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Your Guardian Angel	By : CedricIsForLovers Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 2632 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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“Colorblind”- Counting Crows
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready I am

Taffy stuck tongue-tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am… fine

I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded
And unfolded
And unfolding I am
Colorblind

Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am… fine
I am… fine
I am fine

..Frank’s POV Again..
-February 14, 2004-

I can’t believe it’s Valentine’s Day already. Jilly’s and mine first one. I’m determined to make it perfect.
“Frank?” my mom asked, appearing in the doorway.
“Hey mom,” I said.
“What are you and Jillian doing tonight?”
“Going out to dinner in the city,” I replied. She smiled.
“I’m gonna go stay with your grandmother. You know how lonely she gets on Valentine’s Day ever since your grandfather passed. Plus I know you two will want your privacy,” she said with a wink. I blushed.
“Mom it’s not like that,” I said quietly and continued to clean my room.
“No?” she questioned. I looked her straight in the eyes.
“No,” I replied. She gave me a knowing smile and walked away. I sighed and finished cleaning my room and setting out Apple-Cinnamon scented candles, but not lighting them. I quickly jumped in the shower and dressed in black pants and a dark red long sleeved button down shirt. I didn’t mind dressing up; I just don’t do it very often. Once I was completely ready, I sprayed on some cologne and the doorbell rang. I went downstairs to find my mom had already left and Jillian at the door. I let her in and she took off her black pea coat. She looked stunning. She was wearing a flowing tube top red silk dress with matching heels so she was my height.
“Baby you look so beautiful,” I said and kissed her.
“Thank you. You look very handsome all dressed up,” she told me. I smiled and kissed her again.
“Ready to go?” I asked and sat down on the couch to put my shoes on.
“Yeah,” she said. Once I my shoes were tied, we put our coats on and headed out the door. We decided to take the train since we knew parking would not be an option tonight. I drove us to the station and we got on the train and sat down.
“So where are we going?” she asked me.
“Now that Jilly Bean is a secret,” I said and kissed her nose. She gave me a pout and the puppy dog eyes.
“You know I don’t like secrets Frankie,” she said whining. I laughed.
“I promise you’ll like this one,” I said. Twenty minutes later, we pulled into Penn Station, walked through the transit area and out onto the streets. I hailed and cab and we got in.
“Central Park at West 67th please,” I told the driver and we headed off. Jillian looked a bit confused. After a short cab ride, we had arrived and I paid the driver. I took Jillian’s hand and led her through the park path. I heard her gasp.
“Tavern on the Green?” she asked in awe. I nodded.
“Oh my God. Frank! We’re eating here?” She asked.
“Yup. Reservations for two at 6:00pm,” I told her. She turned and looked at me before throwing her arms around my neck and kissing me.
“How did you know this was my favorite restaurant ever?” she asked.
“Talked to your brother Pat. I wanted to take you somewhere special,” I said. She smiled at me and hugged me again.
“This is perfect,” she whispered.
“It’s only the beginning princess,” I said. She kissed me and I took her hand and led her to the door. It was like a palace inside. Everything was bright and shiny and expensive. We walked over to the hostess.
“May I help you?” she asked.
“Yes we have reservations for two at 6:00. My name is Frank Iero,” I told her. She looked down at the book in front of her and made a little check mark.
“Right this way. You’ll be sitting in the Crystal Room,” she told us as she grabbed menus. Jillian’s face lit up happily. The hostess brought us into the Crystal Room and sat us at our table before handing us our menus.
“Enjoy,” she told us before walking away. The room was light romantically with giant crystal chandeliers that hung from the ceiling and the whole room was made out of glass, giving you an amazing look of the park. We scanned through the menu. Everything was expensive, but I didn’t care. I had money now and it felt good that I could get my girlfriend anything she wanted.
“Um. I got you something,” I said and pulled a long thin black box out of my coat pocket, which was on the chair behind me. Jillian looked up at me and I handed her the box. She looked at me and then down at the box before opening it. Her eyes went wide when she saw what was inside.
“Frankie…” she whispered in shock.
“It matches your necklace,” I told her. I had gotten her the matching diamond bracelet that went with her necklace. She looked up at me and I saw she had tears in her eyes.
“It’s so beautiful Frank… I don’t know what to say,” she said and sniffled. I shifted my chair closer to her and put my arm around her.
“You don’t have to say anything. I love you and I wanted to get it for you,” I said. She nodded and kissed me softly. I helped her put the bracelet on and the waiter came over and took our orders.
“I have something for you too, but it’s at your house,” she said to me. I smiled. Dinner was absolutely delicious as was the desert. After walking around the park for a bit, we decided to head back to my house for the night. We went back to Penn Station and took the transit back to Belleville. Once we got to my empty house, we went inside and my lips met hers.
“Stay here sweetheart,” I whispered and headed upstairs to my room. I lit the candles and called her up. I heard her heels on the steps as she made her way up them and she walked into my room. Her eyes opened wide and she smiled.
“Do you like it?” I asked.
“I love it,” she said and came over to me. She kicked her heals off which made her shrink four inches and I leaned down to kiss her. My hands ran over her flesh, up her arms and to her back. She slightly pulled away.
“Do you want your present?” she asked.
“Sure,” I replied.
“Turn around and close your eyes,” she said. I did as she told me and I heard her shuffling around behind me. I had no idea what she had gotten me.
“OK you can look,” she said softly. I turned around and opened my eyes. My jaw dropped to the floor. She was in a strapless red lacy bra with matching boy shorts and sexy red clips that were holding up her thigh high skin colored stockings. I almost came just from looking at her.
“Holy shit,” I whispered. She was making me think terribly naughty thoughts. Flashes of me handcuffing her and having my way with her were flashing through my mind, but I took a deep breath and controlled myself. She was biting her lip and looking nervous. I took a few steps closer to her and ran my finger lightly along her jaw before placing my palm comfortingly on her cheek. She leaned her face into my palm and sighed. I moved forward more and captured her lips with mine again, kissing her deeply and passionately. She wrapped her arms around me and I did the same. Sure we had done this countless times, but it felt different. She was the drug that I was addicted to and I couldn’t get enough of her. I moved my mouth lower, kissing and sucking on her neck, feeling her pulse racing beneath my lips. She was trembling also.
“Make love to me Frankie,” she whispered. I stopped. Did she just say what I thought she did? I pulled away enough to look at her face.
“Open your eyes baby,” I said softly. She did and I searched them for any sign of hesitancy, but there was none. I saw fear and nervousness, but on top of that was certainty and passion. “Are you sure you wanna do this?” I asked. She nodded.
“I’m sure,” she replied. I leaned in again and kissed her, letting my tongue explore her sweet mouth. I wanted to take things slow, let her feel everything. I pushed her back lightly until the back of her legs hit the mattress. I gently laid her down and got on top of her. Our lips connected again and I felt her fingers start to fumble with the buttons of my shirt. I moved away so she could completely remove it. Once it was discarded, she started to suck on my Adam’s apple and ran her hands up and down my chest. It felt so good. I let my hands stroke her shoulders and neck before creeping behind her back and unhooking her bra, dropping it on the floor. I pushed her so she was lying down completely and took her left nipple in my mouth. She gasped and tugged on my hair. I laid my cheek on her breast and felt her heart beating. It was so fast as was her breathing.
“Are you nervous?” I asked, looking up into her face. She swallowed hard and nodded. I gave her a reassuring smile and continued my manipulations on both breasts. She arched her back, trying to pull me in closer. My hands traveled down her sides, grazing her skin lightly with my fingertips as I reached the top of her boy shorts. I moved downwards a bit and unhooked the garters from her stockings. I kissed her upper thighs, smelling her desire that was just a few inches away. I purposely bumped her clit with my nose and her hips bucked, obviously liking the friction of her lace panties. I slowly rolled her stockings down her smooth legs and threw them over my head. I ran my left hand up her right leg, getting closer to that spot that I so desperately wanted to touch. Jillian’s toes curled and she tried to make me move faster.
“Frankie please… I need you,” she said lustily. I winked mischievously at her before pulling her panties off before she could utter another word. I leaned down and blew cool air on her folds and she cried out. I needed to make her as wet as possible before we moved any further.
“Tell me what you want,” I said.
“Touch me,” she whispered. My fingers parted her moist center and I leaned my head down, giving her clit a light kiss, which made her moan. I rubbed it with my finger and Jillian took in a sharp breath and bit her lip.
“Does that feel good?” I asked. Jillian nodded feverishly and bucked her hips. I replaced my finger with my tongue and she arched her back, crying out in pleasure. I sucked and licked her clit lightly, teasing her enough to almost bring her over the edge. Hearing all the moans and her calling out my name made my already hard cock grow even harder. I slid my index finger into her hot channel and began to thrust it in and out. I knew she was about to explode.
“FRANKIE!” she screamed as she threw her head back. I felt her clamp down on my finger as she came hard, her whole body shaking. Once she was calm, I removed my finger and moved up to her. She looked so beautiful. I felt Jillian’s hands snake between our bodies and she unbuckled my belt before undoing the button and zipper. I kicked my pants and boxers off as quick as I could and my cock sprang free, happy to be out of the confinement of clothes. I pressed myself against her wet heat and began to rub, biting my lip hard as I felt her smooth, glistening folds against my hard cock. I couldn’t wait to be inside of her. I reached into my nightstand drawer and took out a condom. Jillian’s face was pale and she swallowed hard.
“Please go slow. I’m scared,” she admitted and her eyes welled up with tears. I took her face in mine and kissed her deeply.
“Just relax sweetheart. I promise I’ll be gentle. I love you,” I told her reassuringly.
“I love you too,” she responded. I unwrapped the condom and slipped in on, putting the wrapper on the nightstand. I lifted her legs to either side of my waist and held her close, keeping eye contact with her.
“Are you sure you’re ready?” I asked.
“As ready as I’ll ever be,” she replied nervously.
“Just look at me baby. Don’t close your eyes,” I said to her. Jillian swallowed hard and I began to push into her. It wasn’t exactly easy since her body was trying it’s hardest to keep me out and resist me, but I was relentless and pushed harder.
“Am I hurting you?” I asked. She shook her head.
“Just a lot of pressure,” she said. I lifted her legs a little higher and got some success as the tip slipped in. Jillian’s eyes widened and I felt her nails slightly push into my shoulder blades. I took a deep breath and pulled out before pushing the tip back in again. I knew the best way was to do it gradually and not just slam into her. She was extremely tight though and I knew I’d have to use a bit of force to get the rest of the way in. I was just afraid of hurting her.
“Try not to tense up sweetie,” I told her and pushed a little farther, coming in contact with her barrier. She whimpered quietly and I kissed her forehead. Again I pulled out and pushed back in a few times, trying to get her to adjust to me.
“Relax Jilly Bean,” I whispered before pushing a bit harder. I felt her barrier break and her body convulsed as she cried out. Tears were falling from her eyes now and I kissed them away.
“Shhh I know it hurts sweetie. I’m sorry,” I said soothingly. I pushed a bit farther and her crying got louder. Slowly I pushed myself in to the hilt and she flinched, more tears coming down her face. I tried my hardest not to move, but she felt so incredible around me that it was difficult.
“Are you OK?” I asked. She nodded frantically and tried to hold back a sob.
“No you’re not. I know it hurts and it’s OK if you want me to stop,” I said softly. It was the last thing in the world that I wanted to do, but I hated seeing her in pain more than anything, especially if I was the one hurting her.
“Please don’t. I’ll be all right,” she whispered weakly as she cried. I kissed her tear soaked lips and held her even closer.
“Calm down baby. I promise the pain will start to fade,” I told her and rested my forehead against hers. I pulled out and pushed back in slowly. I moaned loudly and Jillian whimpered even more. I began to rhythmically thrust as gently as I could as her face and body started to relax more.
“I don’t know what to do,” she whispered nervously.
“Just lie back and let your body do what feels natural,” I replied. I put my right arm under her left knee and lifted her leg higher. Changing the angle of my thrusts made me come in contact with her soft g-spot. Jillian gasped and threw her head back.
“Feels good doesn’t it?” I asked lustily.
“Uh huh,” she answered in between moans. I snaked my other hand between our bodies and stroked her clit, making her cry out in pleasure. It was a little tough to do in this position and I knew doggy style would make it much easier, but I wasn’t gonna take her from behind her first time. I wanted to face her and watch her expressions.
“You really wanna come don’t you,” I said lustily.
“Oh God yes! Please Frank!” she begged.
“Please what?” I asked teasingly.
“Make me come!” It was like music to my ears. After a few slightly hard thrusts, I felt her clamp down on me over and over as her orgasm hit, making me shoot spurts of my hot come. I collapsed on top of her, both of us breathing hard.
“Are you all right?” I asked her.
“Yeah,” she replied. I pulled out of her and felt her wince. I sat on my knees and looked down at Jillian. Her chest rose and fell with each breath, a slight blush covering her entire body. Her inner thighs and folds, along with my sheets were covered in blood. I wasn’t worried and I didn’t care about my sheets, but I knew she would. I looked down at my cock and the condom was also covered in her blood and fluids and I wanted to clean up.
“I’ll be back in a second sweetie. I’m gonna go flush this,” I said as I got out of my bed and walked towards the door.
“OK,” she said, making no move to get up. I thanked God my mom wasn’t home as I walked nude to the bathroom I flushed the condom and washed my hands before wetting a washcloth with warm water and grabbing new sheets out of the linen closet. I went back into my room, set the new sheets down at the end of the bed and sat between Jillian’s legs. She propped herself up on her elbows.
“Are you sore?” I asked.
“Extremely,” she whispered. I took the washcloth and began to clean away the blood on her thighs. Her eyes widened and she sat up fast, too fast and she cried out in pain.
“Frankie why is there blood?!?!?” she asked frightened as tears escaped her eyes. I took her face in my hands and wiped her wet cheeks, trying to soothe her fears.
“It’s all right Jilly. It’s very normal to bleed your first time. There’s nothing to be scared or worried about,” I said calmly.
“But there’s a lot of it!” she exclaimed sobbing.
“I know and that’s OK. Some girls bleed a little, some a lot. It will stop soon, I promise. I wouldn’t lie to you baby. I love you so much,” I said and kissed her tenderly.
“I love you too,” she said back although her tears didn’t stop.
“Lie down,” I told her and she did. After I finished gently cleaning her, I got up and grabbed a t-shirt from my closet before slowly sitting her up. She wrapped her arms around me and buried her face in my neck. I felt her hot tears roll down my back and I stroked her hair.
“It’s all right Jilly. I’m here,” I said soothingly.
“Just hold me Frank. Please just hold me and don’t let me go,” she whispered. I knew exactly what was going through her mind. She was feeling emotional that her virginity which she had for almost 18 years was now gone. Since I was the one who took it, she needed me to comfort her and let her know that I wasn’t going anywhere.
“Do you regret it?” I asked her. Jillian shook her head She looked up at me with red puffy eyes that still had tears leaking out of them.
“I wanted it so bad. I’ve been wanting it for a long time and I finally had the courage to tell you. For the past few weeks, ever since you came home for good, I’ve been telling myself that I could wait, but tonight, I knew the time was right. Yes I was terrified, but I needed to feel you in the most intimate way possible. Now that it’s over I feel overwhelmed. I’ve never felt so close to anyone in my entire life and have never shared anything so personal. You’re the only one I’ve ever wanted to fully give myself to, the only one I’ve ever trusted so much and love with my whole heart,” she said. I swallowed hard willing myself not to cry too. I was touched.
“I’ve never loved anyone so much Jillian. From the moment I met you, I knew I was going to spend the rest of my life with you. Making love to you just felt so natural and right. It was beautiful. It was just us. No boundaries no nothing. Just you and I as one moving together, feeling and loving each other. It was so special to me,” I said. Wow that was deep, but it came from my heart. I dropped the t-shirt I was still holding and pulled Jillian closer and kissed her softly.
“I need you,” she said.
“I don’t wanna hurt you,” I replied quietly.
“I don’t care how much it hurts. I just need to feel you,” she told me. I knew she was sore, but I wanted to please her. I laid her down slowly and saw she was shaking. I parted her thighs and gently inserted two of my fingers into her, trying to stretch her a bit more. I felt no barrier in my way this time so I pushed them all the way in. Jillian whimpered and I leaned down to kiss her. My thumb found her clit and I rubbed it softly as I slowly thrust my fingers in and out of her. Jilly sighed in content and spread her legs wider, resting one on my lap.
“Tell me what you want,” I said as I kissed and sucked her neck.
“Rub harder,” she whispered. I increased the pressure of my thumb and she gasped. I moved my head down and took her nipple in my mouth, Jillian moaned and began to thrust into my fingers. She was so wet and I knew pushing into her was going to be much easier. I found her g-spot and rubbed it in a “come here” motion. That drove Jillian over the edge and her inner muscles squeezed hard as she came, lifting her hips off the bed and crying out. I removed my fingers from her and slid on another condom. I got on my knees and leaned over her panting body. My cock was so hard and aching to feel her warmness again. I slowly sunk into her heat, burying myself as deep as I could. She winced and tensed up. The urge to take her hard and fast was nearly overwhelming, but I used all my will power to thrust just as slowly as I did the first time. Her hands were resting on my back as she moved with me, absorbing every sensation. I brushed my lips against hers in a kiss, but she didn’t kiss back. I studied her face and found her expression scrunched into one of discomfort.
“Are you OK?” I asked in a whisper. Her beautiful gray eyes opened and a tear rolled down one of her cheeks.
“Uh huh,” she answered, even though I felt her pulling away from me a bit. I held her close, still gently thrusting while kissing her forehead, cheeks, and lips. She kissed me back and I felt my orgasm creep up on my. With one final thrust, I came hard again. Breathing heavily, I looked down at her. Our eyes met and she gave me a small smile. I pulled out of her and grabbed two tissues from the nightstand. After pulling the condom off and wrapping it up in them, I threw it in my trashcan and cleaned away the little bit of blood that was on her thighs with the washcloth. I grabbed both of our discarded underwear and handed hers to her. I pulled my boxers on and stood up. Once she had pulled her panties on, I slowly helped her to her feet.
“Are you OK? Can you stand?” I asked. She nodded silently and looked down at her feet. “Jilly what’s wrong?”
“I’m sorry I ruined your sheets,” she replied quietly.
“Baby you didn’t ruin them. It’ll come right out in the wash. Don’t even worry about it,” I said hugging her. I picked up my t-shirt that I had dropped earlier and gave it to her. She pulled it over her head and hugged herself. I changed my sheets quickly and Jillian got into the bed. I took the others to the laundry room and threw them in the washing machine. When I got back into my room, I climbed under the covers with Jillian and held her trembling body close.
“Are you cold?” I asked. She nodded and I wrapped the blanket tighter around us. I kissed her forehead and she buried her face in my chest.
“I love you Jilly Bean,” I said.
“I love you too Frankie,” I heard her say. Pretty soon, her body had calmed down and her breathing evened out. I saw she was fast asleep and I just watched her. Her lips were pouted out like they always were when she slept and I smiled. She’s so incredibly beautiful. I lightly kissed her lips and then her forehead before I too fell asleep.
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