Devil May Cry | By : TsukiNoCurse Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 889 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
AN: O__o
Well If you actually read this, enjoy ^^ I don’t own the lyrics :D ! nor Frank, Gerard, Jared … whatever ^^ They own themselves!
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Chapter I. The Sharpest Lives
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We are falling
the night is calling
tears inside me
calm me down
Bless me with the
leaves off of the tree
on it, I see
the freedom rain
We are falling
the night is calling
she is inside me
going down
Midnight calling
live softly, slowly
drowning with the
love we need
-Devils Cry
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Frank’s POV.
He has been avoiding me.
And I hate him for that.
Whenever I’m near him, even if I have Pansy, which always makes me secure, I feel as if nothing would ever be able to hurt me. Perhaps I’m too blind to accept the reality. But being with him, nude on night, tightly embraced by his arms, is my little private heaven, from which I wished every day I didn’t have to fall.
I wish…
I wish I was what he wants me to be, to full fill his whole needs. Instead he finds this fulfillment in alcohol or sometimes drugs. I wish I could save him, but it’s perhaps something I won’t be able to do ever. He is losing himself, and at the same time, he seems to be dragging me down with him. He shatters my heart every time I tried to hold him close in night. He mumbles and turns his back on me after sex.
Perhaps more than hurt… I feel used.
Good God, I’m getting all emotional over little things. Perhaps he has been grumpy and that’s why he is doing it.
Polishing Pansy is not going to help me today. I felt totally devastated. I only want to be near him, and he seems to totally hate me.
-So, how much do you request for this job? - The old man asked me offering me another cigarette, which I happily took.
-You can assure us you’ll take us safely out of New Jersey? - I asked feeling uneasy.
-Yes, I can pay that, and much more, even I can totally arrange your life out there-
-Then, perhaps, as long as you get us out of here, I won’t request for money, but for safety for me and my partner-
-Then all is settled Mr. Bella Muerte- he said with a smirk – But first let me present you the transporter that will be going with you – I didn’t expect him to say something like that, but whatever, as long as I can leave this awful state and get my freedom with him. Move to a place where I can save him, far away from this rotting city… save him from loosing himself.
And in the door, this lad was standing. He didn’t look to happy of being here. But, who cares, the sooner the better.
He then smiled at me. Good, he was beautiful, but will never be as beautiful as Gerard.
-Let’s repeat this once again, okay? – Say the old man, while Jared, the other lad, nodded.
-Jared, you are the on in charge of studying the alternative routes, got that? Both of them relay on you, that’s something you know. You don’t take part in the robbery, you just lead the way in and out- He nodded once again. Then the old man stared back at me –While you and the Teenager are supposed to walk towards the car. When Jared parks in front of them ….-
-Should we make it look like an accident? - Jared interrupted him.
-Yeas, if there’s a possibility, yes, do it- He continued – Just walk straight to them, and ask them to nicely hand the heavy amount of money, and that’s it, you’re out of Jersey-
I smiled.
I felt pleased, and somewhere in my mind pleaded to a god, if there was one, to guide me thought this and take me out of this place.
*~*~*
-Perhaps we should rest- the Jared guy told me once we where walking towards the exit. He was grinning. My fucking god, in my mind images flashed of what may have been if I hadn’t meet Gerard at all... What scared me is that I barely knew this Jared guy and I was already lusting after him, and whatsoever.
Perhaps those feelings of loneliness where really affecting me after all.
-Man, me and my partner know what to do to achieve the goal, got it? - Good God, I’m such an awful fuck, but perhaps in this way he will disappear faster.
He laughed, and I swear to god his laugh was beautiful. His white smile was bright, in contrast with his beautiful blue-grayish eyes. I couldn’t help but smile for him. I was about to invite him for a drink, but we had already arrived to our little fucked up apartment, and there had been anticipated an acid rain…
-Well, see you tomorrow-
-Yeah, sure…-
*~*~*
He was high once again.
When I got in he didn’t notice me, as he stared at the sky… a far away sky he had created in his mind, full of colors, and different shapes. He was floating away from me, because that’s how he finds himself comfortable, living away from this reality; because he was born unable to stand it.
I take the hair away from his face, but he barely reacts. I whisper in his ear, but he barely hears. And as I stroke gently the bleeding flesh in his arm, he barely shudders…
That’s how he likes to live.
I only take his hand, and warp it around mine.
I close my eyes and lead both of us into the bed, hoping that, when his sanity reaches him once again he wont push me away just as every night.
-Good Night Gerard-
He doesn’t hear me.
*~*~*
I’m nervous.
So damn nervous.
I’m actually shivering, which is something I barely notice when I’m enjoying my job, but today, so many things are depending on this.
Gerard is nervous, I can tell. Actually anyone can, he is walking around the room, once, twice, thrice.
Jared arrives 5 minutes early. Greets Gerard and walks towards me. He is chatting happily and I’m sorry if I can’t help it again, but this lad is making me grin like a fool. He talks about random things, and in my mind I start to wonder, about how many different things he can talk about in 5 minutes?
It is time.
Jared leads us towards his car. Not to shabby, but I imagined something faster and more stylish, since he seems to be that kind of guy. He understood my stare and giggled once again.
-Dude, this is not my car- I grinned again. I seem to be doing this a lot with him- this is the car they provided for this job-
-Sooo that was it? Just when I thought you had a really good taste in cars- I smirked, and as we got in he started to laugh. I feel bad, playing with him, but if only Gerard would notice me…
*~*~*
The time has come.
Gerard is getting his fix, and after it, we are both ready to go.
I load Pansy, she seems to be already lusting after the blood, I can see it in her shine.
When the bank’s car appears in the street, Jared speeds up, and goes straight to them. They turn and we turn as well, we don’t crash.
And the rain pours down; I hadn’t noticed it was raining.
And there’s a deadly silence in which no one moves.
Then that’s it. Gerard goes down the car, gun loaded, and so do I.
He smiles, he is all wet.
He is like a fallen angel and right now I can see that precious smile.
-Hey- he says softly- Would you mind giving up the money? If you do, I can assure you no one is going to be hurt- both guys in the car are trembling, and just as one of them seems to reach towards the money, I hear a shoot.
Everything moves so fast, that I barely notice I had shot both of them.
Everything moves so fast that I barely notice that Jared already has the money.
And I ran towards Gerard that seems to realize he is bleeding in his half drugged mind.
I carry him in my arms, but as I open the car’s door, I see Jared’s stare.
-You know the rules- he says to me- you know it!- he screams- I load my gun once again.
-You carry us back to our home you fucking asshole, and if you don’t I will show you how bloody can Pansy’s kiss be-
-The boss is not going to like it! If its hurt then we have to leave him to die!-
-I could really give a fuck about the boss and those goddamn rules, now start the fucking car-
-You really love, him don’t you?-
-That’s not your fucking business-
Good God…
The Sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead…
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AN: O,o emm O,o What do you think? =D is it good enough? U_U
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