Things I'll Never Say | By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 1917 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
I'd like to thank xXBrokenxRosesXx and lolo313 for their reviews.
It means a lot to me so here's the second chapter, coming out the same day as the first!
And this is now officially NOT a oneshot anymore!
Yay!
Also I have to say that I want this story to contain sex and smut, BUT I suck at writing such scenes. Really, I suck at it!
If there's anyone out there who would be kind enough to help me write some sex then email me!
I have to apologize for the first two chapters being so short as well, but that's just because I'm just getting started here. I promise the chapters will be longer and more entertaining.
Peace!
-----
At first I didn't know what was happening. Was my brother kissing me? And telling me that he loved me? It had to be a dream. It just had to be.
But his hands in my hair, his tongue against mine, and his soft lips told me otherwise. This was very much real, and very much pleasant.
After a few moments I pulled away to gasp for breath and he did the same.
"But how?" I said looking at him, while nervously biting on my bottom lip. He gave me one of his standard smiles and just shrugged. "I don't know, do I have to know?"
I shook my head slowly, smiling a little. "We-" Before I can finish there's a knock on our door and our mother opens it slowly. I lean away from Gerard, hoping that we look as normal as we can. She stares at us for a few seconds, and I realize that we must look pretty weird, sitting on the cold floor instead on one of the beds.
"What's going on?" She asked suspiciously, looking as we had just been doing something very wrong… which we had, but still…
"Nothing." We said at the same time, making her even more suspicious.
"Are you smoking pot?" She asked straight out causing us both to give out a laugh of relief.
"No mom, just talking that's all." Gerard said smiling at her. Apparently she bought it because then she just nodded and smiled back. "Well dinners ready, please come down." She said before closing the door.
It takes a moment or two for us to get up from the floor, but finally Gerard got up and looked down at me. "Come on brother." He said mockingly before grabbing my arm and pulling me up. I got to my feet but instantly a feeling flooded through me.
"Gerard we can't." I whispered while looking at the floor. Sure I loved him, but incest… It's wrong and illegal and we could NEVER be out in the open about our love.
"Mikers, we can!" He said taking my hand. I thought for a moment and then decided that, what the hell! If I couldn't have him, then I didn't want anyone else, and I sure as hell didn't want to be alone. So I leaned in to kiss him softly before we walked downstairs to eat dinner.
During dinner we kept stealing glances at each other. We tried not to make it to obvious, though I'm not sure how well we succeeded. He sat across from me, so it was easy enough to stare at him while trying to eat my mashed potatoes. Suddenly mom poked me on my arm causing me to jump slightly earning a giggle from Gerard. "What?" I asked looking over at her. She shook her head and rolled her eyes. "I can't believe you didn't hear me. That girl I told you about the other night, Aimee, she asked about you today when I saw her at the mall." She said it with a bright smile, she probably thought I'd be all giddy and excited when she told me… but I had Gerard, why did I care about some lame girl from my school?
Of course I couldn't tell mom that so I just nodded my head and tried to look interested. I noticed that Gerard had stopped eating and just stared at us.
Mom took my nod as a sign that I was interested and she continued, "Yes she's quite the girl and she wanted to know if you were planning on going to the prom. I told her that you and your band were going to play there, and she was really happy about that and…"
And that's where I stopped listening. I didn't care if she wanted to marry me or whatever, it was just lame. I pretended to listen and nodded here and there. I glanced over at Gerard who was trying to hide his snickering behind a fake cough.
"Mom I'm finished, can I go?" I asked suddenly, cutting her off in the middle of a speech about how wonderful Aimee was. Before waiting for her reply I got to my feet and grabbed my plate. When I reached the kitchen door I could hear Gerard excusing himself as well.
"So when you and Aimee have your first child you must name him after me." Gerard said laughing at my frown as we sat on my bed five minutes later. I took up my pillow and smacked him with it. "Haha very funny." I said lying down with my face in the pillow. "Just kill me now…" I said dramatically with a high pitched voice. Gerard snickered and laid down next to me. "Oh I can't do that." He said lying on his side, and trailing a pattern on my back with his fingers. I took my head out from the pillow and scrunched my face together before sighing again. "If I die do you think I'll have to go on a date with her?" I said sounding like a little baby.
He kissed my cheek and caressed my back. "No Mikers, I don't." I nodded and turned over on my back. "Then I'm just going to stop breathing." I said before taking a deep breath, holding it. He gave me a 'grow up' look and just stared at me. After 30 seconds he couldn't take it anymore and started tickling my sides. Damn he knows just how ticklish I am.
I had to breathe since I was laughing so hard. "Damn Gerard stop!" I said between laughs. He started laughing himself but stopped. He then scooted closer to me and laid his face in the crook of my neck. "Can we stay like this forever?" He asked as we laid there, without a sound. I didn't reply. I just laid my arm around him, pulling him closer as he snuggled into me, throwing one of his legs across mine.
"You're my dreams." He whispered in my ear before we drifted off to sleep.
---------
Okay, and now the clock just turned 00.00 and it's officially august second which means;
MY NINETEENTH BIRTHDAY DAMNIT!!! *hooraaay*
Sadly it also means the beginning of the 'urkult' festival (I live in Sweden, shut up!) and I won't be home until sunday, but then hopefully I'll have the next chapter out by monday!
But anyway so yeah, rate and review please.
And maybe give me a few happy birthday wishes too?
*snickers*
I love Waycest<3
While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
All works displayed here, whether pictorial or literary, are the property of their owners and not Adult-FanFiction.org. Opinions stated in profiles of users may not reflect the opinions or views of Adult-FanFiction.org or any of its owners, agents, or related entities.
Website Domain ©2002-2017 by Apollo. PHP scripting, CSS style sheets, Database layout & Original artwork ©2005-2017 C. Kennington. Restructured Database & Forum skins ©2007-2017 J. Salva. Images, coding, and any other potentially liftable content may not be used without express written permission from their respective creator(s). Thank you for visiting!
Powered by Fiction Portal 2.0
Modifications © Manta2g, DemonGoddess
Site Owner - Apollo