Sincerely Me | By : jerkfacexlove Category: Individual Celebrities > Cillian Murphy Views: 2911 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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July 2002
Four weeks had passed since filming started and everything seemed to being going well. Sarah and Cillian were both enjoying the set and seemed to get along with each other, and if you looked close you could possibly even see some attraction between the two. They were finishing up their final scene of the day and they just wanted it over with. They were getting there first weekend break since filming started and everyone was looking forward to it.
“And Cillian look at her sadly.... then turn and walk away... and... cut!” the director yelled. “That's it for the day! Everyone has a great weekend and come back freshed and ready to work even harder!”
The crew clapped and went on their way. Sarah unpinned her hair and shook it out letting loose curls fall around her face. “so Cillian what are you doing this weekend?”
“relaxing. How about you?”
“me and Jonathan are going horse back riding... you should join us.” she smiled sweetly at him.
“i wouldn't want to impose..”
“Don't be silly!”
“Sarah!” Jonathan waltzed up to his best friend and was greeted in a hug and quick peck. “You ready?”
“Yeah one sec.. i was trying to convince Cillian to come horse back riding with us this weekend..”
“you totally should, you'd have fun.” Jonathan smiled.
“maybe, call me or something” Cillian smiled at them and then turned and walked away. The last thing he wanted to be was a third wheel on their date, at least he thought he'd be. He wasn't entirely sure if they were actually a couple or not.
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She had called him a few times to join them but he never called her back. She didn't know why it bothered her so much. She had to admit she felt a bit of attraction towards him, especially with being so close on set all the time, who wouldn't? But was there something else there? Something else she wasn't exactly telling herself.
“Sarah would you come on, Belle is getting restless..” Jonathan sighed as he walked out of the stabled with his horse and Sarah's behind him. Jonathan loved horses, probably even more than Sarah did. And he especially loved his horse Belle.
“yeah of course” she walked over to him and took the reigns of her horse Aurora from him. Sarah had bought Belle for Jonathan on his 22 birthday, so in return he bought her Aurora on hers. And they both decided they needed to be named after princesses, even if they were after all Disney princesses.
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He hadn't picked up his phone when she called, he wanted to, he really did. But something made him stop himself, he didn't know what was going on. She was a beautiful girl, who has spent her whole life in front of the camera. But if you met her you would never guess. She probably was one of the most laid back people he had ever met.
He sat down on his couch with a book in hand, he got himself comfortable and started to read. But he kept glancing at his phone, debating if he should call her back. He didn't want her to be mad at him, especially since they had to work together. Would she be mad though? He could just say he was busy and had his phone volume off all day and it was too late to call any of his missed calls back? Yeah he liked that excuse. He shook his head and sighed, why the fuck did he have to make excuses in the first place?
“I need to take a walk or something.” he closed his book and placed it on his coffee table. Then stood and quickly walked out.
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Jonathan knew something was up, he could sense it. Especially since she seemed off in another world. “so who's on your mind?”
She glanced to him as they rode side by side on their horses “what would make you think someone's on my mind?”
“Because you have that look, that you don't know whats really going on in your head.” he started to explain “but it has to do with someone..”
“it's nothing, I'm just tired...” she really didn't want to tell him that she was thinking about Cillian. They had just met a month ago and only talked on set, harmless talk. “the filming has drained me..”
“and lucky for you to have 7 more months of it..” he smirked at her which caused her to glare. “hey, hey.. just teasing. This weekend was for rest remember, you wanna bring the horses back and go watch a movie or something?”
“sure, but..” she smirked playfully and rode Aurora a head a bit then looked back “I pick the movie” she then turned her attention ahead and rode Aurora fast back to the stables.
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After countless arguments, Jonathan and Sarah finally decided on a movie. They got all comfortable on the couch with blankets, and popcorn and began to watch 'Back to the Future'. Sarah leaned her head onto his shoulder and he draped his arm over hers like it was nothing. IF you knew them personally, you knew they were just best friends, nothing else. But if you didn't know them well, you would think they were together and possibly even in love.
The funny thing is they both had had feelings for each other for years, never admitted it. He had never been more jealous than he was when they were 15 years old. She had started seeing Christian Bale who was 18 at the time, during the filming of 'Newsies'. They had dated about a year, Sarah being at her parents house in England most of the time. IT killed him, but he couldn't tell her how he felt, so he decided to just never admit his feelings.
Sarah had been desperately in love with Jonathan from when she was 13 years old, at least thats what she figured she was. She kept her feelings rather private, especially when Jonathan went through that phase where he had a new girl every week. She had received a small part in the movies 'Newsies' so she went to work on that and tried to forget about her feelings. That's when she met Christian, there was just something about him. It made her feel like a schoolgirl, even though he was 3 years older than her they instantly connected. They had dated for about a year, she living in England most of the time. But then her parents had decided she should go spend some time in America and try to get her name out their more. She tried to protest, being pulled away from her boyfriend and two best friends was the last thing she wanted. See Jonathan wasn't Sarah's only best friend. Since her parents had their home in England, they'd spend a good amount of time there. When she was 10 she met this annoying boy around the same age, it was her grandfather's best friends grandson. His name was Orlando Bloom, at first they hated each other. But eventually became the greatest of friends, and would spend all the time together when she visited England.
She was knocked out of her thoughts when her phone began to ring. She looked at Jonathan and whispered “sorry”. She grabbed her cell and looked at the name. It was flashing 'Cillian Murphy' she took a deep breath and answered “hello?”
“hi Sarah...”
“hey..” she tried not to smile.
“what's up?” he asked trying not to sound dumb.
“not much, just watching a movie..”
“oh, then I'll let you go...”
“NO!.... i mean, I've seen this movie a thousand times so it's alright..” she bit her lip as she received a odd look from Jonathan.
“I wanted to see if you maybe wanted to grab a bite to eat. We never really get to talk on set so i thought...”
But before he could finish she cut him off “I'd love to.. you know where Delaney's pub is?”
“yeah..”
“okay, meet you there in a hour?” she asked hopeful..
“sounds good to me. I'll see you then..” he hung up the phone.
Sarah jumped up and dropped her phone “What am i gonna wear!”
“who was that?”
Her face dropped when she realized what she had just done. “I'm meeting Colin..” she lied, she couldn't believe she just bluntly lied to her best friend.
“He's down here? Why? you want me to come? I haven't seen him in a while..”
“uh.. he really needs to talk to me about something, he's in town to see a old friend... so I'll be back early and then we can finish the movie then? If that's alright and all, if you don't want me to go..” she started to ramble.
“Sar it's fine, he's your family go see him..” he smiled at her, a trusting smile.
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She felt terrible about lying to him, but it wasn't like they were dating or anything. Yet why did she have the urge to lie to him then? Would he have really cared if you said you were going to meet Cillian for a drink. She sighed nervously, why was she so nervous? What was it about this man that made her so tongue tied and nervous when she saw him.
Cillian couldn't have been more nervous himself, she was just a costar, why was he freaking out. He was sitting at a table when he saw her walk in. When she spotted him he motioned for her to come over and stood up “Hey, you made it..”
“yeah..” she smiled and sat down across from him.
“I'm really glad you did...” he took his seat and smiled.
“yeah, me too..” she couldn't help but blush, maybe she did have a crush on this guy. A huge crush. “well shall we get drinks?”
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They must've spend 5 hours just talking and laughing, and flirting beyond your belief. She glanced down at her watch to see it was 2 am, Jonathan must be freaking out. He was always protective of her, no matter where she was or who she was with. She looked up at Cillian sadly “I should get home, Jonathan will be worried about me..”
His face sunk, but he quickly tried to plaster a smile “yeah, he's a good guy..”
“one of my best friends, you should see when we fight. We are so brother and sister” she laughed.
“let me walk you to your car” they stood up and he paid the bill. They slowly walked to her car, neither of them wanting the night to end.
Once they got their she leaned against it and looked at him. “so.... i had fun.”
“I did too.” he smiled “So I'll see you Monday? On set?”
“of course. Night..”
“night..” he leaned in and gently kissed her. “I'll see you..”
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