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Picture Perfect	By : Lalachan Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Daisuke Asakura Family Views: 1018 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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~Dear Diary
We kissed last night. It's been the first time in years. I enjoyed it. I shouldn't have. He must hate me cause he hasn't said a word to me this morning. I keep looking at him. I should say something. Even "Hello" or "Good Morning" would be nice. He sat at my table. He's looking at me while I type this. Actually this is his table cause he slept here last night. I wonder if he keeps a diary. I remember 7 years ago telling him he should. *smile* When has he actually listened to me though? I'm sure he does. He's so quiet I just want to scream or cause him some sort of extream action. I caused one last night. It wasn't the best one though. He got mad and threw his laptop. I hope he didn't break it. .... I guess not he's just sitting there typing on it. I wish I knew what he was typing. Just being here like this with him makes me want to touch him. Everything about him is sexy to me. The way his hair is all messed up from sleep. His sleepy expresion as he sips his coffee and smokes. The almost sad look in his eyes. He always has that look. I want nothing more to kiss that away. Damn it! Why can't he love me? Is it me? What happened that he won't tell me. Damn it Daisuke hurry up cause I can't stand to be like this. Watching you as my heart breaks. Please open up to me.
TIME TO LOVE
TAKAMI~
Hiro shut his computer down after he saved his diary entry. It was nothing like the one he put online. God how many girls would really like to read this one. All these steamy love confessions. That was what his journal was anyways. Every entry was about Daisuke. Always missing him, wanting to kiss him, to hold him. He even posted some of his dreams. They always made him kinda blush when he read them. He didn't mind though. They were nice little reminders of what he couldn't have. He still couldn't figure Daisuke out. Why was just kissing ok? Even hugging drove Daisuke away. It puzzled Hiro to no end. It wasn't like he did it in public. He just watched Daisuke trying to put the puzzle pieces togther but he realized that he didn't even know what the finished puzzle was supose to look like. He sighed and drank from his coffee. Daisuke almost startled at the sound but he looked up and saw Hiro. He smiled and Hiro perked up and smiled. "Good morning" Daisuke offered. It seemed to make Hiro happier. He decided that he would try to make Hiro happy cause all he did was cause Hiro sadness. "Good morning!" Hiro beemed back. "Wow he said good morning to me! I'm so happy!"
~Journal
It's me. I should I tell you about last night. Right when I couldn't sleep [I told you about that already] Hiro came out. He got some water then we kissed. I liked it alot. I wanted to just kiss him. I love kissing him. I can't explain it. He reached into my pants and I had to push him away. If we go that far then who knows what will happen. This way I can have at least a part of him. I won't drive him away again. Not like last time. Not like everyone else. Shit. I'm thinking about it. Well I'm going to go fake that I'm tired. Then go sleep in the bedroom thing in the back. Bai Bai.
A.D.~
Daisuke saved his journal entry then yawned. "Hiro I'm going to go take a nap before tonight's concert." Hiro nodded. Daisuke got up and walked into the back. The "Bedroom" was a room with two futon things. He could imediatly tell which one Hiro slept in. His was missing the blanket and pillow cause Hiro had brought them to him last night. He pulled the the blanket back. If Hiro asked he could lie and say that he was too tired to notice. He adjusted himself and the futon and inhailed the pillow. It still smelled like Hiro. He closed his eyes and breathed in the smell. He had just drifted off when Hiro had walked in.
Hiro had been drinking his coffee when he noticed that the blanket and the pillow from last night where still out here. "God Daisuke must have been so tired that he just layed down and gone to sleep." He chose to take the items to him. It would give him time to sneak another kiss in. He couldn't help but torture himself like this. If it's all that Daisuke would allow he'd take it. He was shocked to walk in to see Daisuke curled asleep in his bed. He stood there a few moments watching Daisuke hugging his pillow and peacefully sleeping. Tears sprang to his eyes. "Damn you. I hate you Daisuke. I hate you so much. When you pull shit like this." He put the other blanked over Daisuke and kissed his temple. A few tears leaked on to Daisuke's face but Daisuke didn't even stir. "Why do you do things like this to me. Don't you know how it makes me feel?" He breathed Daisuke's hair for a moment. "Why do you push me away?" His thoughts just kept asking questions that he could never ask Daisuke. "Why won't you let me in your heart?" he whispered aloud to the room. The only answer he got was Daisuke's breathing. Finally Hiro layed his head on the bed next to Daisuke's and closed his eyes.
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"Hiro!" Daisuke yelled across the room. "HIIIIIROOOO" Hiro looked up from the desk where he sat. He had just sighned the papers and got up. "Hai Dai-chan!" "Come on you promised!" Hiro laughed. Even though Daisuke was older then he still acted like a child.
"I'm comming, I'm comming hold on!" Hiro gathered his papers and put them in a breefcase and stored the case in a locker at the studio. Daisuke stood at the door impationatly. "God I write the music and record it all in the time it takes you to write a few lines of lyrics." Hiro smirked. "Well excuse me for not being a musical genius like you" Daisuke smirked at the remark. "Yea but I can't write lyrics worth shit" He replied to Hiro. "Well then don't complain about me taking forever" Hiro grined at Daisuke who pouted. "So working on your next masterpiece Hiro-kun?" Daisuke smiled. He noticed Hiro's almost sad expression. "You ok?" He asked. Hiro brightly smiled. "Yea just hit a rought patch that's all" Daisuke smiled at him. "I get those too. Come on we'll miss the train!" Daisuke sped up his pace. Watching Daisuke hurry was a surprise to him he never really saw it unless it was before a concert. He smiled for the millionth time in the last few minutes. Daisuke had that affect on him. Too bad he didn't have the same affect on Daisuke. It's the reason for his resent slump and finally what pushed him to do what he had done. He couldn't tell Daisuke yet. He promised Daisuke they could have a fun day today. They had been working really hard and Daisuke as well as him needed a break. So they decided they would go cognito and go to Tokyo Disneyland. Daisuke being the Disney fanatic was thrilled. So he bought a pair of Mickey ears and had "Dai-chan" on the back. He got Hiro to buy some with "Hiro-kun" on the back. Then Daisuke switched them so that he wore the ones that said "Hiro-kun" and Hiro wore the ones that said "Dai-chan" on the back. "Ano Dai-chan, Don't you think that if we don't want people to reconize us we shouldn't wear hats with our names on them?" Daisuke pondered it. "That would make sence wouldn't it?" Hiro nodded. "But I really want to wear my ears!" Laughing Hiro pointed out "Don't you mean that you want to wear my ears?" Daisuke giggled. "Yea I ment that!" They ran off to go ride rides. Hiro was draged along for the ride as Daisuke ran from ride to ride stopping only to get food or go to the bathroom. They had gone on Space Mountain and Hiro patted Daisuke's back as he vomited up the 3 hambergers, 2 orders of fries and the strawberry milkshake he had eaten for lunch. "I told you not to go on that ride right after we ate lunch." Daisuke looked up from the toilet. "I didn't think it would make me so dizzy!" Hiro laughed as Daisuke went back to giving the toilet his lunch.
Finally he stopped and voted that no more big rides for a while. So they settled for riding the train around the park. It would calm him down and give his tummy a rest. They sat on the train. It was quiet and Hiro didn't like the quiet. "Oy Dai-chan" he started. "Hai Hiro-kun?" Hiro looked for something to talk about. "Do you have a diary?" He asked thinking about his own. "A diary?" Daisuke's face looked a little puzzled. "Yea I have one. I write everything I do down and how I feel that day." Daisuke smirked. "I want to read it" "YOU CAN'T!" Hiro yelled out. Everyone on the train looked at him. "Gomen nasai." He sat down after bowing a few times. Daisuke was near having a giggleing fit. "Shut up" Hiro smiled. "It's your fault." Daisuke nodded. "So why can't I read it?" Hiro blushed red. "Cause it's private." Daisuke smiled. "I don't have a diary but I have a journal." "Same thing" Hiro grumbled. "No it's not. I never put how I feel. I always just state what happened during the day" Looking at Daisuke he had to say something. "Daisuke, putting how you feel makes it mean more. So that in 10 years you can remember the day and remember how it made you feel." Hiro's expression made Daisuke's stomach do funny things. He wasn't sure if it was him recovering from Space Mountain or what. The train started up. It was their third time to be on the train. Hiro was almost tired of it but at least they were talking. Well they had been now they were quiet again. He could see that Daisuke was thinking. "Hiro.." he whispered. "Hai?" "Do you write about me in your diary?" "SHIT!" his mind screamed. "Uhhh yea sometimes." He choked out. Daisuke grabed Hiro's hand. He would have been surprised but they had been holding hands for most of the day. Mainly because Daisuke always had Hiro in tow and because they didn't want to get seperated. Now was different though. They were just holding hands. Hiro smiled because he knew that Daisuke was blushing. Finally Daisuke spoke up. "What do you say about me?" "What?" Hiro was slightly nervous. Daisuke turned to look at him. "What do you say about me?" He had gotten really close to Hiro to hear his answer. Hiro in turn brushed Daisuke's bangs out of his eyes. "Good things I assure you." Smiling Daisuke pushed the issue. "Can I read it sometime?" "Maybe" Hiro breathed. When had then gotten so close? Here they were hand in hand and Daisuke's face was right in his.
They had entered one of the tunnles on the train and even in the dark he could see Daisuke's eyes looking at him. It was then that Daisuke leaned foward and kissed him. It shocked Hiro. He was frozen. All he could do was blink. Daisuke began to pull away. "Sorry" he whispered and Hiro jerked Daisuke's hand and Daisuke fell foward and Hiro started kissing him again. He forced his tounge into Daisuke's mouth. Daisuke didn't mind he sucked it in as fast as he could. Hiro pulled Daisuke to sit in his lap as he kissed him. His body knew what it wanted. Within a few seconds he had a full out hard on. Even Daisuke was hard. It had happened so quickly. Here they were rubbing against eachother on a Disneyland kiddie ride. He didn't really care though he broke the kiss to lap at Daisuke's neck. "Hirooo" Daisuke hissed in Hiro's ear. Hiro smiled in the dark. "shhh Dai-chan someone might hear you." Daisuke bit his lip in effort not to cry out when Hiro went back to sucking on Daisuke's neck. Daisuke leaned back as Hiro worked his neck. He burried his hands in Hiro's hair. He opened his eyes to see the tunnel coming to an end. "Hiro!" he gasped then was able to push him self off of Hiro just in time. He sat up with one hand covering his neck, his face tomato red, and the first three buttons of his shirt opened. Hiro looked none worse for the wear except he was sporting a raging erection and a grin on his face.
"And if you look to the rear you will see the tunnel we just came out of." Daisuke eeped and hit the floor when everyone turned around. "OH MY GOD IT'S TAKAMI HIRO!" Hiro still grining waved at everyone as they took his picture. He saw the emergence exit coming up around the corner so he stood on the bench and reached out to grab Daisuke's hand and when it aproched it he jumped with Daisuke still in tow. "HIROOOOO" Daisuke screamed as they jumped. He could hear the clicking of cameras. They landed safely on the platform and ducked behind a few bushes. Finally they emirged on to the pavement and notice a bunch of people staring at them. Hiro kept running. Finally they ran into the walking part of the tunnel. "BAKA!" Daisuke shouted. "WE JUST JUMPED FROM A MOVING TRAIN!" "Hai" Hiro replied then pulled Daisuke in for another kiss. They finally broke the kiss. "Come one we have a lot more stuff to do before the day is over."
Hiro pulled Daisuke on every remotly slow and dark ride. Just so they could make out. Often getting glares from other people. Hiro just ignored them. Daisuke didn't even care. Daisuke grabed Hiro after they had gotten off of "It's a small world" and whispered. "It's not that small of a world" and groped Hiro. Then moved along. Hiro had been in a non stop grin since the train. Not to mention a non stop erection and didn't really care that he was walking around Disneyland hard as rock. Daisuke's face lit up and he dragged Hiro into a photo booth and they payed money for a few silly poses and then some nice kissing poses. Each of them went home with 4 photos. Two silly and two kissy.
After dinner it started to get dark. They were sitting on a grassy knoll waiting for the fireworks. Hiro was sad that the day was comming to a close. Daisuke was a perky as could be. He snuggled into Hiro's arms watching the sky. Finally the fireworks started and they ooohed and ahhhed. Hiro held Daisuke as tight as he could without hurting him. Daisuke non stop smileing as the sky lit up with the colorfull fire flowers. He twisted his body a little to kiss Hiro. This time Hiro's kiss seemed a little distant. Almost sad. Daisuke passed it off as Hiro getting sad that the wonderful day was just about over.
They had gotten off the train and gone back to the studio after leaving Disneyland. Hiro seemed to get quieter and Daisuke was getting worried. He watched as Hiro had put the ears and pictures into his locker. "Hiro are you ok?" Hiro looked at Daisuke with sad eyes. "Dai-chan, I have to tell you something." Daisuke looked at Hiro. "Today I sighned a contract for a solo career." In a matter of seconds Daisuke's perfect world shattered and fell to his feet. He couldn't show it thought. He teared up and shook his head. "Wow" he replied and backed a few steps away from Hiro. "That's great!" he faked. "I'm been thinking about doing some projects on my own too." he was lieing but he had do to anything so that he wouldn't show his hurt. "Hey let's talk about this tomorrow my driver is waiting. Ja Ne!" He turned and ran down the hall and turned the corner.
Hiro stood there. Then punched the wall as hard as he could. It hurt like a bitch. It didn't even mirror how much pain his heart was feeling. Even has the blood oozed down his hand he just shook with anger at himself. Slowly he turned and made his way towards his car.
Daisuke had fled into his car. His driver didn't say anything. Daisuke was quiet the whole ride home. Finally he got home and screamed pure emotion. He fell to the floor. His body shook with sobs but he wouldn't let them out. He wouldn't cry. He wouldn't let him feel those feelings. He knew he had to ocupy himself. He turned on his computer.
~Journal.
Today I fell in love. It hurts.
A.D.~
The next few weeks were hell. While on stage nothing looked out of the ordinary everyone could sence the tension between Hiro and Daisuke. Finally the tour had ended and so did Access. Hiro had spent the last few days wrapping up some stuff. He hadn't let him self cry either. It was finally the time to clean out his locked. It was a small mess but easy cleaned up. Stuffing everything into a box. He reached up to the top shelf and pulled a stack of papers down. He got hit on the head with something and two things fluttered past him. He looked down at the floor. A pair of Mickey Mouse ears and two strips of photos lay on the floor. He picked up the ears and the photos and sank to the floor. Finally letting the tears overtake him.
~Dear Diary
I made the biggest mistake of my life.
Hiro~
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