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Chapter 16

I woke up late the next day, it was actually two in the afternoon, and I found Kevin sitting in a chair across from me. He looked tired and worried. I felt rested and good, but then I remembered what had happened the night before. I knew Kevin had questions he wanted to ask. I also knew I didn’t know what to tell him. He took a deep breath and then asked,
“ What happened yesterday?” He looked straight at me.
“ What do you mean?” I asked in a lame attempt to try and stall the inevitable.
“ I’ve never seen you fall apart like that.” Kevin said, “First you go at the group of vampires like there’s no tomorrow and then you just break down cry as soon as they leave, what’s going on with you Angel?”
“ I don’t know!” I said, “I just haven’t been sleeping well these last couple of days, I guess I just…I don’t know!”
“ That’s not true Angel!” Kevin said, “ Something is going on, and I wanna know what it is!”
“You’re right…Something is going on, but it’s really none of your business…It’s just something I have to deal with myself…”
“ No…Angel, it is my business, it’s my job to look after you!” Kevin said, “And if it’s something that’s affecting you the way it is, then I’m not gonna let you deal with it yourself!”
“ Kevin…” I began.
“ No Angel! I don’t wanna hear it! Just tell me what happening to you…” Kevin said, begging me with his eyes.
“ You wouldn’t understand!” I said as I got up and walked out of the apartment, I was still wearing my clothes from the night before.
I spend the rest of the day just walking around in the city thinking about what was going on, and how I would deal with the situation. I had finally figured out what was going on with Nick and me. I had finally realized why I kept trying to get him to attack me. I was in love with him, and I knew that was a bad thing, especially in my position, so I wanted him to do something to make me fall out of love with him. And every time I tried, he did something to make me fall even more in love with him. I came to the conclusion that my life sucked, and I needed to tell Kevin what was going on.
I walked back to his place and tried to sneak in before he saw me. I dreaded telling him the truth. I knew he would be extremely disappointed in me, and that was just not something I was looking forward to. Of course Kevin was waiting for me and some answers.
“ Angel!” He called out as I was trying to walk past him, hoping I had somehow turned invisible.
“ Yeah?” I asked as I turned around to face him.
“ Are you gonna tell me?”
“ Tell you what?” I asked. I knew exactly what he wanted me to tell him.
“ What’s going on?” He said.
I sat down across from him and stared down at my hands. I didn’t know where to begin.
“ Angel?” he said, pushing me to start telling him the truth.
“ I don’t know how to tell you…” I started.
“ Tell me what?”
“ That…That I’m in love with…” I stopped and took a deep breath. Kevin looked at me urging me to go on.
“ In love with who?” he asked.
“ Nick…” I said barely audible. Kevin looked confused,
“ Nick?” he asked, “Nick the vampire?”
“ Yeah…” I said, finally raising my eyes to meet his. He stood up and stared down at me, anger displayed in his eyes,
“ Angel…Are you completely insane?” He shouted.
“ Maybe…” I said. Tears were welling up in my eyes, “I can’t help the way I feel Kevin!”
“What!?” He started pacing back and forth, “ You can’t be in love with him! He’s a vampire! He’s a killer!”
“ Don’t you think I know that Kevin!” I shouted, “ But that doesn’t change the way I feel about him!”
“ Jesus!” He said, “Do you even know what you’re saying?”
“ Yes…Kevin…I know what I’m saying.” I looked at him, “And I think he feels the same way…”
“ Fuck!” Kevin shouted slamming his hands down on the dining-room table, “Angel…he doesn’t feel the same way…he’s been messing with your mind!”
“ How come he hasn’t killed me then? It’s not like he hasn’t had a chance!” I shot back.
“ He’s messing with you!” he stated.
“ And he saved me from the werewolf! Why did he do that if he wants me dead?” I continued.
“ Angel…” he sighed, “He’s dangerous…insane, manipulative. He’s just playing around with you! He isn’t capable of loving anything but himself!”
I looked at him menacingly,
“ Fuck you Kevin!” I said as I left the apartment.
I don’t think I had ever been as angry and hurt as I was when I stormed out of Kevin’s apartment. I had expected him to be disappointed, yes, but I didn’t really think he would actually blow up at me the way he had. I had hoped he would help me figure out what I should do, but I guess his hate and contempt for Nick overclouded that. Usually Kevin would have tried to help me in any way possible, but obviously not when it came to Nick and my feelings for him.

After having wandered around town for what seemed like hours, crying and contemplating on what to do, I found myself on a very familiar street. I walked up to the mansion and stood there staring at the door, for a couple of minutes, trying to decide on whether or not it was a good idea to knock. I finally realized that I didn’t care. All I knew was that the one person I really needed or wanted to see at that moment was behind that huge door. I didn’t care if it was smart or not. I just had to see the person I hadn’t seen in over a week. A week filled with doubt and confusion. I needed to see Nick. I needed to talk to him. I wanted to know why he had been hiding from me. I needed to know if he felt the same way I did. The fact that Kevin could be right, that Nick could just be playing with my mind and feelings didn’t even cross my mind.
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