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Together again	By : Haru28 Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Malice Mizer Views: 1516 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Disclaimer…same as before..nothing mine….nothing…
part 2
[Közi]
“It´s okay”, Gackt said silently. We both really didn´t want to talk much about it. It still hurt.
Again we fell silent and I realized that there wasn´t much we could talk about. We both had changed a lot in the past years and we now lived in two different worlds.
“Ne…Mana will travel to Paris soon”, I tried again but failed totally with the topic. “I´ve been there just a few weeks ago. It´s great. He can´t wait so …..” I trailed off. The Mana-topic didn´t seem to interest Gackt. He started down at the wine-glass in his hands, slowly turning it around. After he had drunk his coffee Gackt quickly had filled himself a glass of red wine and he had emptied the second cub while I was still with my tea.
“I almost followed him”, Gackt suddenly said.
I turned around and faced him quite shoked. “What?”
A sad smile was formed on Gackt´s full lips and he didn´t look at me. He stared down at the cigarette in his shaking hands. “You heard of my mental breakdown after I started with my solo career….it wasn´t only stress. I know you and Kami were good friends but ….we had spent so much time together and …without him….” His voice trailed off but I think I knew what he had wanted to say. I didn´t know what I should answer so I stayed quiete and slowly finshed my tea.
I took my glasses of and put them on the table. My eyes hurt and I closed them for a moment.
“Ne, Közi-kun….” Gackt started after a while of silence. “It´s quiete a way back to Tokyo and it´s already dawn…..why won´t you just stay here over night?”
I blinked at him. “What?”
“Stay here. We can talk a bit longer. We haven´t seen each other for so long.” Gackt´s look was almost pleading.
Unsure I looked at my watch. It would get really late till I get back to Tokyo. I gave Gackt a tiny smile. “Okay, I better go check for a room then, nee?”
But Gackt smiled and shock his head. “No need. Why don´t you stay here?”
“This couch doesn´t look comfortable.”
“Oh come on Közi. We oftern shared a room when….”
“Yeah”, I laughed silently. “You and Kami shared one. I did with Mana. And Yu~ki had his Teddy bear.”
Gackt nodded and laughed while leaning back. “You´re right. Maaah, sometimes I miss the old times. Being together with you guys, touring and hanging out together….”
My smile died on my lips. “It was your choice to leave us and we can never be together like this now. No all of us.”
Maybe I had been a bit too hard to him because suddenly his body begann to shiver and he tried to chocke a sob. Buring his pretty face in his hands he began to cry.
I raised from my seat and walked over to him, hugging him. He leaned his head against my chest and I couldn´t help but to pat his back soothingly.
Suddenly I felt his head nuzzle against my chest and his hand moving over my body. Surprised I backed away but Gackt held me tight in his embrance.
“Gakku…let go”, I whispered and struggled a bit more when I felt his hand slide over my crotch. “Don´t.”
“Aah, Shh Közi-kun”, he whispered and he leaned up from his embrance to kiss me. I didn´t answer the kiss but that didn´t seem to disturb him.
It had been a while since we last were together like this. I guess it was around the time we worked on Illuminati. He had seduced me like he was doing now and he knew I would not be able to resist him. We never were lovers or a couple but we had spent some nights together. Each time one of us felt lonely or in need of sex we visited the other. And while working on the Merveilles Songs I wrote the music for we had spent a lot of time together anyway.
I leaned deeper into the couch and Gackt rested his weight on top of me. He had gained a little weight and I mentioned it with a tiny laugh.
“Just muscles”, he smiled and searching his hands wandered under my shirt. “You on the other side hasn´t changed a bit I see.”
“No, I just became older.”
“Yes, I see your hair is already white”, he smiled and again captured my mouth in a kiss. This time I answered, and he gave me a winning smile when we parted. He had known I wouldn´t be able to resit. His hands were smooth, unlike mine who were used to the strings of my guitars.
“You got some new tattoos”, he said silently, staring down at the new pictures on my chest and arms.
“Yeah….you like them?”
He didn´t answer. Gently he strocked over my chest and I couldn´t help it but to lean back and let my eyes flutter shut.
[Gackt]
I had never guessed he would melt under my hands like this. He must have been alone for quiete a while. I wondered what had happened to him and Mana. Had there ever been something real or was it rather like it had been between him and me? Some desperate nights of holding each other.
I could feel the urgent need in him and so I didn´t last on my thoughts long and while showering him with featherly kisses, I trailed down his body. With skilled fingers I opened his pants and – stopped in the movement. For just a flash of time I had the vision of not Közi lying here under me but someone else. Someone with incredibly long hair. Reddish hair. Someone who was long dead…..
“Gackt?” Közi´s voice showed worry and concern. He looked at me and I just stared back but not seeing him. I saw someone else. Kami smiled at me, reached out his hand but then he was gone as soon as he had appeared. I saw Közi looking at me with worry in his eyes. His hand on my cheek. “Gackt?” I shock my head. “Nothing……” I tried a smile and kissed him again. “Nothing. I´m fine.”
He blinked for a moment and I could tell he didn´t believe me. But I still hand my hand half in his pants and just a slight movement of me could make his thought turn back to something else than my sudden vision.
Smiling I leaned down and freed him from his pants. He tried to hide a moan when my hand brushed over his erect cock but he couldn´t. His head fell back and his eyes fluttered shut again. I knew I got him then. My lips touched the tip of him and I gently kissed him. My tongue darted out and licked of him, swirling around the tip and down the length. Közi moaned silently. He had never been a loud person in bed and so I knew he liked it and enjoyed each movement I made. I swallowed him and began my sucking down the length of his cock. Közi moaned voiceless and his hand settled on my hair, gently pushing me deeper.
I speed up my movements and just before I felt him come I looked up to see him at this moment but my eyes widened when I saw not Közi but again a vision of Kami right before me. He had his eyes closed and a moan just left his beautiful mouth. I was so taken aback that I kept him in my mouth but also kept staring at his face.
I had always wanted to have Kami like this but he was the only one who resisted me. No matter how much I flirted with him, how much I tried he would always resist. And then I left, couldn´t stand his refuse any longer and couldn´t stand being this close to him any longer. And then….
I felt a hot fluid fill my mouth and in the same moment the vision vanished and I saw Közi again. Panting and smiling down at me in his wicked way. His hands touched my face and lifted me up till we were on one height. “You scratched me, Vampire brat prince*.”
I blinked and looked down. Right, I must have scratched him with my teeth and now that he had mentioned it I tasted not only his cum but also the slight taste of blood in my mouth. “Sorry”, I whispered.
“It´s okay. I like it a bit bloody, nee? Keeps up my image.” He laughed silently and snuggled against me.
[Közi]
It had been a stressing day I think I fell asleep, because when I woke the curtains were drawn and some small lamps had been lit in the room. Gackt´s head was still resting against my chest and he was sleeping, so I guessed that it musst have been one of his Bodyguards who lit the lamps and closed the curtains. The clock on the wall showed 2 am. I gently poked Gackt´s arm, making him stirr.
“What?”
“We fell asleep.”
Gackt rose and I flexed my hurting muscles. I had been right, the couch wasn´t very comfortable. My whole body hurt and so I asked Gackt if he would mind if I took a quick shower. He didn´t and I so I set out for the bathroom.
I shred off my clothes and stepped into the shower. It feld great letting the hot water running down my back.
A few minutes later I took a towel and wrapping it around my hips left the small cabin. For a moment I looked up into the huge mirror and stared at my vision. Gackt and I had always been different in apperance but at this moment it was really clear to me. He looked handsome, an idol for hundrets of guys and girls. I on the opposite ….My hair dyed almost white, tattoos covering both arms, chest and back and I was thin but not in shape like Gackt was.
( noooo………Közi-kun! You look GREAT! *drool* sorry..had to be said…..^^; )
Suddenly I remembered I haven´t brought any luggage for I had not planed to stay in Ibaraki. Also my cats were still alone, probably worried about me of just messing up each room. I had to drive back. Now.
So I dressed in my clothes again and walked back into the mainroom. “Gackt, I have to leave, my cats are alone and….” Blinking I looked around. Gackt was nowhere. “Gackt?” I asked a little louder but I didn´t get a reply. I called him again by his real name but still there was no answer.
I couldn´t just leave like this, I thought. Just with a note on a piece of paper. I was not like him….
Finally I walked through the whole suite and finally I found him. He was sleeping in the huge four poster bed, the comforter covering barely covering the lower half of him, but I knew anyway that he used to sleep naked. I didn´t want to wake him just for telling that I would leave nowand so I changed my mind and left him a note, telling him that I had to leave but also that we had to meet again with a little more time. I added my home- and mobile phone number and email – just in case. The note and another piece of paper on which I wrote my new adress in Tokyo I put on the pillow next to his head . He didn´t even stir.
Then I left the room and drove home.
It was late noon * when I reached Tokyo. Iwas tired and hungry and so I stopped at a small Ramen store to get some warm food – for I was way too tried to cook something when I got home.
The girl behind the counter stared a bit shoked at me - either she new me from media of my white hair, huge colored glasses and tattooed hand (the arms ere covered by long sleeves) scared her off. After a while she served me my food and asked politly for an autograph. Maybe I wasn´t this scary at all.
My cats were deffinatly angry with me for not coming home back earlier as I had promised. Zaku didn´t bother to look at me while RaRa hid unter my bed, refusing to get out. I ignored them on my own and fell on my bed, deadly tired.
RaRa mewed poutingly, poked me with her paw and finally made herself comfortable on my chest. I strocked her fur and was about to doze off when my phone rang. It was Yuko.
“EoD got another tour around Helloween in Europe.”
“Oh.”
“We´ll be in Berlin on Oktober 30th. Same location like in Spring…Közi-kun? Are you listening?”
I nodded but then remembered that she couldn´t see me so I said aloud: “Sure, sounds great.”
Her voice sounded a bit worried when she asked: “You´re okay Közi-kun?”
I sighed. I wasn´t in the mood for having a long conversation with her now. I liked Yuko but right now all I wanted was sleep. So I said: “Nee Yuko-chan, I just came back home. I need sleep. I´ll call you later.” She quickly excused herself and I threw the phone away. It almost hid Zaku who had just decided to give up pouting and joined me and RaRa on the bed. He snuggled against my side and it didn´t take me long till I finally found sleep.
Only one hour later the doorbell woke me. I gently pushed RaRa off my chest and stumbled to the door – just to back away when I saw who stood in front of my apaato.
“Ema-chan, Aki-chan…what are you doing here?”
The two girls smiled brightly at me. “We´re here to visit you, uncle Koji.”
They were the daughters of my eldest brother. Ema was fifteen and her younger sister Akiko was five. Ema held a suitcase and I guessed nothing good for I couldn´t see my brother or his wife. “You´re alone?”
“Can we come in?”
I let my nieces in and after Ema had sat down on the red couch and little Akiko had make a run to the bathroom I asked them again. “What are you doing here? Where are your parents?” I knew my brother would never let his girls travel alone from Niigata to Tokyo, so I guessed…
“We ran away. Can we stay here, uncle Koji?” Ema said, looking at me pleadingly.
I ran a hand through my hair and sat down. Akiko immidiatly climped on my lad and hugged me. “We came all the way alone! Isn´t that great?” I briefly hugged her back and took a look at her sisert. Both looked tired and a bit scared that I might send them back right away. They knew I was busy with my career and they had luck I was at home anyway. I really loved the kids of my brothers and I adored these girls but …I could also imagine how worried my brother and his wife would be now.
“I can explain it, uncle Koji. Please. Don´t send us back”, Ema begged and Akiko nodded sleepy. When she couldn´t hide a yawn I got up and carried her on my arm, I gestured Ema to follow. “You both sleep now. We can talk later.” Ema smiled brightly and cuddled up to her sister who was already half asleep on my bed. “Thank you!”
I left the room and lit a cigarette. More trouble. Great. Just what I needed….
to be continued
NOTE - The brat prince…well….I guess you all know that I admire the Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice and especially Lestat. He´s called the Brat Prince sometimes..I dunno why I took it here for Gackt..maybe because he claims to be a Vampire…*shrug* oh well…maybe I just like the word….
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