Tainted Wings | By : Seisen Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1965 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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::Chapter One::
The days of practice had come to an end when all of them decided to take a break for a week. Die had been whining about not being able to hold anything when Shinya had problems with his back. Toshiya announced that if he would have to play his bass more he would break it by throwing it out from the window and Kyo just needed to rest his voice- he had his limits of screaming too, you know. So Kaoru had nothing else to do but to agree on the decided wish- not that he would ever say he was tired, too.
The first day off was a heaven for Kyo. He could proudly say that he slept through the day and woke up at 5 pm, enjoying every little bit of his sleep. He lazily turned around on his bed and didn't felt like sitting up and not even having breakfast. The bed was warm and he pulled up his covers to his chin, snuggling down into the cushions. The sun would be down soon, he thought as he finally brought himself together to sit up. He felt coldness rushing over him when he left the bed but he ignored the protest of his body and walked into the bathroom, to take a shower.
After an hour, Kyo was sitting in front of his television, wearing his comfortable sporty outfit. He scowled when the third movie he switched turned out to be romance. He wasn't really the biggest fan of those movies. He didn't believed in love- more likely, he didn't believed that love was a good thing. It only hurt people- unlike the ones in the movies. He sighed and opened a music channel, listening to Gazette who just started in the music channel. He leaned back and closed his eyes, aiming for sleeping once again.
It was 8 pm when the doorbell rang and woke Kyo up, startled since he was not expecting any visitors. Running his hand through his already messed blonde hair, he yawned, standing up to greet his uninvited visitor. He had a faint idea of who it might be...And ofcourse, he wasn't wrong. For the last three years they had been doing this. Kyo opened his door and stood aside, welcoming the new sight before closing his door. After some point, they didn't even spoke about it. It didn't mattered then. They knew it was weird, they were best friends and they found the solution of keeping it less weird..By not discussing about it. Kyo sighed and went to his bedroom, his guest following him from behind.
"You've become a horny old man, you know?" Kyo teased when they both walked in the overused bedroom. "We just did it a week ago." Not that he mind, though. When it come to relationships Kyo was not as lucky as it was thought, very much like his visitor who rolled his eyes and teased back.
"It was -you- who wanted it last time." He said as he started to take off his coat and watching Kyo shot him a look and a laugh as he took off his sweatshirt.
"You didn't say no, did you?" Kyo replied with a smirk as he was undressed- he wasn't shy any longer, he knew every inch of the others body- just like the other knew his. He slid under his covers and watched him strip.
"Thats the deal, ne?" Was the answer as he got in the bed after Kyo, watching the younger blond raise his sheets to invite the older one. He didn't deny the offered warmth as he crawled over his body and took a soft breath at the pleasant touch of their bodies. Kyo smiled at the man on top of him and threw his head back as he other started to ravish his neck with kisses, suckling on the spots that made him moan as his hands found the others nipples and caressing those until they got hard. Same thing with their erections, which they rubbed against...It was the only thing that could be counted as a fore play. Neither needed the fake words and affection- it was also the deal... They never kiss. It was only a simple meeting. Whenever they need sex, they would fuck and then leave. No love involded.
Kyo whimpered when he was painfully hard and Kaoru was still teasing him with light touches. He could feel the others erection pressing against his thigh but the guitarist acted as if he didn't felt it.
"Kao...Please..." Kyo whined and earned a chuckle coming from the other as he felt his head nod at his shoulder. Kyo opened his legs as Kaoru positioned himself between Kyo's thighs, his erection pressing into Kyo's entrance. No warning, no lube, no stretching as Kyo cried out in pain and pleasure, feeling the large flesh rip his insides.
"So...fucking tight..." Kaoru moaned as he buried himself in Kyo, waiting for the other to adjust his lenght. After few seconds Kyo wrapped his legs around Kaoru's waist and pressed him closer to his body, signaling that he was ready. Taking the hint, he started to move in and out, groaning at the tightness around his member. Kaoru had no idea how Kyo managed to be so tight even after hundreds of fucking had been written down to their history. Must be a gift, but he couldn't think no longer as he moaned into the pleasure that he was getting.
Kyo on the other hand, had already lost in his own world. He felt as if his muscles were ripped each time the older man thrust into him, as the moments passed, sweat had formed on their bodies and both moans were echoing in the room- yet none making sense. One begging for more and the other gladly giving it.
Kaoru's hand moved to Kyo's neglected arousal and began pumping him with the same speed of his thrusts. Kyo was blinded with a white light as Kaoru started brushing against his prostate each time he slammed in him. He knew the one beneath him too well- he knew what would bring him pleasure- just like Kyo knew what pleased Kaoru. Tightening his muscles around Kaoru, the other moaned at the feeling, the already tight hole getting tighter.
"I..swear..you're like...a fucking virgin...or something." He somehow said at the blond that was moaning under him, who smiled at his words, amused. Kaoru brushed the pre off from the tip of Kyo's lenght as he found himself tightening with pleasure- drawing close to his climax and he knew Kyo was close too. Thrusting deep and fast, it didn't took both of them to cry out in pleasure, one spilling his seed deep inside Kyo and the other on Kaoru's hand.
Kaoru gave a deep sigh before pulling off of the vocalist and rolling off of the bed. He walked in the bathroom to wash away the semen off from his hand as Kyo stood up, the semen slowly trailing down to his legs as he sighed softly, it was always like this. He waited for Kaoru to step out of the bathroom and walked in, to take a shower, to get rid of the sex smell on him.
The pink haired man collected his clothes and got dressed by the time Kyo was showering...
When Kyo walked out from the bathroom, the room was how it was expected. Without any sight of the other as if it was all a dream...But it never was.
Sighing, Kyo walked in his bed and curled in a ball, wearing only his boxers. His young and untainted face was sorrowful and there were some unshed tears in his eyes. Yet he never shed them..Kyo never cried and he never will...He was sleeping after few minutes, anyway.
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It's been a month since they were all back in their fast working schedule. By the time, Kyo and Kaoru had been together 5-6 times, but none of them finding enough time to think about their manly needs for they were all practising hard. Just like one of those days, Kyo was laying on the couch, reading one of his lyrics, trying to fix some of them while looking at the latest song Die composed. Die was practising one of the songs in the corner, repeatedly playing a certain part to get it right as Shinya was silently drinking his coffee at the corner, reading some magazine. And Kaoru was talking with Toshiya about his bass part in one of the songs. Kyo looked up at them just in time to see Toshiya reading the notes and Kaoru glancing at Toshiya.
Kyo knew that look so well. He knew every inch of Kaoru, he knew all of the looks Kaoru gave. And that look just now, the look that he gave to Toshiya was no other than lust. Though he didn't thought about it so much and turned back to his sheet. Toshiya was known with the sex appeal, there was no deny that he was charming, and maybe Kaoru just wondered in that moment...Besides...Kyo frowned, it wasn't his business what Kaoru thought or felt...They had nothing between them. Just friends...
Sighing he sat up, feeling a headache coming. He yawned and waved at Die who looked questioningly but relaxed after Kyo's movement that said nothings wrong. Kyo walked next to Kaoru and Toshiya, looking at the leader as he did.
"Kaoru, I'm going home, see you tomorrow." Kyo smiled at Toshiya who grinned at him cutely -he was always like that, Kyo thought. Toshiya, so sweet, so caring, so loving...Kaoru nodded at Kyo since they already practiced as a group.
"Okay, see you tomorrow Kyo." He replied and turned back to the paper he was working on as Kyo went out from the studio, walking to his car.
It was so weird, Kyo thought, but perhaps it was only him. No matter what they did - even if they did it the day before, it would never affect their friendship. Maybe it was because they never involved the subject of love. It was only moments of passion and then it was gone- just like a dream. It was healthier than finding a stranger and they wouldn't have any responsibilities this way. No lovers, no one waiting for attention and no relationship... After making their tests they talked about it, had some rules about it. The first one was that they would keep it secret - no matter what. Secondly, they would never kiss- because it was something that lovers did and they were -not- lovers. Thirdly, they would be together if one of the sides wanted it- unless it is something very serious the other can not deny sex. Kyo gave a soft laughter, headache wouldn't cut it. Four- never, NEVER, the other will stay for the night. Not in the same bed -if worse comes to worst, once again, it was something that lovers did.
Stopping only to buy some food to cook later, Kyo was soon in his house again, throwing himself on his couch. What a tiring day and now the night was his to spend. He wanted to take a good night sleep and not waking up until morning. But his mind was focused on one thing...That look...Kyo frowned, he shouldn't be thinking about it now, it was just a look and he might have misunderstand it too.
But..Kyo also knew that it was just not a look of lust that Kaoru sent to Toshiya's oblivious form. He knew that Kaoru didn't mean to show it but it was just momentarily.
"I couldn't be falling now...” Kyo frowned. Different from what was expected- it was not because the fact that Kaoru probably wanted Toshiya but maybe more... Kyo wasn't bothered by that- the worst could happen was Kaoru would stop fucking him and start a relationship with Toshiya- which Kyo shouldn't be bothered about, he didn't need to have sex to survive, he would find someone for him eventually- maybe not love them but since when relationships needed love, as long as you can convince the other that you do -love- them.
But why was he feeling so down now? What scared him was the obvious.
"Fuck!"
He growled and threw the first thing that come to his hand to the wall, watching it smash to pieces with some sort of disappointed look. 'Damn, I just bought that phone...'
Shaking his head he left for his bedroom, once again drifting into a sleep without any worries or dreams. He couldn't handle thinking about the possibilities now. It would end up as hurting him anyway...
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