Infidelity | By : KruspeKreame Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Rammstein Views: 2107 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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As the tour rolled on Paul sent me a picture from each city. April turned into May and everyday I looked forward to getting a message from him. I remember after the Tacoma show he sent me a picture of himself shirtless with a sweet and corny message.
“Look forward to feeling you near me again.”
I made sure to save the picture but didn’t make it my background on anything because my husband is nosy. The following day he sent me a message that changed our relationship forever.
“I cant stop thinking about you. I want to feel your flesh against mine, to run my hands down your soft skin and make you mine.”
I text him back.
“But were both married.”
“I know but I just need you. What our significant others don’t know wont hurt them.”I let out a sigh and put down my iPod and messaged Michelle.
“Paul wants me.”
“What?” “He wants me sexually.” “You’re joking.” “No.” “But you’re both married.” “I know I don’t know what to do.” “Paul is a nice guy, if he cares about you there is something special there I think. If he is willing to cheat on his wife then hes made a calculated decision and he is definitely going through with it if hes telling you this.” “You definitely have a point. He wouldn’t hurt anyone, there must be something special about me that he sees. Hes thought it through I am assuming for a while and made up his mind. I am just not sure if I have made mine up though.” “You have some time. Don't rush into this, its completely up to you, and once you go through with it you cant take it back.” “Honestly, in this last month I’ve really grown fond of him. He is just a text away, I can text him any time of the day and he get back to me. I feel like the only one in his life.” “It sounds like you made your decision then.” “I think I have.”I picked up my iPod and text Paul back.
“When do you come into town?”
“I’m making a stop over in NY for a few days after the tour ends and before I head back to Berlin.” “I look forward to seeing you.” I text back.I was so conflicted, I honestly only met this man a month ago, yes we have grown close, but I think I feel like this is right, I am ready. I looked up at my posters and smiled.
Two weeks later was the end of the tour, Texas. He was flying the following morning straight from TX to NY/JFK.
“Meet me at the airport, love?”
“Sure, what time?” “2PM” “Will do! Which airline?” “Southwest.”I woke up at 9am, I was excited, I missed him. Who knows what will happen between us today though. I ate a small breakfast and was out the door at 11am. I took the 'E' train to Sutphin Blvd and hopped onto the Airtrain to JFK. I waited outside arrivals for Paul to come. There was a lot of people coming so it was hard to make him out. I just then I caught a glimpse of his hair, and earring. That was definitely him, I pushed through the crowd and yelled out his name. I ran at him full speed and leap into his arms nearly knocking him over.
“Well its nice to see you too.” he said.
I smiled widely. I looked up at him, he seemed a bit tanner than when I last saw him, but then he was in sunny, warm places and has all those pyros near his face. I looked deep into his eyes they were so pretty.
“Are you going to stare or are you going to give me a kiss” he said, puckering his lips.
I put my lips to his quickly and then pulled away.
“What was that?”
“Saving some for later.” I said.He smirked at me and winked.
We left the airport via Airtrain and hopped onto the subway.
“Where are you staying?”
“A place in Soho.”He gave me the address and I looked it up and took the appropriate train to get there. We arrived at the hotel and Paul checked in.
“Two keys please?” he asked.
The clerk handed him two keys and he gave one to me. I smiled at him and we head upstairs to the room. Paul put his suitcase on the floor beside the queen sized bed with beige sheets and walked back towards me and put his arms around my waist.
“I am glad to be here with you.”
“We just met a month ago, and here we are, in a hotel room, alone. I am just wondering why, why me?” “Because, you are the first person in a long time of touring that I just talked to that wasn’t eager to take her clothes off and try to bed me. I got to know you well and now I have grown to really like you.”I smiled, this was true, I liked him back, before that show I knew Paul only from interviews and stage performances, now that I know him more intimately I have really grown to love him.
He pulled me in closer and my body pressed against his, and I looked up at him. He kissed my forehead, down to my brow line and kissed my eyelids. I let out a giggle, it tickled a bit. He kissed the tip of my nose and then my chin.
“I think you missed a spot.”
“Did I?”I nodded and put a finger to my lips and then to his. As I put my arm back around him he started to walk forward, making me walk backwards. We walked in unison until I backed into the door. He kissed me deeply and pushed his body against mine. He placed his hands firmly on my ass and put one leg in between my legs, rubbing his knee on my most private of regions. My breath started to pick up as the blood rushed from my head to my loins.
“Paul?” I said panting.
“Yes?” “I am not sure I want to do this yet.” “Mein liebe, I understand. But let me ask you this. Does he bring you flowers just because? Does he tell you he loves you everyday? Does he call or text you just because not just to check in on you?”This got me thinking. I lowered my head and almost started to cry. He was right, it was a sad reality.
“You’re completely right.”
I threw my arms around him and pushed on him, he walked backwards until he reached the bed. I put one hand on each shoulder and gave him a shove and he landed flat on the bed. I climbed on top of him and straddled him. I bent down and kissed him deeply, intertwining our tongues in a hot rage. His hands running up and down my back under my shirt, his hands were strong and warm. I pulled away and he put his hands on my waist under my shirt.
“I am happy.” I said.
“I am too my love.”I smiled and put my hands under his shirt and rubbed his chest.
“Your hands are cold.” he said wincing.
“Oh, I’m sorry.” I removed my hands and rubbed them together trying to warm them.He started to laugh.
“What?”
“You’re adorable.” “How so?” “You always aim to please.”I smiled.
“Aim to please eh?
I scooted down and stood up. Paul sat up with a puzzled look on his face. I grabbed at the bottom of my shirt and threw it over my head. Paul smiled. He grabbed my hips and pulled me in close and kissed my stomach, his soft hands stroking my back. He ran his hands up my back and unhooked my bra and it fell to the floor. I was feeling a bit exposed and self conscious so I put my arms over my beasts. Paul let out a giggle.
"Hey now."
"What?"
"Don't laugh"
"I wasn't laughing at you. I was laughing at the fact you covered up."
"Well, I am a bit self conscious."
"Why?"
"Because you see beautiful people all the time and I am a bit insecure about my body."
"those girls are irrelevant. You have a beautiful body, the fact you are self conscious and shy around me is cute."
He pulled me in close and onto his lap and kissed me. All my insecurities seemed to melt away as he kissed me and ran his hands over my skin. I pushed on his chest and he fell onto his back. I scooted down and unbuttoned his pants. I gave him a wink as I pulled his pants and underwear off and threw them onto the floor. I grabbed his cock firmly in my right hand and started to run my fingers up and down the length of it, he moaned in delight. I lowered myself onto my knees and took the head into my mouth, circling it with my tongue, I took it deeper into my mouth and he moaned louder. His breath picked up and I finally realized that I was ready, I stopped abruptly.
“Whats the matter?”
“I finally decided I do really want to do this, I want to give myself to you.” “I am glad mein liebe.”He sat up, his shirt slightly covering his nakedness. I stood up and he grabbed the front of my pants and fiddled with the button. He unbuttoned my pants and they fell to the floor, I stepped out of them and I was standing there, before Mr. Paul Landers, in my panties and nothing else. He looked up at me and smiled, not a lustful smile, a loving smile, a contented smile. He grabbed me and pulled me in close, he kissed my stomach and he latched his arms around my waist. He grabbed me tight and leaned back, I fell on top of him. We both giggled. We looked in each others eyes for a few moments, Paul still holding me close, he smirked and flipped me over, he was now on top of me, the only thing separating us is a thin layer of cotton.
“Paul?”
“Yes?” “Make love to me.”He smiled and removed his shirt. I ran my hands up and down his chest, it was soft with a hint of fuzz. I was so turned on by his chest against mine, my panties became wet almost instantly. He ran his hands down my chest and to my hips. He pulled my panties down with one hand, I was breathing sharply and the only thing on my mind was making love to this lovely man. He looked into my eyes, and I looked back at his.
“Are you ready? Are you sure?”
“I’m ready.”I inhaled sharply as he entered me, all my muscles relaxed and I was in a state of pure ecstasy. He slowly thrust into me, in sync with our breathing. I moaned softly, as he quickened his pace, I arched my back slightly as he grabbed my hips and ran his thumbs along my hip bones.
“Paul” I said panting
“Yes my love?” “Faster.”he quickened his pace and thrust harder into me, I moaned loudly as he grasped my breasts and took a nipple into his mouth. He circled it slowly with his tongue as he thrust harder, I moved my hips in sync with his. I moaned louder with each thrust, his cock was hitting all the right places. He placed soft kisses on my neck, I ran my hands through his hair, my thumb slightly hitting the bald spot on the crown of his head. I smile because I loved everything about this man, his imperfections are beautiful to me. I felt a slight twitch in my legs and screamed out
“Paul I’m coming” and I spasm violently.
“Oh Mein Gott.” He answered as he came inside me.He collapsed at my side, curling up next to my and putting his arm around my waist.
“What are you thinking?” I asked him
“That was amazing.” he answered. “It was short.” “Its not about quantity its about quality. Nothing better than sharing a moment like that with someone you love.” “You love me?” “I do.”I smiled widely, I was laying next to a man that loved me and I loved him back. He was not my husband, I just made love to someone that was not my husband and I was OK with it. I am not sure what I should do now honestly. Go back to my husband like nothing happened?
“Whats on your mind? You look troubled.” he asked
“I don’t know, I am not sure if I would feel regret or remorse.” “Listen, I love you. You wouldn’t have done this if you had any doubts, I made my mind up long ago. Spending the next few days with you will be life changing no doubt, but like all other affairs this one will be kept secret, even though I don't want to. I do still love my wife, and for the sake of the kids I am staying with her, I am not IN love with my wife anymore. Every time I come to the states, which I hope will be more often I will always come to you. You will never be alone as long as I am living. I am very grateful I met you, you changed something in me. I am not sure how to explain it in English, you lit a fire in me that was extinguished a long time ago.”I started to break down and cry. Here I was, laying in the arms of another man, he is telling me that he wants to be my one and only, in secret. I don't want it to be a secret, I with I could run away with him.
“I was staying with my husband solely because I had no where else to go, I just never thought I would do something like this, I never brought myself to go through with it, I was never the cheating type but you just, as you said 'lit a fire' this affair will be hidden from everyone. I surely don't want to be labeled at a home wrecker.”
“Hardly a home wrecker, the home was broken a long time ago.”He gave me a soft kiss on the lips, got up and headed toward the bathroom. I heard the shower go on, I sat up and just put my head in my hands and sighed. A few minutes later Paul came out of the bathroom in a towel.
“Your turn. Then we can get some dinner?”
“Sounds great, I'm hungry.”I got into the shower and rinsed myself off, letting the hot water wash away all my worry. I got out of the shower and walked out in the towel. I smiled at Paul, sitting on the bed fully clothed. He picked my clothes off the floor and lay them out on the bed. I picked up my bra and panties from the bed and put them back on. I put on my pants and shirt and I was ready for the night. I sighed contently as I grabbed my purse and key and we head out the door for a night on the town.
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