Setsunai | By : ThexShinya Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > X Japan Views: 1219 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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The room was dimly lit as the blonde man sat playing his crystal clear piano. The light glimmered off the piano and danced in the single glass of red wine that sat atop the piano. The music resonated throughout the scarcely decorated mansion and seeped into the dim hallways filling them with the enchanting air of a fairytale. The pale pink-haired man slowly followed the beautiful melody to its source. He peered from behind a wall and watched quietly. He knew this melody. It was one written for him. hide smiled as he watched the most delicate yet powerful passion glow in Yoshiki’s eyes. He observed the perfectly sculpted muscles move beneath the pianist’s bronze exterior as he swayed to the melody, comfortably clad in jeans and shirtless as always. It was always hide’s favorite thing: to secretly watch Yoshiki play piano by himself, heart and soul so completely and profoundly involved.
The playing slowed until he was just thumbing the melody with one hand. He sighed a tired sigh as he stopped. The enormous and empty house grew completely silent and still, only the slow steady rhythmic breathing from Yoshiki could be heard. The pink-haired guitarist walked over and delicately placed a hand on the blonde man’s shoulder and sat down next to him. Light almond-colored eyes studied his leader-sama’s face in attempt to decipher his thoughts. Yoshiki stared down at his golden hand resting over the ivory keys. hide ran a hand affectionately through the drummer’s hair and down the side of his face. Without a moment’s notice, Yoshiki reached for his wine glass and rose from his piano in one quick movement. His beloved Pink Spider watched longingly as the blonde was enveloped in the darkness down the corridor. He stared down at the piano keys and lightly ran a hand across them as he sat alone in silence. He felt the cold night air, a sting of loneliness frightened him.
“hide,” Yoshiki sat on his bed. hide silently watched from the doorway. “Genki?” the blonde continued. “Hai,” responded hide in a whisper accompanied by the faintest smile. Yoshiki’s eyes seemed to search the air as if waiting for something to happen. He stood up and unbuttoned his dark jeans, “I wish I could take you to see the Pier tonight… I don’t really like it there…” he stood in his black boxer briefs and continued, “But you love it, so I’m happy… It’s a beautiful night…” hide walked over and placed his hands on the drummer’s smooth broad shoulders. He ran his hands down the warm silky arms and embraced his torso from behind. “I’d like that,” he whispered into Yoshiki’s ear. The pianist closed his eyes and breathed deeply. He furrowed his brows and strained to feel. hide took a deep breath and spoke in a choked voice “Yo-chan gomen ne.” He wrapped his arms more tightly around the drummer. There was a moment of silence. “I’m so lost without you, hide… “ The blonde tilted his head back and faced the heavens as two hot tears escaped from behind his closed eyes. After a moment, he took a deep cleansing breath and lay down in his bed and turned off the bedside lamp.
hide stood next to the beautiful pianist’s side of the bed and watched him close his eyes and begin to drift off to sleep. He knelt down and again ran a hand down the side of the sleeping man’s face. “You’re stronger than I ever could have been, Yoshiki. I always loved that about you,” a blue tear glistened in the moonlight as it formed a river that flowed down the pink haired guitarist’s porcelain colored cheek. Quietly, he walked around to the other side of the bed and slid under the warm silky sheets. hide wrapped a pale arm around Yoshiki’s torso under the blankets, squeezed his eyes shut, and held him closely as if in attempt to protect him from all the harms of the world. “Aishiteru… Yoshiki.” After a moment of silence, the drummer stirred in his sleep and turned his body toward hide. He curled up into the older man’s chest as he was enveloped. hide could feel the drummer’s heart beating steadily against his chest as he held the warm pulsing body in his arms. “Aishiteru,” Yoshiki echoed from a half-dazed slumber. hide opened his eyes and studied the drummer’s face in wonder. Suddenly, his eyes sleepily fluttered open. hide stared into sensitive longing eyes that stared back at him. After a moment, Yoshiki closed his eyes again and sighed a deep relaxed sigh of comfort and winced as he drifted back into a deep sleep. The adorable fuzzy haired guitarist ran a hand through Yoshiki’s hair and leaned in and pressed lips against lips, leaving a gentle innocent kiss on his silent lips. He too closed his eyes as he held his beautiful love and furrowed his brows in effort to speak without allowing his voice to choke. He began slowly, “Even if you can’t see me, I will always be at your side…. Even if you can’t hear my voice, I will always be listening to you… And even if you can’t feel my warmth, I will always be holding you.” The drummer sighed into deeper breathing and fell into an even deeper slumber. He was strong... Yes, he would feel alone sometimes, but deep inside his heart a warm flame flickered and pulsated through his veins. It told him that he definitely wasn’t.
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