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The Wretched and Divine	By : BlackStainedRoses Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Black Veil Brides Views: 1454 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not know any of the members from Black Veil Brides personally, (Andy, Ashley, Jake, CC Jinxx) or any other famous people or persons to be or mentioned in this fanfiction. It is strictly Fictional and I do NOT profit wha

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Chapter # 2:

It felt like a had just been kicked in the stomach and I had to gasp for air.
"W-w-what... W-what did you just say?"
He actually pulled over, parked along the side of a neighborhood road and turned off the car.
"Promise me you won't freak out ok?"
I would promise, but I wasn't sure that I could keep it.
"Then don't promise you silly goof."
"Stop that."
He put his hand on my thigh and I jumped.
Immediately he took it off again.
"I'm sorry. I can't help it. This doesn't happen very often.... In fact this is only the second time it ever has...."
"What's the second time that ever happened...."
I responded so quickly it was almost as if my brain wasn't attached to my mouth.
"Well I guess I have no choice but to tell you even if you can't promise you won't freak out..."
He sighed and leaned further back into the seat. He hung his head and began to run his hands back and forth over his thighs.
He was nervous.
I wasn't alone.
"I-I.... Well you see I can... Hear everything... Hear everything that you're thinking..."
I knew it. Was the first thought that came to mind. I freaking knew it. Even though it sounded absolutely insane.
And then my heart started to freak.
Everything.
He could hear every single thing that I was thinking.
I swallowed hard.
"H-how?"
Was all I could muster...
"I don't know. It's only ever happened once before. With Ashley. My band mate. I first discovered it when I first met him, when I was first getting Black Veil Brides together. There was no one before and no one since... Until I heard you walking up to the stairs out back, thinking about 'drunken horn dogs'-"
He paused and snickered.
I swallowed hard again. It kept feeling like my throat was full of rocks and my stomach full of butterfly's. My whole body was on fire too and I was almost positively sure I'd pass out soon.
"Please don't. I'll stop now if this is too much for you."
I groaned.
"Sorry.... Oh man I can't stop. It's so hard. Once I start listening it's almost impossible to shut it off..."
"How f-far can you hear me from?"
He looked up at me again, finally.
I almost saw him smile, I could see a tint of fear in his eyes. He was hiding it very well.
"It gets further the longer and more I listen. I could hear you talking to Dan at the bar even while I was singing. I tried to tune it out, it was almost impossible."
I was trying hard to ignore the panic that wanted to burst out from my chest. Because he could hear everything.
"You don't have to be embarrassed. I know you can't tell someone not to be embarrassed but I don't want you to be... I can't say that I'm not attracted to you, cause that would be a lie. You just can't feel the intensity like I can with you."
He put his hand on my thigh again, I didn't flinch away this time.
"What now?"
Was all I could say. I felt like I had been thrown into some kind of twisted fairy tale.
"You tell me. I really want to get to know you. Ashley has become one of the most important people in my life. You're only the second person I had this connection with. I want to know if it means something. I want to learn all there is to know about you. All I can I mean... This, is absolutely insane I know. But will you let me get to know you? Please?"
As if I really had to think about it. As if I would ever say no.
He laughed. Loudly, scaring me out of my thoughts.
"But how are you going to get to know me for real? You are on tour. You are a famous rock star. When will there be time for us to.... Hang out?"
He leaned in closer to me and I couldn't help but back up.
He had that devilish look in his beautiful blue eyes and I stopped breathing for a few seconds.
"Come with me."
We stared at each other. For a long time, almost unblinking, almost unmoving.
"My bills... My job... My apatme-"
"I'll take care of all of it for you, when you come back everything will be as if you never left."
I honestly had nothing to lose. Max would take me back no questions asked. Ok maybe a few, he would obviously be curious. But I'd have to talk to him myself.
"When are you leaving Lancaster?"
"Tomorrow morning. I know it's sudden but I can take you where you need to go to tell whoever you need to what's going on..."
My mom would freak. Evan would be happy for me. What if the cops needed me for more information.
"I'll take you were you need to go when you need to go if need be. I will take care of you. I promise."
And I believed him, with my whole being.
"That makes me extremely happy."
"There has to be one condition though ok."
He sat up extremely straight. "Anything, what's your condition."
"Please TRY not to listen Allllll the time. Controlling my thoughts has never been a strong hold of mine and I don't want you to know certain things."
He started up the car, startling me.
"It's a deal."
He was grinning while saying it and made it just a little hard to believe he was being completely honest with me.

>*<
For the next few hours we went around to tell everyone that needed to know what was going on. Max and Evan were almost happy for me. They said I needed some change in my life.
It was completely boring and repetitive.
Max said that my job would be waiting for me when I finally came home and Evan insisted I text him everyday.
When we were at my moms house she couldn't stop staring at Andy the entire time. I couldn't tell if she was scared of him or found him attractive.
It made me suddenly wish Andy could hear what everyone was thinking.
He promised her I'd be safe and that I would call her everyday.
It took about an hour of convincing until she was finally decently ok with me going.
I was 21 and I had my own apartment but my mom was still a big part of my life and worried about me on a daily basis. This was a very big thing for her.
Being ok with her baby girl going on a tour with some rock stars....
She didn't know the jist of it but, I knew it sounded terrifying to her.
After lots of kisses and hugs we were on the way to my apartment now to pack my stuff.
Andy had it arranged so that he would send Evan the money for my rent every month and then Evan would give it to my landlord.
I had never done anything like this in my life. On a whim like this, with a person I had just met. And not just some random person. A- rock star for all intended purposes.
Andy chuckled behind me as we were walking up the stairs to my door.
"What are you laughing at?"
I opened my door and we went in.
"The fact that you think I'm such a hot rockstar."
I stuck out my tongue at him.
"You suck."
"I find you so interesting you know that."
He shut the door and I turned to look at him.
"What do you mean?"
He made himself at home and sat on my couch.
"One moment you're so nervous and flustered around me and the next your goofy and comfortable."
I shrugged, trying to ignore the fluttering in my chest.
"No fair. You can hear everything I'm thinking."
He shook his head.
"It's not just what you're thinking it's your body language too."
He looked me up and down and a chill traveled down my spine when he looked me in the eyes and grinned sheepishly after doing so.
"W-well I have to get some stuff packed. Feel free to do whatever. Eat, watch tv."
"Do you want some help?"
I shook my head quickly.
"N-no I'm good. Thanks though."
I smiled and almost ran back to my room.
I needed some breathing room.
I needed to try and get away from his listening mind for a tiny bit if I could. I don't know if I'd be far away enough though.
Through all of this I was going to need little breathers.
After being lonley for so long, I wasn't at all lonley anymore. I had someone who could hear exactly what I was thinking now....
I shut the door to my room and sat on my bed for a second looking around my room. I had a feeling it would be awhile until I would be sleeping in my own room.
I thought about sleeping on a tour bus.... With a whole bunch of guys.... I mean I'm sure they stayed at hotels too. But when they were exhausted they probably slept in the bus.
I'd have to get to know everyone. I still had so much to learn about Andy.
All my life I've never taken any risks... I've never done anything thoroughly interesting...
I was already 21 and I had no idea where my life was going in the long run. I didn't know what career path I eventually wanted to take.
I was so unsure of everything I wanted something to be sure of. And I was sure I wanted to get to know Andy.
The way he made me feel just sitting next to
him in the car was ridiculous. If that didn't mean anything I didn't know what did...
The shock of electricity that traveled up my arm when he shook my hand.
The fact that he could hear what I was thinking... It all meant something. It had to.
It was fate for Teresa's sister to go into labor and for me to fill in for her at work and run into Andy. It had to be.
After a few good minutes of just thinking I got up off of my bed and went over and opened my closet.
I pulled two big duffel bags off of my closet shelf and began stuffing them with clothes and different things I would need.
The only thing I was truelly terrified of starting and going through all of this... Was... Falling for Andy. Really falling for him.
Not that I hadn't already begun to.. But...
Suddenly my door was being knocked on.
"Can I come in?"
It was Andy of course.
"Sure."
Oh my gosh he was gonna be in my room.
It was a mess and I didn't even-
The door opened and he walked in and then shut it.
Like, was it necessary to do that?
"I'm sorry, does it bother you to be confined in a room with me like this?"
Shit. Of course...he'd hear that.
"Emma... If this is too much for you and you don't want to do this, I completely understand. I feel like I'm bombarding you and it's too much... I was out there sitting thinking it over."
"Shit I should have just have you come help me and listen to my thoughts then you wouldn't have been thinking your own."
He sat on my bed and sighed.
"Maybe I'm just crazy. I don't know. I don't think I'll ever know why this happens."
He was making me sad for him. I couldn't imagine what it would be like to hear someone's thoughts.
"It's really hard. To invade someone's personal space like this. When it first happened with Ashley I thought I had seriously gone crazy. I thought I'd have to be on medication for the rest of my life. And then I told him. And we messed around with it all day and he believed me and that's all I needed. One person to believe me and I knew I wasn't actually crazy."
"I researched on the Internet. I went to libraries. There were rumors of course. No one I could actually turn to. Anyone would think I was actually crazy and try to put me away. The only people that know are the guys in the band and you."
I scratched my head, suddenly feeling confused and not knowing what exactly to say.
Andy laughed.
"You're so cute. I'm glad you're the second person this ended up happening with."
I could feel my cheeks grow hot.
"W-well I'm glad you're glad. I hope we can find you some answers. That's why I'm coming along with you. Maybe we can figure out how to turn it off. Maybe we can practice... I don't know, different excercises..."
"Different excercises huh?"
Suddenly I realized he had made it sound dirty.
"You can't do that! You c-can't do that either."
My voice cracked at the end of either and again Andy started laughing. No not laughing, guffawing.
He layed back on my bed, continuing to laugh.
"You're- way- too- CUTE!!!"
I didn't want to be cute!
And he slowly stopped laughing and sat up on his elbow.
"Then what do you want to be?"
I quickly zippered my second duffel and stood up.
"Leaving. Let's get out of here and start this weird ass journey...."
Andy grinned sheepishly.
"Whatever you say, madam."
And I grabbed a last few things from my bathroom and kitchen while he unplugged anything in the wall.
Then we left and headed to his hotel for the rest of the night.
>*<
He thoroughly introduced me to everyone in the bad at 2 in the morning.
Cc, Ashley, Jinxx and Jake. And they all knew he could hear my thoughts too.
We chatted for the next 2 hours until I couldn't stay up any longer.
Andy offered to sleep on the floor in his room and give me the bed but I said it was ok.
"I won't bite I promise."
I laughed nervously.
"You're hilarious."
I almost thought something but I pushed it away, hard and quick.
"What was that?"
He sat up abruptly in bed.
He moved the pillow I had put in between our head and poked me on the shoulder.
I turned and looked at him.
"What was what?"
He raised an eyebrow. Way up and my heart skipped a beat.
"You were about to think something and then stopped. I almost heard it.... But I didn't. What was it??"
I shrugged and moved the pillow back between our heads.
He moved it back again so he was staring at me.
"Andy, I'm so pooped. Can we talk about it tomorrow?"
I didn't think he would but finally, he layed back down and I sighed with relief.
"I'm full of surprises. Youll learn that quickly."
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