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Chase the fire	By : IfYouOnlyLovedMe Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 1518 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
- 1-Chase the fire
- 2-the painful truth
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My GOD I am so sorry for not updating for like ever months…I have been in the middle of Bum Fuck Egypt…without a computer! But now I am back, and I hope you all enjoy!!!!(disclaimer in ch. 1)

“What?” Ville Asked turning his head

“I love you.” Bam said looking at the ground

“I love you too.” Ville replied turning his head back toward his cigarette and took and drag.

“no Ville not like that” Bam looked up worried.

“What the hell are you talking about?” Ville asked in a confused tone.

“what do you mean what am I talking about?”

“I mean what did you mean by your last comment?” Ville looked at Bam with a glint of hope that what Bam was saying was his true feelings, and not just the booze talking for him.

“exactly what I said...it’s not like that” Bam stated feeling slightly annoyed that it was taking so long for Ville to figure out that he loved him

“ Bam your drunk…your making no sense” Ville stated

“I’m not that damn drunk, I know what I fucking want to say Ville and your trying to change the subject.” Annoyance getting the better of him now he stood up, and ran his fingers through his hair, and signing slightly.

“I’m not trying to change anything, I’m just trying not to make things awkward” Ville had see Bam do this many times before, get so annoyed, or pissed that the only thing he could do was pace around, and run his fingers through his hair, or sign, or both. This in a way seemed a bit childish to Ville.

“just listen to me please…I Love you” Bam said as he sat back down, and moved closer to Ville. he seemed a bit shocked by Bam’s advances, and backed away a little.

“You love me?” he asked

“I love you.” Bam stated very bluntly, still looking at Ville, not blinking, not even once

“Why do you love me?” Ville gathered his thoughts long enough to ask Bam that question.

“I…don’t know” Bam replied sincerely with a shrug of his shoulders.

“you don’t mean that” anger was boiling up in Ville. It was not just because Bam kept pushing the subject of love, but it was also that he almost couldn’t keep his emotions under control.

“yes I do, I care deeply for you Ville” Bam could tell that Ville was pissed but he had to let these feelings he had for Ville be known.

“why do you care for me?” Ville was full of questions that he wanted to be answered, and Bam was not giving him the answers he wanted to hear.

“I just do” it seemed harder to actually explain his feelings for Ville, than what he had thought in his head, but he was not going to let that stop him.

“and what if I don’t feel the same?” Ville questioned

“I know you do” Bam stated as if he could read Ville thoughts, Ville shook his head and replied.

“you think you know me?” Bam smirked at Ville’s comment and replied

“yes” Ville thought for a moment, and asked.

“if you know me so well then, answer me this….if I’m in love with you as much as you think I am, then why have I not acted on these emotions?” Ville challenged Bam to answer him.

“Ville…you are far too cautious to act on anything you not 100% sure on, and you know what it feels like to have your heart broken into a million pieces, the feeling like nothing, or nobody can ever make you feel like a human being again”

“ love…is just another emotion that clouds your vision, and keeps you from your true potential” Ville was not about to let another stupid, drunken mistake, ruin what was left of his life.

“then why are you afraid of it?” Bam was being very forward about everything. Ville stood up and threw his cigarette on the ground. He had had enough , and he was not about to let his feelings for Bam stand in the way of his stubbornness. It didn’t matter how much it hurt him inside, he was not about to let Bam get the best of him.

“you can’t be afraid of something that’s not real” Ville turned his head, and walked back inside the bar, leaving a stunned Bam out in the cold. He let his head fall in defeat. He had just fucked up everything again, and he had no idea how he was going to fix it this time.

O.K. …I know that this was short…but I just felt like this was all I wanted to put for chapter two. Now if you really love me….then review…tell me that you love me, or hate me it’s all the same. But I would like to know what you think…yes you yeah I’m talking to you, the one in the corner, eating cheese puffs, yeah that’s right I can see you. Also I’m trying to work out this spacing problem I have…it’s a work in progress

Saving what’s left of a tragic soul

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