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Blood red October	By : Siobahn Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Malice Mizer Views: 1455 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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One little tear dropped down on Manas cheek. How good it was back then, how fine they were, they had been a one hell of an awesome couple. They had been so happy with each other, and what just had happened to them? The bloom of their love had just died, no one had watered it enough, or maybe they had watered it too much and now it was rotten. How did this happen to them? How could it happen just to them? Mana remembered this certain day few years ago, back when everything was normal.

~~~ It was October and it was still kind of warm. The sun was shining, and they were walking in a park, though it was warm, everyone could feel, that it was fall, every one could see, that it was fall. All the woods were covered with bright blood red leaves. It wasn’t even a bit windy, the air stood still, but it still wasn’t too pressing. They were playing around in the park with Gackt, Mana was hiding behind a big tree and Gackt was running around, trying to find him. Mana had just ran at the place where he was right now and was trying to get his breath back to normal. His black dress had cut just below his knee, when he was running to the tree, but he didn’t care, he was so happy, now that he was with Gackt. He was smiling to himself, waiting eagerly that Gackt would find him, and he would get to kiss him. Mana had placed his hand on his heart and watched up to the skies, leaning back against the wood. It was so beautiful, blood red leaves against the clear blue sky. Then, suddenly, out of nowhere Gackt came and almost made Mana have a heart attack. Gackt had pressed his cold hands on Manas thin thigh trough the cut of his dress when Mana was looking up to the sky.

- Whoa! Are you crazy?? Mana screamed. –I could have died! Mana said smiling to Gackt

- No? You got to be kidding!

- Nope. Mana said and shook his head.

- But how could I have killed you, my love?

- Well, I almost had a heart attack

- No! No way! I mean… what would I have done then?

- What do you mean? Mana asked, though he knew the answer so well. Gackt had sat down on the ground and Mana settled himself on his lap

- What I mean is that… how could I live without you, my Hime? If you would die, I think I would have to follow you, because I could not live without you. Mana played with strands of Gackts hair and watched straight to his eyes.

- You are silly, Mana said and touched his nose with the tip of his finger. –Of course you could live without me, you’d just eat and breath as you have done till this day.

- But I’d be so sad… don’t you know, that I love you Hime-chan?

- I know, and I love you too. It’s just that I wouldn’t want you to follow me. I would want you to find someone new to love, someone else, who could make you happy.

- There’s no such creature, which could make me happy, after you had gone. You are the only one, who can do that so I would have to follow you.

- No! I couldn’t stand the idea, that you would lose your life because of me. You’d have to live your life completely and follow me when your time would come.

- It would come really soon, cause I would die to sorrow.

- Come here, Mana said and leaned closer to Gackts face. Manas hand crawled to Gackts neck and he brought his face closer. There were only few cents between their lips anymore. They breathe the same air, everything was silent. There was no one else, but them. Their eyes had locked up with each other. Both of their breath increased. Gackts eyes were lakes at late autumn, so deep, so dark. Mana couldn’t help himself, he just watched and watched in his eyes. Time stopped for them, at that moment, they melt together, they were more one then ever before. Of course they always felt like one, they belong to each other. Now they just felt it more then ever. They both knew, that they would have to brake this soon, neither of them just didn’t have the heart nor the braveness to do it. If it was up to them, they would stay like that till the end, or at least until it was dark, but there were also other people in there and though at the moment neither of them did notice it, they both knew it. Besides, at night someone would come and at least ask if they were all right, or something like that. Mana decided, that he had to brake it. He gently brushed his lower lip against Gackts lips. Their noses gently passed each other. Little moan left Manas lips accidentally, Mana blushed little, but kept going. He lowered his lips back to same level with Gackts. Then suddenly, Gackt took all under his control, his hands found their way through Manas hair to his neck. Mana gasped and leaned his head back. Small moan escaped from Manas lips and Gackt lowered his head with his hands. He leaned closer to Manas face and brought their lips closer. His tongue brushed against Manas lips first gently, but all the time more and more roughly, then finally Mana spread his lips just enough for Gackts tongue to enter his mouth and play with his tongue. ~~~

But that was three years ago and now things were different. More tears crept out of Manas eyes to his cheeks. Quietly he sobbed, his body shivering as he thought that Gackt was asleep. He had also turned his back to Gackt and he was lying on top of his ribs. As the sobs came harder, he pushed his knees against his chest. Mana couldn’t here, but Gackt turned to face his back, then he quietly crawled closer to him. He laid his hand on Manas shoulder.

- What’s wrong, honey, Gackt asked as he leaned his chin on Manas shoulder and drew pointless circles on his skin. Mana just sobbed even harder and couldn’t get a word out of his throat. –Come on Hime-chan. Tell me, it helps

- No… it’s nothing

- But it’s got to be something, cause it made my love cry… come on… tell me

- It’s just that… I just remembered that one day few years ago…

- Yes?

- Back when everything was fine, back when you called me Hime-chan all the time… back when you still loved me… one lonely tear dropped down Gackts cheek, till it landed on Manas shoulder

- What do you mean back when I loved you?

- Oh… I thought, that you at least loved me then, but I guess I was wrong… you didn’t love me even then… Mana felt empty, had no one ever really loved him?

- Of course I loved you! And I still do! My love for you can never vanish and you should know that

- But we aren’t that close anymore… I hope we were

- Shh… don’t cry Hime, don’t cry… maybe we are a bit distant at the moment, but it will get better… I know it will, trust me in the way you used to trust. Desperate little smile crept on Manas lips as these comforting words reached him. He tried to wipe his tears away, but he didn’t have the time as Gackt came and wiped them off for him.

- I’ll trust you, you know that I will. I just feel like I’m loosing you, and I don’t want that to happen. Never.

- You’re not loosing me. I love you, and I always will

- I love you too, Mana said and felt a bit more better, than earlier. He had turned on his back and was now facing Gackt. –Will you kiss me?

- I always will, Gackt said and leaned closer to Mana, brushing his hair at the same time. He placed his lips against Manas and started gently to kiss him. He really loved this man and was really frustrated cause of the Ren thing. He should have never done that. But now it was just too late. Gackt knew that he had to end it.
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