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Unholy confessions of a vampire heart	By : nuclear000rainbow Category: Celebrities - Misc > Slash - Male/Male Views: 1315 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not know Ville Valo or any of the members of HIM, This is purely a work of fiction, I do not make any money writing this. Full disclaimer in chapter 1.

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#Villes pov:
“What the hell! Why did you do that you crazy fuckers!” I screamed out as buckets of snow were dumped over my head. Shrieking laughter from the four hellions sounding loudly through the hallways as they run away. My bed now looking like a winter wonderland, the powdery snow slowly melting into my sheets as I get up. My bare feet meeting more snow as they meet the floor. I knew letting Franky join the family would stir things up around here. A new scream sounding from one of the other rooms followed by lots of swearing making me feel a little bit better. At least I’m not the only victim of this prank! I’ll have someone on my side as I plot my revenge! Shoveling the snow up on my now soaked blankets I can’t help but laugh a bit, at least they had fun I think to myself as I open the window, tossing the snow and the blanket outside. We got more, and I can’t be bothered to do the laundry! Walking over to my dresser with a quiet giggle, I pull on my new pair of leather pants and a black shirt. The pants almost looking like they were painted on as usual and leaving the first three buttons of my shirt open before I roll up the sleeves. Showing off my tattoos as usual and wishing I had more of them. They do look good in contrast to my bluish white skin! I know I look good, I’m not gonna lie! Following the sounds of swearing I end up outside Syn and V’s room, the tall brown eyed vampire standing in the middle of the bed, pulling at his messy hair. “They got you to, huh?” I laugh as I look at the snow-covered room. “Yeah, Franky sure knows how to make a mess! That mischievous bastard got all the little ones on his team!” He laughs. His trademark smirk appearing as he looks around the room, his mate being a part of the prank keeping the anger away, I guess… “I’m plotting my revenge Syn, want to join in?” I smirk evilly, his smile widening at the mere thought. “What did you have planned?” He giggles. “Oh, you know, they’re always scared of me drowning for some reason! Considering we don’t have to breath, and the cold really don’t bother us that much, I thought I would just ‘fall’ through the ice and scare them a bit! You want to be the one panicking by the shore?” I laugh evilly as he looks at me, eyes wide with amusement. “You’re telling me they still believe we can actually drown? I never knew that!” He laughs wickedly, a crooked smile appearing on his face. “Oh, I’m in! This is going to be fun!” “I’ll have them join me outside, we need to get water anyway, so the excuse is already there! As soon as you hear them shouting, you come running!” I smile and wink at him as I leave the room, making my room downstairs where I know they’re all gathered. The giggles of the four reaching my ears as I enter the room but quickly dying down as they spot me. Putting on a strict face, I lean against the wall, arms crossed over my chest. “You’re all making me regret letting Franky into the coven guys, he’s only been here for one week, and you already joined forces with him! You’re not getting the chance to have any more fun today, Jussi and Jyrki are on their way here, and this place will be spotless at the end of the night! Now, come along! We are all going out to get water, enough to clean this whole place! Get the buckets, we’re leaving now!” I give them all a stern look as I walk towards the door, making sure no one sees the smile playing on my face. This is going to be fun! I walk slowly towards the woods, keeping my steps short to let the others catch up. The four tricksters soon joining me in the field, their short legs carrying them quickly towards the woods where the tiny lake is. Luckily, it’s not that far away, and by now we’re all used to taking trips there to get water. Always having to gather snow to melt was turning out to be too much work, you can only imagine how much snow it takes to fill one tub of water! “I’ll go crack the ice sweethearts, wait here!” I speak softly as I step on to the ice, making my way towards the deep part as I know the ice to be thinner there. The spring is just around the corner, and the days have started getting warmer, the thin crust of the ice only really solid during the nighttime. By each step I can feel the ice cracking a bit more, water seeping through the ice and making my soft leather boots wet. Almost at the right spot now, I smile to myself as I prepare to let the ice water consume me. Syn apparently timing the whole thing perfectly as I can see him join the others on the shore, a wicked gleam in his eyes. Just one more step now, I can see the weak spot as I place my foot above it, smirking to myself as I hear Syn scream my name as my foot goes through. He’s a better actor than I thought! The cold water swallowing me up as I fall through the ice, the water cutting off all sound around me as I let myself sink. My body landing safely at the bottom and I start relaxing, laying on my back as I look up through the water, just enjoying some peace and quiet for once!
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Bams pov#
I can hear shouting, screaming voices hitting my ears as I tear through the forest. We’re close to our goal, the green flames in the sky last night were proof enough to me. I could feel him, the dreams still haunting me as I slept. Green eyes taunting me, telling me to find him. The voices screaming urging me on even though my paws were bleeding by now! I left my pack behind to explore the area alone, their happy chatter starting to bother me by now. Weeks of running with the packs thoughts in my head were wearing my patience thin! I needed some time alone! People screaming and shouting in panic wasn’t what I was hoping for! But my instincts tell me to keep going, even if the snow turns red beneath me. I can smell the fear as I approach, five men on the shore freezing in their tracks as they spot me, but I got no time for them. I can smell him, his tracks leading to a hole in the ice. My mind going blank as I step onto the thin layer of danger, my steps being calculated by the wolf as we get closer to the hole that is freezing over by now. As I take the last steps towards the water, I change quickly back into my human form and dive in, the freezing water swallowing me up as I swim towards the bottom. My eyes focusing on two green lights flashing in shock and recognition as I reach out to grab him, pulling him towards my body as I make my way towards the surface once more. The thin crust of ice breaks easily as I throw him up on the ice, making sure he ends up far enough away before I haul myself up. The cold water steaming around me as my body heats up once more, my metabolism working fast to get my temperature back to normal. His shock never leaving his eyes as I make my way towards him with careful steps, the green eyes glowing in the darkness pulling me in like always as I bend down and pick him up. Cradling him in my arms as I make my way towards the shore as I see the others running towards us. My heart beating furiously in my chest as I feel him relax, a small smile playing on his lips. “You can let me walk you know; it was all a joke on the little ones!” His deep angelic voice suddenly whispers. “I’m already dead sweetheart, I can’t really drown!” “Well, at least I didn’t ruin the joke!” I giggle at him, but I decide to keep him in my arms, not wanting to let him go just yet. I just found him after all!
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Villes pov:
I can’t say I wasn’t shocked! The blue orbs suddenly appearing in the water made me think I was dreaming again, that is, until his arms wrapped around me and brought me towards the surface! Him throwing me up through the ice breaking the trance and snapping me back to reality. Seeing his strong frame moving towards me before picking me up in his arms once again almost making me pass out. Those blue orbs and strong arms sending shivers down my spine as his warmth have me melting into him. “You can let me walk you know; it was all a joke on the little ones! I’m already dead sweetheart, I can’t really drown!” I speak softly, keeping the volume down so the others won’t hear me. “Well, at least I didn’t ruin the joke!” He giggles, his soft voice making my brain go numb. I barely register the others running towards us, the only thing running through my head being a prayer of him never letting me go. He puts me down slowly, making sure I’m standing on my own two feet before he steps back. The others gathering around me, not even paying attention to the young man behind me. “Are you ok Ville? Did you get hurt? You could have drowned! You could have died!” All of the shouting and screaming their concern have both me and Syn in giggles. “Calm down sweethearts! I Guess we took the prank a bit far, huh? Stop your chattering and think for a bit!” I laugh softly, their faces suddenly blank as they figure it all out. “You idiots!” V suddenly screams out as they all pounce at me, knocking me down in the snow. “You scared the living hell out of us!” Gee yells as he bangs his small fists against my chest, his anger only making me laugh harder. “We’re already dead sweethearts! I can’t die by either cold or drowning!” “But you scared us Ville!” Frank pipes up and I suddenly notice the tears on his face. “I’m sorry darlings! I guess we went a bit to far!” I speak softly as I wipe his tears away, the four of them finally calm down again and I get back on my feet as they let me go. I suddenly remember my ‘rescuer’ and turn around slowly. The man still standing there a few feet away meeting my gaze, the startling blue eyes making my head spin once again as I walk towards him. “Thanks for the ‘rescue’!” I smile at him, my eyes slowly taking in the sight before me. his lean muscular body almost bare, something resembling a loincloth the only thing giving the picture a cense of modesty. My face suddenly turning red as he sends me a satisfied smirk and I look away quickly. “That’s the guy you’ve been dreaming about, is it not Ville?” Syn says as he elbows me in the side. “I guess it is!” I smile at the young man. “Come, you can dry off and get warm again at the tower, Syn might even have some clothes that fit you!” I giggle, Syn flashing the man a wide smile before we both start walking towards our home. A quiet laugh from behind us having my face turn red once more, having the smaller ones gawking at me as it happens. “I’ll gladly take your offer on the clothes, but as you probably already noticed, the cold doesn’t bother me!” He laughs as he walks up beside me. “But if the nakedness bothers you, I’ll do something about that!” His body suddenly dropping to the ground, a huge brown wolf now beside me, his head almost reaching my chest. “Wow! That’s one big wolf! He’s almost as big as Gere and Freke!” Frank almost shouts, his eyes bulging and jaw slack. “Who is Gere and Freke?” Christ ask quietly, both him and Gee staring at the wolf. “They’re my grandpas wolves!” Frank quickly explains. “Odin, my grandfather, is the king of Aasgaard!” “So Frank, you left out some interesting facts I see!” I laugh at his puzzled face. “You never told us you were actually a prince!” My comment having all eyes on him instead of the beast beside me, four people gawking at him making him blush furiously. “And you used to call Ville My Lord!” Syn barks out while clutching his sides from laughing so hard. Franks head falling as he stares at the ground have me worried for a bit until he looks back up. “I didn’t think you would let me stay if you knew, I was afraid you would think I was a spoiled brat! And since you didn’t know who my father was, I didn’t see a reason to tell you!” His eyes once again gaining the mischievous sparkle. *You never heard about Aasgaard?* A chuckling voice enters my thoughts. My head snapping towards the wolf, his big blue sapphire eyes meeting mine. “No, I didn’t… I’ve never heard about any of it before, my knowledge of the world only consists of what I’ve learned by living!” *Well, to fill in some blanks, Assgard is not part of this world, and Odin… That kids’ grandfather… He’s not just a king, in this world he’s considered a god…* The voice in my head dying out with a chuckle as I try to control the look of pure shock on my face, my mind going blank with this new information. “l guess Franky’s got a bit more of explaining to do later on!” My steps quickening as the tower comes into view. “Come on sweethearts! Lets get inside, you still got the rest of your punishment waiting for you! I want this tower sparkling by the end of the night!” I smirk at them, pouting faces their on,ly response as they scramble through the door. “Syn, you know what to do!” I smile at the tall vampire as he heads towards the stairs, a trademark smirk appearing. “Oh, I know Ville! I’ll have your wolf all modest in no time! But don’t you think I’ll ever let you forget that look on your face out there!” He snickers evilly, motioning for the wolf to follow him upstairs. The blue eyes sending me one last satisfied look before he scales the stairs in just a few long leaps.
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“Why does the whole hallways smell of wet dog?” Shadows speaks beside me, breaking my chain of thoughts and having me blinking furiously. I never even noticed I was staring into nothing, my eyes drying out in the proses. “Because Ville and Syn pranking us had our beloved leader over there getting ‘saved’ from the bottom of the lake by a fucking wolf!” Gee giggles from the main room. “You should have seen them Shads! Ville, the one always in control even blushed!” Frank joins in, mocking me as he gets into detail, the wet rag in his hands spraying water all over as he eagerly explains the whole seen. Having Christ, V and Gee all rolling around the floor while laughing. “Thanks darlings, rub it in!” I laugh quietly, my embarrassment clearly showing and getting worse as Shadows looks at me with understanding eyes. “It was him, was it not? The blue eyed one from your dreams?” “Considering he’s the green-eyed angel from my dreams, I sure hope so!” A soft voice sound from the bottom of the stairs. A smiling Syn right beside him quickly walking over to V on the floor, the giggles dying down once again and the sounds of the wringing of washcloths and dripping water starts up again. *Like what you see? * His thoughts yet again pierce my brain, a smug smirk playing on his lips as he steps closer to us. Shadows just staring at the unknown man, his eyes searching for any trace of hostility as they always do with new people. His face suddenly relaxing and a dimpled smile softening his features before he starts looking back and forth between us. “So, Ville, why don’t you two stop staring at each other and introduce dream boy over there?” He laughs, making me snap back to attention. “Uh, I never really got a name to be honest!” I blush furiously as the man steps towards Shadows, reaching out a hand. Shadows quickly grabbing it and shaking it while smiling. “I’m Bam, Alpha of the CKY pack, we used to be a part of the Margera clan.” “CKY?” Shadows ask, his face mirroring my own. “Never heard of a name like that!” “It’s not really a name per se, it’s a place actually! It’s what we named our territory the day we claimed it!” He laughs. “It’s short for ‘Camp kill yourself’!” His smile turning wicked and I can’t help but giggle at the look on Shadows face. His brows furrowed and nose scrunched up as he looks at Bam, most likely placing him on the list of crazy persons we know. “Nope, Rev’s still at the top!” He starts laughing as he walks away, the vampire just mentioned bursting through the doorway, a swearing and soaking wet Christ chasing after him. The crazy cackling and swearing shooting up the stairs and disappearing out of view, I’ll give Christ five minutes until he gives up. Rev being the most cunning prankster in the house except for Franky, he most likely got a new trap set already! And as on cue, a yelp followed by a big bang can be heard through the whole house followed by more crazy laughter. “Still at the top of what exactly?” Bam suddenly ask as he’s staring towards the stair in amusement. “Just the list of crazy people sweetheart! Rev is Shadows mate, and we all love him, but he did spend most of his human life in an asylum! Gonna be hard to find someone crazy enough to beat him!” I chuckle as I wink at Shadows on his way upstairs to assess the damage done by his lover. “You haven’t met my pack yet!” He laughs softly, pride evident in his voice. “But Ville, is there somewhere we could talk? I need to get back soon, the others will start worrying and most likely follow my tracks. I don’t want them anywhere near your coven until I talk to them! They’re all good guys, but some of them might scare your… ‘Baby brothers’, was that what you called them?” “Sure, follow me, we can talk in my room. No one will bother us up there. And yes, we all consider each other brothers here. Except the ones that are mated of course!” I laugh softly but end up almost choking as I lead the way upstairs, he’s walking so close behind me I can feel the warmth radiating from his body. My hands start shaking as I open the door to my quarters, my eyes being met with the relaxing black and gold, noticing that all the candles have been lit. Most likely by the little ones while cleaning out the rooms. The door slamming shut behind us making the flames flutter. A deep growl making my eardrums vibrate and I find myself slammed up against the wall.
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Bams pov:
The smell hitting me as soon as I enter the room have my head spinning! My last crumbs of restraints vanishing before I can gather my mind. I can feel the growl coming from my chest before I grab a hold of him, slamming him against the nearest wall before I burry my face against his neck. His scent driving the animal I am wild! I can feel him shiver against me, his muscles rippling as I run my lips over the spot where his pulse should have been. His cold skin tempting me to bite down and mark him but the fear of hurting him makes my fangs retract, letting my tongue run over the soft skin instead. A hiss followed by a deep moan breaking the spell he’s got me under, and I jump away from him. Landing clumsily on the floor in the proses as I curl up in a tight ball, his taste still on my lips and tongue as I try to gather myself. “I’m sorry!” I choke out, my breath hitching in my throat as I finally dare to look at him. He’s on the floor against the wall, one leg stretched all the way out and the other bent up, his arms clutching it tightly towards his chest while his chin rests on his knee. His pink tongue gently lapping at a trickle of blood from where his fangs seemed to have pierced his plump bottom lip. My pleading eyes meeting his makes me fight off another growl, the emerald greens clouded with confusion and what seems like pure lust. My god, what is this vampire doing with me? “It’s ok darling, but I suggest you make a run for it. I can barely contain myself over here!” His voice low, sounding more like a pained growl than anything else. Staggering to my feet I make my way towards the door, his eyes never leaving me as I bolt through it. A predatory growl reaching my ears as I close it behind me and slide down against it. hiding my face against my knees as I try to get my breathing back to normal. “Did I hurt you Ville?” I ask quietly, knowing that he can still hear me through the thick walls. “No Bam, but I was afraid I was going to hurt you! Having you that close to me and no one else around made my instincts take over! I’ve never wanted to sink my fangs into someone like that before!” His shaking voice making my worries ease away a little. “I thought I was the only one loosing control in there, I almost bit you Ville! The wolf wanted to mark you!” A nervous giggle from the other room making me smile. “I guess we’re both just victims to our own true nature, huh?” He suddenly asks, sounding somewhat normal again. “I guess we are!” I giggle back. “Ville, I got to go… I’ve left the pack alone for too long already… Will you come and meet me in the woods after nightfall tomorrow? I promise to contain myself! You can even bring the others along if you want!” My voice not sounding like me at all, the great alpha of the proud CKY pack sounding like a broken wolf cub, almost crying and pleading through a closed door. “I’ll be there darling; I know you won’t hurt me. But I’ll see if I’ll bring anyone with me, I’m scared I will hurt YOU!” He laughs softly and I stand up quickly, my forehead falling against the door as I sigh in anticipation. “I’ll see you in a few hours then, Ville…” I whisper before I take off. Jumping down the flights of stairs and shoot for the door, not even bothering to say goodbye to the startled vampires around the table as pass them. I need to breath, clear my head of any thoughts before I meet up with the guys. I can’t let them see me this way, they will only bother me with questions I don’t know how to answer! I don’t even change into my wolf form as I dash through the woods, my head to cluttered to even function properly. The enticing smell of Ville’s skin still stuck in my nose, assaulting my censes and sending shivers through me as I run. The colors painting the skyline never registering in my brain, as the green eyes clouded over in confusion and lust is still stuck to my retinas. I drop to the ground, the wet snow getting soaked up in the clothes they gave me. I don’t even care, they’ll dry soon enough. A sob wrecking its way through my body have me throwing my head back as I let out a howl of pent up frustration. The storm in my head finally clearing up a bit as I let the wolf take control for a brief moment, the split personalities of the man and the wolf both calm once more and joined together as they should. I stand back up and start running once more, ready to face my pack again. The ground flying away beneath my feet faster than before and soon I can see the campfire in the distance. The others huddling around it as expected. “Took you long enough!” Dunn grunts while he stuffs his mouth with something that looks like part of a deer. Chewing slowly as he stares at me, his eyes widening while he sniffs the air. “Those are not your clothes!” He states simply. The others turning towards me. “What happened?” Jimmy speaks up, asking the question they all want the answer to. “I found the Coven, I met them!” I smile as I walk towards the makeshift tent, letting myself fall down on the spot I claimed earlier. Their questioning eyes following me, but I just turn around, wrapping my arms around myself and let sleep claim me. what better way to waste the daylight hours?
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Villes pov:
My head is still spinning as I hear the door downstairs being thrown open, the heartbeat tempting me beyond despair moving out of earshot as I rub my eyes, cleaning away the tears that fell as he left. What the hell is happening to me? First, I almost end up biting him, and now I’m all weepy! My heart feeling like it was ripped from my chest the minute I couldn’t hear the steady heartbeat anymore. I like I’m being torn in two, the pain breaking me down piece by piece as I stagger towards my bed, the warm sheets promising a place to hide as the heavy sobs assault my body. My hands wiping furiously at the tears who only keeps coming, staining my hands red. I feel like screaming from the rooftops, screaming for him to get back here. I don’t know why, but I need him! I curl up underneath the warm covers, willing myself to calm down. I almost fall asleep until someone gently knocks on my door. “Ville? You ok?” Syn’s voice breaks the silence in the black room. “We saw Bam running out, he looked panicked!” “I’m ok Syn.” I barely whisper in reply, a hand suddenly yanking the sheets away from me and a weight making the bed dip. “Look at me Ville, I’m the only one here, you don’t need to act strong around me!” He orders as try to curl up in a ball. “Come on now! Sit up and let’s talk!” Sighing I finally do as he orders, my bloodshot eyes meeting his making him frown. “Did the wolf hurt you? What happened to your lip? I’m gonna kill that fucker if he did anything to hurt you!” His face softening as he sees the pleading look on my face. “He didn’t hurt me Syn, but I almost hurt him! I bit my lip to keep from biting him! I Don’t know what happened! I heard him growl, and I lost all control!” I can feel myself blushing as I speak, I’m embarrassed! The supposedly strong leader crying his heart out for almost biting someone! A knowing smirk appear on his face as he grabs my hand, squeezing it gently. “It’s more than just that, isn’t it? You’re not the only one who lost control up here, and you both got scared. And now you feel like your heart is being ripped from your chest as we speak, him leaving making you feel like your soul were splitting into two pieces. And you’re in pain…” I nod, not even trusting my own voice as I hide my face against his shoulder. His other hand rubbing soothing circles on my back. “You’re not going crazy Ville, it’s not the beast taking control… I went through the same thing with V, you just found the person who’s supposed to be your mate! And considering the way he acted towards you, it seems like he found his Omega…” His voice trails off in a quiet chuckle as I stare at him, my eyes most likely wide in shock. “Now, Shadows told me you didn’t feed today, I brought you this!” His hand leaving mine on the blanket at he reaches over to the bedside table, a goblet filled to the brim with blood being handed to me. “Now, eat! And get some sleep! The sun’s almost upon us!” He orders as he rises from the side of the bed, turning towards me one last time before he leaves the room he nods at me. “Drink it all! And don’t worry Ville! I’m not gonna tell the others anything about our talk!” He winks at me, and I even manage a small smile in return. “Thank you!” I whisper to his back as he leaves, his steps moving away towards the room he shares with his mate. I gulp down the blood as fast as I can and place the empty goblet back on the table before I slide back under the covers. The pain having receded a little after the talk with Syn finally letting me fall asleep. My last thought being about meeting Bam again as soon as night falls.
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