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(Promise to) Keep Your Heart Broken	By : ceeceebullet Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Rasmus Views: 975 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Rasmus. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Chapter 2

xx Skylar

I remember talking to you long into the night. I was scared that you wouldn't be so open because you always said you didn't open up easily and it was hard for you to get close to anyone. But I'm glad you opened up to me.

You told me lots of things about growing up, about your achievements with the band, but the one thing you didn't open up with was your personal life. I think you wanted to protect that part of yourself because you were afraid that if you let someone get to know you that much more, then they'd eventually leave or betray you somehow. I wanted to make you see that I wasn’t like that, that I generously cared about you; for everything that you stood for. And most importantly, I respected you as a human.
In that one night Lauri I learned a lot about you even though you didn't tell me any of your personal history. I felt what kind of person you were; kind, caring, sweet, funny, sensitive, and extremely lonely. I wanted so badly to help you fill in the gaps in your heart, and make your pain and loneliness fade away. But I also kept telling myself that this meeting was a one-time only thing. Had I known differently, I probably wouldn't have jumbled my words, and I surely wouldn't have rambled about anything of unimportance.
"Would you like to dance?" you asked me. A fast dance song was blaring through the speakers and I smiled to myself thinking of you dancing.
"Sure," I agreed as you stood up and took my hand again. Leading me to the floor, a space cleared way for us as we walked to the center.
I forgot where I was. I forgot you were with me. Dancing had always been something that made me feel sexy, made me free to express myself. I remember as I moved my body and my hips to the thumping beat you grinding my backside behind me, holding my waist as you moved in time with my rhythm. It was only when I turned around; pressing my chest against yours did I remember who I was with. You were staring into my eyes as you wrapped your arms around the small of my back pressing me even closer to your body. I almost forgot to keep moving. But I remembered and as we moved together it felt like a sensual dream. I had always wondered what it would be like to be held by you. Your arms always made me weak, so strong and toned.
"You make me weak," I said to you. You smiled and held me tighter.
"I don't know how," you said. "I'm only dancing with you."
"Just being with you…feeling you touching me. Don't tell me this is all a dream," I sigh as a slow song started. You looked into my eyes again for the umpteenth time that evening and lowered your head to my ear.
"It's not," you said. "But I want you to hold me too," you said as you took my hands and lifted them to rest on your shoulders.
You made me feel wanted. You made me feel beautiful even if you didn't think that of me. And because of that, I allowed myself to rest my head on your chest near your shoulder. I remember hearing your heartbeat. It was rapid against my ear. Our hearts were beating in unity.

After our dances you left me. You looked at me, smiled, and walked away leaving me standing on the dance floor alone. I had no idea what I had done to scare you away, but I was grateful for my shared moments with you.
You were gone for quite some time. But I was happy when you found me again, mingling with some of the street teamers.
"Hi ladies," you said to the group.
"Hi," they said back.
You were so good to your fans, you know that? The girls were excited and you did your best to keep them happy, signing autographs and taking pictures. It was a night all of us never forgot. I remember getting my pictures done with the rest of the crew. Pauli and Aki kept me in stitches and Eero was just the best to have some deep conversations with.

I didn't want the night to end. I really didn't. So it came as a great shock to me when you asked if I would join you at your hotel. You said it was only to talk more, and to be more private. I couldn't breathe as I made the quick decision that would change my life forever.
I accepted your invitation.

xx Lauri

You made me feel things that I hadn't felt for so long. You made me come alive again. I was afraid of you. I was afraid that if I let myself get too deep, which I knew I was doing, that you'd end up like the others and break my heart. I didn't want to fall for you, but it was too late. I had never believed in love at first sight. It was a bunch of bullshit, really. But I underestimated myself when you stood there in the center of the dance floor.

I wanted to protect you. I had the urge to take you into my arms, lower you onto my bed, and make love to you all night. I had to fight my emotions though. I couldn't let you see how I truly felt. I know you kept catching me looking at you, but you never said anything to make me feel uncomfortable about it. Perhaps you wanted me to look at you.
As we danced, I had to keep myself under control the whole time. Your body moving against mine set fire inside my body and sent need to my loins. It was hard to keep myself from going over the boundary by touching you in inappropriate places that I so wanted to explore. I was grateful for the slow dance. As I held you against me I could feel your arms hold me tighter on my shoulders. I closed the gap between our bodies and held onto you like if I let go, you'd disappear. The world stopped in that dance. There was no one but us. I was scared. These emotions I was feeling was too strong. I nearly lost it when I felt your breath trickle against my neck.
After the song ended I took off. Giving you a smile I turned and walked away from you. I don't know why I did it, but I knew that I had to collect my thoughts. I had lusted after girls I've seen and met at my shows before, but nothing had ever been this strong, so agonizing. It was like I wanted to possess you and brand you as my own. What the fuck was I thinking?

I caught up to you later that evening. You were talking to Chrissy, Kate, Meg, and Apryl. The girls were excited to see me and I autographed and took pictures with each of them. I still keep our photograph in my wallet so it's with me always.
I had such a wonderful time at your party that I wanted to extend it. I did what I had done before in the past…I had asked you to come to my hotel with me. You hesitated for a few minutes. I saw confusion in your expression. You were nervous. But I promised myself that I would never make you uncomfortable and I would only do as you wanted me to do. My heart fluttered when you said yes.
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