Show Me Love | By : starpegasus Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Good Charlotte Views: 2088 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 2:
I’m tired of being what you want me to be…
Feeling so faithless…
Lost under the surface…
I don’t know what you’re expecting of me…
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes.
-Linkin Park
Benji’s Pov
“Benj, get up! Its time to go!” I whind as I turn over, trying to pull my blankets up over my head.
“No don’t give me that retarded moan.” I pull my pillow over my head only to have it snatched away and hit with it.
“Go away.” I growl.
“No Benji, the bus is here.” At those words I shoot up, my head colliding with my tormentors face, causing his nose to bleed.
“Oh shit ‘Lil Billy, I’m sorry.” I watch as he grabs some of the tissue that I keep on my nightstand.
“Don’ worry ‘bout it.”
“But…”
“Jus’ get dressed.” He says throwing some cloths at me, his bandaged arm showing from under his hoodie. I pull the clothes on, choosing to ignore it for now.
“Joel’s already gotten your stuff packed and took it with him when he got on the bus.” I look at him, wondering where his stuff was.
“It’s already on the bus. I was the only one willing to come back in here and wake your lazy ass up. And look what I get for it.” He smiles lightly, throwing the now bloody tissue at me.
“That was gross Billy.” I say, wrinkling my nose at him. I just get done pulling on my hoodie and start to head across the hall into the bathroom when he grabs my arm. I turn back to him.
“Thanks Benj. I mean for what you did.” I smile at him.
“No probs ‘Lil Billy. That’s what friends are for.” I turn and go into the bathroom and hear him go downstairs. I’ve almost gotten my hair done when I hear him yelling at me from downstairs. I rush out of the bathroom and to the top stair.
“What?!”
“Come on! We’ve got to go!” I run down the stairs, tripping on the last one, falling on my ass to gales of his laughter.
“Ha, ha, funny. Laugh while you can. Let’s go wise guy.” We walk out of the house and after climbing on the bus, sit down at the table with the others.
“What the hell took you guys so long?” Joel asks looking from Billy to me then back. I look at Billy and smirk, grabbing for his leg under the table.
“We fucked.” I say, smiling at the shocked faces.
“Oh my God, I was just kidding.” Billy smiled too, but it was weak. He got up and I followed him, grabbing his ass as we go. I hear his surprised gasp as I continue to follow him back to the bunk area.
He turns to look at me when we reach our set of bunks, it’s always been that way, for as long as I could remember.
“Hey, you know I was just kidding right?” His eyes turn sad.
“Yeah, but Benj…” He sighs. “…just don’t play with my emotions like that.”
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I didn’t understand then and still don’t understand now the meaning behind what he’d said earlier. I’d climbed into my bunk after he’d walked away from me, his comment still bugging the hell out of me.
I lay on my back now, listening to the rain as it pounded on the roof above my head. I’d heard him come in hours ago and felt him get into the bunk under mine. I didn’t hear anything else out of him after that.
I watch as the lightning flashes outside, felling the electricity that still charged the air. Just as the thunder rolls overhead, I hear a whimper coming from the bunk under mine.
Kinda hanging upside-down, I slide open his curtain and look inside. He’s curled up in the fetal position around his favorite body pillow.
“Billiam? You okay?” If I remembered correctly, he’s always hated thunder storms.
“No.” The whispered response is almost lost in the next clap of thunder. I sigh and shake my head, regretting it as the blood rushes straight to my brain.
He reminds me of a little kid, his dark hair hanging into his innocent blue eyes, while his bottom lip is stuck out in a pout. The glimmer of silver in his bottom lip draws my attention and soon I find myself longing to find out how he tastes.
The longing doesn't suprise me casue it isn’t a new felling, I’ve always felt like this for him, at least since I’d met him. It crushed me when he chose Matt and made me want to murder Matt for what he’d done.
He squeaks with the next clap of thunder and I shake my head again.
“I suppose you want me to come down there with you?”
“Please?” He asks pleading, all of his pride forgotten. Sighing, I grab my pillows and move down to join him. He moves his body pillow to the side closest to the wall then proceeds to scoot next to it, allowing me the room to get in.
“Thanks. You have no idea what this means to me.”
“No prob.”
‘Yeah, no problem except it seems as though my heart’s about to break.’ I think as he turns on his side, snuggling closer to that God forsaken pillow of his.
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