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Lust In Love	By : Majer Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Linkin Park Views: 1369 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Linkin Park. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Gemma woke up in Rob’s arms, but didn’t want to open her eyes. ‘This must be a dream’ she was too afraid that if she opened them, reality would hit her hard in her face and his arms wouldn’t be creating the safety around her anymore.
He moved around behind her back in his sleep and she felt his lips between her shoulder blades. Snapping her eyes open, she noticed that it was all real. He was there. He was holding her. In the back of her mind, she started to replay the scenes that took place the night before. It was very blurry, but suddenly it came to her. The talk with Phoenix. The drinking. The meeting with Rob. The kiss. Oh my god, the kiss. The feeling of being sick. She frowned as she realized how the evening must have ended. Although she didn’t remember what she had said to him, or how she had ended up in bed. ‘I wonder…’ Gemma lifted the cover and saw that she was still wearing her clothes. She moved a hand over to his body to see how much he was wearing. She touched his baggy jeans and sighed, closing her eyes. ‘Thank god’. She could tell that he wasn’t wearing anything over his chest as the bare skin was in definite touch with hers exposed on her back between the top straps. Carefully she leaned back against his body to feel him closer, as a reaction to this, Rob tightened his embrace.
“Rob?” She whispered out his name to see if he was actually awake, but he showed no sense of response. Slowly she opened her eyes and against her own will, she slipped out of his loving embrace. As her bare feet hit the cold floor, a million chills shot up her spine. She turned around and looked at Rob, he was still in the same position, but all of a sudden he turned around. Startled by his movement, she froze in order not to wake him up. She needed some quiet time to think all of this through. The fact that she didn’t remember what she told him made everything a little more complicated. Did he know how she really felt? And had he told her how he felt? She walked over to the bed and pulled the cover up to his neck, covering his exposed naked chest, so he wouldn’t be cold. Turning around towards the bathroom door, she heard him mumble something in his sleep, but couldn’t exactly make anything of it. She took her jeans off and threw them on the chair that had been previously occupied by Rob the night before. Smiling to herself, she quickly turned on the water, letting it find the perfect temperature. She looked herself in the mirror and ran a finger down her face and then her whole hand through her hair. She frowned in disgust over how she looked… awful. Bloodshot eyes, pale skin and her hair looked greasy and messy. Removing her top and panties, she stopped all movements for a single second, trying to rekindle the sensation of his arms. She stepped into the shower stall and the second she felt the hot water hit her body, her tense back and neck eased up a bit. She closed her eyes, and made her hands make contact with the glass wall next to her. Leaning forward, her head rested between her hands. She sighed out loud and felt her knees give in under her. Slowly she sat down in the stall and enjoyed the feeling the hot water calm down every tense muscle and frustrated thought. This was exactly what she needed to escape everything – she realized the smile on her lips. ‘Why am I smiling?’ she shook her head and the smile widened. Her thoughts were suddenly interrupted by a knock on the bathroom door.
“Are you okay in there?” His voice reached her and she was amazed by how calm and loving it was. She moved her tired and aching body up from the floor and stopped the water’s flowing. “Gemz?”
“Yeah… yes. I’m fine.” She cleared her throat and pulled down a small towel from the shelf next to her. “I was wondering… do you have a jumper I can borrow. I’m afraid the top is a bit too cold.
“Sure…” He started looking through his drawers for one that would fit her the best.
She got ready to take the top on, and she caught a smell of it. Frowning, she felt her stomach twitch again. The smell of bar. Drinking. Smoke. Vomit.
“Rob. Can you please pass me the jumper through the door?” The silence from the bedroom, told her that he was waiting for a reason. “ … The top stinks from last night.” She threw the top in a corner and awaited his reply.
“Aren’t you just coming out here for it…” She noticed the way he said it – he was being very careful and it was obvious that he had been thinking about whether or not he should say that or not.
“I’m just…” She sighed and took an extra look in the mirror. The shower had done her some good. Her gaze went further down to the small towel wrapped around her upper body. “I’m only wearing one of the small towels and … my panties.” He smiled to himself as he heard how nervous her voice was. He looked around the room and saw her jeans on the chair.
“It’s not like I haven’t seen you naked before…” His voice was now cheeky and Gemma wasn’t sure how to take it.
“It’s different now.” She opened the door only to form a crack so that she could look at him, her eyes pleading him to just reach her the jumper, he was holding.
“Come here, Gemz.” He motioned for her to come closer. “Don’t worry about it. After all… it’s just me. Rob.” He smiled at her and reached his free hand out to her. She nodded and opened the door slowly where after she took his hand. With her free hand, she was holding the small towel that covered her upper body. She felt his eyes on her and saw that his cheeks were a little flushed, the way they always was whenever he felt slightly nervous or anxious. She knew that the situation was supposed to make her uncomfortable, but something inside of her had missed the way he used to look at her. The way he used to make her feel. But suddenly she felt a wave of insecurity and gently pulled her hand away from his.
“Can I have the jumper, please?” He nodded and handed it to her, but instead of just giving it to her, he kept a firm grip on it, as she took it. He looked her straight into her eyes, as they were both stood holding the jumper.
“But…” He moved her a little closer by pulling on the piece of clothing between them. “… You look fine just like that….” He noticed that her eyes got a little misty as the words reached her.
“Why… why would you say something like that?” She could hear a voice inside her head, telling her that she should let go of the jumper, but she couldn’t. She just couldn’t.
“You are…” His gaze shot down to the floor. “You are beautiful to me.”
Another insignificant pull on the jumper, made her take yet another step in his direction.
“Don’t. Rob.” Still she couldn’t get herself to let go. To step away.
“Don’t what?” His free hand moved to her chin where he slowly caressed it with his thumb. He let go of the jumper and she was now left standing with it alone – but still powerless when it came to stepping away from him. Her eyes and her facial expression spoke loud and clear. The anticipation of having him touch her was becoming unbearable. His thumb moved swiftly over her lips and she closed her eyes with a silent moan.
“Can I kiss you?” Her eyes snapped open and she found him standing closer than before – closer than expected. She didn’t know what to say and something had her frozen to the spot. She wanted to say yes. She wanted to nod. But nothing came to her; she just looked at him into his eyes without a single notion of how this made her feel. Whether or not she was accepting of his request. His desire. He moved his hand back to her face and as he did so, Gemma choked on her breath. Her whole body was shivering. His hand touched her forehead lightly as he brushed some wet hair away from her face.
“Gemz… “ Rob noticed the anxiety and anticipation in her eyes. “Can I kiss you?” The smile on his lips made her insides melt. She gave him a simple nod and everything seemed to be going in slow motion as his head moved in towards hers. All of a sudden, as if she hadn’t paid attention, she felt his lips softly brushing against hers. Slowly and almost achingly their lips massaged each other. Gemma felt her knees go weak under her and the feeling became too intense for her to take. Putting her hand on his chest, she separated their lips from each other.
“I’m sorry. But I can’t. “ Her voice was shaking from the emotion she was going through from the kiss.
“What do you mean, you can’t?” He took her hand away from his chest and kept holding on to it. “Yesterday you both loved and missed me… and now … you can’t? Maybe it was just the alcohol talking last night…”O!” O!” She raised her voice and looked him into his eyes, making him realize her honesty. “I do love you. And I do miss you. More than anything.”
“Then… what’s stopping you?” His fingers were caressing her hand. Closing her eyes, she pulled him in for a brief hug.
“We lost so much of our intimacy… and if we want a future …and I know that I do… then we have to rebuild it. Somehow.”
“But…” He threw her a confused look.
“If we do this….” She gazed around the room. “…Then I’m afraid it’ll leave us right back to where we were before.”
“I have an idea.” He nodded to himself. “Why don’t we spend all day and night together? Starting right now. I don’t have any plans… We wont answer the phone or have any contact with other people. Let’s escape from the world for 24 hours. What do you think?”
“I love the idea… “ She smiled and pulled on the jumper. “I have work though…”
“Okay…” Rob interrupted her, looking disappointed.
“I’m calling in sick, Rob. Don’t worry about it…” He smiled and she felt herself melt all over again. “This is worth it.”
“You make me happy, do you know that?” Rob took her in his arms, and hugged her tightly.
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