Dunkle Musiker | By : IRNotAmused Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Rammstein Views: 2668 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: edit 3: i do not own mrs feehans universes, including but not limted to the carpathan series, I do not own or know Rammstein personaly , i make no money. full complete in depth disclamer in chapter one, thank you. |
Just in case you missed it: I do not own mrs. feehans universe it is her's, i am borowing it, and rammstein belongs to themselves, and aparently i must state that as much as i would like to I do not know them personaly either? whatever... they simply inspired me, I have not now nor will i ever make a profit from this.
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Out in the hallway Richard stood arms crossed over his chest in a classic Richard diva pose as Till left the dressing room, closing the door behind him shutting Lynn safely inside.
"what is it Reesh" he asked, more than a little anxious to get back to Lynn. His instincts were screaming at him, his wolf wanted its mate and he wanted her now. Damn what anyone else wanted he wanted his mate, the woman who had given him the world back in blinding brilliant color. he hadn't imagined she could be this important when he sensed her in the audience, He assumed she was just another human, an unusual human, but just a human, he knew differently now that her cut had healed so quickly.
" I spoke with the others" Richard said concern written on his face "we just want to make sure you know for sure what your doing" They had all felt the small surge of power when she had cut the line, and sensed her hiding in the shadows after the show. She hadn't exactly made an effort to hide her power, she was obviously young and new to her gifts and it showed. These simple facts made Richard just a little nervous.
"What do you mean, know what I’m doing." Till responded, sounding exasperated and confused he knew she was different, not a regular human but not one of them either. "of course I’m not sure of what I’m doing, but one thing I know for certain is that she is mine" He put his hand over his heart for emphasis "my soulmate." Now if only he could convince her of that
"what the hell does that mean, you can't believe that soulmate crap." Richard asked more than a little skeptical, Love had not exactly been kind to him thus far, and he was suspicious of her motives for being there. She had been sloppy in hiding earlier, practically drawing trouble to her like a magnet.
"hell if I know, the men in the lab coats weren't exactly eager to sit around and talk with me." Till said looking down at the floor, avoiding Richards eyes knowing the pain he would see there. "I only know what I do from eavesdropping when they didn't know I could hear them." he looked back up at Richard "I know what I feel and I can feel a connection to her, deep in my heart and soul, I know she was meant for me, mine alone."
"then that means she’s like us, she one of the pack?" Richard asked, thinking of all the work he would have trying to keep the press at bay and keeping the fans happy. Not to mention avoiding repeats of what had just happened, worried that the woman would always draw vampires to them.
"I don't know what she is." Till said, his movements were agitated, he was determined not to loose her no matter what, "Her cut is healed already, she's different somehow. I have to go, to talk to her, we can discuss this later at the hotel when I have convinced her I’m not crazy." he ran his fingers through his hair, his emotional distress written plainly on his face. he was convinced that she really would think him crazy and try to run away from him and he couldn't let that happen, sweeping the fringe of his bangs back for a moment. His body language relaying his concern and frustration clearly, something Richard hadn't seen in a very long time.
"alright" Richard agreed, knowing when not to push the older man, especially now at the sudden reappearance of his old self. he saw Till as his brother, not just a best friend and band mate, "later then." Richard put his hand on Tills shoulder squeezed lightly and walked off down the hall, back to the others time to begin damage control, 'this isn't my job' he thought to himself.
Meanwhile Lynn still sat on the overstuffed couch in the dressing room, she was worried about what would happen and upset that she let herself get into this situation in the first place. On one hand there she sat in Rammstien’s dressing room, in the very dressing room of Till Lindemann himself. On the other she was now in the middle of one very big and very complicated mess. How is she going to explain this to everyone, especially falcon and Sarah, her adopted parents, they were going to have a fit. They probably wouldn't let her out of their sight for another fifty years. It hadn't seem so important when she snuck out but now that she was here and she had almost been taken by a vamp, now she finally understood why they had kept her so sheltered all those years.
As she sat there and thought about it all it dawned on her where she was exactly. Lynn looked around her, the sweaty costume left on the floor, the tall zip off boots by the wall, she could see feathers sticking out of a bag where they had been haphazardly dropped. Different random bits of equipment and luggage around the small grey dressing room. They had tried to dress up the dull grey cinderblocks with posters and pictures but it was still a dismal grey room.
Then it hit her all at once like a freight train what she had seen outside, what could have happened to her had Till and the others not been there to save her. The fact that she could have died, or worse that the vampire would have used her for his own evil purposes. She shuttered at the thought and curled up on the couch, hugging her knees to her chest and let the tears slide down her face, silently cursing her impulsive nature, it had gotten her in trouble before and her father was always having to rescue her, but nothing this monumentally stupid and dangerous before.
Till walked in at that moment and seeing her crying he crossed to the couch quickly. he sat down next to her and pulled her into his lap gently. She laid her head on his chest she need some kind of comforting understanding contact, even if being this close to him made her all kinds of nervous.
"Shhh, meine wenig Liebe" he said softly holding her closer to him, he couldn't stand to see her upset. "He’s gone, he can't hurt you." somehow knowing that it was the memory of what could have happened had he not been there that upset her so much. She paused a moment and looked up at him shock written plainly on her face for him to see. Her knowledge of German may have been tiny but she obviously understood at least a few basic words. Till chuckled softly "You understood some of that didn't you." and smiled at her guessing she had understood perhaps one of those words at least.
Lynn couldn't help it and smiled back at him a little feeling just a bit lightheaded and suddenly happier. she couldn't help it she was curious and she had to ask "why am I your love?"
"Because wenig Liebe, you are the missing piece of my heart and soul" he explained to her
"but how" Lynn asked "your," she started, but till put his finger over her mouth silencing her. she knew about lycans from meeting mary ann and manilito but she didn't know they had lifemates too. Manilito did but he was Carpathian first and became lycan after converting mary ann and taking her blood.
"its complicated" he said "long story short, some very unsavory men in lab coats did things to me involving blood and needles and apparently vampires and they changed me forever" he said simply, longer explanations could wait until he had convinced her to stay, that he wasn’t crazy. She hadn't run from him yet so perhaps there was hope.
Lynn stared wide eyed for a moment, shocked at the knowledge no one else aside from the band and maybe a few crew would, or even could ever know. "Then you don't know what you are?" Lynn asked. She had her growing suspicions about his true nature, especially after mentioning blood and needles and vampires. "No, I don't know" Till said sadly "The rest of the band rescued me and accidentally destroyed the records in the process."
"Well, if I am your other half, your lifemate, as my people call it, then that means your at least part Carpathian like me." Lynn said excitedly putting the pieces together "You were a wolf outside so are you a lycan too?" Giddy excitement welled up in her at the thought that this man in front of her was her lifemate, even if he didn't know what a lifemate was.
"yes, I was born a lycan, we all slowly came together and formed our own pack. We're orphans all of us, each of us unique and different from the others, oddballs." Till explained. "Richard and I found each other early on, and then Paul found us, then the others one by one. Flake is the newest of us and none of us have taken mates, none that stuck around long enough to be trusted to become a member of our pack anyway, but we have been together a long time now."
"but you said I brought color back to you, if you were recently converted you shouldn't have lost color or emotion so soon." Lynn said frowning "males don't loose color or emotion until they start to reach a hundred years old?"
"I started to loose it right away, it was very upsetting at first but eventually everything faded away." Till said "I relied on the music and the others to keep me going, becoming a stickler for details controlling everything."
"why music though" Lynn asked. "your rock stars, always in the public eye?" It seemed silly to her to put yourself on display like that when you were trying to hide what you were.
"Hiding in plain sight, where you would least expect us rock musicians are expected to be strange." he shrugged, this was going easier than he expected, she hadn't called him crazy, and had even admitted to being similar to him, though he had no idea what a Carpathian was. He was going to push onward and ask her to stay with him when he got a strong wave of hunger, but it was not his own.
He was close enough to her that he must have been feeling what she felt. His instincts kicked in on him and he had the sudden unexpected urge to satisfy her hunger, her every need, whatever she wanted of him she could have. Lynn got another wave of dizziness, this was accompanied by some none to subtle hunger pangs. She hadn't fed in days she should have fed but her excitement and the urge to get to the concert had seemed to override all common sense, and everything else hunger included. She breathed in deep hoping it would help but all she did was draw his scent deeper into her lungs which simply made her more hungry, he smelled so sinfully good her fangs popped out on their own.
"I can feel your hunger, Come take what you need." he said suddenly.
Lynn turned a bit and straddled his lap, looking up at him her small hands pressed against his broad chest. "but, your you, and your, your you, I can't simply bite you" she babbled, more than a little bit star struck and the idea of simply sinking her teeth into him after only just meeting him bothered her a little. "but I'm so hungry, and you smell really good" she practically moaned out, he really did smell delicious and she was very hungry and he was offering after all.
He chuckled again and drew her closer to him, "come, you wont hurt me." Till said leaning a little to give her better access, pleased that she would want him this way already that she would look to him to fulfill her needs, even if he had to talk her into it. She nuzzled into his neck further, giving his skin a lick and teasing him, making him groan aloud. Her instincts had taken over the basic need and hunger for ones lifemate ruling her, even if neither of them yet comprehend all that, that connection entailed for them both.
She couldn't resist him anymore and bent her head close. She settled in the crook of his neck and sunk her teeth deep into his throat. He moaned aloud his voice a low deep, long moaning growl that made his chest vibrate. His arms came around her and pulled her against him settling her closer to his chest. When she had finally sunk her teeth into him he instantly felt his body become hard and hot, pleasure whipped around his body like lightning setting fire to his blood and clouding his thoughts. making the beast in him raise its head and howl with unrestrained delight. It had found its mate and wanted to make her his completely, bind her to him forever somehow so she could never escape, words floated around in his head begging to be said. It took every bit of his willpower not to throw her down on the floor and take her right then and there.
She could feel his hard length pressed against her, he made no attempt to hide his needs from her. She decided in that moment he should be outlawed or at least come with some kind of warning label. She knew she would forever crave the taste of him now, nothing else would ever satisfy her hunger again the way he did. She drew her tongue across the marks sealing the small wound with the healing agent in her saliva and lifted her head to look at him.
"better Liebe" Till asked. Lynn just nodded yes and blushed, looking down unable to keep eye contact with him. The close up view of his chest wasn’t really helping but it was better than looking into his beautiful eyes. She was more than a little embarrassed at her enjoyment and at his own obvious enjoyment. The hard evidence of which was currently pressing into her, causing her to feel more than a little hot and flushed, it was a completely new feeling for her. She could feel the heat of him even through their clothes and was at a loss for words, she never could have imagined this in her wildest dreams.
Carpathian males were by nature aggressive and overwhelming in their needs with their lifemates, the sudden rush of not just lust but love that quickly developed between pairs. Even with her knowledge of this she was totally unprepared for the wild uncontrolled passion she saw in his eyes, the lust, but also the love she saw growing there. it seemed unreal that he would feel so much so soon, that he could feel so much for her in just a few moments, she had been told but hadn't quite in her heart believed them.
Thank you to everyone for taking the time to read this i hope your enjoying it so far :)
If you have any questions about carpathans of lifemates email me, i will try to explain it.
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