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Lust In Love	By : Majer Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Linkin Park Views: 1390 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Linkin Park. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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On her way home from Mike’s, Gemma felt the vibratio her her cell phone in her pocket. Her mind felt completely numb and empty as she got a hold of the phone and accepted the call.
“Hello?” Her voice was lacking feeling and she felt her entire being start to shutter as Rob’s voice reached her.
“Hey!” I was wondering if we could talk…” He left his sentence hanging which made her doubt his intentions.
“Go ahead. Talk.” She was afraid to show too much emotion since tears were slowly forming in the corners of her eyes and she didn’t want him to hear the sadness.
“Not like this. Where are you?” Rob cleared his throat.
“I’m in my car. On my way home.” Gemma didn’t want to mention Mike even though it supposedly was okay now…
“Okay. Can we meet at my place? I’m at home now.” He sounded insecure.
“Of course we can.” She knew that her outburst was too desperate, but she hadn’t seen him for what seemed to be an eternity and she was dying to see how he was.
“Okay, see you, babe!” Rob stopped just as he realized what he had said. “Bad habit. Sorry.” Gemma was still holding her breath. She had missed that word. That feeling he awoke within her. She sighed out loud and had a desperate need to feel his touch.
“I’m there in a few minutes.” Her reply was this time shaking and he could tell that something was wrong.
“Are you okay, Gemz?” His concern blew her away as she felt the tears run.
“I’ll see you…” She hung up not wanting to reply. He couldn’t see her this way. She didn’t want him to know. Hearing his voice made her miss him so much more than she had anticipated. She turned around a corner and slowly drove towards his place. Her heart was beating faster and faster. Her vision was now blurry as fresh tears made their way to her eyes, down her face.

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Opening the door, Rob saw a girl standing in front of him that he wasn’t sure he knew. He noticed her slightly red and puffy eyes from crying and guided her inside his place by putting a hand on her back. Before even walking past him, she burst into tears and instantly his arms moved around her waist. His embrace made her mind run wild. She was ready to explode, the hurting, the lost of Rob and the excitement from his touch. Having him so close to her again.
“Tell me what’s wrong, girl. Please.” His words only made her cry even harder. “Gemz? Look at me, please.” Her watery eyes met his and they melted in each other’s heartbeat and tears.
“I missed seeing you cry…” His voice was soft and warm and she questioned his remark with her eyeI juI just… I used to love seeing you cry. I know it sounds weird. I don’t like to see you being sad. But… your tears are so beautiful. I always get the urge to kiss them all away.” He smiled lovingly and followed the tears with his eyes. She realized that his eyes were slowly getting misty and moved her thumb up to his cheek where she rubbed an invisible tear away. He moved forward and kissed away a newborn tear. A smile conquered her lips and she took his hand, removing herself from his embrace.

Sat in his living room, Gemma started to recall what had taken place there the last time. Rob’s hurtful look was still printed into her memory and she frowned slightly as the image settled in her mind.
“Are you ever going to tell me what’s making you this sad?” Rob was concerned, but not sure how he could show her. An arm around her shoulder? A single smile? A kiss on the cheek? Anything that had to do with touching her, made his fingertips itch. Being this close to her again only made him miss the many small things that they shared. Things that never meant as much to him as they did right now. Running her a bath, seeing the smile on her face before sleep took over, the way that the morning light from the sun always woke her up, her touching and attentive fingertips that knew him so well that it blew his mind. All these things leaded him back to one thing… the feeling of rejection that very day, he heard about Mike and her. His face dropped and he kept a firm look on his feet.
“I miss you… that’s what’s making ad…”ad…” Her words were tripping over each other and his thoughts were set aside as he looked up to meet her eyes.
“Just tell me one thing…” He sighed, and wanted to look away but didn’t. Her eyes were so capturing. “Did you forget about ‘you and I’ when you went to Mike?”
“Never!” She raised her voice a bit, but lowered it quickly. “Not once. But I was so angry that day and all I wanted was revenge.” Her words were spilling out and she didn’t get the time to consider what she was saying.
“Revenge?” Rob’s eyes showed deep confusion as he almost spat out the word.
“Yes. I was sure that you and Julia…” Rob lifted his hand up signalling for her to stop talking, silently he shook his head and buried it in his hands. She walked away from the window where she was now standing and went over to him. She sat down next to him on the couch and let out a frustrated sigh.
“Can I ask you one other thing?” Rob’s voice was hardly audible since his head was stil his his hands.
“Anything.” Gemma placed an arm around his waist and rested her hand on his hip.
“If you could turn back time…” She pulled him closer to her and he stopped talking.
“I know what you mean… and it hurts me to say this, but…” She placed her free hand on his knee and squeezed it reassuringly. “But… I’d do it all over again. That’s what makes me sadder. But this is something I needed to… “ She didn’t know how to finish the sentence and stopped to look at him.
“Not exactly what I wanted to hear…” Rob sighed. “But the question is … is it going to happen again?”
“Well…” Gemma was fightan ian inner battle whether or not she should tell him about what just happened between her and Mike. She decided against it because she didn’t want to disturb the intimacy that was building between them. There was nothing sexual in the air, but they hadn’t been this close for a long time. “We haven’t done anything since then…”
“I know, Gemz….” Rob looked at her and put a hand on hers that was placed on his knee.
“You do?” Gemma felt her hands get sweaty. “You know what… exactly?”
“That you have done something….” His words were running around in her mind.
“You do?” She tried to hide the confusion and fear in her voice, but failed miserably.
“Yes… don’t you think that I can tell?” He looked at her with a smile on his face.
“But…” She searched his eyes for a certain feeling that would pinpoint how he felt, but she couldn’t fin anything. Her mind was empty and she didn’t know what to tell him.
“Don’t apologize.” Rob smiled and gave her hand an extra squeeze before he let go of it and stood up. “I’m not standing in the way of you two … I let you go. Remember?” A deep silence swallowed them as they lost both touch and eye contact. The silence started to calm their nerves instead of making them feel uncomfortable. A smile started showing of both their lips but still no one said anything and they finally found eye contact again.
“We haven’t done this in a long time….” Her voice was shaking as she broke the comforting silence.
“What?” The smile remained on his lips.
“Just been together like this… without words or… “Her gaze dropped to the floor. “…touching.” Her eyes found his again.
“Yeah… I know.” He nodded and smiled even more, making her confused.
“I missed it.” She admitted to him.
“Yeah….” He looked away and thought to himself in complete silence: ‘me too’.
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