In The Studio | By : PunknessBenji Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Good Charlotte Views: 2844 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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As I walked into my apartment I pressed the Play button on the answering machine. A female voice came over the machine.
“Hey, babe. Won’t be home tonight. Staying at Johns place. We having a romantic dinner. Hehe” I laughed at her giggle. She’s always staying at Johns place. Since she met him they haven’t had a night apart, I think. Oh sorry, there was this one time when she actually stayed home! She’s been my best-friend through thick and thin. Always been there for each-other. When her and her ex-fiancé broke up she decided she couldn’t stay in New Orleans anymore, so I offered her the spare room here. She came down and hasn’t looked back since.
I dazedly walked into my room and stripped my jacket, pants and top off, all the while thinking of Benji’s hands and how he touched me in all the right places. Was I dreaming? Did that really happen? I switched my stereo on and Mest blasted from the speakers. I pushed my bathroom door open and took a nice, cold shower.
Once I had finished and got dressed, I slipped into my warm bed and slept right through the whole night, not waking till I heard Erica’s voice as she banged my door open. “Get the fuck up!”
“Wha…” I said groggily trying my hardest to open my eyes. I looked at the digital clock beside my bed, it flashed 9:00 “Oh shit.” I said getting up and throwing some clothes on. “I was meant to be at work by 6”
“Oh well, Steve’s just going to love you for being, what? 3 hours late” I threw a pair of pants at her. They landed on her head.
“Shut up!” I said with a smirk. “I might call in sick today.” I said contemplating if I wanted to see Benji today or not.
“Well, that will be prefect! Me and John want you to come with us today,” She said picking up the phone. “Phone in sick or something.”
“I don’t know. Steve might tell me to get in there anyways.”
“c’mon, you deserve a break. You’ve been in there everyday for the past month. One day isn’t going to hurt shit.”
“Yeah. True. Give me the phone.” She handed me the phone and I dialled his mobile number. “Steve…yeah…ok.” I hung the phone up and looked at Erica with sorrow-filled eyes.
“Well?” She said anxiously.
“He’s pissed at me and wants me in there now.”
“You want a lift? I got Johns car cuz I was only suppose to pick you up.”
“Yeah, sure”
As I got in the studio I saw Steve’s face red with anger. I whimpered. What had I done? “Sit” He demanded. I sat on the chair right away. I saw the Busted boys sitting the booth just staring. “now. Do you know why we come in here day after day?” He asked of me.
I looked at him confused. Of course I knew. “Yeah…”
“Why?” he asked once again. The Busted boys were hiding their faces.
“Umm…to make music?”
“Too fucking right you are. And do you know what happens to the music you have recorded and someone presses the record button when it’s at the start of the tape?” I looked confused at him. What’s he talking about? “Well, I’ll show you.” He walked to the machine and pressed the play button. Oh-my-fucking-god. That cant be… oh shit! Me or Benji must have knocked it last night when we were doing ‘it’ in here. My mouth hung open. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. Myself and Benji was on the tape! I sat there dumbfounded.
“Well, there ya go. Now you know what happens when you decide to have little sex attacks in here! If this ever happens again, and I mean EVER happens again I will hold you personally responsible for the lose. Do you hear me?” Oh god, I felt dreadful. I gave a little nod of my head. “Good. You’re just lucky I had a copy in my car or you would have to pay for the damagers.” I breathed. I hadn’t realised I was holding my breathe for that long. My lungs filled with air and I could hear giggling. “Now get in there and work.”
I got up quietly and walked in the booth. Charlie looked at me as I sat down beside him. “Don’t worry about him. He’s just jealous he didn’t get lucky last night.” I had to laugh. I think so too I felt like saying but I just agreed silently and looked up the song we were recording.
A few hours past and it was time for a break. We had recorded a couple of songs and I seriously needed some coffee and a bite to eat. I got up from my stool and walked to the door. “Hey! One second. Misses.” I turned to face Steve. “I’m sorry for yelling at you like that but you have to learn,” I shrugged my shoulders. I don’t really care anyways. I was just too damn hungry to care about anything besides a nice, salad roll from the Bakery next door. They make the best rolls around, soft, fresh bread. Salad bunched up in it. Oh damn, my mouth started to water as I was standing there. “Well, ok, just wanted to apologize.”
“It’s cool.” I said and opened the door to leave.
As I walked to the elevator I heard foot-steps behind me. “Hey,” Charlie said as I looked around to see who it was. I gave him a little smile. “Wanna have lunch with the Charlster?” I laughed at him. He was cute, in a dorky sorta way.
“How can I refuse?”
“Yeah, true. No girl can reject the master!” We laughed down to the first floor.
As we got to the entrance we heard someone call “Duffer!” I turned to see Joel running down the hallway. “Hey,” he said when he got to us, a little puffy.
“Hey,” I said back, not really sure what to say, or what he wanted of me.
“I just wanted to ask if you were coming in today.” Coming in their studio? Umm… I didn’t think they would want me in there since I’m probably some ‘band slut’ to them now.
I looked at Charlie who grinned at me. “Hmm… probably not. But I’ll see if I have some time.” I said.
“Okay. Well if ya do, Billy, Paul, and Chris are in today. Yeah I knew that would put a smile on your face.” He said as my lips went up into a huge smile. “Well, see ya then… maybe” He winked and walked off.
“Are you gonna go?” Charlie asked as we sat down in the small café to eat our food.
I wiped my mouth with the napkin I had pulled out of the dispenser. “Maybe. I don’t know though.” I said honestly.
“Why not? You and Benji hit it off well.. Right?” Yeah but now he probably thinks I’m a slut. And probably told the others about it, too.
“Yeah we did, I s’pose.” We laughed. This kid was ok. Never knew he had such a humour! Maybe things are different from the surface. “So, you’re a good-looking guy. Got a girlfriend?” I said, half curious, half hoping he didn’t really have one.
“Nope. As single as they come. You?”
“Nah, I don’t go for chicks, man.” I joked. He laughed.
“Seriously though?” He said once he stopped laughing.
“Nah. No one special at the moment.” He gave me a sly grin. Was he thinking the same as me?
“At the moment?” He asked.
“Nah. At the moment I’m single. It’s a drag though.” He raised his eye-brows. “Yeah. It gets lonely. But it’s all good. I’m doing this for me, ya know?” I said.
“Yeah, I get ya. Same here. Oh look who just walked in.” He gestured to the door. I looked and he was standing there with some girl on his arm. Pfft. She had shoulder length brown hair, and was her hips were so tiny. Bitch. I could feel the jealousy building up in me, Yeah I can actually admit to myself when I feel jealous about something/someone, and those types of girls are always my object of envy. As she turned around I was nearly knocked out by the size of her breasts. “Man, she’s got big knocker’s”
“Yeah,” I replied, looking at her with all the envy in the world.
“Jealousy is showing” Charlie warned me. Oops! I tried my hardest to hide it but it was no use. I had actually been with him now and it seemed like I was…addicted, maybe? I don’t know but I hate the feeling of wanting something that you cant have. It’s like a knife in the heart when you actually see them with someone more gorgeous then what you are. “Don’t worry ‘bout him. You’re hotter then her anyways” I giggled. “I’m being serious! You’re fucking hot and she’s just some Skank… well it looks that way to me.” I blushed.
“I don’t know. She’s so tiny, and me, well, what can I say? I’m fat.”
He goggled at me. “Hell no, you just didn’t say that! I know you just didn’t say that. You’re no where near fat. If you are fat then I’m a monster. Plus, ya know fat isn’t such a bad thing really.”
“So you’re saying I am then?” I joked with him.
“No. just making a point. You’re more prettier then her. don’t worry about it. It’ll work out for ya.” I watched Benji and the Skank walk to the counter and order their food and drinks. Then as they were leaving he looked over at me and Charlie, I looked away fast. I hope he didn’t notice me watching him. I would actually die of embarrassment. I am so ashamed of myself. How could I be hooked on someone I had only met 24 hours ago? Actually it hasn’t even been that long. God, I’m going to hell for this. I just know I am!
Before Benj I hadn’t even considered having a one night stand. I had never even kissed anyone that I wasn’t dating. I do admit, however of fooling around with one of my brothers friends when I was a teen, but I was only trying new things out, ya know? I was a growing girl and he was a horny teenage boy. What more can ya ask for?
So there we were. Me and Ashley, sitting on the sofa, Daniel, my dork big bro, had left us there while he went with his girlfriend to the super market to buy us munches for that night. He was ‘baby-sitting’ me. Daniel had to always baby-sit me since I was the youngest and he was suppose to be the responsible one, when really, in all actual fact I was the responsible one. I could look after myself from 10 up, and he was 16 and still didn’t know shit-all about the world. So anyways, me and Ashley were sitting there on the couch and I don’t know where it came from but I said to him ‘Ashley, are you a virgin?’ and he gave me this strange look as if to say What-The-Fuck-Dude. Then I had blushed and said ‘well, it’s just a question. Since I still am I wanna know what it feels like and I want you to show me.’ I was 14 so it was all good. And he goes to me ‘I don’t know. Your bro would kill me’ and I go to him. ‘Nah, he’ll be cool with it. And who’s to say he should know?’ then I got up and lunged myself at him like a rabbit on heat. I just started kissing him. I lost my virginity that night, on my mums sofa. And to this day, no one knows besides me and Ashley. I haven’t even told Erica about it… hmm, maybe I should one day.
So where was I? … oh yes, that’s right. How hooked I am on Benj. Yeah, well you could’ve sorta guessed it anyways. I wanna do him again but what chance have I got when that.. GIRL is around? Not one chance in hell! God, how I wanna be her. To have her body and to be holding that arm! OK, Skye, that’s enough, you don’t need to beat yourself up over him. He isn’t worth it. But I know deep down he really is worth it.
Me and Charlie finished eating and went back upstairs to record more songs. I can’t wait till the whole album is finished. Then I get to go on tour with it and sing new songs! I actually got a few of my songs recorded too, this morning. Steve liked them but he made me sing them in a Pop way. But still, it isn’t bad to actually record what you have written, aye? No matter the way it’s done, its still [I]your[/I] song!
After we were done Charlie caught up with me, yet again, as I was going to the elevator. “Duff.” He said to me.
I turned to face him. “Yeah?”
He started to fiddle with his car keys. “I had a really good time today. Us joking around and all, and I was just thinking…well if ya don’t want to it’s ok, you can say no. but you wanna go to dinner or something? Only if ya want to.” I don’t know why but I blasted into fits of laughter. He was looked down and blushed. “It’s ok.”
“No.” I said as I was trying my hardest to stop laughing. “It’s ok. It’s not that I don’t like you, because you’re a really sweet guy, I just don’t want that. But it’s a nice thought all the same.” I put my arms out, “C’mon, give Miss. Duffer a hug.”
He smiled sheepishly and gave me a hug.
Once we pulled away I said, “That’s good. I’ll see ya tomorrow morning, bright and early.” I felt tired just at the thought of getting up tomorrow. Tomorrow I have to come in here and then at 2pm I have a radio interview to do, it’s just gonna be about the new album I suppose. They always ask the same questions anyway.
As I walked past Good Charlottes recording room the door opened and I heard a snippet from the song. Benji was singing;
But help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
The brunette walked out and smiled at me. “You’re Duffer right? The Pop singer?” She said in a sweet, all-American voice. Oh how I want her voice too! I mentally slapped myself for that thought. I love my voice!
“Yeah,” I grinned back. I didn’t want to talk to her but she actually did seem cool.
“Yeah, I heard you were here. It’s nice to meet ya,” She put her hand out for a hand-shake, so I shook it, just to be polite *wink-wink* “I’m Rebekah, but everyone calls me Pavo-Don’t ask.” I noticed she had green eyes and her skin was pale.
“Yeah, I hate nicknames too. They always say so much about ya, but nothing at all.” She laughed. “I’m Skye, by the way.” Yeah, don’t you ask either. I hate my name. My dad named me after my grandma in England. Oh god, how I wanna change it legally.
“Pretty name. Hey you wanna come in and listen to the boys?” She gestured to the door.
Oh damn. “nah. I gotta get going. Maybe some other time.” I really didn’t want to see Benj and her together again. Once was enough!
“Oh come on. It’ll be fun.” She grabbed my hand and started tugging on it like she wanted to show me a grand present. “Ya know ya wanna.” How can I say no when it’s so tempting?
“OK. But only for a little cuz I gotta get home.”
“Yay, knew you would! You’re gonna love it. Benji’s singing a solo.”
She opened the door and all I could hear was Benji’s voice. It sent a shiver down my spine. The way that man sings is just… well, it’s breathe-taking. I really do love it. It’s so deep and soulful!
Cuz I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me
To help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
She dragged me inside and I came face-to-face with Billy, “Hey guys. Look who I picked up!” Pavo said as I looked around and spotted Benji. He looked at me and fell silent.
“Hey, Duff. Knew you would come, eventually. As Graham said yesterday; we ain’t gonna bite your head off. You’re always welcome here!” Joel said putting his arm ‘round my shoulder and squeezing it slightly.
“Thanks,” was all I could muster up at that point. I didn’t know wether to laugh, cry, or snort with the way things had turned out for me. First I thought Benj would be a dick like that and tell people about our ‘thing’ last night but now I think he really didn’t, which is good, mind you!
“So anyways, I see you’ve met my girl, Pavo. She’s a nice girl.” he said giving her a little kiss on the cheek; she giggled. So yeah, I’ve been jealous all today for nothing! Great. That’s just great! Used all my energy on her when I could’ve been wasting it on something more important like…oh let’s say MY FUCKING CAREER!
Benj went along singing the rest of his song while I went and spoke to each-member of the group; Paul was really sweet, gave me a kiss on the cheek and a hug. Billy was sorta distinct, he just said ‘hi’ and that’s about it, really. Chris was hilarious. Gave me a kiss and big hug, and made me laugh to no end. Telling me about some weird things fans have done to get close to them and such, really funny shit!
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them
I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me close them up
Once Benj finished up his song he got off his stool and came out to us. “Hey, Duffer.” He said sheepishly.
“Hi,” I murmured. He walked over to me and sat on the mix desk. I looked down at my feet.
“How have ya been?” So this is what he calls conversation? He just saw me yesterday!
“Fine - you?” I asked, not knowing what to say to him after last nights events.
“Same. Ya know, busy and all.” I could feel tension in the room, could anyone else? I looked up and saw Joel fiddling with his shirt buttons, Pavo had her make-up case out and applying even more lipstick. Billy was still just sitting there, doing nothing. Chris wasn’t laughing and leaning against the wall, muttering animatedly to Paul, who was chewing on some gum.
“Hey…”
“So…” We both said at the same time. “No, you go ahead.”
“Just going to say; I loved your song. What’s it called?”
“Oh thanks. ‘Wounded’ might be a track on the album. Not sure though. It’s really personal and don’t wanna sing it in-front of too many people.” Wow.
“Well, I feel special then.” He looked at me with a What? expression “To have heard you actually singing it.”
“Oh.” We both blushed. He actually blushed!
“So, what were you going to say?” I asked.
“Nothing. Was just trying to break that awkward silence.” We both laughed. Then he looked at me with his deep, chocolate brown eyes and smiled. “I saw you watching me and…” He started to say but Billy cut him off. What was he going to say? Watching him and…?
“I gotta go. Promised Chaz I‘d meet her tonight.”
They all said bye to Billy, after he walked out Joel said, with a confused face. “Who the hells Chaz?” They all shrugged their shoulders.
“Do you wanna go grab a bite to eat?” Benji asked me while he grabbed his coat. he was wearing long shorts and a pin-striped shirt, without the tie.
“Sure.” I said and we said bye to the others and went to the café where I had seen him earlier with Pavo.
“I like this little shop!” He said sitting down.
“Hmm?” I murmured.
“It reminds me of back home. Me and Joel used to go to this little café thing back home and I swear it’s the same as this shop. It’s so comforting.” I grinned. Hearing him just say what he used to do when he was younger.
“Cool. Me and my friends used to just go to the mall and hang out, check out hot guys and that’s about it.” We both laughed.
“And you still check out guys too.” I blushed. I felt like correcting him and putting the ‘hot’ in there but didn’t. “No need to get embarrassed. You know I’m The Benj.” I laughed at him.
“That’s the reason I AM embarrassed.”
“Why?”
“Because you’re Benji.” Oh, nice one, Skye, that’s gonna go down smoothly.
He gave me a side grin and spoke near a whisper, “Yeah?” I blushed and gave a little nod of my head.
“I gotta use the bathroom.” I said getting up. He smiled at me and I went to the back of the café and washed my hands in the sink. What is happening to me? When he’s around I just cant seem to hold my tongue. I’ve never been this forward with guys, always been the ‘shy’ one, but with him…with him I’m so outgoing and tell him exactly what’s on my mind! He has the power, Skye, he has it and you know it. Yeah, ok I’m under his spell. I told myself in the mirror.
I heard a little tap on the door, that I guess was suppose to be a knock. “Yeah?” I called.
“You ok?” It was Benji.
I opened the door and went to answer him but he didn’t let me get the words out, his lips were stuck to mine and he pushed me into the bathroom and I heard a click as the door closed.
My back slammed against the wall. My hands were all over his face, his were all over my body and I felt like I was going to explode. We kissed fiercely. I felt his hands go up my skirt and pull my underwear down. I un-did his shorts with great difficulties since I was rushing. He pulled me up on his hips. I could feel his breathe on my face as we pulled away from each-other. His breathe was hot and it just made me want him even more. All the while grunts were heard for both of us. Oh god, what am I doing? I’m in a fricking bathroom with some guy I just met yesterday! Benji is a bad influence for me.
I could feel his hard-on. What’s he waiting for? I wanna do it now! I was so fucking wet, it’s unbelievable. He kissed my neck and I heard a moan come out of my mouth. All along my jaw bone and back down to my cleavage he kissed. I pulled his mouth back up to mine and kissed him. Oh god I’m horny. He pushed himself inside me, he grunted and his thrusts were fast and hard. Oh god I already feel like I’m going to orgasm. Just the kissing was enough to get me going. Oh man, I’m wetting myself. I don’t know when the last time I actually felt like this…Well before last night anyways. Benji’s the only guy in a while I’ve actually got horny over just looking at and now he’s fucking me. Oh GOD! I wanted to pull my hair out! I wanted to push him inside me farther and farther. I wanted to be HIM! I wanted to be inside HIM! I couldn’t get close enough. It’s true what they say, Benji’s IS a like drug. Benji’s the type of drug you DON’T want to get over! He’s addictive!!!
Oh man, his thrust were so hard now I felt like I was going to cave in. He pushed himself inside me and I moaned into his ear. I had orgasmed and so had he. We both punted, while sliding to the ground. Oh god, That was great! I looked at him and his whole face was red. He laughed a little with a half grin. Then that made me laugh. We laughed for five whole minutes, sitting on the floor, in a bathroom in a café in Los Angeles!
“Come on, let’s go.” He said getting up and grabbing my hand to help me too. We both got our clothes in order and walked out to be met by two eyes staring at us.
“Youse right?” The man asked. It was a worker.
“Yeah, sorry for taking so long.” I blushed.
We went back to our table as if nothing happened, just as we sat down the guy from behind the counter brought our food; One of those delicious Salad rolls for me and a veggie burger for Benj. We were in silence till he finished his burger. “I gotta go. C’ya tomorrow.” He said and got up. Confused, I said bye and he left.
When I got home Erica and John were making out on the couch. “Hey,” John said taking a breathe.
“Hey,” I weakly smiled. I sat on the couch and just cried.
“Aw, babe what’s wrong?” Erica said getting up and hugging me.
“He’s such an asshole!” I said, trying to make it clear enough for her to understand.
“Who? Who’s an asshole?”
“Oh Erica, I’ve been so stupid…I knew last night he was and I had to go and fuck him again.” She looked at John and then back at me.
“I think I better go…”
“No. stay. I want you both here.” I sobbed.
“Tell me who this is.” Erica said.
“Benji. I had sex with Benji last night in the studio and just right now in the bathroom of the café and he didn’t talk to me last night afterwards and today he didn’t either. I just don’t know what to do.” She hugged me tighter and John got up and said;
“Should I get the ice-cream and movies?” We both laughed.
“Yes, John, go get them and we want some Johnny Depp and Orlando Bloom…right, Skye?” Erica said with a big grin.
“Yeah,” I giggled, “Orli and Johnny. Yum.”
“Not as yummy as Ben…I mean John Mayer.” She always knew Benji was my guy from the get go, and we always used to sit around talking about Benji and John till we were horny girls and couldn’t sleep. Then we would watch movies the rest of the night in silence.
“Yeah, John cuz Benji isn’t yummy at the moment.” I laughed.
“Too true.” Erica said and looked at John. “What are you waiting for?”
“Oh, ok, you don’t need to give me that look. Where’s the keys?” He asked. Erica threw him the keys once she got them out of her bag and he gave her a kiss on the cheek.
As soon as John walked out the door Erica turned to me, “Give me the goss on him.”
I laughed at her. “Is that all you care about? I’m crying here and you’re asking about the ‘goss’?”
She put on an innocent smile, “No. I care about you. But I wanna know if he’s any good.” She fluttered her eye-lashes. “Ya know ya wanna tell me.” So I told her all the details. I was dying to tell someone about it. Who can say they have had sex with Benji and keep it to themselves? Honestly? NO ONE. It would be impossible, well for me at least.
“Oh my gosh, I wanna do him!” She said jumping up.
“Do who?” John said walking through the door with movies in one hand and a bag in the other.
“You darling, you.” She said walking over to him, giving him a kiss on the nose and grabbing the movies and bag from his hands.
We sat up the entire night watching movies; Pirates of the Caribbean, Chocolat, Secret Window and many more starring the well defined actors. We ate all the ice-cream and I think that night John (as in Mayer, Erica’s boy) found out what a ‘girls night’ is all about.
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A/N; I couldn't be bothered putting the tag things to make places bold/itilic so just put up with it. and give me some feedback. It takes all of two seconds. Thanks... Next chapter will be up soon-ish.
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