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You can't escape the wrath of my heart	By : freakXshowX06 Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 1412 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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**DESTINY'S POV**
All the guys were sitting around watching some movie. April saw something and drug me with her. I soon found myself standing in the kitchen in front of Phil. April made the "formal" introductions as she handed me a glass of orange juice. Phil and I were in the middle of our "reunion" hug when Bam, Dico, Raab, Ville, Linde, and Jussi 69 walked in. They cooed at us, and I flipped them off. Bam suggested we all go out to eat to celebrate. Everyone agreed, but nothing too fancy since no one wanted to dress up. I took my orange juice and went out the back door as Phil and April went to the living room and Bam and company went to the Pirate Bar.
The backyard was big and beautiful. The was huge and in the shape of the Heartagram, with it being painted on the bottom of the pool. It looked kickass from the ground. I sat down in one of the chaise lounges and let out a sigh. This was gonna be hard. Raising a child with these guys. What did I get myself into? I sighed again, not realizing someone was standing in the door way watching me. I laid back and began rubbing my barely noticeable belly. How long would I be able to keep this from everyone? April and Phil knew, but that's about it. I sighed again.
"What's wrong love?" I heard a deep voice ask, making me jump, "I didn't mean to startle you, darling."
"Oh, Ville! I'm ok." I reply, looking away from those mesmerizing green eyes
"You sure? You've sighed no less than 3 times since I came out here, darling." Ville said, placing a gentle hand on my knee
"It's just......hell, it's not your problem. Never mind." I said, immediately regretting saying anything at all
"I promise you whatever you say to me stays with me. Please, Lempia, what's wrong?" Ville asks right as Bam walks out to where we're sitting
"We're ready to go." Bam says, looking between Ville and I
"Alright new boss of mine! Who's riding where?" I ask, laughing slightly
"Well my new employee, me, you, Ville, Linde, Burton, and Mige are riding in the Hummer. Mige, Gas, Raab, Ape and Phil are taking Phil's car. Dunn, Novak, Rake, and Dico are taking Dunn's Jeep. Everyone's almost ready so let's go!!" Bam says smiling brightly
I sigh once more and follow Bam into the house with Ville following close behind me. We just waited around for everyone to make it downstairs before heading out to our respective vehicles. Bam insisted on me sitting up front with him. We chatted about odd things the whole way. It was a nice conversation, don't get me wrong, it's just I was really worried about being pregnant around these guys. I began to wonder about raising my child with them. By the time we'd arrived at the restaraunt, I was almost in tears. I looked in the mirror and noticed my eyes had changed to a very dark brown, almost black color.
April noticed me, and then told the boys we were going to the restroom. I followed her silently to the bathroom. Once inside, she pulled me into a tight hug. That's when I broke down. Completely. In her arms. She tilted my head up and asked me what was wrong. I told her about my fear of raising my baby alone, about being pregnant with the guys and raising my child with them too. I told her how I felt like a whore and not worthy of being loved by a man since being raped. She hugged me more and told me everything would be alright. The door suddenly opened and Bam stuck his head in asking if everything was alright. After reassuring him we were fine, April helped me calm down and clean up. I followed her to the table a few moments later.
The waiter was waiting for us to decided on what we wanted to eat. I told him I just wanted a Chef salad with ranch dressing and a glass of water. Everyone else ordered and we sat around talking. I could sense everyone was watching me carefully, as if to figure out what was going on. April had leaned over to Phil and was whispering to him, probably about our conversation in the bathroom. He would give me this sympathetic looks every now and then. Bam kept getting really irriated about it, before asking me what was going on.
"Bam, guys, there's something I need you all to know." I said, after getting everyone's attention.
"Go ahead sweetie." April urged
As I was about to go into what was happening, when this group of teenie girls ran up to our table yelling about wanting to have babies with Ville, Linde, Bam, and Raab and throwing papers in their faces and cd's to be signed. The guys all sighed and I looked over at April. The girls finally left right as our food arrived. I ate in silence, deep in thought. Everyone caught up on things while April and Phil just kind of kept a silent watch over me. After dinner, the guys were discussing dissert. My phone began ringing, so I got up from the table to answer my phone.
"Hello?" I asked
"Hi sweetie, how are you doing?" I heard Mike ask
"I'm good. Bam Margera is my brother, huh?" I joked, smiling even if he couldn't see it
"Yeah. I take it things are going smoothly? Have you talked to April yet?" Mike asked
"Yeah, we had a long talk as soon as I arrived. We're out to dinner now, celebrating my return to the family!" I say with a bit of sadness in my voice
"What's wrong, sweetheart? Worried about raising the baby alone? Love will find you when you least expect it, you just have to keep your eyse open." Mike said wisely
We talked a while longer before everyone finished up and we headed back to Castle Bam. I was extremely tired and wanted to cry again. Entering the house, everyone kind of disperses. Mom and Dad head to their room since they've got to work in the morning. Raab, Rake, Dunn, and Mige set down in front of the big screen in the living to play Halo. Linde, Burton, Dico, and Gas head to the game room to shoot pool. Novak heads up to his room. Bam heads to the game room to watch the guys play pool. That left me and Ville. I smiled sheepishly at him before walking to find Bam.
I asked him where I was sleeping. He smiled at me and got up to show me to my room. My room was in the attic, complete with my own bathroom. It was absolutely beautiful. It was all in black and purple. The walls were painted black with the carpet a deep purple. The furniture and bed frame was black with dark purple silk sheets/comforter. The bed itself was King-sized. There was a balcony directly across from my bed. My bags had already been brought up and were setting with bags that didn't belong to me.
"Um, Bam? Who's bags are those?" I asked, forgetting what Mom had said about Ville
"Oh! Uh, would you mind if you and Ville shared a room? They're gonna be here for a few months and I'm working on adding onto the house so when they visit, everyone will have their own room." Bam replies, looking unsure
"I don't have a problem with it. As long as he doesn't mind if I cuddle. I'm a big cuddler." I say, blushing madly
"Haha, alright, I'll warn him to beware of the cuddle monster!" Bam says laughing before giving me a hug.
He leaves me alone and I sigh. I dig for my sleep shorts and matching tank top. I open up the door to the balcony and step into the cool night air. The stars are all out and there's not a cloud in the sky. It was really a beautiful night. I was contemplating slipping into my flops and walking around. Finally making my mind up, I slip into my flops and head downstairs. I feel eyes on me as I walk out the front door. I had been walking around for about 5 minutes when I found a beautiful pond to the east of the house. There were some pretty old, majestic looking trees all around it and it seemed to be kept up pretty well. I sat down on the cool, soft grass.
Looking up into the sky, I sighed. Damn, I sigh alot. Since this spot was pretty peaceful, I decided that this would be the place I would hold my rituals. I could feel the energy of the God and Goddess all around me. This, somehow, was where I was supposed to be. I guess I lost track of time because I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and saw Ville standing over me smiling.
"Oh, um, hi?" I stumbled
"I thought I'd come and get you since it's supposed to start raining soon." Ville said, as lightning struck and thunder crashed
I jumped slightly and Ville held out his hand for me. I graciously took it as he helped me up. We made it into the house just as the rain began pouring down. Everyone was in the same positions as before. He stopped to watch the video game and I headed up to the room he and I were sharing. I walked back out on the balcony and watched the rain. Lucky for me the balcony also had a roof to it!! I watched as the water hit the pool, dripped off the trees, dripped off the roof, made puddles in the yard.
"Are you ok? You've been really quiet all evening." I heard that deep, sexy voice ask
Sighing, I nodded my head yes. Suddenly, my eyes filled with tears. I'm pregnant with no one to help me. Well, I know everyone in this house will help me. I just feel so alone. With this baby, I'm afraid I'm going to be alone forever! I mean, honestly, who's going to want to be with a pregnant woman or a single mother? I'm destined for loneliness. I didn't realize I'd started crying until I felt someone wrap their arms around my waist and pull me back into the room.
"Please, love, tell me what's wrong? Why are you crying? Please, Destiny, talk to me!" Ville said, concern filling his deep voice
"It's just.......I don't want to burden you with my problems." I said, still crying
"Love, we're going to be roommates for a few months. I don't like seeing you cry. Please, you'll feel better if you get whatever it is off your chest." Ville said as there came a knock at the door.
Bam poked his head in. As soon as he noticed me crying, he walked in shutting the door behind him. He asked Ville what was wrong and Ville told him that I wasn't talking to him. Bam asked me gently to tell him. I sighed again and looked between Bam and Ville. Bam pulled up a chair and sat directly in front of me while Ville was sitting on my right. I sighed once more before beginning my tale.
"Alright, I'll you. You two better promise not to say anything to anyone. April and Phil already know. Forgive me if I start crying again, though." I said
"It's alright Destiny. Whatever it is, we're all here for you." Bam said, reassuringly
"About three months ago, I was walking from one of my best friend's shops to my other best friend's shop to let them know we were going out that night. On the way, I was grabbed and raped. Unfortunately, I..........." I trailed off before bursting out in tears again; Ville pulled me to him and let me cry into his chest.
"Take your time sweetie. We'll stay up all night if we have to." Ville said softly into my ear.
"Um, anyways. I got pregnate. I'm 3 moths along exactly. The company knows. I think that's part of the reason they transferred me from Motley to you Bam." I said, wiping my face on my shirt
"Well, I won't make you do anything too strenuous. If you need anything, anything at all, please, please, please don't hesitate to ask! I'll do everything I can to make you as comfortable as humanly possible." Bam said
"Me too, love. If you need something, I'm here for you. Don't forget you've got people here who love you very much. You've got alot of people who will do whatever they can for you, love." Ville added
"I just feel so....alone. I know it sounds stupid, especially being in a house quite literally full of people. I feel unloveable, like no one will ever love a pregnant woman or single mother. I feel like I'm going to be alone the rest of my life. I'm scared of becoming a mother. I'm scared of raising this baby alone. I'm scared of raising this baby with all these guys. I'm scared and lonely and.............and....................and.............." I said before bursting out crying again.
I felt Ville wrap his arms around me and pull me down. I think he laid down and rested my head on his chest while I cried. He began singing softly to me. Between his angelic voice and listening to the rhythic beating of his heart, I slowly fell into a fitfull sleep.
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