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Demolition Lovers	By : MCRsavdME Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 1917 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Demolition Lovers

We gather here today to remember a dear and departed friend of ours. Though she may be gone she still lives with us and in our hearts. We know she is in heaven looking down on us with a warm smile...

Gerard shot awake, tears streaming down his eyes, he was dreaming again, he hated it when he dreamed all he could dream about was his grandmother. His grandmother and how the last thing he remembered about her was her laying in the pink coffin, so cold and pale, no smile no warmth coming from her that seemed to emit from her when she was alive. Gerard began to get up feeling the throbbing pain hit him like a train, he stopped. Looking over at his arm he saw that he had bleed through the towel and some had gotten on the carpet.

"Fuck" Gerard determined this time got up slowly feeling the shots of pain shoot through his body, he went into the bathroom came back out with supplies to clean up the blood stain.

When he had finished their was still remnants of the stain so he decided to move the rug over the spot. "She won't notice"

Feeling his stomach growl Gerard began to go up the stairs, hungry from not eating at all that day. He got to the top of the stairs and saw Mikey sleeping in front of the T.V. Gerard walked over to his brother laying a hand on his head. He saw a giant burse on his brother’s face and Gerard immediately was angry at himself. He knew the bruise was in someway his fault. He tried to push it from his mind knowing his brother would not tell what had happened. He could feel his brother shiver beneath him so he grabbed the blanket off of the couch and laid it on top of his brother. Mikey instinctively pulled it closer to him and snuggled up to it. Standing to leave his brother to nap, Gerard turned of the T.V. and made his way to the kitchen to eat.

Gerard walked into the kitchen open the pantry and looking it over top to bottom for something to eat. Nothing, then making his way to the refrigerator, he again looked around, nothing but beer and some old spoiled take out.

"Oh well," Gerard closed the door and poured himself a glass of water, this would have to do. Gerard drank the water staring out the window at the world outside, the sky was threatening and he knew a storm was coming and it looked like a bad one.

"Gee" frightened by the noise he turned around to see his brother standing behind him, the blanket that he had placed on him earlier wrapped around him and his hair tussled from sleep.

"I’m sorry I didn't mean to scare you Gee," Mikey was rubbing at the sleep that still held on to his eyes.

"Its ok, I was just thinking" Gerard smiled and patted his brother on the head.

"What’s up kiddo?"

"Nothing" Mikey huffed and turned around making his way back to the worn green coach.

"Damn I’m sorry I won't call you kiddo anymore ok I forget...” Gerard followed his brother to the coach and sat down beside him.

"Now tell me what’s up?" Gerard smiled at his brother and Mikey couldn't help but smile back.

"I’m hungry" Mikey rubbed his stomach and Gerard could almost hear it growling.

"Well then lets order some food, do you know were mom and dad are?" Gerard looked around the house, it was usual for them to not be their.

“They left about two hours ago, they said they would be back later tomorrow" Mikey had flipped the T.V. back on and was surfing between the channels.

"Did they leave some money?" Gerard half expected the answer to be no, of course they would leave with out leaving any money that would be just like them.

"Ya 30 dollars on the counter" Mikey said this while mindlessly watching some Spanish game show, with a hamster and chicken dancing.

Gerard got up from the coach and sure enough their was 30 dollars.

"What do you want Mikey. A pizza, that sounds good to me" Gerard flipped through the phone book ready to call in an order.

"Sure, and then can.... can we do something together. Please?" Mikey had made his way to the kitchen as well and was staring at his brother with hopeful eyes.

"Sure thing" Gerard grabbed the phone and placed the order.

"45 minutes" Gerard said as he hung up and turned to his brother.

"What do you want to do Mikes?" Gerard knew his brother liked being called Mikes. Gerard's eyes once again had found their way to the bruise on Mikey's face and he still felt like it was his fault.

"I just want to watch some T.V. with you Gee" Mikey smiled at this, he liked to do the simple things, just hanging out, nothing extravagant was necessary to have fun.

Gerard made his way over to his brother determined to get the truth from him about the bruise.

"What happened Mikey" Gerard’s voice was commanding and strong, something Mikey did not hear much and it almost frightened him.

"Its nothing Gee, you know Mom and Dad." Gerard’s hand was resting against his brother’s check rubbing his thumb against the blue mess. Mikey closed his eyes and sighed at his brother’s touch, it was a loving one, one that would not bring pain. That was only how his brother had ever touched him, never to hit him, never to cause him to cry.

"You come and get me the next time this happens" the words spilled out of Gerard's mouth before he realized what he had said.

"How can I, how could I?!" I went to your room to hide Gee, and their you were I saw you!" Tears were pouring like rivers from his eyes as he pushed his brother’s hand away,

"you were bleeding and so cold, I thought, I thought you were dead..." Mikey had fallen to the floor and was curled into a ball.

"Why do you want to leave me, why don't you love me Gee?" Gerard sat down next to his brother, rubbing his back trying to give some solace to him for the pain he was feeling.

"All I can say is I’m sorry Mikey, I’m sorry, I have a problem, you won't understand but it makes me feel better..." His voice trailing off as he tried to find the words that didn't exist.

"I love you Mikey more than you'll ever know, but sometimes I’m in so much pain, I hurt so much and this is the only way I know to make the pain stop." Gerard looked down at his brother hoping that he understood, and the face on his brother was not one that he had been expecting.

"Why do you think I’m a little baby? You talk to me like a baby that doesn't know anything!" Mikey had sat up and pulled the sleeves of his shirt up to reveal his own criss cross of scars dancing up both his arms.

"I know what its like to be in pain Gerard, but I don't ever try to leave you, ever" With this Mikey stood up and began to storm off to his room.

Gerard stood up and grabbed his brother by both shoulders and turned him around. He wanted to yell at him, tell him does he know how fucking stupid he was being for cutting, but how could he, he had been doing the very same thing. Mikey stared up at him with scared eyes; his brother had never been ruff with him before. Gerard just pulled him into a hug; they held onto each other unexplainable tears pouring from their eyes. Mikey was sobbing harder than Gerard and he blamed himself for that. He pulled Mikey away just enough to find his lips and place a kiss on them. This always had comforted Mikey. It provided the comfort that both of them had sought all their lives but never received. Mikeys tears came to a slow stop with each kiss Gerard was giving him. Gerard continued to plant kisses on Mikey's lips. Mikey was opening his lips slowly wanting more relief from his brother.

"Mikey wwhat are you doing" Gerard had pulled away and was staring into his brother’s eyes.

"Nothing," Mikey turned around and walked over to the couch sitting down and turning on the T.V.

"Let’s just watch some T.V. OK?" Mikey was trying to find something they both would like but with 5 channels that was hard.

"Ok" Gerard went to his brother to the coach and sat down. A show about the animals in the wild was on and it seemed rather interesting to both of them, or rather Gerard, but Mikey did not want to say anything, he just wanted to spend time with his brother. Soon enough Mikey was asleep his head laying on his brothers lap, and Gerard was mindlessly stroking his hair. Gerard looked at the clock, 20 more minutes till the pizza would get their, man every time it seems to take forever for food to arrive. This position was very uncomfortable for him, but he did not want to wake his brother he looked peaceful.

Mikey had his hand on Gerard's thigh; he was obviously dreaming, and obviously having a nightmare, because he was holding onto it as if it was a life boat, in a raging storm. Gerard tried to fight the feelings he was getting, having his brother wiggle and writhe on top of him in this manner was really beginning to bother him. He felt the all too familiar tightening in his pants and he fought the feeling.

"Not from your brother, NOT from your BROTHER, you may be a fag but your brother doesn't turn you on" Gerard was saying this to himself over and over.

He sat their trying to concentrate on the T.V. program that was on, killer animals of the wild. He was trying to do everything and anything in his control to fight the ever growing feeling in his groin.

"Fuck it," Gerard got up and was careful to scoot Mikey off of him as not to wake him up, he turned around as he entered the bathroom to check and make sure his brother was in fact sound asleep and he was. Closing the door behind him, he began to tear at his jeans fighting to get them off to relive himself. Gerard had known all his life that he was a little off, he just didn't like girls the same way that other boys did, he found the beautiful and interesting but that was all they were fun to talk to hang out with. That was the only thing he had ever shared with a girl, a friendship. It wasn't until his first kiss with a guy that he really thought that he might be gay. It was an accident really him and Frank were just messing around and soon enough they found each other locked into each others embrace. Frank was not one of Gerard’s better friends, they were three grades apart, and did not have any classes together. Gerard actually hadn’t seen or talked to Frank since that one crazy night they had.

Gerard could hear himself breathing louder and louder as he sought release. As he moved faster and faster trying to get himself off.

"Oh my god mm ohh" Gerard could feel himself coming closer and closer to a climax.

"Gee," Gerard turned around stunned to see his brother standing in the door way. He was rubbing at his eyes rubbing away the afternoon nap he had just taken.

"Gee." Mikey stepped closer and Gerard could feel himself grow harder just at the sight of his brother.

"I uh I’m just..." Gerard blushed as if he had been caught by his mother and not his brother. Gerard was shaking slightly and Mikey stepped closer.

Mikey was just staring at his brothers erection questions rising to mind and Gerard could hear them starting.

"It’s called an erection Mikey, I’m sure you've had some before am I right?" Gerard sounded harsher than he meant to but the tightening in his stomach was making him ache for release.

"I’m not stupid Gerard; I do go to school and hear the guys talk." Mikey looked hurt that his brother thought he would not know what an erection was. There was probably a lot of things that Gerard did not know about him, A LOT.

"I’m sorry Mikes, its just I’m trying to get off and it’s..." Gerard could not finish before Mikey had taken another step closer to him and had raised his hand to tuck a wayward hair strand behind his brother’s ear.

"I can help." Mikey was now staring deep into his brothers hazel eyes and Gerard was staring right back. Mikey dropped to his knees almost as if there was an invisible hand that had forced him down.

Gerard was about to say something and push Mikey away as he took Gerard’s erection into his hands.
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