand tighter. It felt comforting, to be this close to Yukke again. He felt safe and loved. But Yukke was not human anymore. And this made all the difference for Kyo.
“I need to think, Yukke. I need to.”
Yukke nodded.
“There’s one more thing…” Kyo said and looked Yukke in the eyes. “I don’t want you to question me about what happened to me while you were gone. If I will go with you, I will tell you when I feel that I am ready to talk about this…”
“Of course, Kyo.”
Kyo smiled a bit and looked Yukke in the face. Yukke still looked a bit childish and goofy to him. But he could also not ignore the rough edge in his look. Something hard and mature. And scaring.
Yukke suddenly leaned in and kissed Kyo on the lips. Kyo closed his eyes and relaxed in the kiss. He missed this so much. He missed Yukke’s gentle caresses. He missed how Yukke always made him feel safe and wanted and loved. And useful. And as an equal partner, but not a whore from the street. Perhaps Yukke really loved him from the bottom of his heart.
“Thank you” Kyo whispered in the kiss and Yukke stopped for a moment.
“For what, Kyo?”
“For loving me. For wanting me to be with you. It means a world to me…”
Yukke smiled lovingly and Kyo felt that he really didn’t need time to think. He already knew his answer.
“I’m very fond of you, Yukke… I… I think I love you too…”
“You don’t need to say that just because I said I love you” Yukke smiled gently and Kyo blushed a bit. Kyo didn’t need to be reminded that it was too soon. He knew it might seem like it, but he was always happy with Yukke. And this happiness was drawn only because he was with the person he really, genuinely and strongly liked. And Kyo was sure this feeling would soon turn to something more. Something bigger and greater.
“But I think I always loved you” Kyo whispered and Yukke smiled at him again. They kissed and Kyo melted into the kiss, feeling happy for the first time in so much time.
He didn’t care that Yukke was one of them. It was not important. Yukke was also a victim of them. And Yukke loved Kyo since the beginning. They shared mutual feelings since the days when it was all so different. And Yukke still wanted to be with Kyo now, after so much have happened. Kyo felt happy that Yukke was here. And he didn’t give a fuck of what he himself or Yukke was now.
***
Kaoru looked around for the last time and stepped into the dark corridor. He gently knocked on the door and waited. He had to see Kyo even if for a few minutes. He had to make sure Kyo was ok. He couldn’t bear not knowing anymore.
The footsteps were heard inside the flat and the doors were finally opened. When Kyo saw Kaoru at his doorstep, Kaoru couldn’t help but feel sad at how Kyo’s eyes immediately lit up with fear after just glancing at who it was.
Kaoru stepped in without any words and closed the doors behind him. He looked at Kyo in the dark hall. Kyo was dressed. He had jeans and a t-shirt on. His tattoos showing clearly. But Kyo looked vulnerable and very young. He just stared back at Kaoru as if Kaoru would at any moment lunge on him and attack.
“Kyo… I’m so sorry…” Kaoru uttered, feeling his voice crack in his throat. He couldn’t see the difference between Kyo’s legs, but from the way that Kyo stood and from the way Kyo looked at least half as confident as he used to be, he didn’t need to see it. He knew that it was really the truth.
“I’m so sorry…” Kaoru stepped closer and hugged Kyo. Kyo just stood motionless, not moving a muscle and let Kaoru hug him. Kaoru inhaled Kyo’s scent and closed his eyes, enjoying the moment.
“I cannot stay very long” Kaoru muttered, feeling sadness overwhelm him. He wanted to stay close to Kyo, but he couldn’t risk his friends’ lives.
He felt Kyo nodding and drew back to look in his eyes. Kyo looked back at Kaoru and Kaoru couldn’t resist the urge. He leaned in and kissed Kyo on the lips gently. But Kyo didn’t respond. He just let Kaoru kiss him.
“Kyo, I love you…”
Kyo withdrew and lowered his eyes.
“I love you, Kyo…”
Kyo shook his head and stepped back from Kaoru. Kaoru for a second hoped to hear Kyo say back the same, but Kyo just stood motionless, not daring to look at Kaoru and Kaoru had to admit the bitter truth.
Suddenly Kyo grabbed Kaoru’s hand and led him to his bedroom. Kaoru looked with puzzlement at Kyo’s back, but followed. Kyo made Kaoru sit on his bed and kneeled in front of him. He looked up at Kaoru and rubbed Kaoru’s crotch through his pants, still keeping his eyes on Kaoru’s.
Many emotions swirled inside Kaoru at that moment, looking down at Kyo’s face, half lit with the dim light on the nightstand. He could quickly fuck Kyo, maybe he was already healed. He longed for Kyo’s body so much that it almost hurt physically. Just looking at Kyo’s submissive posture made Kaoru grip the sheets to restrain himself from jumping on Kyo and fucking him raw. But the look in Kyo’s eyes was making him sit where he was. Kyo was looking at him sadly, a bit longingly. Some gentleness was even visible in Kyo’s dark eyes.
“It is what you came here for, isn’t it?” Kyo asked, still rubbing Kaoru’s crotch through his pants. Kaoru gulped and tried to find his voice.
“I missed you, Kyo. I want you badly…”
Kyo closed his eyes for a moment and then slowly undid Kaoru’s pants and took Kaoru’s dick out from the slit. Kaoru stroked Kyo’s head and made Kyo sit on his lap. He kissed Kyo’s unwilling mouth and started tugging at Kyo’s pants. But Kyo immediately got scared and started struggling against Kaoru’s intrusive fingers.
“Please, don’t! It still hurts! Please, Kaoru!”
Kaoru stopped and looked at Kyo’s teary eyes. Disappointment was clearly written on Kaoru’s face, but Kyo still withdrew from Kaoru’s lap and sat back on the floor, looking Kaoru in the eyes.
“It’s the most I can do to you, Kaoru” Kyo said grabbing Kaoru’s dick in his hand. His fingers wrapped themselves around Kaoru’s shaft and Kaoru closed his eyes. He will have to deal with this for now. He didn’t want to hurt Kyo more than he already did. There will be more opportunities. He will sneak back to Kyo. Not as often as he wanted, but from time to time… He will think of something…
Kyo started gently stroking Kaoru with his hand, but soon took him in his mouth, sucking Kaoru and at the same time gently pumping him with his fingers at the root of his dick. Kaoru looked at Kyo’s mouth and at his dick, disappearing and emerging from Kyo’s full lips again and again. He soon felt he was very close to climaxing. But Kaoru tried to keep his eyes open and look at Kyo. He loved this face, these beautiful dark eyes, bony slim fingers and this beautiful nose.
Kaoru came hard leaving Kyo unprepared and forcing him to swallow everything. Kyo gagged a bit because he was not expecting so much, but swallowed everything, as Kaoru kept his head in place with his hand.
Finally he let Kyo withdraw and Kyo sat back, looking Kaoru in the eyes and wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. Kaoru smiled gently to Kyo, still weak from the orgasm.
“Come here” he said to Kyo and Kyo submitted to his command. Kaoru made Kyo sit in his lap again and hugged him.
“Kyo, I’m sorry I treated you so badly that night… I’m really sorry… for everything that happened to you because of me…”
Kyo nodded, not being able to think of anything to say. He knew Kaoru was sincere.
“I will think of something… I will still come to you, though much more rarely than I used to… But I cannot stand being without you…”
Kyo lifted his head and looked at Kaoru. Then he kissed Kaoru on the lips and Kaoru relaxed into the kiss. It was gentle and Kaoru could almost pretend that Kyo was also in love with him.
“I have to go now…” Kaoru withdrew reluctantly and stood up. He looked at Kyo, sitting on the bed, and smiled. Kyo looked so beautiful. His hair a mess, his dark eyes staring back at him.
“Take care, Kaoru” Kyo suddenly said and Kaoru smiled.
“Goodnight, Kyo-kun.”
Kaoru looked at Kyo for the last time and turned to leave. He couldn’t be careless and spend too much time here. He needed now to be very quick.
But as Kaoru stepped out into the yard, leaving Kyo back in his small flat, sadness washed over him and Kaoru couldn’t keep it away. He looked back at Kyo’s windows, but finally made himself go. It was a bit strange that Kyo didn’t resist too much and didn’t fight, but willingly helped him ease the tension…
Maybe it was a good sign…
Kaoru smiled to himself a bit and went back to the direction of where Shinya, Die and Miyavi were waiting for him.
***
All Kyo had was one bag. And it only contained his clothes and notebooks. Yukke smiled at Kyo and kissed him on the lips.
“Are you ready?” Yukke asked and Kyo nodded.
“I just had to inform the landlord. Otherwise, there’s nothing left for me here.”
“Have you said your goodbyes?”
Kyo nodded reluctantly and took his bag in his hand.
“Don’t worry, Kyo-kun. This is the right decision. You’re making the right choice.”
Kyo nodded again, still a bit hesitantly. But he wanted to leave. He wanted to go with Yukke.
They put the luggage in taxi that was waiting for them and sat in the backseat. They were going to the airport and fly on a private plane straight to England. It cost a lot of money to Yukke, but these precautions were necessary. Kyo watched for the last time the streets of his hometown. Yukke put his hand on Kyo’s leg and squeezed reassuringly.
Suddenly Kyo’s attention was brought to the song on the radio. The music was so familiar to him. Kyo gasped when he realized it was his poems sung by the unfamiliar voice from the radio. And it was Kaoru’s music flowing together with the poems.
Kyo’s eyes filled with tears and Yukke immediately noticed it. He brushed the tears away with his hand and hugged Kyo, thinking Kyo was just sad to leave his hometown.
“I want the band’s that’s now playing on the radio cd” Kyo said and Yukke looked at him confused. “Do you know this band, Yukke?”
“Yeah, I do. But why all of a sudden…”
“Please,” Kyo interrupted Yukke. “I need it!”
“OK, we’ll stop at a shopping center and I’ll get you one. Ok?”
Kyo nodded, trying to calm himself. The song ended, but the melody was fresh in Kyo’s mind. It was a beautiful song. With Kaoru’s music and his poems in it.
Kyo leaned into Yukke’s embrace and closed his eyes. There was still a long way ahead. A fresh new start. And Kyo hoped this time it would be for real.

TBC
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It was a warm, bright night