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Lust In Love	By : Majer Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Linkin Park Views: 1369 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Linkin Park. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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On his way home from the rehearsal, Mike couldn’t keep his mind off of Gemma and what Rob had said to him. He wondered what could come of this … what would Gemma say!? What were her intentions when it came to the two of then? He looked down on his cell phone that was laying on the passenger seat. He looked back onto the road and wasn’t sure if he should go with his instincts … should he call her up!? He decided against it, because when it came down to it, he didn’t really know what to tell her anyway.

Pulling up to his place, he grabbed his cell phone and sighed. He leaned back into the driver seat and drummed with his fingers on the steering wheel. He looked at the phone that was in his hand, closed his eyes while smoothing his thump over the display. Opening his eyes, he started to dial her number. Gemma’s number. Yet again, he closed his eyes while listening to the ringing on the other end. ‘Please pick up. Pick uick ick up. Pick up.’ Mike kept repeating the words over and over inside his head. The sound of Gemma’s voice made him shutter. She had her machine on.
“Hey. Gemma here. You know what to do.” As the beep reached Mike’s ear canals, he cleared his throat.
“Gemma? Are you there?” He paused, giving her the chance to pick up. “If you are, please pick up. Gemma?” Another pause. He didn’t want to sound desperate, and even though he knew that it was, in reality, too late… he didn’t want to make it worse. “Erm … it’s Mike, and I really need to….”
A click emerged letting him know that the receiver was being picked up – it echoed in Mike’s mind till she finally spoke.
“I’m here.” Her voice was strangely lacking any emotion.
“Are you busy?” Mike asked wondering why she was sounding like a stranger.
“No… no, I just…” She cleared her throat. “What did you want?”
“I have to talk to you.” Mike knew that his voice was wavering and that it was obvious.
“About? … You make it sound like something serious…” Her voice finally sounding recognizable to Mike as it showed concern.
“It might be.” Mike paused thinking about how much he wanted to tell her right there. “But I can’t get into it now. Here. Can we meet? We need to meet… I think.”
“I…” A long pause separated them, but Mike didn’t want to disturb her thoughts. He was too afraid of her not accepting.
“Okay…” Her answer screamed out ‘no’ – but Mike took the opportunity given to him and replied without much hesitance.
“My place or yours?”
“Any place.” Gemma returned to her cool voice, but this time it revealed fear.
“Well…” Mike started. “I’m at my place right now. Can you come and join me?” Mike asked hoping that she would accept.
“Sure. Give me 15 minutes.” Without any more words outspoken they both hung up.

Mike felt the anxiety of having to see her again. He could feel it all the way out to his fingertips. He wanted to touch her again – so b. An. And feel her touch. But he didn’t have a clue how she would feel about seeing him again. ‘I wonder… if she feels the same way’. As the thought reached him, he got out of his car and felt his legs shake as he made his way to the front door.

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Gemma placed the receiver back and tugged her hair back into a knot. She knew that she couldn’t keep running away from him – but the mere thought of actually going to his place sca scaring her. She had no idea how she was going to react when confronted with his eyes. Just the single thought of him looking at her, made her skin burn.
She grabbed her car keys and hurried out. Both wanting to get it over with and then wanting to see if he still awoke the same sensations within her.

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Gemma and Mike were sitting on the couch as far away from each other as possible. They were both looking around the room, hands sweating, breaths being held. They could feel the tension burn into their skin. sig sighed, and Gemma turned to look at him.
“So, what did you want to talk to me about?” She was anxious – yet afraid of what he had to say.
“Oh yeah… sorry… I guess I spaced out there for a second.” He cleared his throat and looked at her, noticing her cheeks flush the second their eyes met. “I talked to Rob today.”
The sole mentioning of his name made her stomach twinge. Shill ill loved him deeply and it was hurting so bad to have lost him, but that didn’t make the attraction towards Mike any less powerful. ‘I wish it did…’ she thought and looked away from Mike’s gazing eyes. ‘It would make everything a lot easier. I wouldn’t want to feel him as much as I do’. Instead of saying more, Mike inched closer to her with a concerned look in his eyes as he noticed the frown forming on her face.
“Sorry for bringing it up – but we have to talk about this…” He almost apologized.
“I know – don’t worry…” Gemma smiled nervously and nodded. “It’s okay.”
“Are you sure? I don’t want to cause you anymore pain…” Mike was now sitting right next to her, and he placed a hand on her thigh making sure she was all right. Her face frowned even more as she felt his touch, not even a second later, he quickly removed it and looked away from her. “Sorry… I didn’t mean to.” He still wasn’t lng ang at her.
“Don’t apologize…” Gemma grabbed his hand and squeezed it. “It’s me. My mind is weird these days.” She tried to smile, but her heartn’t n’t in it.
“Yeah. I know the feeling.” Mike gazed down on their hands that were clasping to each other.
“Does this bother you?” Her eyes darted to their hands telling him what she was talking about.
“No.” Mike smiled slightly. “It confuses me.”
“Confused in a good way?” She looked back up at him and smiled.
“I don’t know.” Mike squeezed her hand. She could feel her insides shiver; the feeling of having lost Rob made her need Mike’s intimacy even more. “What do you think?” He asked her with a firm look in his eyes. A silence filled the room, as she didn’t know what to tell him. After a few minutes, she looked away from his gaze, her cheeks turning red as the knowledge of how his touch made her want him, crept into her thoughts. She wanted him badly. She cleared her throat, deciding against replying to his question.
“So… you talked to Rob?” Her eyes were trying to search his for a hint whether or not this was going to be a good thing or bad. But she couldn’t.
He was full of mixed feelings, both enjoying her touch and dreading the conversation that he knew they had to have.
“Oh yeah...” He sighed. “It’s really strange though…”
“What is?” She said, her eyes still searching his. She realized that they were still holding hands, but didn’t want to let go. Not yet.
“What he said.” Mike looked straight into her eyes. “He is pretty much… backing out.” Gemma’s heart stopped right there.
“What?” Her eyes suddenly started shooting around the room, avoiding his. Her hand that was in his went completely numb.
“You know what I mean.” He needed to be able to see her eyes – that was the only way he could read her thoughts. “His exact words were that he didn’t want to stand in the way of us… if there ever will be an ‘us’.” Mike’s free hand crawled up her arm and rested on her shoulder. He started tugging lightly in her hair and caressed her neck softly with his fingertips. She closed her eyes and let her hand slip away from his only to have it smooth up his thigh. Shocked by her actions, he placed a hand on hers, stopping her movements. She looked up at him with a puzzled look on her face.
“I thought that this was what you wanted!” She started to feel the fear enter her mind. What if he didn’t?
“It is… but not like this.” He sighed out loud.
“What do you mean?” Gemma removed her hand from his and touched his cheek gently. Mike closed his eyes and shook his head.
“You know what I mean…. You are still thinking about Rob. And to me it would feel like you were cheating on him all over again.”
“But you just told me that… that Rob wouldn’t be in the picture anymore… right?” She moved her hand to his neck and started nuzzling his hairline.
“Yeah! But he’s still in your mind… up there.” He gently laid his hand on top of her head. She looked at him and smiled. With a simple nod, she sighed.
“He always will be. But just… please don’t stop this… whatever it is.” Mike moved his hand down her hair and placed it on her shoulder.
“Just as long as you are sure.” He gave her the eye contact that she wanted. “You have to be okay with it.”
“You stopped this just because of me?!!” She smiled while letting the words slip past her lips.
“Of course… You know that I want you.” He stopped for a second. “Right?”
Without saying anything, Gemma moved closer to his face and kissed him on the nose.
“Don’t say anymore then…” She had hardly finished her sentence before she kissed him and moved herself on top of his lap. “I’m not sorry…” Mike looked her straight into her eyes, a smile forming on his lips.
Gently he pulled her body closer to his and their lips met. She felt his hands smooth down her back and it felt different this time. She could feel herself soften up and she suddenly didn’t want him like she did the last time. It wasn’t a raw animalistic feeling inside of her. She could actually see herself have feelings for him. Maybe get over Rob… she shook her thoughts away and decided to give in completely. His hands were now moving around to her sides, and further to her front and he tried to pull her top off. Seeing that they would have to break away from their soft and warm kiss, Mike gave up and cupped her face instead, making the kiss more intense and deep. She pulled away from him suddenly, and placed both her hands on his chest. Slowly she began to take her top off herself. Mike silently watched her and caressed her now naked back and sides with curious fingertips. She threw the top down on the floor and froze as his cold fingertips met up with her heated skin.
“Oh… my… god.” The words were barely audible but as they reached him, he got a look in his eyes that she hadn’t seen before. It wasn’t confused – he knew what he wanted. And he wanted her. They were sparkling with heat and passion. He leaned forward and left a trail of small kisses on her neck. Reaching a hand up to the back of his head, she passionately pulled on his hair. His kisses made their way down to her collarbone and stopped taking in the taste of her skin. Taking his time, his lips went further down towards the skin exposed above her bra. She tipped her head back and closed her eyes. As their lips met again, he picked her up and she moved her legs around his waist.
He carried her into his bedroom and without leaving each other’s lips they made it to the bed. Mike’s kisses made their way back down her body, ending up at her navel. She arched her back and took a hold of his head, pulling it up to hers. Kissing him swiftly on the lips, she got up on her knees, pulling him with her. Both stood on their knees, she began to unbuckle his belt. He moved in closer and her mouth greeted his with such enthusiasm that they tipped over and left Mike on top of her. He lifted his hips up, allowing her to remove his pants. Mike wanted to raise himself up to be able to pull the pants off completely, but as he was doing so, his foot got stuck on the belt and made him bump down on top of Gemma.
“Ouch!!” She couldn’t help but to giggle even though his elbow had made a painful contact with her lower stomach.
“Sorry – did I hurt you?” Mike smoothed a hand over the spot his elbow had hit.
“Yeah…. Kinda…. But you can make it better.” She threw him a wicked look, and he smiled at her while moving his head down to kiss the pain away.
“Better?” He looked up and she noticed the fire in his eyes.
“A little…” Before she had a chance to say another word, he slipped out his tongue and caressed the spot on her stomach with it.
“Now?” He looked back up at her, and saw that she had her eyes closed. Not expecting a reply, he moved his body down to her side, and unzipped her skirt. Slowly he pulled it down her legs and sat up only to have it thrown onto the floor. He quickly removed his hoodie and made his naked chest meet with hers and moved his hands to her back. He unhooked her bra and made it meet the other clothing objects on the floor.
He made a hand run from her chin and down between her breasts without really touching. She brought a hand up to his face and ran it through his hair, pulling him down to her face, and made their lips connect. With a little help from her, his boxers ended up sliding down and leaving his now completely naked body. Hands exploring, tongues, playing, bodies entwined, lips caressing, pants exiting… the heat was becoming too much for Mike as he pulled away from her. Resting on his elbows, he lifted himself only to gaze down her body starting at her feet and going upwards. Reaching her eyes, he noticed her flushed cheeks and pleading eyes that were glazed over with passion. Eagerly she sat up, wanting to kiss him, but he gently placed a hand on her shoulder, holding her back. He slowly pushed her back down on te bee bed.
“Stay still.” His whispering voice was firm, yet soft. He smiled at her and stayed still by her side, still resting on his elbows. His eyes were burning their way up and down her body.
“Do you feel me touching you?” His gaze ended back up meeting her eyes. She bit down on her bottom lip and nodded. His lips curled into a smile but just as he realized the powerful passion in her eyes, the smile faded and he looked her deeper into her eyes. Their bodies were hardly touching but their breaths quickened by the second. Suddenly Mike lifted his index finger and placed it by her knee. He slowly smoothed it up her thigh, reaching her lower stomach where he paused and took his time to enjoy the facial expression that was showing on her face. Pure ecstasy. He allowed his finger to move further up her body, stopping shortly before reaching her breasts. He was now having a hard time standing the aching he was feeling inside. Tons of butterflies were flying around in his stomach and he felt like he was about to burst in every way possible. Not letting her touch him for such a long period of time was the most intense experience for him. He’d never allowed himself to get tested like that. And the fact that he wasn’t touching her more than he actually was, it was simply driving him insane. He needed her more than he had ever needed anyone. But the tension that was building up in her eyes made him want to keep up his game. She stopped his finger just as it moved across her breasts and she pulled it away. Holding on to his finger, her free hand was playing with her hair. Slowly twirling it around her index finger, she looked him into his eyes and licked her lips. She got up meeting his face. The burning desire inside of him made it impossible to stop her. She hardly touched his lips but she was close enough for him to feel her hot breath on his face. He could almost taste them in his mind, and he shuttered.
“No more teasing… “ She whispered and pulled him back down on top of her. Their mouths finally found each other and tongues were clumsily playing with each other in ways that signified that they couldn’t get enough of each other’s flavours.
They both felt the earthquakes of suspension rising between them. Mike quickly removed Gemma’s panties and felt himself ready to burst. She put both her legs around him and they joined in a rhythm of lovemaking, warmth, passion and heat while their minds were filled with secrets. All of them didn’t matter cause all they needed right at this point was each other. And nothing else. No one else. The aftershocks were still to come but everything felt just right. Everything was just right.

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The morning light breaking through the windows woke them both up. They were in each other’s arms but they both had doubts whether or not they wanted to be there. Instead of ruining a perfect moment, Mike kissed Gemma on her forehead, pulled her closer and the warmth from the sun made them fall back to sleep.
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