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• Feelings Inside	By : RebelAmongSaints Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Green Day Views: 1831 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
  Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Green Day. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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• I knew this day would come..I kept hoping that it wouldn’t but I knew I was fooling myself into believing in fairytales
  
  You’re crying, soaking my shirt as you burry your face into my chest and sob, making small whimpering noises every now and then. My heart aches and my head is empty as I hug you as close as human possible without crushing you. "I'm sorry Mike..I'm so sorry...I love you..I'm sorry..I love you so much" you sob, words muffled by the fabric of my shirt and I stroke down your back "its okay Billie..ssshhh, don’t cry...I understand" I say when I really want to beg you not to do this. I want to beg you to chose me, don’t leave me, stay with me please. "Adie and the kids are important...I know Billie"
  I pull slightly back when you stop sobbing and shaking, drying the last tears away with my thump and smile at you, even if I feel like breaking down and cry myself
  "Its not like we won’t see each other again...still band members...still best friends" I say and it seems to comfort you at least little, knowing that I will still be by your side. You’re selfish like that, I don’t really mind but it’s going to be torture to be around you, knowing I had you for little while but not enough to satisfy my desire for you.
  You’re leaving me for your wife and kids...it’s fucked up
  "I love you Mike..I really do, no shit..." You start saying while chewing slightly on your lip "but Adie...I can’t lie to her anymore..I can’t take anymore fights and the look on the kids face when they ask me if we're getting a divorce...I just can’t Mike..me and Adie decided to work on it, we don’t want to give up on each other" you keep on rambling and chewing on your lip until I cup your cheek in my hand and stroking the skin with my thump as I look into your eyes
  "I understand...I knew they were important to you..I know I'm important to you too, but in another way.." Tears form in your eyes again "I love you Mike.." you whisper "I love you too Billie Joe" I whisper back and lean in to brush my lips softly against yours before I press them to yours in a kiss...you respond
  
  This time we made love, no rough fucking in the bathroom...we took our time, lying in my bed. Touching, stroking, kissing, caressing like we wouldn’t wake up the next morning...we would but we would never wake up together again.
  
  Tears fell from your eyes the whole time and kept whispering how much you loved me, it became a chant between gaps and moans.
  I don’t want you to leave me..you could have chosen me Billie..I'm not Adie but I would have done anything to make you happy...don’t leave me.
  Please don’t leave me..I need you...more then air..more then food...more then water...more then coffee...more then anything...I need you, Billie...I always have and always will.
  I don’t mean the things I'm saying, don’t believe me when I smile and say its okay..you know me better then that..see through my lies and fake smiles...see through me.
  Don’t leave me..dont leave me Billie..dont go to her, stay with me..stay with me don’t leave me..Billie....I love you...
  
  We're panting, covered in sweat and semen.
  I roll over, pulling you into a thigh hug and kissing your temple as I feel myself drifting into sleep.
  "Don’t leave me..." I whispered as I close my eyes and fall asleep, still hope in my mind that you'll be here when I wake up the next morning...I fool myself into believing in fairytales.
  I wake up as the sun hits my face, I must have forgotten to close the curtains last night.
  I sit up and slowly open my eyes, still hoping, wishing that you'll be in bed with me.
  Tears fall from my eyes...
  
  
  I'm alone...
   

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