Straitjacket Fashion | By : DeathxByxTrend Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 2863 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“ Alright, now can you please get out so I can take a shower ? “ he said as he cupped her face gently, rubbing her rosy cheeks with his thumbs.
She sighed heavily bringing her hands to his “ I guess. I’ll go help Betty, with something... “ she said defeated and left shutting the bathroom door behind her.
He took off the remainder of his clothes (spiderman boxers and sock) and jumped in the shower. As the hot water sprayed on his back he thought about what they had just discussed. “ The California Art Institute Of Fashion Design, The CALIFORNIA Art Institute Of Fashion Design.” he thought over and over in his mind. He couldn’t stand it when she was away from him for more than a few hours, how could he handle her in a different state, on the opposite side of the country. She was so blind and naive that nothing would tear them apart she didn’t even realize it was miles and miles away. She honestly had no clue. He laughed trying to lighten the mood. “ Only Quinn could have no idea where something is, even when it’s in the name of the school. “ he thought. He felt the water getting cooler and realized he had spent more time in the shower than he intended, so he turned it off and hopped out of the shower and dried himself off quickly.
He walked into the hallway, a blue towel hung loosely around his waist. He leaned toward the stairs and heard his mother Betty talking to Quinn about how to make the perfect omelet. He giggled lightly as he walked up the stairs to his room in the attic. He took his time getting dress, not intentionally, it was just that his heavy thinking made his other body actions slow. Could he let her go ? He knew he didn’t what to. He loved her, and there was no changing that. But if she stayed, what could she gain ? What could this shit city give her ? What could HE give her ?
His attention was turned when he heard a light knock on the door, he looked over to see she was already in the room shutting the door behind her. She smiled sweetly at him.
“ Why does she want me ? I have no future ? She DESERVES better than anything I can give her. “ he thought as he looked at his angel. He was angry. Angry that she could have so much better, and yet, here she was, in his shitty little house, in his dirty little room, wearing one of his old band T shirt and ripped jeans. He began picturing her, in a black expensive gown, that came down the her knees. With high heels to match. Expensive sets of jewelry hanging from her ears, a necklace made of diamonds, and rings that would sparkle without light. He wanted that for her. The best. What he thought he would never be able to give her.
“ Frank ? “ she asked worried.
“ What ?!?! “ he snapped out of his thoughts, his tone a lot sharper than he intended.
She jerked back, shocked by his tone.
“ Quin- “ he started.
But before he could even finish she left the room.
*****
“ Hey sweetie, have a nice shower ? “ Betty asked setting down a plate for him. Quinn was already sitting sipping a cup of orange juice.
He nodded lightly and entered the kitchen sitting down at the table across from her.
“ Hello. “ he said pleasantly to Quinn, as he sat down.
“ Hi. “ she replied looking down.
“ Sorry I snapped at you, I’ve just been thinking a lot. “ he explained whispering.
She looked up at him, he smiled light, not sure if he was forgiven. She smiled in return letting him know that was the case.
“ About what ? “ she asked curious, whispering not wanting Betty to over hear their conversation.
“ A lot. I’m just really stressed. “ he admitted.
“ Well maybe I can help... “ she suggested with a flirtatious tone.
He shook his head “ You never give up do you ? “ he teased.
She shook her head no, and smiled, he also smiled then began eating again.
She studied his face, noticing the same sadness in his eyes as before. She gave him a questioning look. He just smile again, her favorite smile, for reinsurance. She looked down at her plate still not convinced and decided not to press it.
She finished eating before he did, which was a first. She watched him as he stabbed his eggs and placed it in his mouth, almost robotically. He looked up at her, noticing she was staring.
“ You ready to go ? “ he asked, his voice adjusting to his normal tone.
“ Yeah, but if your still hungry... “ she insisted.
“ No, no, I’m fine. “ he smiled getting up from the table, and sticking out his tongue at her like a two year old.
Now he seemed back to being normal Frank. His sudden mood swings were hard to keep up with.
“ Where you two going ? “ Betty asked curios.
“ To school. “ he simply said pushing in his chair and bringing his plate over to the sink.
“ Don’t you think it’s a little to late. “ Betty responded looking at the built in clock above the stove.
“ Yeah, but we just need to pass in my collage application. “ Quinn said about to get up herself, when Frank came from behind her and lifted her off her chair.
“ Put me down Frank ! “ she squealed trying to wiggle free. He just laughed at her weak attempt.
“ Oh, really what collage do you plan on going to ? “ Betty asked excited, ignoring their adolescent behavior.
“ Umm..... “ Quinn said trying to focus, as Frank adjusted her so he was cradling her in his arms. “ The California Institute Of Fashion Design. “ she finally called out to Betty as Frank carried her into the living room. “ Frank ! Put me down ! I’m serious ! “ she continued annoyed as she struggled to free herself.
He just looked at her, his cool breath was hitting her face, flushing her thoughts. As he leaned in closer she could feel her heart race and her eyes closed, awaiting his soft lips. She was confused when her feet hit the ground, and her eyes opened.
He was looking at her, the corners of his mouth down, fighting a smile.
She stared at him flustered. And looked away out the living room window. She heard him snicker and crossed her arms, walking over to the window closer.
Betty walked into the room, from the kitchen “ Wow, that sounds like a good school. “ she said impressed, totally oblivious to what went on a few seconds ago.
“ Yeah, it is. “ Quinn agreed, still looking out the window.
“ But how are...... “ Betty started. Frank shot her a warning glance and she dropped it quickly.
Quinn turned away from the window and looked at them, confused as to why Betty had stopped her question.
“ Well, you two better get going.” she said as she exited back into the kitchen.
Quinn turned her attention back on Frank, knowing he had something to do with his mothers shakiness. He smiled innocently and waved. She rolled her eyes and returned to the window. She heard the front door open and close. She looked over to the door then back to the window seeing him walking down the driveway to his car.
“ Bye Betty ! “ she yelled as she rushed out the door, slamming it loudly. He turned around to see her running and stumbling on the steps, she regained her balance quickly and slowed her pace. She looked at the ground embarrassed, hoping he didn’t see. But she heard him coughing trying to cover up his chuckling, as he got in the car.
She opened the passenger door and got in also, still upset she leaned away from his as far as she could.
He started the car and started driving, “ she’ll talk eventually. “ he thought. And when she didn’t he got worried and spoke.
“ What ? I can’t laugh at you ? “ he said lightly.
“ I’m not mad about that.” she spat.
“ Then what ? “ he asked confused taking his eyes off the road to look at her.
“ You know, your not going to have sex with me until I’m ‘ ready ‘, she said using air quotes, “ so now your just going to mess with my mind and pretend to kiss me when really your- -“
He stopped the car suddenly, making her put her hands out infront of her against the dashboard, he grabbed her face roughly with his hands, and crushed his lips with hers. She was surprised but pleased, taking full advantage of this moment. She slide her arms around his neck drawing him closer to her, she was now regretting the distance she put between them. His kisses where like saltwater, the more she had, the more she wanted, and she knew she could never have enough. He slowly brought one hand to her hair and ran his fingers through it softly. He slithered his tongue in and out of her mouth, knowing it’s what she liked. She began panting and gasping for breath as the kiss went on, but she never wanted to leave his lips. Noticing her struggling he pulled away and began kissing her neck giving her time to gather herself. When she had gotten enough air she brought his face to hers and their lips collided once more. She moved one hand down his chest slowly, the other was still on his neck securing him in place, the traveling hand went down until she could feel him through his already tight jeans. He moaned between the kisses, an unconscious habit of his everytime her hands went lower than his bellybutton. He reluctantly and slowly pulled back from her and placed her properly back in her seat. Not wanting it to go any further. He shook himself a few times and began driving the car again. He looked over at her and realized that her eyes were still closed and she had a big smile on her face.
“ Happy now ? “ he asked a bit smug.
She inhaled deeply through her nose. Her eyes still closed. “ Yes, but I would be a lot happier if.... “ she trailed off suggestively.
He chuckled “ You know, not every kiss has to prelude to sex, besides your- “
“ I’m not ready ! “ she opened her eyes quoting him. “ I don’t understand, why I have to. I mean you know I do..... “ she said looking down at her hands in her lap. She did love him. But saying it, was the hardest thing she would do. The only person she said it to, was her father and Mia.
He reached over and placed one hand in hers and sighed. “ I know, I know, but I need to hear it. I mean you know I wanted you to be my girlfriend, but it wasn’t the same until I asked you. Right ? “ he questioned.
She nodded understandingly and sighed as she squeezed his hand in both of hers.
“ I’m ready when you are. “ he simply said.
*****
“ What did she say ? “ he asked her as she walked over to him. He was leaning on the car a lit cigarette in his mouth.
“ She said I should hear from them in about a week or so. “ she recited back to him. And then took his cigarette from his mouth and stamped it angrily on the pavement.
“ Look. “ he said pointing. Ray, Bob, Mikey and, Gerard were walking over to them. The four were not hard to pick out from the sea clones that attended the highschool also. And when she did look over he quickly placed another cigarette in his mouth.
“ Did you guys just get here ? “ Gerard asked out of the loop.
Everyone stared at him in amazement.
“ Gerard, what the hell ? Are you on crack ? “ Bob asked.
“ Gerard we told you what happened to Quinn this morning... Remember ? “ Ray asked.
“ What ? “ Gerard asked innocently “ I wasn’t paying attention. “ he admitted.
“ Obviously. “ Mikey sighed.
“ I was attacked Gerard. “ Quinn confessed quietly.
“ OH MY GOD ! “ Gerard boomed loudly. “ Are you ok ? “ he asked.
“ You’re an idiot. “ Bob spat.
“ Yeah, I’m fine. “ she reassured them. “ Frank beat the shit out of him for me. “ she said looking over at him and noticed their was another cigarette in his mouth. “ Frank ! “ she screamed trying to grab it again. He lifted his face up so she couldn’t reach it. “ Give it to me ! Take it out ! “ she said struggling trying to get it.
“ Quinn, stop talking like that your making me horny. “ Gerard giggled.“ GIVE IT TO ME ! TAKE IT OUT ! OH BABY ! “ Gerard said trying to mimic her voice.
Everyone couldn’t help but laugh, including her.
“ Shut up Gerard ! “ she whined, still fighting with Frank.
Everyone else ignored the two fighting and piled up in Franks car while, Quinn and Frank were still fighting.
She stopped and pouted “ Do you want to die and leave me here all alone ? “ she asked.
He look at her for a moment serious, he took one last puff and through it to the ground. His hands in the air defeated. “ Ok ?!?! “ he asked mad.
“ Yup. “ she said giving him a kiss on the cheek and jumping in the back seat on Gerard lap.
Frank got in the drivers seat and they took off. Ray in the passengers seat, Bob, Gerard, Mikey and Quinn in the back seat.
“ Did you pass in your- “ Ray questioned.
“ Yes, yes, Ray I passed it in she said I should hear from them in a week. “ she said a little annoyed with his interrogation.
“ So Frank, looks like Quinn’s got you pretty whipped. “ Bob teased.
“ Well, that’s what happens when you have a girlfriend Bob, someday you’ll know what it’s like. “ he replied with a smirk.
“ Hhahahaha.. “ Mikey giggled.
“ Wait, wait, wait... You and Quinn are going out ??? “ Gerard questioned.
“ Yeah.. “ Quinn answered.
“ Leave them alone Gerard. “ Ray said “ Their both big girls and boys, they can do what they want. “ he continued, nodding towards Frank. Frank nodded back in reply. The secret code of understanding each other.
Frank parked the car, they were all ready at Ray and Quinn’s house.
“ No, no I want to know what’s going on. “ Gerard said before anyone could get out of the car.
“ What ? “ Frank asked sharply.
“ When, where, and have you guys fucked yet ? “ Gerard interrogated.
“ Ahhh ! “ Mikey said getting out of the car.
“ Gerard ! Man, c’mon ! “ Ray said getting out.
“ Oh my god Gerard. “ Quinn said covering her face.
“ I just want to know ! “ Gerard said innocently, as Quinn hopped of his lap and ran to the house, with Mikey, Ray, and Bob slowly followed them.
Frank was still in the drivers seat and Gerard still in the back. “ Well ? “ Gerard asked impatiently.
Of course he was going to tell Gerard, they have been friends their whole lives. They have been their for each other. Told each other almost everything They were best friends. “ Today, in my bathroom, and no. “ Frank answered all his questions.
“ Why ? She doesn’t want to ? “ Gerard asked curios.
“ No, no she wants to...it’s just...I want...her...to say she loves..me...first....” he sighed.
“ Wow.....I must say, that sounded REALLY gay. “ Gerard teased.
“ I know, I know, alright. It’s just that I really care about her. I love her man. “ he said honestly.
“ Don’t worry, she loves you too. Everyone knows it. You just need to give her time.” Gerard reassured him, and they both got out of the car and went in the house.
For hours they did the usual watch horror movies, play video games, and do random stupid things until almost everyone was passed out on either one of the couches or on the floor. Only Ray and Frank were up.
“ Frank ! “ Ray whispered.
Frank looked up.
“ I need to talk to you outside ! “ Ray continued whispering making sure not to wake anyone and went out side.
Frank followed but not before throwing a blanket over Quinn, who was sleeping on the couch, and kissed her forehead.
He went outside to talk, he saw Ray standing by a tree in the front yard waiting for him, but he already knew what the conversation was going to be about.
“ This is about her collage right ? “ Frank guessed.
“ Yeah. “ Ray sighed. “ California, only Quinn could have no idea where it is. “ he giggled.
Frank also giggled. “ That’s the same thing I thought. “
“ She’s going to figure it out soon, you know. “ Ray said more serious.
“ I know. “ Frank replied sadly.
“ So...., what’s going to happen with you guys ? “
“ I have no idea, all I know is that I love her. “ Frank said truthfully.
“ But love isn’t going to buy you a house, love isn’t going to pay your bill- “ Ray started.
“ Don’t you think I know that, don’t you think that’s crossed my mind. “ Frank snapped.
“ This is her big chance. Don’t you see Frank ? She has so much talent, and she really loves to do this. She can get out. She can get out and make something for herself. She can leave all the bad memories behind. She can be somebody. “ Ray pleaded.
Frank just stared at him. He knew that every word Ray was saying was true, and he knew he wasn’t saying it to be hurtful, he wanted the best for Quinn, and so did he.
“ And I highly doubt you’ll move to California with her. “ Ray said. “ And I know you and Gerard have this band thing going on, but what if it doesn’t work. She doesn’t deserve to suffer. “
That was also true. He would never leave Jersey. It was a part of him. It was his life. And what if the band didn’t work out ? He had nothing to fall back on.
“ So, what are you asking me to do ? “ he looked up at him with tear filled eyes, he knew the answer.
Ray sighed heavily, pitching the bridge of his nose with his index and thumb “ All I’m asking is that if you really ,truly love her, you’ll do what’s best for her in the end. “ he said quietly and walked back in the house not waiting for his reply.
He stood there staring at the tree. The tears were streaming down his facing. He had never love anybody before. He never knew the feeling. That one touch of a person could send him over the edge. That one kiss could make him smile for days. That one look would make him stop dead in his tracks. And that one tear would make him do anything for a smile. And now he had to let it all go. He had to give up the one joy of his life, because it was what’s best for her.
He began punching the tree, sobbing hysterically, he could see the blood, but he could feel no pain. He dropped to his knees, the blood was gushing, but still nothing. No pain could ever compare to losing someone you love.
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