Without You I'm Nothing (Chapter 39 up now!) | By : urbanephoenix Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Placebo Views: 5829 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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BRIAN.
“Stef, what’s wrong with-“
“Drop it!” Stefan hissed, looking around to make sure nobody was listening. “Look I… don’t know, can we just forget about it?”
Brian was concerned, but took his guitar and went into a spare practice room. Stef really needed to stop caring so much about what others thought about him.
They worked almost entirely in silence, resulting in yet another wasted lesson. The bell rang and Stef hung around awkwardly, a fake smile spread across his face.
“Coming?” he asked.
“It’s recess,” Brian frowned. “aren’t you going off with.. well, them?”
“No, I told them to shove it. Why would I want to put up with them when I can be with you?”
“Ok, but I want to talk about yesterday.” He wasn’t going to back down on this.
Stefan shrugged. “Ok, but there’s not much to talk about.” He sat back down, crossing his arms.
“Maybe you should talk to someone about this.”
“I’m talking to you right now.”
Brian rolled his eyes, frustrated. “Don’t be an arse, you know what I mean.”
“I’m fine! Nobody else needs to know anything.” The blonde protested.
“Stef! You thought I was attacking you! Me!”
STEFAN.
He knew Brian was right, but couldn’t admit it. He remembered everything that had happened, but it was the last thing he wanted to talk about. “Look, it was a once off, I’m fine.” Stef stood up and pushed his friend against the wall, kissing him hard. He felt Brian melt in his mouth, running his hands up his back. “See?”
STEFAN AND BRIAN.
Brian wanted to explain how it was completely different, how Stef being in control was in fact, the exact opposite to him being taken advantage of. But he couldn’t, not right now. As much as he wanted to talk about what had happened, Brian just couldn’t drag himself away, completely mesmerised by the blonde's touch.
Without detaching himself from the smaller boy’s mouth, Stef shoved a chair up against the door. He had the smaller boy right where he wanted him, and being interrupted would surely ruin everything. Stef tugged at Brian’s tie, and pulled open the top of his shirt before going at his own.
Feeling Stefan undoing his buttons, Brian started doing the same, until his tie had been discarded on the floor, his shirt wide open, exposing his bare chest. “Mmm,” he groaned as those faintly familiar, large hands caressed his body. “you know exactly how to get me going.”
Stef smiled as he felt the black haired boy’s tongue brush upon his own. He couldn’t help but tense up as he felt his hands once again get pulled back. He quickly freed them, and grabbed his friend by the waist, holding him closer. “It’s been too long.”
Brian was trying not to fight back, or show any resistance at all at the risk of setting Stef off again. He let the taller boy push him hard against the wall, and fiddle with the button on his pants. They fell off his tiny hips so easily.
The room was almost empty, the only furniture being two flimsy chairs, with an old piano tucked away in the corner. Picking Brian up, Stef placed him on the piano lid so that they were almost face to face. He quickly kicked off his own pants and yanked down his lover’s underwear, slightly disappointed he wasn’t more aroused.
Kneeling down he was at the perfect height to take Brian in his mouth, running his tongue up the shaft, making the smaller boy shiver.
Brian grabbed the blonde’s head, forcing himself deeper. It didn’t take much to get him hard; Stef was very skilled with his mouth. Running his fingers through his friend’s hair, Brian gasped as he felt blood rush to his extremities, a small amount of pre-cum escaping his hardening cock.
Stef loved having this kind of control. He had complete power over Brian's pleasure, and if the smaller boy's facial expressions were anything to go by, he was doing a good job.
“You taste so good!” Stefan muttered. He ran his tongue under Brian’s head, lapping up all he could get. “I need you, right now.”
The smaller boy smiled. “Yes please… Oh God, yes…”
Stef stood up and quickly removed the remainder of his clothing. He was well and truly aroused but didn’t want to hurt his friend. “Can you..?” he blushed.
Getting on his knees, Brian shoved Stefan’s erection in his mouth just enough to make him wet. He couldn't help but notice the large scar across his friend's middle. This was the first time he'd seen it since that evening in the hospital. No, don't think about that now.
“Perfect.” The blonde grinned, lifting his lover back onto the piano. “Like always.”
Pushing the black haired boy back and spreading his legs wide, he slowly pushed in, watching Brian’s look of ecstasy. He kept going until he was completely submerged inside the smaller boy, loving that tight feeling. This wasn't a position either of them had tried before, but it gave Stef perfect access to his lover's entire soft, sweaty, beautiful body.
Brian clinched his teeth. Despite the lubrication, it burnt like hell as Stefan pushed inside of him. “I… ugh…” he groaned.
“You ok?” The blonde asked, slowly pulling out.
“Yes, yes don’t stop…”
Stef pushed back in harder this time forcing Brian’s head to swing back and hit the piano. It didn’t hurt, if anything, it made him feel dizzy, and enhanced the pleasure.
Brian arched his back slightly, forcing himself onto Stef deeper. He flung his arms around the taller boy’s neck, holding him tight. “H-harder…” he whispered.
Only too happy to oblige, Stef held his friend’s waist tighter, moving his body faster, watching pre-cum drip down his erection.
The five minute warning bell rang. Brian jumped at the sudden drilling noise, disappointed it would have to end so soon.
“We’ll have to end this nice and quickly, gorgeous.” Stefan smiled. Despite their awkward positioning, they’d managed to reach a solid rhythm.
The blonde latched his mouth onto Brian’s neck, kissing him hard. He could smell his aftershave, his shampoo, his sweat.
The smaller boy moaned softly as Stef ran his teeth up his neck, gently nibbling on his ear “Cum for me.” He whispered. Almost on command, Brian exploded between them, cum dripping on their stomachs. Stef smiled, moving his mouth up to his lover’s, slipping his tongue between his lips.
Brian kissed him back hard, he didn’t want it to end, but it had to soon or else-
There it was, that familiar warm feeling shoot up inside as Stef came hard.
The two boys stayed in each other’s arms, softly panting, coming down from their orgasmic bliss.
“W-wh…at now?” Brian asked. Slowly lowering himself off the piano. He looked around the room for something to clean up, having to settle for two stray tissues in an almost empty box. It’d have to do. Stef quickly pulled on his clothes, well aware classes would be beginning any moment.
“Quick, we need to leave.” He smiled, doing up Brian’s tie.
“I like it when you’re spontaneous,” the black haired boy said, looking up. “it’s mind boggling.”
“Next time wait until the lunch break. I’ll boggle far more than your mind.”
BRIAN.
The rest of the day was as uneventful as the past two weeks had been for Brian. He sat, bored in his classes. Avoided talking to people. The only difference being he now wasn’t alone during the breaks. He had Stef.
***
Brian had been going out as much as possible since the incident with Michael. He just wanted to forget. Mars Bar just wasn’t the same. Everytime he went, he went alone. No more Michael, Stef or even Courtney. He’d met a few interesting people, but nobody interesting enough to take his mind off things. Specifically Stefan.
STEFAN.
“It was amazing! If this is really what I think it is, I.. I mean, my team, will be famous!” the excited voice on the end of the phone said.
Stef smiled. “That’s great.”
“Sorry, I’ve been rambling. What did you get up to today?” Courtney asked.
“Oh, nothing interesting, you know, I didn’t discover a planet or anything.“
“It’s not a planet! It’s a-“
“I know,” Stefan laughed, interrupting. “don’t waste your breath explaining it to me. Uh, nothing worth mentioning happened today.” He felt bad. Getting together with his best friend should have been something worth sharing, boasting about even, but despite the permission he’d been granted, Stef couldn’t bring himself to even acknowledge it.
Courtney sighed. “Well, I’m just glad you’re back at school. You need to get out more.”
It was true, but Stefan hadn’t felt much like socializing. Hell, he hadn’t even planned on spending music class the way he had. It was more an act of proving something to Brian. Not that he didn’t enjoy it, though. “Yeah I know, I’ll do something on the weekend.”
“That’s my boy. I should have breakfast before heading off to work. You get some sleep.”
“Good night… morning…”
Courtney laughed. “Good night, I love you.”
Stef was taken aback. This was the first time the red head had said this to him, he hadn’t been expecting it. “Oh, I um… I love you too.” He muttered.
After hanging up, Stef collapsed onto his bed. It was almost one o’clock in the morning. Snuggling into his pillow, he couldn’t help but wonder if his “I love you” had sounded convincing. Was he even convinced himself?
***
Wednesday morning. English first. Stef didn’t understand why they needed to study books by authors who had died so long ago. Thomas De Quincey’s only well known work was his over-indulgent autobiography anyway. He sounded like a prat.
At recess, Stefan found Brian in his usual spot, waiting for him. “I would kill that winging De Quincey guy if he wasn’t already dead.” He exclaimed, rolling his eyes.
Brian smiled. “Don’t think you’ve gotten out of talking about Monday night just because you-“
“Fucked you on the piano?”
“Shh!” the black haired boy laughed. “Come on.”
They headed outside, Stef avoiding eye-contact.
“What’s wrong?”
“Can we please just… forget it? It was a once off, I-“
“Ok. If that’s what you want.”
The blonde smiled. He was lucky to have someone as understanding as Brian in his life. “Thank you.” He quickly kissed the back of his friend’s head when nobody was watching.
***
Another day wasted at school. For the first time since he’d started high school, Stef was finding it so dull. Were it not for Brian, he’d probably sleep through half his classes.
“BOY!” yelled a voice from downstairs. “GET DOWN HERE!”
Stefan sighed, was it so much to ask for his father to call him by his name? Apparently so. Quickly changing out of his uniform, he made his way out. “Yes?” he asked, sticking his head around the corner.
His parents were standing in the kitchen looking far happier than usual. “In here, sweetie.” Mrs. Olsdal smiled.
This couldn’t possibly be good. The last time his parents had looked this happy, Stef’s father had signed him up for the football team.
“Good news, kiddo! We’re going back to Sweden!”
Ok, that was worse than football.
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