Right There In Front of HIM | By : Morphine300mg Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 1696 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
A/N: A name like *this* denotes POV.
*Bam*
Bam arrived at the old theatre a little later than he would have liked. He had not been able to sleep at all the night before. After he got to his hotel room, he curled up into a ball on his bed, not even bothering to take off his clothes or his shoes, and just stared at the wall.
So many things were running through his mind. He had kissed Ville! He kissed the man that he been obsessing over for the longest time. How in the world had he let it get this far without noticing? His room, his music, his clothing, his skating…. They all connected to Ville. How could he be so blind?
He sat up suddenly, ripping his shirt off. Going over to the mirror in his room, he took a long look at his body. He lightly touched the tattoo on his abdomen with the tips of his fingers. He remembered when he first got that tattoo. He had thoroughly convinced himself and others that it was just because he liked the design, but he now let the truth pass over his conscience. He had gotten it to be part of Ville. Looking at his side underneath his right arm, lightly dragging his hand across that as well, he had similar thoughts. All his tattoos were for Ville.
Lastly, he looked at the heart on his wrist. This one simple heart was what made a tear come to his eye. The tiny symbol stood for more than any of the others. It was then that he let the thought finally come up. The thought that had been in the back of his mind was finally surfacing.
He was in love with Ville.
Getting out of his Hummer, he made his way up the steps so that he could just get the day over with. Putting on an indifferent masque, hoping that Ville would not remember anything that happened, he opened the door and walked in.
*Ville*
Ville sat on one of the seats in the old theatre, staring at nothing. After Bam left, he had sat in his bed for a few moments, just thinking. After convincing himself that Bam was just drunk and didn’t mean anything by the kiss, he got up and stripped his clothes off, taking the coldest shower of his life. However, his raging hard-on would not subside, because no matter how hard he tried, the feeling of Bam’s lips on his would not leave.
Finally leaving the shower, not even bothering to dry off, he fell into the bed. Taking the pillow that Bam had been leaning against, Ville brought it close and spent the rest of the night taking in the scent that his best friend had left behind and thinking of how good his lips had felt on the other man’s.
Hearing someone come in the doors behind him, Ville snapped out of his revelry and saw Bam walk into the room beginning to talk to all the people around the set. He was smiling and laughing at something, but Ville couldn’t help but think that something was different. It was like his laugh didn’t reach his eyes like it used to. His once pale blue eyes seemed darker.
‘It’s just your imagination. He probably doesn’t remember anything that happened.’
Getting up, he strolled over to the group. When Bam saw him, the smile still in place, he went over and grabbed Ville, posing for the cameraman. Ville looked shocked for a moment, but then began to play alone, even though his heart wasn’t in it. After a minute, everyone went their separate ways, ready to start shooting for the day.
*Bam*
Never letting the masque drop, he went through the day, being the typical director, he yelled action, he yelled cut, and he hated every minute of it. He wanted to get out of there as fast as he could. Run away so that no one could find him, maybe then he could dwell on his thoughts and try to figure out what exactly he should do.
When he had put his arm around Ville this morning, it brought all the memories back, making his stomach twist painfully. The look on the taller man’s face had made him think that he did remember everything that happened the previous night, but then when he looked back at him, the look was gone and he too was smiling to the public. Ever the rockstar. Maybe he didn’t remember. Even though that was what Bam was hoping for, in his mind he couldn’t help wondering what if…. As he was watching Ville sing, he thought he noticed Ville watching him and only him. ‘What if he did remember? What would happen then?’ He pushed the thought back as he said ‘cut’ for the final time and let everyone go home.
He wouldn’t go party that night. He would go home and drink by himself. He needed to be alone.
Seeing Ville come up beside him, he let a smile come over his face, hoping that Ville wouldn’t notice it was a lie.
“Hey. So, do you think the video’s going to look alright?”
Bam sighed with relief. Ville didn’t remember. “Yeah, once I get done editing, it’s going to look awesome.”
He shifted his feet for a moment, getting more nervous by the second.
“Well, I’m going to head out.”
“You’re not coming to the wrap party?” Ville looked a little surprised and maybe just a little…….. disappointed? No, why would he be?
“Yeah, I still got a headache from drinking last night.” He mentally slapped himself for mention the previous night. He had wanted to not talk about it. “I drank so much, I don’t remember how I got back to my room.” He lied, forcing out a single laugh, hoping that his tone of voice wouldn’t betray him.
“Oh, okay. Well, we have to leave tomorrow. I guess I’ll talk to you later. Maybe when you finish the video?” Ville’s eyes looked into his expectantly, just like they had last night when he pulled away from the kiss. His eyes wanted answers that Bam wasn’t prepared to give.
“Yeah. See ya later, Ville.” Without waiting for a reply, he brushed past Ville, his cock jumping when his arm slid on Ville’s chest, but he held out, not letting his thoughts dwell on it. He didn’t turn around so he missed the look of confusion and hurt that was on his friend’s face as he walked out of the door.
‘My God, he does remember…..’ was the last thought that crossed his mind before he sped off, determined to drink himself stupid.
*Ville*
‘He remembers.’
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