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Dangerous Game	By : Maeko Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 2379 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dir en grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Kyo returned back at his apartment that he shared with Tetsuya exactly twenty minutes later. He took a deep breath before pushing open the door and stepping into the dimly lit room. He closed the door softly behind him and looked around, not seeing Tetsuya right away.

“Tetsuya-san? “ Kyo called, removing his shoes and stepping into the living room. “Are you here? “

“I’m right here. “His lover's voice came from behind.

Kyo turned to see Tetsuya at the end of the hallway, leaning against the wall. His baggy jeans hung low on his waist and his shirtless chest looked irresistible in the natural like shining across it from a bedroom window. Kyo sucked in a sharp breath, his eyes traveling over the man’s body. He couldn’t help it; Tetsuya was so exotic looking to him in this simple apparel. He met his Tetsuya’s gaze as his lover walked slowly towards him and reached out a hand to touch his face.

“Kyo-kun, gomen. I never meant to hurt you. You know that right? “He said, taking the smaller man into his arms. “I was just in a bad mood last night. You know that I love you and would never hurt you intentionally.” He stroked the blonde’s back gently.

Kyo nodded, resting his head against the man’s chest. He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. How many times had he heard those words before? The same empty lies and promises. Tetsuya always told him that he was sorry and didn’t mean to hurt him. He always promised it would never happen again. But it did. It always did.

“It’ll never happen again, Kyo-kun.” Tetsuya cooed in his ear.

There it was again. Kyo nodded slowly. “I know. Forgive me for irritating you last night Tetsuya-san.”

Kyo shivered, feeling his lover’s warm lips against the flesh of his neck in response. This is how it happened most of the time. First the abuse and then Tetsuya wanting to “make it up” to him with sex. Kyo always allowed it for fear of angering the other if he refused. The small vocalist bit his lower lip, feeling Tetsuya suck at the flesh covered nerve in his neck gently. Gods, why did he do this? Why did he make it impossible for Kyo to turn around and walk out the door every time? Kyo’s mind wandered as Tetsuya led him into their bedroom and sat him down on their bed. It wandered over to when they met almost a year ago and how Tetsuya had been everything that Kyo wanted. Or so he thought. It wasn’t until months later that Tetsuya’s true colors started to surface and the abuse towards Kyo started, both physically and mentally. He had told Kyo time and again that if it wasn’t for him, Kyo wouldn’t be loved by anyone. After awhile, Kyo started to believe his lover and submitted to him entirely. He didn’t know where else to go. When he went to Kaoru, the guitarist always tried to talk him into leaving Tetsuya and that was something that Kyo couldn’t bring himself to do. Die was busy trying to get on Shinya’s good side and tried like hell to seduce the quiet drummer. Toshiya, was well, Toshiya. He was busy working his sex appeal on unsuspecting women, men and fan girls.

“I need you Kyo-kun,” Tetsuya’s voice interrupted his thoughts. “You’re mine. All mine.”

Kyo nodded, remaining silent and allowing the man to lift his shirt off of him. Tetsuya shifted behind the vocalist and ran his hands down the plains of the man’s chest, feeling every contour. The blonde bowed his head in a submissive manner as his lover’s hand came to the button of his pants, undoing them and taking down the zipper.

“Tell me you love me, Kyo. Tell me you need me.” Tetsuya said, his tone demanding. He slid his hand into Kyo’s pants, feeling the partially erect organ through the thin material of his boxers.

Kyo bit the inside of his cheek and forced himself to keep from jerking away from the man. “I love you. I need you, Tetsuya-sama.” He whispered.

“That’s a boy. Now, koi, let me show you how much I love you.” He moved in front of Kyo, forcing the smaller man to be lying on the bed. He removed the vocalist’s pants before taking off his own and sliding his knees under Kyo’s thighs. He leant over, trailing rough kisses over Kyo’s neck before sinking his teeth into the delicate flesh while thrusting into the vocalist. Kyo cried out in pain from the sudden intrusion, the bite not bothering him so much. He whimpered as Tetsuya thrust roughly into him, not seeming to notice the blonde’s pain. The small man shut his eyes tight to keep the tears from escaping and let Tetsuya proceed with the brutal act. He told himself to endure it and that there were good times as well. Deep down however, he knew that the good didn’t outweigh the bad.

Kaoru could feel his band mates eyes on him still as he sat on the couch, biting his nails nervously. They hadn’t left yet, even though he’d ended practice an hour ago. The guitarist squirmed in his seat slightly, feeling uncomfortable under their penetrating gazes. A few more minutes passed before Kaoru couldn’t take it anymore.

“What?!” He cried, exasperated sigh. “Why do you three still sit here and stare at me?”

Die was the first to speak. “Kaoru-kun, what’s going on with Kyo? He looked at his phone like it was a snake when it rang.”

Kaoru gave a half-hearted shrug, trying to keep his composure. “I don’t know Die-kun.”

“Bullshit,” Die snorted. “Something’s up and you know what it is. How stupid do you think we are? First you guys show up and Kyo’s wearing your clothes and then all through practice our usually passionate vocalist was off in Lala land. Then when, I’m assuming, Tetsuya called, he looked like death was sitting next to him. What the fuck’s going on Kaoru?”

Kaoru looked around again at his band mates questioning gazes. He squirmed again, not really sure whether or not to tell them. Kyo would be angry with him if Kaoru told them. He was the only person that knew about Kyo’s situation and he’s been sworn to secrecy, as childish as that sounded.

“Kaoru, “came Shinya’s soft voice. “If there’s something going on with Kyo, don’t you think we should know? If he’s in some kind of trouble then you should tell us so we can all think of a way to help him.”

“Shin-chan’s right. “ Toshiya piped up. “Kyo’s our friend and we can’t just sit back and act as if everything’s alright when it may, in fact, not be.”

Kaoru nodded, knowing his friend’s were right. “All right, I’ll tell you, but first you have to promise that you won’t say anything to Kyo unless he comes to you first. Promise? “He watched as the other’s nodded and agreed to the terms before he went on. “Kyo is in trouble, Shin-chan’s right. He’s been in trouble for the last couple of months.” Kaoru knit his brow, searching his pockets for a cigarette in his pocket. “Tetsuya’s not who he seems. He…well…he….” Kaoru stalled, finding in smoke and lighting it.

“What? Tetsuya, what?” Die asked, becoming impatient.

Kaoru took a long drag of his smoke and exhaled the thin gray smoke before answering. “He beats Kyo.” He said with a soft voice. He looked up to see the stunned expressions on his friends’ faces. The guitarist bowed his head, holding the cigarette loosely between his fingers.

Toshiya was the one to break the silence. “Kaoru-san, when did you find out about this? How long have you been keeping this from us?” The bassist’s voice sounded hurt.

“For awhile.” Kaoru answered, shaking his head. “I didn’t tell you before now because Kyo asked me not to. He’s been coming to my apartment after the incidents and I bandage him up. I’ve tried like hell to tell him what’s right and to leave Tetsuya but he won’t listen to reason. He’s convinced that Tetsuya loved him and he deserves the abuse he gets. He’d got healing cuts and bruises all over his body but Tetsuya never leaves a mark where it can’s be covered by clothing. He’s got Kyo brainwashed to believe that no one else can love him. And I think Kyo’s convinced that he loves this man, despite the pain that’s caused by his hand.”

Kaoru took note of his friends’ gaping at him/ he wasn’t sure what to make of their expression and he definitely wasn’t sure what the hell he was going to tell Kyo when the vocalist found out he opened his mouth to the guys. He took another drag of his smoke, which had burned almost to the filter before snuffing it out in the ashtray.

“Kaoru-kun, we need to help Kyo. No one deserves to be in an abusive relationship.” Die reasoned.

“I know Die, but every time I try to reason with him, he gets defensive and doesn’t listen. I’m telling you that I don’t know what to do anymore. I think Kyo is going to need to see its wrong for himself. I’m praying that he get sick of the abuse and leaves the guy. Or at least start listening to me.” Kaoru closed his eyes, an overwhelming sadness washing over him.

Die nodded and reached out to lay a light hand on Kaoru’s shoulder. “This scares you doesn’t it, Kao-kun?”

Kaoru nodded, keeping his eyes closed. “It scares me a lot. I keep thinking that if something isn’t done about it soon, that Kyo’s going to end up in the hospital or in the morgue.” Kaoru felt his band mates eyes on him again and he slowly opened his own. “Just give it another couple of days. If it happens again, then I’ll lock Kyo in my apartment until I make him see how wrong the whole thing is.” The other three nodded.

“Well then guys, why don’t we get going and find something to get our minds off of things.” Die suggested. Toshiya and Shinya nodded and quickly gathered their belongings.

“I think I’ll pass this time. I’m going to go home just in case Kyo calls or comes over.” Kaoru stood, grabbing his guitar and packing it in its case before slinging it over his shoulder. “I’m sure Kyo will come to his senses. He’s not a stupid guy.”

Kaoru said goodbye to his band mates and walked to his car, putting the guitar safely in the backseat before climbing in. He started the car and looked around, half hoping to see the vocalist come bouncing over to him like he had nearly a year ago when he’d first met Tetsuya. It was then that Kaoru realized just how he felt for the blonde singer. After ten years of being together, as friends and band mates, Kaoru had turned a blind eye to his feelings. Now more then ever he realized that you don’t know what you have until it’s gone. Kaoru pulled out of the parking lot, thinking back to when Kyo had first told him about Tetsuya. He had been happy for the vocalist, he honestly had been. Deep down, something had sparked inside of Kaoru and for the first time he saw Kyo in a new light. For the sake of his friend, he put on a smile and wished him luck with the relationship. He never once uttered a word to the man about how he felt. He kept it well concealed from everyone, but after a while Toshiya began to catch on. Luckily for Kaoru he was able to keep Toshiya quiet with a simple bribe. Slowly but surely, Die and Shinya became aware of things as well but had an unspoken bargain with Kaoru not to divulge his secret. Not it was something they simply didn’t discuss. Kyo was the only blind one. He sighed as he made his way home, completely at a loss and wondering how much more pain he could stand seeing Kyo go through.
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