Innocent Days | By : soleil Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > SHINee Views: 1135 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of SHINee. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Chapter 13
He hadn’t known that it was possible for someone to feel this ridiculously happy. Of course there had been times when he had thought he was experiencing true happiness -like when signing the contract with SmEnt, or debuting, or winning all those awards, but all those times now paled in comparison to the emotion he was feeling right now: limitless, complete and pure happiness -he felt so unbelievably good he thought his chest was going to explode.
It was unimaginable that it had been merely two days ago when he had been heartbroken, bawling his eyes out in the toilet of some plane, thinking about how disgusting his crush thought he was and that he would never be loved… and now here he was: in bed with two absolutely gorgeous guys, whom he was feeling completely comfortable with and who both claimed to love and want him...
He slowly stretched himself and purred very satisfied. Now if it weren’t for a couple of tiny little details that threw their shadows into his utter bliss, he would have thought that he’d died and gone to heaven.
His biggest problem currently was that he simply couldn’t choose between the two boys. If he’d be completely honest he’d have to admit that somewhere deep inside he didn’t even want to -and it wasn’t that he didn’t realize that he might seem selfish and unfair to everybody else, but his heart was filled with so much love for both of them, that to him it seemed more selfish and unfair having to put one of them at a distance.
Were his love for Minho and his love for Jonghyun really supposed to be mutually exclusive feelings?
Key was someone who always chose to live in the present, so he decided to file his little ethical dilemma for later. Time would eventually tell.
He let his eyes wander down to Jonghyun’s tousled head, which was currently resting peacefully on his chest, and raised his right hand to run his fingers lovingly through the disarray strands. He had waited for him for so long and now he was here, in his arms, finally openly laying claim on him. He smirked as he remembered how an obviously panicking Jonghyun had woken them the previous night, to ask them if he could sleep there and Key had to suppress gleeful laughter bubbling up in his chest as he knew exactly why Jonghyun had been panicking -and he would bet his favorite outfit that it hadn’t been a nightmare that had led Jonghyun to Key and Minho’s room but moreover the jealousy that showed clearly in his searching eyes, when Key had opened the door. Jonghyun’s cute behavior afterwards hadn’t been enough to fool Key, but his heart nevertheless had fluttered by this display of insecurity.
Minho on the other hand had not only been convinced, but also utterly worried about the scared (-acting) lead-vocalist, not that anyone not having Key’s observation skills would have noticed. Minho’s actions from the night before in general had left a big impression on Key: The way he had gentlemanly turned and shifted away so that Jonghyun wouldn’t be uncomfortable, the way he had tried to comfort him… and then there had been his concerned frown with which he had watched Jonghyun, through the mirror on his side of the moon-lit room, till he was sure that he had drifted off into peaceful sleep. Only then had he allowed his eye-lids to close and the creases on his forehead to smooth out.
At first Key had been kind of shocked. Sure, the younger had already admitted having feelings for the other boy, but to see them so clearly was something that Key hadn’t expected. He had been laying there with Jonghyun firmly in his arms, while staring at the back of Minho’s head and waiting for the onslaught of jealousy -but to his surprise it never came. On the contrary, his feelings for the taller boy felt even purer than ever before. He even felt a weird sort of gratitude towards him that he honestly cared about Jonghyun.
Maybe it was the fact that Minho was after this last year like an open book to Key, or that he could understand first-hand what was so attractive about Jonghyun, or maybe it was the way Minho had made love to him –so incredibly sincere and loving… Key didn’t know why it was like that, but he didn’t feel insecure at all. Right now he really wanted to pull the other boy close and have him wrap his arms around him –but sadly that wasn’t currently possible without waking Jonghyun and probably making him very uncomfortable –stupid dino.
That brought Key to another one of his problems: Jonghyun’s jealous behavior towards Minho. And that wouldn’t have been that much up in Key’s list of things to worry about, because he was confident that with a couple of more ‘group-therapy-sessions’ and a little convincing on his part that would change in time, but his real problem was that time was something they didn’t really have, as he very soon would have to leave them alone for a whole week to go with the rest of SHINee to a photo-shoot in Spain. With Jonghyun’s current aggressiveness and Minho’s easily inflammable nature, he just hoped that they wouldn’t kill each-other off while he was in Europe.
He was distracted from his thoughts when Minho shifted, turned towards him and blinked his eyes open.
“Hmm. Good morning.” he greeted with a deep, sleep laden voice and an awkward smile, which made the corners of Key’s mouth automatically also go up in response.
“Good morning, baby!” though voiced in a low voice he still couldn’t resist the endearment. With his disheveled hair and the rather cute expression Minho looked so adorable right now that Key couldn’t resist raising his left hand to touch the side of his face. Minho promptly nuzzled his cheek into the appendage and closed his eyes producing a sound that came dangerously close to a purr. “Are you coherent yet?” Key asked, his smile widening at the uncharacteristic behavior from the younger boy.
“No. What time is it?” he murmured.
“It’s still early. You can go back to sleep if you want, but I have to be leaving soon. You and Jjong leave in the afternoon, while Jinkie, ‘minnie and I have to catch an early flight. We’ve got to prepare for Spain.. pack, meet the crew, get to know the details –you know how it works..” Key couldn’t explain why saying this was making him feel really awkward. He felt as if he was about to leave them hanging after he himself had messed them up, but there wasn’t anything he could do about it. Minho and Jonghyun had their own schedules and they couldn’t go with the rest of SHINee and it wasn’t as if Key would deliberately leave them behind to go on vacation -but somehow he still felt bad.
“Oh, I forgot.” Minho said and scooted up on the bed, breaking their contact in the process. For a moment his eyes shifted over Key and Jonghyun, but then he looked away and his stoic-trademark-expression was once more on his face.
“Please don’t do that..” Key whined having now to look up at him.
“Do what?” he asked and ran his hands through his hair, still not looking anywhere near Key.
“Distancing yourself from me. From… us.” Key whispered to finally catch his attention. “It just makes everything worse..” he added and took Minho’s hand in his own as soon as it was in reach again.
“Promise me that you will get along with him.” Key’s sincere face and his pleading tone told Minho how much Key wanted this. There was no way he could refuse him, so he simply nodded and no more words were spoken, but their locked gazes spoke whole volumes until Jonghyun’s stirring informed them he was also waking up.
“What time is it?” he asked Key while cracking an eye open to immediately just shut it again.
“Wow, déjà vu! Do I look like a speaking clock to both of you?” Key laughed and tried to wriggle out of Jonghyun’s embrace simultaneously finally letting go of Minho’s hand. “Yah, dinoface! Loosen the deathgrip, will ya? Someone has to go to work to put the rice on the table, while you lazy bums sleep till noon!”
“Shut up, Kibum. Please no diva-mode this early in the morning.” Jonghyun groaned and let go of him to completely vanish under the covers. Key took the chance to finally get up. When the door to the bathroom closed behind him Minho spoke: “He’s leaving.”
“Duh, that much I got dude.” Came the grumbled reply from between the sheets.
“They’re all leaving for Spain.” Minho clarified.
“What?”
And with that Jonghyun was officially wide awake.
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