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Until You Lose Your Breath	By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1741 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is the work of fiction. Don't know Dir en grey and don't make any money from this.

Chapter List
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All LYRICS belong to Kyo, not me >_<
The first chapter looks chaotic, so I at least split the lines for more clarity. Hope it helps to read easier :)

CHAPTER 2

Die couldn’t wait any more. It still was more than an hour until the end of the work, but he was already so tired. He wanted to go home and sleep though it was Friday evening. But he would not say this to Kaoru, so instead he tried his best to concentrate on work.
-So, on Monday we’ve got three photo shoots. As we’ve already decided about the clothes, there is no need for special preparation any more, -Kaoru said. –And in the evening we’ll have a meeting with our manager.
-What? –Die screamed. –Can’t we have a break after THREE photo shoots?
-You’ll be fresh and ready for work after weekend. If you won’t drink till you drop unconscious, you’ll manage to deal with all the work, -Kaoru said strictly.
-Ah, it’s not fair.
-You get money for that. Remember?
Die just grunted something as a response and put his head on the table. He felt exhausted.
-Now, on Tuesday we’ve got an interview, -Kaoru continued. –The remaining day is like usual. And the rest of the week is according to our normal schedule.
-Won’t we have another photo shoot on Friday? –Shinya asked.
-No, it was delayed. The clothes we want will not be ready by then. Now, about the…
A coughing interrupted Kaoru. The leader turned to the source of the noise. It was Kyo. After some seconds Kyo suddenly sneezed. Then there was a pause filled with silence.
-What the hell did I tell you about trying not to catch a cold?! –Kaoru tried as hard as he could not to scream. –We’ve got a recording coming! You will not be able to sing if you’ll get sick!
-I know that, -Kyo answered silently.
-It doesn’t look like that! If you’ll get sick, I…
Kaoru stopped. He knew that threatening was not a solution. He took a deep breath and spoke again:
-Don’t you go anywhere this weekend and stay in bed. It’s not a friendly suggestion, it’s an order. I, as a leader, have right to ask you this.
-I know.
Kaoru did not know what to answer to this. He did not speak gently to Kyo but the vocalist responded calmly and gently.
-Right, then. I’ll call you to make sure that you’re following my orders.
-You sound like some slaveholder, -Toshiya giggled.
-Sometimes I really feel like one, -Kaoru sighted. –It’s impossible to deal with all of you at times.
Shinya let out a suppressed angry sniff.
-Yes, that also applies to you, Shin-chan, -Kaoru turned to look at him. –Sometimes you are impossible to deal with because of all your secrets and modesty.
-I’m not like that. I’m friendly and honest.
-You wish, -Kaoru smiled.
-So is that all? –Die asked. –Can we already go home?
-Not yet. I still have to say something. Now about the lyrics.
Everyone turned to look at Kyo who sat a bit further from the others with his notebook in the hands.
-You said that you’ve finished the lyrics.
-Hai…
-Great! –Die exclaimed.
-Read them, -Kaoru asked.
But Kyo did not make a move to do that. He stared for a minute at his notebook and then extended his hand with it to Shinya. As soon as Shinya took it, Kyo stood up, took his bag and went out silently closing the doors. Other band members exchanged the looks but did not say anything. Shinya cleared his throat before reading and look down at the notebook.
-The title is “Beautiful Dirt”, -he announced and started reading with his soft voice.
He looks down on me
So, I will love him until I die
His face is his number one pride
Stupid motherfucker
Die
Shinya fell silent for a moment waiting for the reaction from the others but no one said a word. He glanced at Kaoru but his face did not betray any emotion so Shinya continued:
He deceives me
No, actually he’s being deceived by me
Go to hell and get the fuck out of my way
You baby boy
He respects me
But he doesn’t want to admit it
Don’t be spellbound be your weakness
Why don’t you just go and kiss up to that ho
I’m gonna hit you up with this here fresh
I’m gonna hit you up with that there fresh
Here is the very best ballad for you
Shinya stopped there for a second because he was so surprised. Kyo directly said that it is for Kaoru. Shinya quickly regained his calm and continued:
You drown in hypocritical sin
The very best ballad for you
The one I love and adore number-4
I’m gonna hit you up with this here tower
I’m gonna hit you up with that there tower
blow
You, just living is a pollution
You, just living is a sin
You are living, So please die
You know me, I just shut my eyes to my own shortcomings… hehe
Nobody said a word. Shinya placed the notebook on the table and looked at other guys. Die was clearly amazed. It was like hearing Kyo’s feelings directly from him. Kyo just said everything he felt about breaking up with Kaoru. Toshiya was clearly upset and looked slightly angry towards Kaoru. Shinya didn’t know what to think. He just knew that he wanted to help Kyo forget Kaoru though he knew there was nothing he could do and that made him feel terrible. Kaoru still did not show any sign of anger, surprise or any other emotion. He took the notebook and looked at the written words on it.
-It matches well with the music, -he finally said. –You can go now, I’ve got nothing more to say.
Without waiting any response he stood up, put the notebook in his bag and went away. Toshiya took a cigarette and started smoking. Die also joined him.
-I was afraid of something like that happening, actually, -Die said. –I just knew that there will be something about the recent situation in his lyrics, but this… I didn’t think he would say everything directly…
-It was a surprise, -Toshiya admitted, -and not a pleasant one.
-At least Kaoru took this all calmly and did not make a scene, -Shinya sighted.
-Well, he understands that he is worth every single word of it, -Toshiya sniffed.
-There is so much hatred in these lyrics… so much pain…
Shinya desperately wanted to think of something that would help to easy Kyo’s pain but he could not come up with anything. Maybe he should go to visit him tomorrow and make some really good food? Kyo loved his dishes.
-Well, I’m going, -Shinya stood up. –See you guys on Monday.
-Bye!
-See ya!
Shinya went away having uneasy thoughts about the situation in Dir En Grey.
***
Kyo sat on the sofa with a cup of hot tea in his hands. He still did not know if it was ok to give them the lyrics. But once he had written them, he just couldn’t come up with anything else at least appropriate for the song. Kaoru always liked his lyrics but this time Kyo might be asked to rewrite. That has never happened before.
Kyo sighted and decided not to think about it now. He looked outside the window. It was dark already and the sky was full of small stars. The big grey moon hung right in the middle of the starry sky.
~~~
-See? –Kaoru asked.
-What?
Kyo looked up confused at Kaoru’s face.
-The moon?
Kyo turned his head at the sky.
-So? –he asked.
-It’s beautiful.
-And I’m tired. Let’s sleep.
They were in Kyo’s apartment this time and were lying in bed. They’ve just watched a movie and after a really great supper went to sleep because the week was very hard.
-You always want to sleep, -Kaoru chuckled. He shifted closer to Kyo and slipped his hand around vocalist’s waist. Then Kaoru started softly kissing Kyo’s naked shoulder.
-I loved the new lyrics you’ve shown us today. “Merciless Cult”. And how you manage to come up with such great words for a song every time?
Kyo just smiled and did not answer. Kaoru’s hand slipped lower and now rested on Kyo’s hip while soft kisses were now being placed on Kyo’s back.
-It’s the first song for the new album. It’s a pity that we have still a long way to go until the release of it.
Kaoru slipped his hand on Kyo’s tight and started caressing his lover’s lower body deliberately not touching Kyo’s member. Yet.
-Can I ask you something?
-Sure…
-Would you write me lyrics as a gift for our one-year anniversary? I mean, just for me. Write me a song. Write me a beautiful love song.
Kyo opened his eyes and looked at Kaoru to make sure he was serious. Usually Kaoru wasn’t so emotional. But he saw that Kaoru was serious.
-You have my word, -Kyo promised.
Kaoru smiled and kissed Kyo on the lips. He lowered his hand and started to caress Kyo’s member but was surprised to find that Kyo was not hard at all. Kaoru could barely keep himself still. He was aroused and needy. He was so hard that it hurt. Kyo probably noticed Kaoru’s surprise as he suddenly said:
-It was a long week. I’m very tired.
Kaoru still did not say anything. Kyo looked questioningly at his lover then slowly lowered his own hand to touch Kaoru. He was not surprised to find out that Kaoru was already hard down there. Kyo pushed Kaoru to lie down on the bed and climbed on top of him. In the dim light of the moon Kaoru saw Kyo lowering his head and gently swallowing him. The sight was lovely and Kaoru relaxed. He gripped the sheets and waited for the mighty sense of all consuming pleasure to overtake him.
~~~
Kyo sighted and rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand. He already felt sleepy so he stood up and went to bed. The bed was big and comfortable and being exhausted he felt he’ll soon fall in a blissful state of mind emptiness.
-Happy anniversary, Kaoru… -he mumbled before falling asleep.

TBC

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