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These Things Don't Happen	By : Lunaris Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Malice Mizer Views: 1997 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Malice Mizer. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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A/N: First part. Off you go, please write a review. *Puppy eyes* Or I'm going to get violent. ^______^
Disclaimer: I still don't own these characters.

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Evening was drawing closer as the four members of Malice Mizer practiced on the large stage, resembling the grounds of a large cathedral. The music fit well with the atmosphere and setting, but all of the members were dressed in their everyday clothes, as the next tour was some time away yet.

Klaha sang on the middle level of the center stage, taking the time to smile occasionally, as he enjoyed the music he was able to create with his own voice and fellow band members. On the left side of the stage, in his usual place, Yu~ki played his bass as passionately as he would always, his mind focused on the music and lost in his own world of bass playing.

The two guitarists of the band found themselves as busy as the other two members with holding their instruments. Mana kept his eyes on the band intensively, trying to find something to comment. As everybody knew, Mana was the perfectionist leader who thought everything had to be just perfect, and even more.

The other guitarist, creating almost perfect contrast to the leader-sama, was way more relaxed while playing the guitar in his hands. Közi didn’t smile very often when he played, but there was no chance for him to be as tensed during the practise as Mana was. Sure he also followed the other members and their moves, trying to find harmony between them, between the music and the motions. But he couldn’t help covering his mouth from showing he was laughing when the leader was too concentrated in following everyone else that he forgot to follow himself. So for once in a lifetime, Mana played one note wrong, causing Közi to quit playing.

The red haired guitarist looked at his leader.

“Mana-chan, you are way too concentrated to watch all the others. Everything is going to be fine when the tour comes. Isn’t it a time for a break? Mana-samaa~” For Mana it was always so annoying when Közi begun to beg him.

“Once more, so I get it right.” Mana nodded and waved his hand for Klaha and Yu~ki to keep playing, as he himself started from the beginning, Közi following his example.

Both the vocalist and the bassist followed the wishes of the effeminate band leader, taking a pickup to begin the song again. Klaha started to sing from the beginning with ease, of course, knowing the lyrics by heart. This time Mana followed his own fingers instead of other members, and played all the notes when he had to.

At the same time Közi closed his eyes and listened all the parts of the music. For a while he listened only the notes sang by Klaha, then moving his attention to the bass line, and listening to it. He nodded, as a mark of satisfaction. From the beginning to the end the song was played perfectly, and finally, when Klaha sang his last notes as Mana and Yu~ki played their own, Közi let his hand to drop from the strings of Akazu-kun. He waited for the permission to put his guitar down and transfer himself into a shower. After all, the practise had been quite hard and Közi was already tired. He needed to take a shower to clean himself and to wake up. Cold water always woke up.

“Alright, minna-san, I think it’s enough for today. You all did well.” All required, encouraging words were said and so the band was free to do what ever they wanted.

At the closing word, Klaha sat down on the edge of the stage, drinking from a water bottle that had previously laid at his feet on the stage. Yu~ki put away his bass, taking great care not to scratch it or harm it in any way. Both members were caring for their instruments of music like children. Yu~ki then retreated to the band house kitchen, so he could get something to drink as well. Közi also placed his dear guitar down against the wall, stretching his back and yawning like he would be just awaken. After stretching he followed Yu~ki into the kitchen, staying at the door and staring his band mate head tilted on his left side.

“Yu~ki-chaan~”, he called the older bassist and grinned. “Do you have anything special tonight?” From the door he stepped inside the kitchen, heading to the cupboard and taking a glass from there. After it he walked to the kitchen sink and filled the glass with icy cold water. “I just thought… I got little bored yesterday. So you could keep company to me, ne?”

Yu~ki also finished pouring himself a small glass of water, turning around to face Közi and leaning on the counter. "Yes, I'm not busy. I don't fill my schedule during practice times, I would be too busy and tired."

“Sugoi desu ne. So, what could we do? Watch movies? Read books? Go out for a coffee? Go out for hunting pigeons? Eat them?” Közi was getting hyper active again. He smiled, drank the rest of the water in his glass and left the glass on the table without even thinking he could wash it and put it back to where he got it. “But before we go, will you wait if I take a shower?”

Yu~ki laughed, amused by Közi's excitement and bizarre ideas. He took the responsibility of cleaning Közi's glass and replacing it in the cabinet, doing the same with his own glass once he had finished.

"Of course, I will wait. There has to be something here to keep me busy, something to clean."

“Even better. I never knew you are so obsessed in cleaning. You can clean my apartment too! There’s lots of… hairballs”, Közi laughed and went to the door of the bathroom.

Standing there he saw how Mana packed his belongings into a nice, aesthetic bag. Clearly he was leaving.

“Going already, Mana-chan?” the red haired guitarist asked for his leader and long time friend.
While Közi opened the door into the bathroom, Mana answered:

“Hai. I’m not spending time here just for fun. See you tomorrow.” He nodded for Közi, and for Yu~ki in the kitchen before he walked at the outdoor, opening it and leaving from the band house.

“Always so busy, Mana-chan.” The remaining guitarist shook his head and stepped into the bathroom, closing the door behind.

Klaha had left soon after Mana, some minutes after Közi had begun his shower, he said his goodnight to Yu~ki, asking him to pass the message on to Közi. Yu~ki, on the other hand, had taken to cleaning the floor of the kitchen, noticing that the task had been ignored for some time.

After being five minutes in the shower, Közi decided it was too boring to be in the shower alone. He quit the running of the chilly water, gripped a towel and dried himself enough to wear his red pants. The shirt he threw somewhere on the corner, swearing to pick it up next day. Still drying his hair with the towel, the guitarist opened the door. It was very Közi to come out of the shower and leave half of the clothes there. He definitely was not the shyest person.

Noticing Yu~ki still cleaning the kitchen, the guitarist grinned and sneaked extremely silently behind the older man and gripped his waist yelling:

“Catch ya!”

Yu~ki was surprised, and gasped, making a small noise of surprise. He sounded rather girly when he was surprised.

"Közi! You scared me! Don't do that...and let go." He turned his head to look back at the guitarist.

“Oi oi, don’t get mad at me.” He grinned yet once more and pressed his face against Yu~ki’s hair, just for a moment, before letting go older man’s waist and taking few steps backwards, away from Yu~ki. “So, do you have everything you need so we can leave?” He walked from the kitchen to hallway without even listening the answer. He took his red velvet coat and dressed it up, without even thinking it was winter and he had no shirt. After all, Közi was the crazy maniac.

Yu~ki gave Közi a puzzled look.

"You're going without a shirt?" He walked over to the chair where he had laid his coat over, putting it on over his shirt and buttoning it up tight. Yu~ki hated to be too cold or too hot. "You're crazy, I bet you'll get frostbite."

“No no no, I’m very warm. I’m more worried about my hair.” Közi lowered his hand on the doorknob, ready to open the door. But the door didn’t open. It stayed as closed as it was before the guitarist even tried to open it. He tried to open it from different directions, pushed and pulled and even kicked the door, but stubbornly it still remained closed.

“Interesting. We can’t get out. Someone has locked the door.” One time more he kicked the door but it didn’t open. “It looks like we are stuck in here.”

Yu~ki sighed and took off his coat, "Well, how unlucky. I suppose we will have to make the best of it. I'll go find blankets and pillows." The bassist went to the closet to find the spare items, returning quickly to set them down on a couch. "It's kind of nice, because it's warm in here."

Közi looked how Yu~ki got all the blankets and pillows, letting his hand to rest on his hip.

“Now don’t tell me you are going to sleep already.” The coat on him soon flew somewhere on the floor and Közi found himself sitting on the couch and staring at the older man. “At least we have a TV! So we can watch… something.” He reached the remote control and turned on a bit older TV in front of the couch. “Look! It’s a weather report –man! How interesting.”

Yu~ki pushed the blankets and pillows aside and took a seat next to Közi.

"The weather? Interesting? How about we find a movie or something, hmm?" He glanced from Közi to the weather report on the television. "Are you ever going to put your shirt back on?"

“Fine. Let’s find a movie. And yes, I can put my shirt back on, if you want it soo~ much.” He turned the channel few times, trying to find something else than weather or news.

Suddenly the TV turned off by itself, the same did the lights just a moment later. Soon all electricity was off, even though Közi still tried to press the buttons of the remote control and change the channel.

“Isn’t this weird? Suddenly everything seems so much darker than a moment ago.”

As it was unexpected, Yu~ki made a small gasping noise when the electricity had gone out. He brought his legs up on the couch next to himself, leaning on the arm of the piece of furniture.

"Very much darker. And it's going to get cold too, the heat is out along with the lights...You're really going to need a shirt now, it's freezing outside."

Közi put down the remote control and leaned his back against the couch. Slowly, after staring at the sailing, he turned his eyes at Yu~ki.

“The heat is not going to get down in a while. I’m more concerned I will get bored again.” The guitarist sighed and shook his head. Now, while looking at Yu~ki, Közi actually found many imaginative things to do, but he would never dare to suggest them. But he could try to make a motion to get a bit closer.

“Yu~ki-chan? Are you cold?” Közi smiled innocently and pulled his legs under him on the couch. Yu~ki turned his head in the direction of Közi's voice, having some recollection of where he was, of course.

"Cold? A little. You'll get cold soon too, without a shirt on. You're silly."

The guitarist smiled so slightly, that I possibly couldn’t be seen in the dark.

“Nee, Yu~ki-chan. My shirt is lost.” Actually he knew exactly where his shirt was, he just had no will to go and dress it on. Instead of it he moved his hand and touched the older man’s cheek. The touch was so light and barely noticeable that a falling feather could have made it. Though he didn’t give any time for Yu~ki to realise too much, but he came closer and wrapped his arm around the bassist’s waist. “And because my shirt is lost, you can keep me warm, nee, Yu~ki-chan?”

Yu~ki looked at Közi, seeing him better in the darkness now that he was closer.

"I'm obliged to keep you warm, yes. I don't want you do fall ill." He hid the fact that he was kind of uncomfortable with the other man so close, but being cold was an innocent thing. Yu~ki didn't seem to even notice Közi's light touch before he had embraced him.

Again Közi buried his face in Yu~ki’s hair, closing his eyes and smiling like a happy kid.

“Yu~ki-chan~, what shampoo do you use? Your hair smells so good~! I want to buy that shampoo too.” He flattered with a bit quieter voice than before. The arm wrapped around the older man’s waist he raised and placed it on the other’s shoulder, trying to make him more comfortable. Közi’s thoughts were so simple. He couldn’t even imagine the older man probably felt awkward by him being so overly near.

Yu~ki tried to be polite and ignore how close Közi was, and how uncomfortable he had started to become. The younger guitarist was awfully close, but he was cold, after all.

"I use a simple shampoo, nothing special. It cleans and smells nice. I like the smell too, so I don't often buy another type of shampoo. I'm glad you like it." He smiled in the darkness, unsure if Közi could see it or not. For few longer moments Közi just sat there and breathed onto Yu~ki’s nape, before saying almost whispering voice: “Is there something to eat here?”

They had a fridge in the band house, but it was always so unsure if there was anything to eat. When someone, usually Mana, brought something to eat while practising, then there was, but nowadays at least Közi was too lazy to check out. He yawned once more, moved his face a bit and let his chin rest on the older man’s shoulder while looking at him. He didn’t break the intensive gaze towards the other even for a second, just stared. And it’s scary when Közi decides to stare at someone.

Yu~ki shivered slightly from Közi's breath being upon his neck. He instinctively turned his head toward the kitchen even though he could not see it, when Közi mentioned finding something to eat.
"I could go look, I'm sure we have something." Being that it was dark, he did not notice Közi was staring at him.

“It is not so important”, the guitarist smiled and wrapped both of his arms around Yu~ki’s shoulders, like hugging him, and pressed his cheek against the other’s. Some point he started to doubt if his excuse as being cold was believable anymore. He was too close. And in a weird position to be just cold. And saving the situation was not really in Közi’s list at the moment.

“Do you have a girlfriend?” Közi was the professional in asking weird questions. He just hoped the question would move Yu~ki’s attention somewhere else from Közi’s need to be so close. Yu~ki had surely noticed how oddly close Közi had come, but he thought it was just the way Közi acted, and tried to ignore the awkward feeling. At Közi's question or his own possible relationships with other people, Yu~ki flinched slightly, pulling to the side, away from Közi, a little.

"No. Why?" He was very puzzled as to the reason behind Közi's asking. Without even thinking what he was doing, Közi kissed the bassist’s cheek and smiled after it. He pulled his hands away from Yu~ki and rose up from the couch.

“Nandemo nai (Nothing), I was just curious”, he explained, taking a step towards the kitchen. “After all, I might go check out if there’s any food in here.”

Quickly he escaped in the kitchen, out of the older man’s sight and hit his head on the wall. ‘Shimatta! What the hell am I thinking?’ he thought and hit his forehead on the wall few times more. Surely Yu~ki could hear the bangs caused by Közi’s obsessed hitting against the wall.

Yu~ki was surprised by Közi's kiss, but was soon given something else to worry about, as Közi kept banging his head on the walls. "Do you need some help? That sounded like it hurt."

Közi kept hitting his head on the wall and didn’t even care about Yu~ki’s worrying. After few minutes he was bored enough to quit.

“Iie, daijobu desu (No, I’m alright)” he sighed and shook his head. “I must be crazy if I do things like that…” he whispered and just hoped Yu~ki didn’t hear what he said. Stepping in front of the fridge he opened the door and checked out if there was something. It wasn’t very surprising that the fridge was full of light coke and salad; Mana never drank or ate anything with extra calories.

“Yu~ki-chan, do you want some salad? There’s nothing else in here! No wonder Mana-chan is so thin…”Yu~ki wandered out to the kitchen to meet Közi, managing to avoid the wall by keeping his hand on them as a guide throughout the dark room.

"No, I'm okay for now. I suppose I'll have to go grocery shopping so Mana doesn't starve us in the future." By the time he was in the kitchen, he had run out of walls to guide him and bumped into Közi by accident. "Sorry, sorry."

As Yu~ki bumped into him, Közi made the natural motion to turn towards him and support him from falling or rushing against any furniture in the kitchen.

“You should go back to sit. You don’t seem to have any kind of sense of the direction in the dark.” He kissed Yu~ki’s forehead and led the older man back to the living room. “I go to get some coke. I’ll be back then. And by the way…” He smiled hugged Yu~ki softly. “Anata wa kawaii desu (You are cute).” After saying that, Közi disappeared in the kitchen. Again he had escaped without bothering to explain his actions.

Yu~ki obeyed Közi and waited in the room on the couch. He thought Közi was being more strange than usual. Calling him cute and kissing him? He usually wasn't so friendly. Yu~ki thought maybe it was just because it was dark. He told himself that, at least. He wouldn't know how to handle the situation otherwise.

Soon Közi had had his coke and he came back with it to sit next to Yu~ki again.
A while he just looked at the dark screen of the TV, but then he dared to turn his gaze towards the older man.

“Am I making you feel awkward?” he asked straight and drank some of his coke. He wouldn’t be surprised, even if Yu~ki said he was feeling uncomfortable near to Közi.

It would have been unlike Yu~ki to say something that was not polite, and he did not want to offend Közi.

"No, not really." He smiled and leaned back into the couch a little. "I'm used to you, after so many years."

The guitarist couldn’t help cracking to laugh. It just sounded so funny, “being used to Közi”. He had to put his drink down, as he didn’t want to spill it all over the couch. Mana would hang him for doing that.

“Gomen ne, Yu~ki-chan”, he couldn’t stop laughing. “That is just something no-one has ever said to me. ‘I’m used to you’. Normally people just say I am weird, but you! Oh, god, you can stand me!” Közi almost fell from the couch while laughing. It was a miracle he kept sitting and even leaned backwards, relaxing against the couch. His laugh got silent, but he still smiled broadly. “Gomen ne, hontôni (Sorry, really). That was a nice thing to say. I like you too.”

Yu~ki gave a sweet smile to Közi.

"Well, of course I can stand you! Of course I like you! I've known you for so long. We're good friends, aren't we? I have no reason to think that you're strange, I know it's just who you are." Yu~ki crossed his legs, turning on the couch to face Közi better. "And I always say nice things."

Once again Közi had a hug-attack on Yu~ki, wrapping his arms tightly around the older man and embracing him. “I’m really, really sorry for this, but I have to do it. You are so god damn cute!” He didn’t gave Yu~ki much time to ask what he meant before he kissed the older man. Not on the cheek, but shamelessly on the lips.

Yu~ki was too shocked to return the hug, as he was stunned by the sudden advance. He blessed the electricity being out, as he was blushing deeply. Thankfully, it was too dark for Közi to see it. He wasn't sure what Közi's intentions were, and therefore he wasn't sure if he should return the kiss or not. That, and he wasn't sure of himself either.

The kiss was quick, soon over and it left nothing physical marks. For Közi it just left the taste of the older man. When he pulled away he bowed his head for a bit, politely, and whispered:

“Gomennasai.” Then he sat back where he had been before and continued staring at the screen of the TV. The guitarist was a little afraid Yu~ki would shout at him, or worse: began to fear him. Well, he wouldn’t be the first one to fear Közi. Many people feared him; after all he was usually the weirdest person anyone had ever met. But he didn’t want Yu~ki to fear him. He liked the older man too much.

Yu~ki was not afraid of Közi or upset, just confused. He had never thought that Közi would ever do such a thing. All he could do was sit stunned, blushing. He tried to figure out, thinking in his mind, if he had enjoyed what had just happened or not. Something in the back of his head wanted more, but he knew it would be inappropriate to listen to the voice, maybe. They were alone, after all.

In his mind Közi hit his head on the wall again, and he struggled against the desire to go to the kitchen and do it. Normal Közi would not apologize what he had done, but in this situation he felt a weird need to kneel down in front of Yu~ki and repeat ‘Gomenasai! Gomenasai! Gomenasai!’ at least twenty times. He stopped himself from doing that either. And the silence between him and Yu~ki started to disturb him. It was uncomfortable silence, like either of them didn’t know what to say. Or at least Közi didn’t know. So he said something he didn’t even need to think: “What do you think about the weather?” Weird and stupid questions again.

Yu~ki chuckled softly, amused at how Közi was nervous as well. It kind of made him feel better, that he felt the same way.

"Very snowy...but, why did you kiss me? Tell me the truth." Yu~ki did not like being confused, especially in this sort of situation. He didn't want to spend the night alone with Közi in awkward silence all night anyway.

“I hoped you wouldn’t ask that” Közi answered slowly and bit his lower lip. What should he answer? He wasn’t sure about the reason why he really kissed Yu~ki. But because he didn’t want to lie, best answer was a litany of the things he thought he had felt before the kiss. “It felt right to do so. And you were so cute. I wanted to show you how cute you are, just hugging you felt so lame. Hug doesn’t tell what I think. The kiss did. Didn’t it?” The guitarist could just wish he wouldn’t have to explain his incoherent answer, it was hard enough to say that much.

Yu~ki looked at Közi slightly puzzled.

"So...it was just because I am cute?" He felt slightly disappointed by the answer, because that voice in the back of his head that he wanted to ignore really wanted Közi to say it was something more. "Are you sure that's all?"

For Közi it was very hard to tell he liked someone, and just now Yu~ki asked him to do so. He didn’t want to need anyone, and now he was up to admit he did need someone. The guitarist started to feel as puzzled as the older bassist next to him.

“And I would do it anytime again. Su… ki… day…o… Yu~ki-chan”, the end of his sentence was half stammered half whispered, barely even able to be heard. Közi felt a sudden need to run through the outdoor and just escape from the situation. He hated situations where he had to tell how he felt. And this was one of them.

Yu~ki was able to hear what Közi had said but he was shocked again, despite the voice in the back of his mind telling him that he wanted Közi to say that. He wanted him to repeat it, so he could be sure he was not hearing things. "Can you say it again?"

“No no no no no, I am allergic to those words. Oh, for god sake, Yu~ki! I like you. And I mean I really like you. That’s it. Amen.” Saying those words again caused Közi feel hysteric. “Don’t ask me to say that again.” He wanted to fall down and crawl under the couch and never show up again. He even tried. He fell on the floor, turned towards the couch and tried to crawl under it. But even for Közi the underneath of the couch was way too low. Desperately the guitarist sighed and pressed his forehead against the couch, trying to hit his head on it. But hitting head on the couch doesn’t hurt much

Yu~ki smiled to himself and slid off of the couch, following Közi to the floor. There was a warm feeling inside of him, despite the dropping temperature. He was happy to hear Közi's words. Knowing that someone needed him, especially someone he felt comfortable with as a friend, it felt good. He sat on the floor beside the younger man and reached out to stroke his hair.

"There's nothing wrong with it, you know. It's embarrassing, I'm sure, to say it, but it's good to say it. That's correct, isn't it? Sit up now, hitting your head will do no good." Yu~ki rested a hand on Közi's shoulder, pulling slightly.

"Nee, ore wa itaitashii (I'm pitiful)" Közi whined but crawled on the couch again, to the corner. He didn't dare to look at Yu~ki again, he kept a little distance between him and the older man. And probably Közi was the one more puzzled now. He desperately tried to bury himself in the middle of the pillows on the couch, acting like a fearful child. Behind the pillows he picked up his coke again, drank from it and put it down again. Somewhere inside of his mind he wanted to come closer to Yu~ki, kiss him again and possibly do something else too now, when Yu~ki had proved it was fine by him.

Yu~ki followed Közi again, crawling up onto the couch, and placing himself to sit next to him, but not too close. He knew that Közi was uncomfortable, and perhaps vulnerable. He didn't want to take advantage of that or push him. He was very happy to know what the younger man had told him, and he was content with that for now. He felt better about all the kissing and hugging, and calling of the name "cute," because he knew the reason. He decided it was safe now to say one simple thing, "Közi-kun...I think I like you too."

Carefully Közi moved the pillows and gave an intensive look at the bassist.

“Soka? (Is that so?)” He hesitated for a moment, thinking about different reactions Yu~ki could have, but finally moved towards the older man, slowly like a cat, having an asking, curious look in his eyes. When he had decided he was close enough to Yu~ki, he stared at the older man. “Soka?” The guitarist repeated, tilted his head and bit gently Yu~ki’s neck.

Yu~ki watched as Közi was approaching, frozen where he was, because the guitarist had a hypnotizing effect, the way he moved. Yu~ki bit his lip and nodded in response to Közi's question,

"Ha-hai, Közi-kun...It is so." He made a small whimper as Közi bit into the flesh of his neck. He had always loved vampires, and biting was a great pleasure to him.

Hearing Yu~ki’s whimpering, the guitarist bit down harder, still making sure he didn’t hurt the older man too much. His right hand rose up to move the bassist’s hair from his neck, as Közi bit from different places. He chuckled a bit, after giving attention for Yu~ki’s neck, he took the older man’s earlobe in-between kiss, whispering to him: “Yu~ki-chan… I think we’ll have an interesting night to come.”

The seductive tone of Közi's voice caused a shiver to run down Yu~ki's spine. He thought on Közi's words, a thousand possibilities of the night rushing through his mind. He did not know what to expect, especially because he was with the very unpredictable Közi. But, deep down inside, Yu~ki knew that he wanted it, despite his usual shy self. He leaned back slightly, allowing a little window of dominance for Közi, so that the older man could display that he was not so afraid of the younger man.

Közi lowered his unoccupied hand on the waist of the older man, pulling the other gently closer to himself. The situation he was in - what he was doing and with who – caused the guitarist to feel unreal. He had thought Yu~ki with him, dreamed about this, but dreams so infrequently come true. ‘This is not real. This is not happening.’ He thought, but he wouldn’t like to be anywhere else. His lips were transferred above of the older one’s, first just letting his warm breath fall onto them, but for a moment later kissing carefully, more asking than before.

Yu~ki felt the similar feeling of situation being unreal. He had never actually been with another man before, and only a few other women, no more than, well, two. He too, had fantasies about being with other men, and his mind had even wandered to the thought of Közi being that other man, once or twice while they were rehearsing on stage. He had always been embarrassed about it before. But now, he found it easier to let himself relax. Not to say he was letting his guard down completely, as he was still nervous about what was happening. But as Közi kissed him, he found that he had no inner problems with returning the kiss, yet he began in an innocent way. Slowly, his hand made it's way to rest on Közi's back.

The guitarist sank his fingers into Yu~ki’s hair, supporting and encouraging him while he himself continued the kiss, caressing soft lips against his own. Every second he pressed his body a bit closer to the older man, feeling the warmth of the other’s body.

But even though he had warm Yu~ki against him, without a shirt he begun to feel cold. And the couch itself wasn’t very comfortable. Közi remembered they had a bed in the band house, just in case someone someday would be too tired to leave after practising. So breaking the kiss, Közi stood up from the couch and gave his hand to Yu~ki, smiling softly.

“It’s cold and uncomfortable here. Do you mind taking those sheets you brought before and come with me in the so-called bedroom?” And all this he said with a normal tone of voice, like moving in the bedroom wouldn’t sound suspicious at all.

Yu~ki smiled and took Közi's hand, rising from the couch to retrieve the blankets.

"Of course we will feel much warmer, close under the sheets." He smirked, but doubted that Közi saw it in the darkness. "I'll keep you warm, Közi...-sama." He walked ahead of Közi, using the wall as a guide to get to the bedroom and place the blankets upon the bed.

“Oh, just a moment ago I was still Közi-kun. Now I’m Közi-sama. Well, I love you too, baby.” Közi laughed and followed Yu~ki to the bedroom. He lived most of his time in a dark apartment, so he didn’t need a guide in the darkness as he walked into the room without any problems. He took the sheets from the bed and started to arrange them in right places. Yu~ki helped Közi to arrange the sheets, smiling to himself.

"Oh yes, Közi-sama fits you so well..." He sat down on the freshly made bed, watching the black figure that he knew was Közi move in the darkness. Quietly Közi rose upon the bed from the other side of it than Yu~ki, moving closer to the older man. From behind he pressed his lips against the other’s neck to kiss it for a moment.

“But of course you could call me dear, or honey or something like that, ne?” The guitarist grinned and bit Yu~ki’s ear to support his own words. Yu~ki leaned back into Közi, loving how close and warm he was.

"I could....but for now, I will call you Közi-sama. I will save the cute names for...outside the bedroom." He smirked and kissed Közi's bare chest.

Once again Közi cracked into laugh.

“Yu~ki-chan! You are a bad boy! Calling me Közi-sama in the bed!” He moved a bit backwards, taking some space to pull Yu~ki to lie on his lap, wrapping his arms around the older man’s body. Carefully he begun to stroke Yu~ki’s stomach through the shirt, letting his eyes rest on the beautiful sight of the other. Every second he felt he liked the bassist more and more.

Yu~ki laughed as well, watching Közi intently.

"Oh, and I am a -chan now...and a bad boy, am I, Közi-sama?" Yu~ki was starting to feel brave, enjoying how Közi was reacting to what he was saying. He tilted his head to kiss the younger man, being the first kiss he would have initiated. Anyone would think, something strange had gotten into Yu~ki. With pleasure Közi answered to the kiss Yu~ki gave him. He was happy to notice the other was more courageous than last time he had kissed him. Actually now, when Yu~ki seemed more sure about himself, Közi dared to answer to the kiss more passionately, more demanding way than before. Every move he made told clearly that he wanted more than just a kiss, especially when he raised the bassist’s shirt to get his hand under it. The guitarist shivered a bit as his fingers met the soft skin under the shirt.

Yu~ki was happy to have Közi kiss him back with more passion, but he was surprising himself. The voice in the back of his head and moved forward and the shy Yu~ki was going to the back. It was like a switch had been flipped. Something about Közi, something about the possibilities of all that could happy in this one night, it drove his mind crazy. He wanted the experience, but there was still an unsure pull at the back of his mind.

Nonetheless, he forced himself to ignore it. He was a timid man, but he did not want to miss such an opportunity. He hated to miss opportunities, especially when something very pleasing could come of them. He reacted in a way that was sure to please Közi, matching the passion in the kiss. He flinched slightly as Közi's hand touched his flesh, flesh that was typically not exposed to anyone at any time. Ever. Modest Yu~ki. But now, Közi was being given the rare permission to touch him.

Way too soon, even for himself, Közi broke the kiss. But he had discovered something he had to tell to Yu~ki.

“Isn’t it unfair for me to be without a shirt when you have all your clothes still on?” He grinned and pulled the older man’s shirt slightly upwards, giving this way a hint for the other. Smiling he moved his hand on the other’s neck, drawing a small heart on the skin with his fingertips. The guitarist definitely enjoyed the feeling having Yu~ki so close to him, but he was unsure as well. Not about the instant moment, but what would happen at the morning when they woke up. It was sure that the reaction of the bassist next morning depended what Közi decided to do during the night. And it was already hard for him to control his desires.

Yu~ki was sad to have the kiss broken, as he enjoyed it immensely. He gave Közi a slight pout, but could not help but agree with his complaint.

"Well...I can't promise anything amazing under them...I'm sorry if you don't like what you see." Yu~ki was clearly lacking confidence when it came to his opinion of his beauty. He viewed himself as just about the most far thing from sexy. He sighed, feeling a bit depressed because of the feelings of his insecurity about himself surfaced, but he trusted Közi, for some reason, he trusted him. He was unsure of why he had absolutely no fear of the younger, unpredictable man.

He began to unbutton the shirt he was wearing, as he often did wear button-up shirts, just because he was fond of the style. He did so slowly, and cautiously, perhaps seeming that he would stop at any moment. He wanted to proceed, but that feeling did nothing to suppress how nervous he had suddenly become.

“Now, don’t be shy, Yu~ki-chan. You are beautiful, without a doubt.” The guitarist still drew small things on the bassist’s neck and shoulders. He was unsure if the things he drew meant anything, but it was just pleasant for him to touch the other.
Precisely he watched how Yu~ki unbuttoned the shirt, tilting his head and just waiting the last button to be undone. He was extremely curious what he could see under the cloth. He had never really saw Yu~ki’s skin under his clothes. The older man seemed to keep sure no one, or at least Közi never saw him without a shirt. He could only help the older man to realise how pretty he really was and encourage him.

“I’m sure you are way sexier than you think you are. Actually I think you must be more beautiful than I can even imagine.” He nuzzled against Yu~ki’s nape and squeezed him tighter on his lap, keeping the other as close to him as he just could.

Yu~ki shrugged the shirt off of his shoulders and let it fall off of his body once he had finished unbuttoning it. He shivered just after he had done so, feeling the air which was getting progressively colder on his bare flesh. This made him press closer to Közi.

"You flatter me too much, you know. And it's very cold..." He shivered again, but this time he had the help of the eerie feeling that was created by Közi's fingers tracing shapes on the back of his neck. The combination of the shiver and the cold had caused Yu~ki's nipples to rise and become harder, but he was focused more on Közi than such a simple detail.

Közi reached the blanket from the bed, wrapping it around him and Yu~ki, giving it even more to the older man. He himself felt actually really comfortable, he hadn’t lied when he said he was warm person.

“Is this better? And you know I wouldn’t lie to you; if I say you are beautiful, you are. So don’t argue with me, you have lost the fight already.” He didn’t want to fight about this kind of thing. To stop Yu~ki from even starting the argument with him the guitarist touched softly the older man’s lower stomach at the same time as he bit his shoulder.

Yu~ki gasped as Közi bit and touched him, and followed with a moan soon after, giving him no time to react to Közi's words. He was not used to this type of activity, and it felt amazing. He was very sensitive to the soft touch of Közi's hand on his stomach, but he was unsure if that was due to the area of flesh being a sensitive place or if it was some magical element to Közi's touch. He liked the idea of Közi having a power over him, and he knew it was the type of thought that could expand into more than just touching, and that both frightened him and excited him.

Instead of being cold, Közi started to feel warmer and warmer every second. The way Yu~ki reacted to his touch caused him to feel pleasurable tickling in the bottom of his stomach. The way he touched the older man got stronger and it wasn’t anymore so asking, but lusting. Also the way he looked at the bassist had changed: Everything in his eyes told he desired for this man in front of him.

“You can’t even imagine how your beauty makes me want you, my pretty Yu~ki”, the guitarist whispered with a low tone of voice. Politely but self-confidently he asked Yu~ki to turn, face to face with him. Yu~ki shivered again, but this shiver was stronger and more noticeable. The sound of Közi's voice in such a tone, whispering so close to him, and saying such words, it excited him even more. He felt lust for the younger man building inside of himself as well, a lust that became stronger and stronger.

Yu~ki obeyed Közi's request, standing for a moment before turning around and returning to Közi's lap. He straddled the younger man, legs on each side of Közi's waist. This gave a much nicer view of the bassist's body to Közi, even in the darkness. Without hesitating a moment, the guitarist pressed Yu~ki’s body down to lie on the bed, rising on top of him. One-sided smile decorating his face Közi looked more precisely the figure under him, giving shameless gazes towards the older man’s neck, collarbone and chest, and even letting his eyes to wonder lower, at the waist, stomach and thighs. At this point Közi bit down on his lower lip and stopped himself from ripping the rest of Yu~ki’s clothes off. God, how he wanted to do it, see completely undressed Yu~ki under him. But as much as he lusted for the vision, he didn’t want the experience to be cold and heartless.

Rising his gaze back to the older one’s face the guitarist smiled encouragingly and dropped his lips on the neck of the other, just slightly pressing his hips against Yu~ki’s.

Yu~ki was surprised by the sudden advance, yet the power he saw in Közi made him even more excited and aroused. He loved it as he could see the younger man looking him over, only able to guess what he might be thinking. The way Közi looked at him, Yu~ki saw lust, so much lust, but he hoped he had seen a flicker of love there as well. He knew it was an emotion that he himself was feeling, amongst the strong lust. He trusted the encouraging expression on Közi's face, but was not left much time to think upon it, as his mind was soon moved to the sensation of the younger guitarist kissing his neck, and the feeling of his hips closer to his own.

Once again Közi sank his fingers into the soft hair of his lover, as he enjoyed the silky feeling of them. His lips caressed the bassist’s neck, giving passionate kisses all over the skin, soon letting them fall down on the shoulder and the collarbone, but licking his way back to the neck again. He wanted to go over every pore of Yu~ki’s body with his mouth, kissing, licking and biting gently, never hurting the other too much. Though he had a weird feeling the older man might enjoy slight pain.

“Do you feel comfortable?” Közi’s breath fell heavy on Yu~ki’s neck as he talked to him. The excitement and lust already caused his breath change more into panting. The lust blurred his mind, but he refused to hurt the older man. He wanted to make this as pleasurable for him as possible.

Yu~ki responded to Közi's kisses, bites, and licking with moaning and a bit of whimpering. Even so, his whimpers were not the type of someone in pain, but of someone experiencing pleasure. At Közi's question, Yu~ki nodded, not trusting himself to speak. He feared he's say something stupid, or not be able to say anything at all. By looking at Yu~ki’s eyes Közi made sure he really felt comfortable and wasn’t afraid of anything.

After he had the silent permission, the guitarist dared to continue the kisses downer on the other’s body. From the collarbone he moved to the chest, enjoying silently his chance to touch the soft skin. Long, elegant fingers travelled their way down on the Yu~ki’s hips, caressing them through the fabric while he in a minor doubt let himself to kiss the other of the bassist’s nipples.

Yu~ki moaned loudly at Közi's touch. Even though he had been with only two women before, those experiences were nowhere close to this. He had not gotten so intimate in those situations; they were more short-lived and quick. Now, he was feeling much more, with much more emotional attachment. He managed to get himself to speak, fitting words between his quickened breaths,

"Közi...I'm going to be the one to get your pants off, and that's before you get mine off..."

The guitarist chuckled softly before he answered: “Soka? Oh, but, Yu~ki-chan, you seem so sure about that.” He teased the older man by moving his finger from the other’s hips and sliding them few cents under the pants the bassist was wearing, but without touching anything too sensitive.

“What if I take yours off right now?” Közi grinned mischievously, enjoying from the bottom of his heart to tease Yu~ki. He even supported his words by biting the nipple he was just a moment before kissed.

“No no, I take yours off first.” Yu~ki undid Közi’s pants and pulled them down as far as he could. The younger man smiled and helped him to take them completely off, throwing them on the same place as Yu~ki’s shirt.

“Happii desu ka? (Are you happy?)” Közi grinned and stroked Yu~ki’s hair.

“Happy, but not satisfied.” The older man answered and leaned forward to kiss the younger man’s collarbone, rising up to the neck with a lick. His hand fell on the thigh of his lover, stroking gently.

The touch on Közi’s thigh, as well as the bassist licking his neck, caused him to gasp and shiver even more than before. The guitarist usually tried to keep his voice down in this kind of situations, but now it was harder than he had suspected. Even harder was him to discover how the whole thing turned upside-down. He was supposed to tease Yu~ki, but now he felt the whole thing was the other way around and there was no way Közi would allow it to be. He gripped on the older man’s wrists – not too violently, but forcefully – and pushed him away from his neck, to lie entirely on the bed.

At the same time the guitarist found himself busy by undoing Yu~ki’s pants, without the bassist’s permission.

“And what would bring my beautiful Yu~ki to his satisfaction?” Közi still kept the mischievous smile on his face as he licked quickly the older man’s lips.

Yu~ki gave Közi a serious look, snaking a hand to rest at the back of Közi's head, lightly massaging. He was silent for a few moments, staring into Közi's eyes. A smile then came across his lips,

"If I told you, the game would not be as fun." The older man did not even bother to argue with Közi's phrase, "beautiful Yu~ki." By this point, he had transformed into focusing on the younger man who was with him in the bed, and who was undoing his own pants. His mind was no where near to caring about compliments he disagreed with.

“You enjoy playing games, ne?” After undoing Yu~ki’s pants Közi slowly slid them off and threw them somewhere on the floor, out of the way. Again he took his time to look his lover’s body thorough, smiling inside of his mind and giving lusting gazes at the lower body just found under the fabric. “I do not promise to play fairly.” The guitarist got himself lower on Yu~ki’s body and kissed first his waistline, continuing his journey and kissing even the lower stomach. It was unexpected how much he enjoyed touching the older man’s body, and how even that caused him to move closer to the limit of his self-control.

Yu~ki turned his head to the side to watch the younger man kissing him, moaning softly as his kissing moved lower. "The game has no rules, Kö-saaaama." He smirked, having an almost singsong tone to his voice. "You can do whatever you want."

“Soka? Whatever I want?” That was one of the sentences that should never be said to Közi. But this time he decided to be very gentle in things “he wanted to”. Both of his hands moved on the thighs of Yu~ki, as he continued kissing the lower stomach. Tenderly long fingers stroked the bassist’s skin, almost unnoticeably stroking their way on the inner side of the thigh.

With his mouth the guitarist went over Yu~ki’s stomach and hips, once in a while biting playfully. “And you really mean whatever?” Közi whispered against Yu~ki’s skin, grinning at himself before moving the other of his hands between the older man’s legs. Yu~ki nodded and smiled at Közi's first question,

"Yes, I trust you..." He watched Közi as he moved his hands and kissed lower and lower. There was both lust and love in his gaze. He loved the sensation of the small, playful bites that the guitarist left on his flesh and the fact that it was Közi made it so much better. Yu~ki shivered as Közi whispered against his sensitive skin and gave a loud moan not long after, as Közi's hand has made it's way between the bassists legs. He gasped for a few moments speaking again.

"Mmm...Just be careful..."

The younger man chuckled softly, rising his gaze at the face of his lover.

“I wouldn’t hurt you.” Közi got up and moved to lie next to Yu~ki, looking in his eyes and smiling. If someone had ever said he or she trusted him, at least he couldn’t remember it. Actually he thought no-one had ever said it. No that they wouldn’t trust him, they just never said it.

“Yu~ki…” For a moment, Közi hesitated, feeling unsure about what he was doing. ”Have you ever… had sex with another man, ne?” If he already had Yu~ki’s trust, to feel comfortable with it he had to earn it. Yu~ki bit his lip, contemplating the very personal question for a few moments. He then turned to rest his head against Közi's chest, kissing it softly.

"No, I haven't. I mean...I'm not a total virgin..." Yu~ki started to feel a bit nervous about answering this question, but being so close to Közi helped him calm down a bit.

Közi nodded once and stroked Yu~ki’s hair with his unoccupied hand to comfort the older man, who seemed a bit tense. The other felt so warm against his body, and it calmed the guitarist so he didn’t feel so unsure anymore. It didn’t happen very often that Közi was unsure.

“Do you trust me enough to allow me to be your first one?” He came closer to Yu~ki, trying to make him feel safe and secured. The guitarist thought the situation itself might feel uncomfortable for the other. He couldn’t do anything else, just smile, look the older man in his eyes and support him, whatever the answer would be.

Yu~ki thought as he lay close to Közi. He rolled the idea of Közi taking him around inside his head. Part of him was afraid and the other wanted it so badly. He'd watched Közi for many years, often thinking about what it would be like to be...his. It had always been embarrassing for him, and he never had the courage to say anything before now.

"I...I think we can give it a try. Just promise me it will last longer than one night...?" He was afraid that Közi just wanted his body, just wanted sex. But the bassist wanted more. He wanted a lover, something he'd never truly had before.

The guitarist gave Yu~ki a gentle, small laugh and a kiss on the forehead.

“Don’t worry about that, boku no koibito (my love). You are too cute and interesting to be just a one night thing.” He raised the older man’s face to press his lips against the other’s soft ones and kissed him deeply, full of emotions. He caressed Yu~ki’s lips, more tenderly than ever before, showing the other how serious he was about this.

Calmly, patiently Közi begun to move the hand he never got off from between Yu~ki’s legs. Slightly he pressed the older man’s member with his fingertips, stroking, doing everything as slowly as necessary to avoid Yu~ki to get scared.

Yu~ki felt that he could melt, as Közi called him that name and kissed him in that way. Yu~ki almost wanted to cry, but he held back, thinking that Közi would find it odd or offensive if he were to do so. Instead of crying, Yu~ki returned the kiss with all of his emotions. He felt very vulnerable, but also so much in love. He thought it strange, how something seemed to have been triggered. He would've never acted like this before, but now, he was like a swooning schoolgirl. He felt the younger man's hand still present between his legs and stroking him, and it caused him to arch his back, pressing closer to the guitarist. First Közi touched his lover’s member only through the underwear, but soon, as he believed Yu~ki wouldn’t get any kind of heart attack he dared to slide the underpants off and touch now without any kind of disturbing objects between his fingers and the member.

The younger man kept sure he didn’t break the kiss in any state but continued to caress the older one’s lips and tried to give him more courage that way. The unoccupied hand moved from Yu~ki’s face to his back, following the spine upon the nape and soon following it back down again, repeating the movement.

Yu~ki was comfortable enough now to move forward, but still felt slightly embarrassed of himself. He pushed that feeling to the back of his head as he felt himself become more excited, becoming harder at Közi's touch. He was very sensitive, almost too sensitive, partly from the limited amount of lovers he'd had and partly from how vulnerable and almost girly he felt in comparison to Közi.

The younger man was a bit worried about Yu~ki and about his own skills with first-timers. He had never done anything like this. He just knew he had to treat the bassist much gentler than he had treated his former lovers. At the same moment as he broke the kiss, he wrapped his hand around Yu~ki’s member, lightly, fearing to hurt the other, and started slowly move his hands upwards and downwards.

Slight smile rose on Közi’s lips as he followed his lover’s moving, and he couldn’t stop himself whispering into Yu~ki’s ear: “You should see how beautiful you are now, and you would never doubt it again.”

Yu~ki gasped, the sound quickly transforming into a loud moan. Közi's hand and his words caused him to become even more aroused. His breath was quick and panting already and he placed his hand on Közi's chest with some pressure, but not to force him away. "Közi-sama...anything you say...”

“And you sound sexy as hell”, Közi grinned, kissing first Yu~ki’s cheek, then his neck and finally his shoulder. Unfortunately, for the guitarist, he noticed he was getting excited about the moans his lover made, which meant he couldn’t go on like this for long. ‘Yu~ki’s night, Yu~ki’s night…’ he repeated in his mind and tried to calm down. The hand on the bassist’s back pulled him closer to Közi, as close as possible, and the guitarist raised the move of his hand on Yu~ki’s member. Small, mischievous and sick-minded person raised his head in Közi, as he asked: “Tell me how you feel.”

Yu~ki was panting now, and his moans became louder, so he was almost screaming. It was difficult for him to speak, as both his breath, and his jumbled mind would not allow. All he could think of was Közi, Közi, Közi. And what Közi was doing to him. And how amazing it was for him. He opened his mouth to speak, but could only produce a whimper. He bit his lip, and made a second attempt: "Amazing...you...own me...."
His words managed to go forth from his vocal chords before their vibrations were surrendered unto another moan.

Közi was not regretting he ever asked Yu~ki to tell how he felt. He was already stretching his limits of self-control, and they would break any time. The man next to him was simply too sexy to be teased. When Közi felt his mind and his body couldn’t take it anymore, he let go of Yu~ki’s member, for a second just leaving the older man lie down on the bed. Slowly he moved between his lover’s legs, still searching the accepting look or nod in the other’s face. He kept his eyes fixed on Yu~ki, knowing at the same moment if he hurt the older one.

“I can always blame Mana for this”, he murmured, breathed deep and said: “Koibito, you should now try to be relaxed. It hurts less then.” He got his hand under Yu~ki, smiling to him half loving, half pitying way. “I know I said I wouldn’t hurt you… this might hurt… a bit.” Közi bent down to kiss the bassist’s neck, hoping it to ease the pain even for a little when he thrust two of his finger’s into his lover.

Yu~ki was left wondering why Közi had stopped the movements of his hand, but when Közi spoke, he knew exactly what he was moving on to. Yu~ki nodded and tried to relax himself, but he hardly had enough time to place his mind in a relaxed state. As Közi thrust his fingers into him, he began to scream, but bit his lip to stifle the sound. It hurt, it hurt more than he had expected and he took time to calm himself.

"Közi...does it always hurt?" He was embarrassed at his inexperience, but somewhat curious and only a little bit afraid.

With the hand which wasn’t under Yu~ki, Közi stroked the older man’s hair, smiling a bit ashamed. Somehow he felt he had betrayed Yu~ki, even though he shouldn’t blame himself about an unavoidable thing.

“No, you silly”, the guitarist smiled and kissed Yu~ki’s neck again, still hoping the pain would go away with that. “Why do you think men still have sex together if it always hurts?”

He gave time for the other to get used to the feeling something was inside of him; moving his hand would hurt Yu~ki even more and that was not what Közi wanted.

“After you get used to it, you’ll enjoy it. I promise.” Közi smiled uncourageously, nodded for Yu~ki and kissed his chest gently but not too lightly. He wanted to move the bassist’s attention out of the pain.

Yu~ki managed to laugh at Közi's words, as the pain began to fade slowly. His body was adjusting to the feeling and he became more relaxed.

"I'm sure that you will make it even more enjoyable...but I will hold you to that promise there." He smiled, which was a lucky thing for the pain he had just experienced.

”I’m sure you will, iro (lover)”, Közi whispered and as he felt the bassist relaxed, he begun to push his fingers a bit for a bit deeper into the other. The fact Yu~ki had relaxed didn’t mean the guitarist’s moves wouldn’t hurt anymore. He still feared to touch his love too roughly. As soon as he was deep enough, Közi kissed the bassist’s chest, drawing his hand back, the motion he hoped to comfort the older man. How unusual it really was that Közi, the self-assured guitarist, felt so afraid for someone. But if the thought about everything happened during the evening, that was the smallest thing what he should call ‘unexpected’. After he had drawn his fingers almost out of Yu~ki, he thrust them back in, as slowly as before. It was not a right time for faster movements.
Yu~ki was introduced to the pain again, but it was not as intense as before. He bit his lip to hold back any scream that would try to escape his mouth, whimpering instead. He closed his eyes to help himself relax more, trying to get control of his thoughts. He had trouble remaining inside his head though, as he needed to open his eyes to watch Közi. Seeing the younger man above him was too tempting to resist looking at him. He risked to speak, in a quiet voice.

"It's getting better..."

The guitarist nodded and smiled for his lover, repeating the slow in-and-out movement. Every second he learned a bit more of Yu~ki’s body, that helped him to discover what did the older man like. As well his eyes remained on the face of his love to watch carefully the emotions he showed. Any mark of disturbing pain and he would stop immediately.

He was glad to notice Yu~ki was not in so horrible pain anymore, and as soon as the bassist’s would be completely relaxed, Közi believed this would start to feel pleasurable.

“What is so special with you that makes me care about your pleasure so much?” The guitarist mumbled and raised his head from the other’s chest to kiss the lips softly. Yu~ki became more and more relaxed, able to focus on the movements of Közi's hand more than the fading pain.

He wondered if it were anywhere near the same for a woman, and hoped that the pain would soon completely fade. He wanted to move on to the next part, he wanted Közi inside of him. When the guitarist posed his idle question to the bassist he answered with a smile.

"I would hope it's love..."

The younger man laughed benevolently and the gaze he gave at Yu~ki was shining, full of warm feelings towards the other.

“You dare to doubt it?” He wasn’t afraid to fasten the thrusts of his fingers, he knew the pain ran out of Yu~ki, and pleasure would soon replace it. He was feeling impatient already, Közi wasn’t the most patient person in the world, but the desire to take care of Yu~ki pushed the impatience to the back of his mind.

Yu~ki gave a somewhat startled moan as Közi speeded up his fingers.

"No, Közi-sama...I don't doubt it..." Yu~ki gazed up at him, the lust refilling his eyes. The pain was transforming into pleasure finally, and Yu~ki's vulnerable side had gone away again.

Finally Közi noticed the older man was completely relaxed. The excitement caused his breath to become heavier as he knew what he should do now. He pulled his fingers out of Yu~ki, first moving his hands on the other’s thighs, spreading his legs a bit more, and then onto his hips. Serious look on his face he searched Yu~ki’s eyes with his own, waiting the permission.

“If you don’t want, I don’t mind if you say it. Your pleasure is now more important.” He gave an encouraging smile for Yu~ki, stroking the skin under his fingers to make him feel less lost.
Yu~ki watched Közi move into position, becoming more and more aroused as his head swam with the anticipation. He nodded quickly, fixing his gaze upon Közi.

"Pleeeeease, Közi-sama..." He smirked, letting his lustful side come out. "You keep waiting...you keep making me wait for the pleasure...don't you?"

The guitarist enjoyed when he could be face to face with the lustful side of Yu~ki. It caused the game to become even more interesting.

“Maybe I do, and maybe I do not. Show me how much you want it.” And as Közi faced Yu~ki’s more self-assured side, he gave as an answer a chance for the bassist to face his extremely sick-minded total seme –side. He wanted to dominate the man under him, control the situation and tell the other what to do. This was pure Közi, how everyone knew him to be like.

Yu~ki gave a frustrated moan and reached a hand up behind Közi's neck, pulling him down into a kiss overflowing with passion. He even went as far as to push his tongue into Közi's mouth, but soon broke the kiss.

"Is that convincing?" The older man smirked, watching Közi's eyes. "Because if you make me wait any longer, I'm going to get violent...if you won't do it...I'll make you..." Yu~ki licked his lips, keeping a fixed stare on Közi, trying not to let his eyes wander over the younger man's body. Yu~ki had completely been overtaken by the strong combination of love and lust that he felt.

Közi laughed and stroked Yu~ki’s chest playfully. The older man was just way too lovely.

“That sounds like fun to me. We must try it someday. I want to know how you act when you get violent.” He winked at the bassist as he continued: “But I save myself from that today.”

Still grinning, the guitarist took his own underwear off and moved into a better position. He gripped on Yu~ki’s hips with almost painful force and accompanied on the sigh-like gasp thrust himself into his lover. He had to bit down on his lip to keep quiet and even that didn’t work. He couldn’t help moaning as the other surrounded him with a sweet, warm tightness. Even the first thrust felt too good.

Közi almost collapsed down when he reached so long wanted deepness.

“God… I knew virgins feel good but… this good… God… Yu~ki…” The guitarist trembled and panted heavily as the waves of strong pleasure washed over him. Yu~ki gave a loud scream of pleasure and only a hint of pain as Közi thrust inside of him. The scream faded into a long, drawn-out moan as the younger man thrust deeper. He panted, already thrilled by having someone inside of him for the first time. Yu~ki moved his hand on Közi's back almost digging his nails into the younger man's flesh.

"I'm glad to....please you...Közi-sama..." For a few moments the younger man just kept still, eyes closed, feeling if he moved, he would come already. That was not exactly his plan, but every second inside of Yu~ki’s body sent pleasurable shivers down on his spine. He had to get used to it, or the night would be ruined.

“And yet…” Közi breathed heavily as his heart beat rapidly. “…I’m going to make you see stars, baby.” The guitarist opened his eyes slowly, glanced at Yu~ki mischievous smile decorating his face and withdrew almost out of the older man, just to thrust slowly back in with a moan. Yu~ki moaned again, still very loudly, but not caring who else other than Közi heard. He moaned for the length of Közi's thrust, and sometime after. His mind was already overflowing with the pleasure of even the slow thrusts.

"Yes...yes...make me...make me...Közi-sama, I'm yours..." His breath came too heavily for the bassist to be able to speak more than two words at a time. He was experiencing so many powerful emotions and feelings, being filled by them, as well as the physical part, where it was Közi who filled him. He loved it. For his first time, and only the start of it, he was already in love with whole thing.

Közi just couldn’t take it. Everything what happened, the fact he was inside of Yu~ki, sweet, sexy moans of the other got him too excited. He wanted, he lusted for this man, and he was loosing the control of his body and mind – both. As he continued thrusting in, he let his hands to begin to pull the bassist’s hips against his moves, first just slightly, but then more demanding. To silence himself, the guitarist dropped his lips on Yu~ki’s neck, kissing and sucking close to violent way, but still he couldn’t stop himself from moaning against the soft skin.

Yu~ki was giving himself to Közi completely, allowing him to do anything that he pleased. And he loved it. He gave small screams and moans for each thrust the other made inside of him. The bassist took heed of Közi pulling on his hips and began to do the motion on his own.

"Mmm...Közi-sama..." He purred the younger man's name as he kissed the older's neck in a way that was sure to leave the tell tale marks later on.

Hearing his own name said like that and feeling how the bassist answered to his moves by his own will caused the guitarist feel more and more aroused. He had a sudden need to bite the older one’s skin as he fastened his thrusts a lot, but as an apology for not-so-gentle bite he licked the spot where he had bitten. He had no will to care how Yu~ki’s neck would look after this night as long as both enjoyed what he was doing. Another sudden need he felt was to fasten his pushes into the bassist from the speed it was just a moment ago.

Yu~ki enjoyed even the bite that Közi gave him, moaning for both it and the licking that followed it. As Közi speeded his thrusts, Yu~ki began to scream again, louder, including Közi's name in the screams as well. He moved his hips back against Közi, deepening each thrust and even trying to increase the speed on his own.

"Faster...more...Közi-sama...mmm...more..." Yu~ki begged him in an almost desperate voice, the lust controlling him completely. It was too good, he also had trouble controlling himself, but he felt as he was becoming a whore for the other man, he was addicted. Yet, he loved it still.

Közi’s nails sunk into the warm flesh of Yu~ki’s hips as his thrusts became obsessed. His mind was fixed on one thing: to cause pleasure for the older man and for himself. He couldn’t think anything else but the other under him. As he thrust faster, obeying Yu~ki’s voice, stronger and more controlling waves of pleasure washed over the guitarist and he couldn’t handle it completely.

This truly was the most beautiful composition of his; like the sound of the bass and the guitar together; Yu~ki’s voice accompanied on his own created a perfect harmony. Here lay everything what he had always wanted to imprison in to a song; all the passion, the lust and love. This was perfect. But he could still take it into a different level of perfection.

Again a strong wave of pleasure hit against Közi and his back arched as he moaned loudly. Yet he was able to speed up his thrusts, but the guitarist was close to the fastest speed he could ever do.

Yu~ki gripped the sheets with his free hand and Közi's back with the other. His nails dug into the skin hard enough to draw blood, but he hardly realized what his hand was doing to Közi's skin. His mind was flooded with the pleasure and the sound of Közi's moans and his own frenzied screams. Every thrust was magnified within Yu~ki's mind, the pleasure rushing through him each time as Közi hit places deep inside of him. He felt Közi near his point of being able to increase his speed no more, but also felt himself reaching the stopping point of how much his body could endure. He was happy with the pleasure, and felt it build quickly. He could not form any coherent words in his mind, and he continued to scream Közi's name instead.

Getting some of his control of his own body back from the last wave of pleasure, the guitarist released Yu~ki’s hip from his other hand’s grip, holding the older man’s hips just with the one hand. Now unoccupied hand he moved on Yu~ki’s member, wrapping fingers around it and begun to move his hand up and down slowly. Közi made sure he didn’t slow down the speed he thrust into the older man’s body, but turned the thrusts more violent. With a low, disjointed voice the younger man whispered into the other’s ear: “I want you to know… Aishiteiru (I love you).” Even though his moves fought against his words, he really meant what he had said.

Yu~ki felt as his own waves of pleasure came faster and faster, overwhelming him. The feeling was especially maddening when Közi added his hand on Yu~ki's arousal. He wasn't sure how much longer he would last and screamed for the pleasure.
"Közi...Közi...I'm not...going to...last....much longer..." Despite his raving pleasures, he managed to register Közi's words of love in his mind, speaking his love under his heavy breaths the best he could.

As he was himself close to the last point he could take anymore, Közi wanted to give every single drop of pleasure for Yu~ki. He was not able to speak, neither had he wanted to. As he couldn’t anymore increase the speed of his thrusts, he fastened his hand on the bassist’s member, almost in the same rhythm with his pushes in the older man. Once and again the guitarist pressed his lips against Yu~ki’s, to kiss the other and imprison all his love and passion into that kiss. He didn’t need words to say how much he wanted the bassist, but that specific kiss told everything necessary. Yu~ki returned Közi's meaningful kiss, pleasure coming from three powerful sources. He was so overwhelmed by both the incredible sexual lust and pleasure in the thrusts Közi made against him, and the love in the kiss, that he began to cry. Silent tears, nothing more, but happiness was their cause.

The guitarist continued the kiss, caressing Yu~ki’s lips as well as he could. He felt the tears the other cried, but he couldn’t brush them. So much emotions he felt, both from his and Yu~ki’s side. He had never believed something like this even existed and now it was in front of his eyes. He had never seen it and now he felt it, so strong love. It almost made Közi cry too, he already felt the burning feeling of soon pouring tears in his eyes.

But his obsession stopped him from crying. The younger man felt himself coming way too soon, and he couldn’t let himself come before Yu~ki. The pleasure washed over him letting Közi to fear it would soon drown him. The kiss broke into a loud moan. His fingers pressed harder on Yu~ki’s arousal and the whole body of the guitarist trembled in pleasure and physical distress both as he continued his fast pushes into the other’s body.

Yu~ki moaned against Közi's lips, loudly and forcefully. He felt himself drawn only seconds away from his orgasm. He used his remaining time to kiss Közi with so much passion, perhaps the most passion he'd ever shown to a lover. He moved his hips in time with Közi's movements, and was finally brought to the edge of his endurance, screaming Közi's name and making incoherent, wild moans and noises of great pleasure overwhelming him as he came. He panted and sank down into the bed, trying to recover his breath and his vision, which had gone white and blurry.

After Yu~ki had reached his highest point of pleasure, Közi thrust himself into the other last few times before allowing himself to come with a scream-like moan escaping from his throat. Both of his mind and his vision became blind and he himself saw the stars he had promised to Yu~ki. Many pretty white stars danced in front of his sight as he collapsed on Yu~ki, panting heavily against the older man’s chest.

For a second or a couple he couldn’t move at all, and after he did it, it felt almost painful to withdrew out of the bassist, so immediately he fell back down, this time next to the other.

“You don’t have to tell me how the stars looked like… I saw them myself” Közi mumbled, seemingly so tired that he couldn’t think clearly yet.

Yu~ki turned his head toward the other man, his vision clearing slowly. His body was covered in glistening sweat, some of it dripping down his neck and chest. His breath still came just as heavily, but he was able to speak more easily now.

"But...I do have to tell you, how amazing that was...I won't regret it, Közi-sama...I love you too much..." He smiled, but did not dare move; his body was too exhausted to do that right now. "I never knew it would be so good...you have talent."

Közi spent a moment just for breathing. He had to calm down his heart that was still beating rapidly and restore some of his energy.

After getting his a bit of his energy back to turn to look at Yu~ki, the guitarist smiled and moved his hand to stroke the older one’s face.

“What you said reminded me about one question… after this, if somebody asked about your first time, what would you answer how it was like?” He searched Yu~ki’s eyes with his own and glanced at them with softness partly caused by tiredness. Yu~ki smiled again, lifting himself to move closer to Közi, luckily not yet aware of the soreness that he would become aware of when he body fully regained feeling.

"I can say it in one word: Divine." He kissed Közi's shoulder lovingly.

"Umm...so, we're...a couple now...?" He was uneasy about the question and the title to give to the two of them, but sure that the answer would be positive. The younger man thought of the term ‘couple’. It felt weird for him, he had never been a couple with anyone. Not really. But it didn’t mean he didn’t like it. Actually, it sounded kind of fun. So Közi nodded.

“We are a couple. And judging from the pain in my back, you made me a new tattoo. For free!” The guitarist laughed and wrapped his arms around Yu~ki’s waist, wondering if he felt now happier than ever before.

Yu~ki smiled gently, his expression soft with love and exhaustion.

"I'm sorry...but at least there is something for you to remember the night. The scar will remind you, but it doesn't hurt too much, does it?" It was natural for Yu~ki to worry, even now. He felt a stronger connection to the younger man, somehow so very comfortable and safe with him. And he felt obliged to take care of him too.

“I would have remembered this night even without scars on my back. But don’t worry, I think I like them.” Közi smirked and pulled Yu~ki closer to himself, enjoying the warmth of the other’s body even though he was feeling quite hot after such a passionate sex. “At least I know you are a little beast in the bed.” To give the bassist something back from the scars on Közi’s skin, the guitarist bit gently the older man’s lower lip.

Yu~ki laughed, catching Közi's lips in a quick kiss.

"I can get even more devilish, darling Közi-saaaama...Once I get used to this, we'll have such fun." He grinned and nuzzled Közi's chest, kissing his skin lightly. He was almost like a very loving cat. "How I love my Közi-sama..."

The guitarist chuckled and kissed Yu~ki’s hair as the other nuzzled against his chest like a pet. “I might be calling you Yu~ki-sama next time” he joked and winked at Yu~ki. He still felt extremely tired, pleasuring the older man had been a harder task than he had expected. It had taken all his strength by this night. “We should sleep, boku no koibito.”

Yu~ki nodded.

"Yes...I'm getting colder...and I'm already very tired. It's so cold, I think we may want to get dressed again...we don't want to be found this way tomorrow..." Yu~ki sat up, trying to find where the garments had been thrown in the dark, but found it very difficult to see anything at all. "Well, I guess the sheets and blankets will have to do. I can't see a thing."

Közi just buried himself under the blanked and watched Yu~ki’s wandering around in the dark. He could see clearly where all the clothes were, but didn’t bother to help the older man to find them.

“Come back next to me and I will warm up my Yu~ki.” He took a seductive look on his face while watching Yu~ki and showed the other an empty space next to him that he wanted to be filled with a specific body. “And what if they do find us like this? It doesn’t bother me, though.” Yu~ki gave up on looking for the clothes and moved back to Közi, cuddling up close to him.

"I don't mind, I just don't know what we would say to them." The bassist slowly moved his hand over Közi's chest and side, caressing the skin of the man that he loved so dearly. Slight shivers travelled through Közi’s body as Yu~ki’s touched him gently, making him suddenly feel so warm and so safe. His body relaxed under the bassist’s fingers and the guitarist allowed himself to close his eyes.

“Why we wouldn’t tell them how things are?” His voice was getting low and tired and Közi knew he was going to fall asleep if Yu~ki continued his sweet touching.

Yu~ki bit his lip and pressed closer to Közi's warmth.

"Well...if we told them, there is a chance someone would be upset...or the fans would find out. That would be bad, wouldn't it? I think we should keep it secret for a little while." Közi was already half asleep and hardly knew what he was saying.

“They wouldn’t tell. But if you want, boku no koibito.” He yawned, pulling Yu~ki even closer and almost on top of him. Surely he seemed to enjoy the older man’s company. “Could you stroke me a bit more? I liked it~. Your touch is so soft…” The guitarist had already closed his eyes and he spoke as a mumbling barely able to be heard.

Yu~ki smiled and started his soft touches again, caressing his lover's skin and his beautiful crimson hair.

"I'm glad you enjoy it." He too was starting to fall asleep, but planned to stay awake until Közi fell asleep. The guitarist purred silently at Yu~ki’s touch and his whole body relaxed under it.

“You are so perfect~” Közi yawned once more and cuddled up to the bassist, as the older man got up in the back of his mind the submissive side of him. Soon the younger man fell asleep, still wearing the happy, pleased smile on his lips. Yu~ki continued to stroke the younger man before stopping and allowing himself to relax, smiling to himself as he thought over the night's events in his mind. He soon drifted off to sleep, no doubt to have pleasant dreams.

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