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Boku no Bara, Boku no Toge	By : RoxanneTheWeretiger Category: > Kyo/Shinya Views: 2054 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dir en grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Chapter 2

When morning came Shinya was still huddled on his bed. He knew his sheets were probably red from his blood, but he just couldn’t bring himself to care enough to get up. The drummer’s thoughts had been on Kyo the whole night. He just knew Kyo would hate him when he found out that Shinya was no longer pure. He had been defiled and there was nothing he did that had stopped it. Kyo deserved a strong person not some little weakling. Why did this have to happen now? He was just about to tell the vocalist how he felt. Now he never could. He would just lie here until he expired; there was no reason to burden the others with his problems. It was his own fault; he always disappointed people. Why should now be any different? No, he wouldn’t tell anyone his feeling. He wanted to cry but no more tears would come. It seemed there was a limit to how many tears a human could cry. He felt himself breaking, shattering into a million pieces. Until nothing was left, Shinya was empty and numb. His shivering just kept getting worse ‘If I’m so cold why am I sweating?’ he thought disjointedly.

--------- At practice -----------

Kyo arrived on time for once. When he walked in the door he searched for Shinya, “Hey Die, is Shinya here yet?”

“Well, I haven’t seen him yet but I just got here too. Soooo, yeah check in back. I doubt he would be hanging around the front door just waiting to freeze what little meat he has off.”

“Yeah, you’re probably right. I shall go check in back!” Kyo announced with a charge gesture. As Kyo made his way to the back of the studio he opened completely random doors looking for Shinya. When he got to the room the band was actually using he turned a complete circle looking for the drummer, he even looked up above the door, in case the man had recently added becoming a ninja to his training. See only Toshiya and Kaoru he frowned. “Has anyone seen Shinya recently? He never showed up last night.” They both shook their heads.

“No, but now that we actually know that he has a phone why don’t you call him?” Toshiya said with a smile. “How exactly did you get him to agree to go tickle him until he relented?” The question was answered by a slightly sheepish smile on Kyo's part. “You didn’t!?!? You did?!?” The blue haired man had never been so sympatric to the youngest member. “I would have stood you up too.”

“I know. That’s why I want to find him to apologize. And see if he would go out to lunch, on me, of course”

Kaoru just couldn’t resist making a comment, “Awwww, how coot our widdle Kyo is gwowing up and fawwing in wuv.” Kyo just glared daggers at Kaoru as he made his way over to the phone. He dialed Shinya’s number from heart and waited and waited… and waited. He hung up the phone and tried again with the same results.

“Maybe he’s on his way because he doesn’t seem to be answering his phone,” Kyo said hanging up the phone again.

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“Ok, maybe he’s not on his way but he still won’t answer his phone.” The leader said setting the phone back on the cradle for what seemed like the hundredth time.

The red haired guitarist piped in with, “Maybe Kyo should go check on him”

Yoshiki choose that moment to walk in, “Has anyone seen Shinya? We were supposed to meet for breakfast to go over his next drum piece. I thought maybe he was tired enough he forgot and just came here, I forgot about last night until this morning.”

“Well actually none of us have heard from Shinya recently, he never showed up last night,” the vocalist answered.

Hearing this Yoshiki blanched, “Please, tell me how did he get home?”

“I know I saw him walking in the direction of his home but isn’t there a subway entrance off in that direction?” Kyo asked wondering why Yoshiki was so worried.

“Yes there is a subway entrance off that way but do you really think Shinya would brave that big a crowd alone? He hates having that many people surrounding him. Damn him! I told him to call me I told him I would drive him home or to ask one of you drive him home.”

Kyo traced what Shinya’s fastest route home, “Die, are your keys still by the door?” He asked with an odd calmness to his voice.

“I know that he usually finds a way to walk through the most dangerous situations, but there was a new gang on the news. You don’t think…” Toshiya couldn’t finish the thought, as he turned pale.

Kyo raced out of the studio grabbing Die’s keys on the way out. As he pulled out of the parking lot all his thoughts were on Shinya. The vocalist hoped nothing had happened to his Shinya. What if Shinya was… NO!! He couldn’t think of that now. His beautiful drummer was fine. He just had to be; Kyo didn’t think he could exist without the other man’s quite presence. “Please Kami, let him be ok,” the blond man whispered as he pulled into the lot in front of the thin man’s apartment. Kyo got a sinking feeling, which just kept getting worse as he sprinted up the steps. When he got to the top he realized he didn’t have a key. The small man knelt as he reached in to his pocket to pull out a small wallet like case. Die had given it to him after he asked the other to teach him how to pick locks. He started studying the drummer’s lock. “This shouldn’t be too hard, it’s a factory lock… I’m buying him better locks and keeping one of the keys,” he mumbled to himself as he set to work on the lock. It only took moments and he was in. When he opened the door he looked for any sign that Shinya had made it home at all last night. That’s when he noticed the boots that had been worn at practice. The phone started ringing moving the short man into action. He walk over to answer the phone pushing the door shut behind him. ‘It took him six months to give US his phone number. How many other people could really have it?’ “Moshi, Moshi”

“Hey, Kyo you’re in good. After you left Yoshiki realized you didn’t have the spare key. Have you seen him yet? Wait, how did you get in? Was the door unlocked?”

“Let’s just say, Die, you’re good for something. No, I haven’t seen him yet I just got in but his boots are at the front door. I’m just about to continue my search for him.” Kyo said while walking through his drummer’s living space. “Wow, Shinya is almost anal about his house. You wouldn’t believe how clean it is. I would never guess a dog lived here. Oh hey, I think this is his bedroom.” Kyo pushed open the door but didn’t go in or look just yet. “Wish me luck”

“Sure. Good luck. Hey tell me what his bedroom looks like.”

“Ok, hey Shinya are you in…” the blond vocalist dropped the phone as he caught sight of Shinya’s huddled form; he rushed over to see what was wrong.

“Kyo! Hey Kyo! What’s going on?” Die screamed into the phone that lay forgotten on the floor.

Kyo knelt in front of Shinya and moved the drummer’s hair out of his face. That’s when he noticed the layer of sweat covering the other man. “Shinya, what happened to you?” Kyo asked as he pressed his hand to Shinya’s forehead and realized all too quickly that he had a high fever.

“Kyo what the hell is going on over there?!?” Die was still yelling into the forgotten phone.

“I’ll take care of you, I promise,” Kyo whispered so quietly he barely even heard himself. He was surprised at the words but even more so to find out he meant them completely. If someone had done this to his little Shin-chan they would pay.

Thank you to all my reviewers. They mean so much to me.
Why do I have to be so mean to my poor Shin-chan?... Once again please review they really are appreciated.
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