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Color me blood red	By : Haru28 Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Crossovers Views: 992 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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June 8th 1999
“What do you think?” Közi asked, sitting down on the red couch next to Shinya and showing him some photos of the last photoshooting. Shinya took them and looked through. “I like the white hair but…..you? Barefoot? I thought you feel unsecure then?” he smiled. Közi grinnend and nodded. “And it was cold but fun. I like the eyething. They´re for the next photobook. We all made several photoshootings. Klaha not ….you know Mana ´s still against it that he´s beoming out official vocalist.”
Shinya nodded slowly and looked through the other pictures. The fotos of Közi looking like a punk with a bouquet of roses he favoured immidiatly.
Közi hugged his legs and watched Shinya looking at the photos. Resting his head on his knees he said: “Kami´s idea scared me a little. He´s commiting seppuku…”
Shinya just nodded out of mind. He didn´t really listen and just kept staring at the beautiful fotos in his hands. Közi stretched out like one of his cats and leaned againt Shinya´s shoulder. Uncomfortably he moved around and finally put his head in Shinya´s lap, letting the drummer gasp in surprise.
“Nee, Shini.. you get more and more Skinny. I ´m worried about you”, Közi whispered looking up into the huge eyes of the auburn haired.
“I´m fine”, Shinya mumbled barely hearable.
“You´re not”, a sad smile appeared on the face of the guitarist. “I know you´re thinking about something for a few months already. Let me help you with it, nee?”
Shinya shok his head, trying to hide his face under the mass of his long hair but Közi just gently pushed it aside. “I´m the problem, right?”
Shinya´s eyes widened and he was about to say something when Közi´s heand reached up again and his soft fingers brushed over Shinya´s lips. “I know it´s me. I shouldn´t have tried to pretend nothing had happened between us.”
“You…..” Shinya couldn´t believe his ears. Közi did remember that night? So he had lied about it …but why?
Közi closed his eyes for a moment and scratched over his partly shaved head. “I thought …..no, I knew how you felt about me and I think I was just a little too drunk and I didn´t want to use you but …” He sighed and sat up. “I don´t know how to say it Shinya. I like you. Really. But I don´t think…it could work out with us. I mean…”
“No…don´t say any more”, Shinya whispered, Trying to force back the tears forming in his eyes. “I understand.”
The drummer got up and want to his room. “Maybe I should leave…..”
Közi sighed and ran his hand through the long hair on one side that was left. “Shinya…wait. I didn´t mean it like that. I don´t want to you to leave. Please…” Standing in the doorway to Shinya´s room he stared at the younger one as he got out his suitcase. “You said it yourself Közi, it won´t work out.”
Közi looked down and after a moment he walked to Shinya. Gently he wrapped his arms around the slim waist of the drummer. “Please, don´t leave.” He rested his head on Shinya´s shoulder and for a moment time seemed to stop when they didn´t move. Finally Shinya tried to break away but Közi held him all the closer. “Shini…please….maybe I´m wrong. Maybe it can work out.”
Blinking Shinya looked into Közi´s eyes. “What?”
A smiled appeared on közi´s face. “”Why don´t we give it a try?”
“But Közi ……no..you said it yourself.. you like me but not like I ….not the same was I like you. It won´t work, Közi.”
Közi knew he had made a mistake but he had never thought that Shinya would be this dissapointed about it. He didn´t want to loose Shinya now and he was scared of what Shinya might do when he was alone again. It was true that he didn´t love Shinyab ut why not pretend?….at least as long as Shinya was not stable enough to live alone and get over it by himself. So Közi reached for Shinya´s hands again and pulled him into another embrace. “Please, stay with me”, he whispered and gently brushed a kiss over Shinya´s lips. “I can learn to love you.”
Shinya blushed and looked down. Everything in him yearned to just hug Közi and kiss him but his mind kept telling him that it wasn´t real. That he will be dissapointed again. Finally his heart won and his wrapped his arms around Közi´s neck and kissed the guitarist passionatly.

Shinya dropped the newspaper and ran out of the hall. Kaoru and Kyo looked up surprised and Die almost dropped his guitar when Shinya stormed out. Toshiya blinked and grabbed the newspaper Shinya had dropped. Front line read: “Malice Mizer´s drummer Kami-san suddenly deceased.”
“KÖZI? Közi where are you?” Shinya stormed into the apartment and looked into each room. His heart beat against his chest and Shinya took a second to pant for air. “Közi, damn…where are you?” A shiver ran over his back. He was sure that Közi already knew about Kami´s death and he was scared how Közi might have reacted on it. Again he searched each room but without a result.
Exhausted he stopped in the mainroom, when suddenly realization hit him. He hadn´t searched Közi´s bathroom, the one right next to his bedroom. Usually the door was always open but this time it had been closed. Shinya ran back to Közi´s bedroom and he was not yet at the bathroom door when he saw the red droplets on the carpet. He banged against the bathroom door, hitting against it with his fists and pulling at the doolknop. “Közi! Open up! I know you´re in there! Please, open.” When there was no response Shinya hit the door with his whole weight and after a few tries it gave away. Shinya stormed inside and looked around. For a moment he gasped for air when he saw Közi lying in the bathtub, eyes closed, the water bloody red.
Tears formed in his eyes and again the fear that Közi this time had gone too far. That he left him. Left him all alone again. With shivering hands he touched Közi´s neck, feeling for his pulse. Relieved when he felt the steady beating of his heart the sank to the floor. Közi was just sleeping…and the water in the tub had mixed itself with the blood from the serval but rather small wounds on Közi´s arms and chest. After he had calmed down a bit Shinya got up and lifted Közi out of the tup. The drummer was stronger then he appeared to be – due to years of drumming and working out – and Közi didn´t weight much himself. Slowly Shinya carried Közi to his bed and aided his wounds. Finally he undressed himself and pulling the sheets over them he snuggled up to the guitarist.
Gently Shinya stroked over Közi´s chest, not wanting the wake the redhaired. When his fingers brushed over the butterfly tattoo on Közi´s chest he a whispering voice. “He´s dead, Shini……he´s dead…..”
“I know”, Shinya whispered back. He had met Kami just once but his skills in drumming and his cheery character he had admired right away. A choke left Közi´s throat and Shinya hugged the slender guitarist when he broke out in tears, crying over the death of his friend.
Oktober 17th 1999
“When will Toshiya pick you up?”
Shinya looked up and closed his last suitcase. “In an hour.”
Közi walked towareds the drummer and wrapped his arms around him. “I´ll miss you.”
A faint smile appeared on Shinya´s face. “I´m just moving to my own apartment. I´m not out of the Land, nee?”
Közi nodded and smiled back. “I know but still. Rara and Zaku will also miss their favourite toy.”
Shinya pouted and picked up his tiny dog. “Puppy ´s not a toy but he won´t stay alone. Toshiya got me a cat and called it Miyu.” Közi laughed and sat down on Shinya´s bed. “Thank´s for being there for me and helping me get over …you know.” Shinya lifted the suitcase of the bed and sat down next to the guitarist. “So I think, you were right back then.”
Közi blinked. “Right about what?”
“That it won´t work out with the two of us.”
“We tried it.”
“Yes…but it´s not meant to be”, Shinya smiled. “You´re meeting that girl today?”
Közi´s lips curled up on the left corner. “You know me far too well, Minako-chan´s just working with us…yet.”
Shinya laughed and smiled. “I´ll call you from Osaka when we´re there for our first tourstop, okay?”
Közi nodded and yawned. “Yeah. And I better get dressed properly, nee? Mana called out a meeting…I guess he finally decided to annouce Klaha officially as our vocalist.”
Shinya nodded and took a quick look into the mirror. He had gained a little weight in the last months and Közi didn´t hurt himself anymore. They both were now ready to face live on their own….whatever might be waiting for them….
Shinya turned around to Közi again and rammed the knife he had hidden under his shirt into his chest. Shocked Közi´s eyes widened then became distand when life left him.
Shinya pulled the bloody dagger out of the moveless body beneath him and leaned down to kiss Közi´s still wam lips. “If I can´t have you…noone will. You were wrong. You and I are meant for each other.” With that he again lifted the knife and aimed for his last goal.

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