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Beginnings	By : garretts Category: Individual Celebrities > Gerard Butler Views: 1883 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know Gerard Butler. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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CHAPTER TWO
James and Rain were easily friends with some of the more ambitious goals in life. And He had convinced her to go out with his brother so that they could all be together for the annual party. It was not very hard to convince her for she felt she would not deny him anything. Never had she had so many good friends and Jared was a sweet man who also had good looks. It was apparent that she did not feel the same about him as she did James but she could mask that almost bury it. For she wasn’t willing to ruin her new found friendship over something that was probably lust. For she felt love had never really been in her mind frame as she wed George.
Whatever she did it seemed her mind would always go back to him. And the harder she tried to smile it hit her hard as she had seen James and Agnes sneaking off by the tree she and James had hugged. The gesture was innocent and she knew he felt like a brother towards her but why hadn’t he feltthe way she did? Why wasn’t it her instead of Agnes?
Agnes was a good friend but when it came to men she was never one to stay interested for long but for some reason She and James were still together. It wasn’t like she was going to go and tell him to be hers. For all her longing she hoped that her feelings toward him would change. Maybe it was her lack of sex and he being the strongest male around that made her feel weak in the knees. (lack of sex, now that was a thought, more like never having it.) She walked to the house and went to the kitchen she stopped as the cook Abigail smiled at her. Abigail she was always smiling she had been like a mother to her over the last few weeks. Graying hair and wrinkles made up this woman but the kindness in her heart made her young .
“I know what ye be lookin for Miss Rain it be in breadbox on the counter.”
Her southern twang mixed with the Scottish giving her a distinct accent. She had come to Scotland to be a nanny and her employers had let her go being that all the children were grown. Rain spotted her sitting in the small pub inquiring about a job. Rain felt lucky to have her.
Rain grabbed the bread from the box and made her way to the lake. Since living here it was her most treasured. The solitude it offered was priceless never had she had so much time to think. She had recently got a bench from a carpenter and now she could sit and feed the ducks who had come to realize she offered an easy meal.
As she crumbled the bread and threw it on the ground she hummed to herself. A song her mother sang to her as a child. Some old song she did not know the words too. But the melody soothed her when she couldn’t calm. The ducks had grown bold and some even came to eat from her hand. One of them feeling very grumpy but hungry pinched her hand which hurt so bad she yelled out in pain.
She began to laugh as the darn bird still stood its ground and wanted the bread she threw the rest on the ground as she laughed. “you little shit why I ought to have Abigail prepare you for dinner.”
“You know that might be the best idea I have heard since these friends of yours have arrived.”
She nearly fell but he broke her fall. She turned to see his smile and sparkling eyes looking at her. She blushed once again and stood away from him and placed her hands behind her back . Not wanting him to notice how much they shook when he was near.
“James! One of these days I am going to get you for sneaking up on me.” He done it regularly as if watching for her to sneak up here alone. Come to think of it he always did it when she was here alone. Her heart hammered in her chest was he always looking for her?
“Ah, Rain you just love to tease me, tell me what would you do to me?” His smile widened and his eyes full of mischief.
Rain felt embarrassed and hid her face as she giggled.
“Tell me why do you always hide from me? It seems like everytime I come to jest with you. You seem to find a way or excuse to leave me.” His eyes still holding hers and his smile vanished and something dangerous lit up in his eyes.
“I told you James I am very nervous around men.”She lied hoping he wouldn’t notice
“No, No Rain do not fool me, I have seen you with my brother and others you act comfortable and even flirt with these men but me you seem to avoid .”
“Well your with Agnes and she is very jealous I don’t want her to think I like you.”
His smile returned again and he licked his lips as he responded “And do you?”
“No!” Her heart pounded what tricks was he playing.
His lip pouted as he laughed “Come on just a little?”
Rain smiled at him god how hot he was when he pouted. If she had her way she would kiss him hard
“You remind me how lucky I am to be an only child for your teasing is worse than that of a real brother’s”
His green eyes sparkled as he spoke “oh shall I prove that I don’t wish to be your kin.”
Rain felt the tingle from her toes up and she stepped back as he stepped forward. He began closing the gap as rain backed into Their tree and she had nowhere else to go.
“Rain you know you want to be kissed and there isn’t any chance that I can ignore it nor you for that matter. I know that you desire it from me.”
He trapped her and his scent filled her lungs and made her weak. Her hand pressed his chest weakly trying to stop him.
Suddenly from behind Agnes voice came from the small garden.
“Rain, where are you?”
He then leaned in and kissed her face and whispered in her ear.
“I know that no man has been where I plan to go and sooner or later you will beg me to take you there.”
His mouth went to hers and he pressed hard forcing her mouth open with his tongue. Her head spinned as he slid his hands to the small of her back and pressed her to him. The kiss deepened and she could hear Agnes’s voice becoming louder. He sat her gently on the bench as he broke the kiss. He stood away from her as she stood from the bench in effort to run and fainted on the ground.
He smiled as he knelt down to offer help just as Agnes came into view and ran at the sight of Rain.
She looked at James “What happened?”
“She must have felt ill she was screaming at something and as I got here she fainted.”
Agnes shook her head and talked softly to her friend.
“Rain, are you okay Rain, she shook her slightly as Rain began to open her eyes. “Rain you scared us what happened.”
“I fell asleep and then had a bad dream as I walked toward the house A duck bit me, it hurt and I screamed and hit the ground. So Stupid I know to faint cause of a duck.”
Her eyes found James as he smiled in mischief.
“He was a very large duck though and he almost drew blood.” She was angry at him he had seduced her. But hadn’t she wanted him too He could read her well.
Agnes walked her to her house and left with A friend while James stayed behind to keep an eye on her. They both sat apart on the overstuffed couch staring at the fire someone had started for her. Silence filled the air and this was what she did not want to ruin the friendship was worth more than anything.
“You know she is cheating on me right?” He spoke allowed after what seemed like an eternity.
Rain started at his deep voice, there was defiantely anger there.
“No I did not James I am sorry.” Somehow this was worse than she thought he was using her or planned to.
“Well she is,My brother saw her with Ricky from Glasgow . They went to the toilets for hours and he went in and heard her howling like a cat.”
The horror of it really made her angry, She had always got overlooked and then when men wanted to lick there wounds she was there as a friend.
“Rain, I am sorry for kissing you but... Fuck I'm not sorry dammit." He yelled.
“Look James let me save you from embarrassing me I know I could never be your woman, or anyones I am a 30 yr old divorcee who never had sex ever. I don’t even know how to do it. I will not be someones 2nd choice or revenge. So please just be honest with me if you want to get it on just say it we can get it over with and be done with it. That way we will both walk out of this without any expectations.”
His jaw dropped and Rain knew she had been too bold. She even felt sick at the words.
“Look James I’m just so screwed up I am no good I don’t even know what I need from you or anyone. I just want to live my life not thinking of how I screwed up someone else’s .
I Just need a friend, maybe more I don’t know. But at this moment I just need to be alone.” So please Just go give me some time.
James stood and walked out the door. She hadn’t really wanted him to go and as she heard his car drive off she felt the familiar lonliness once more. It was for the best she thought. He would expect more than she could give and for her it would need to be love. She wanted it toshe needed it to feel alive once more. She didn't know if he would ever offer love. Plus she didn’t even know if she could accept it..
She walked up the stairs to her bedroom and fell on the bed with the door open and fell asleep instantly.
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