I Can't Look At You Anymore

*****Mikey's P.O.V*****

"Oh...My...God.., I think Oh Yes OH GOD MIKEY!" He called my name as I sucked him down. I loved when I was in control.
Gerard fell back on the bed looking exhausted as I wiped my mouth. I crawled between his legs and passed him some water.
"I love you." I heard him say to me as I lifted his knees up like I had done so many times before.
I eased my throbbing cock into Gerard's waiting ass watching him bite his lip as I pulled his hips swiftly on to mine.
He was moaning my name as I moved in and out, stroking him at the same time.
I could feel Gerard clenching his muscles tight enough that I had to stop or I might blow.
I leant over and nipped on his knob with my teeth, smiling as he growled and unclenched.
I began the slow rhythm again, feeling more and more light-headed. I knew I was close, I was coming, closer. Closer...
"Mikey!" he was calling my name.
"Mikey, wake up honey. Time for school."
Not Gerard. Mom.
I rolled over and felt the wet patch. Ugh. What a waste.
I climbed out of bed and went for a shower.
At least I can take out my frustration on Frank at school today the thought cheered me somewhat as I dressed and headed to the kitchen for breakfast.
Gee wasn't at breakfast and I was surprised, I guess it was good though, otherwise I would probably pounce at him from across the table and then I would...
"Have a good day honey." I heard mom call to me as I grabbed my keys and headed for the door.
"I will, I promise. Bye mom."
Frank hadn't been in homeroom so I spent all day waiting for him.
Finally when the end of the day came and it was obvious that he wasn't coming, I decided on a home visit. I needed relief and GOD DAMMIT; I was going to get it!

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I knocked hard on his front door. I heard his familiar footsteps on the other side of the door.
"Mikey?! I, I didn't think that I'd be seeing you today." he said as he pulled open the door. He was smiling cautiously, he seemed unsure of me.
"You weren't at school, I wanted to check that you were okay."
I slammed him against the wall like I had done so many times before.
"Yeah..." I was kissing him, "I'm fine," I jammed my tongue down his throat; I was grabbing his hardness through his jeans.
"Just overslept"
"SHUT UP!" I said, kissing him more, wanting more than this, I wanted him naked.
I grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and pushed him towards the sofa. He fell back protesting but I pressed my finger to his lips.
I pulled at his shirt in a frenzy. I nipped at his neck, moving along his collar bone down to his hard nipples. I heard him yelp but I knew he loved it. I moved further down, to his waist and began nuzzling at the waistband of his pants.
"Take them off." I said watching as he fumbled with the zip.
When he was completely naked I told him to get on the floor, all fours. I wanted to fuck him; I wanted to use him like I had done so many times before. I positioned myself behind him.
"I'm going to hurt you Frank; I'm going to really hurt you."
I pushed myself into him completely, not stopping, thrusting. I could feel my pain and angst go away with every thrust; it became more and more pleasurable.
I could see the blood from his ass on both of us but I wouldn't stop. He wanted this; he wanted this as much as Gerard did.
I blew into him and felt the ecstasy wash over me but it didn't last long, we heard the voices outside the front door.
Frank and I grabbed our clothes and bolted to his room just as his mom and a friend walked in. That had been close, too close. We tidied up and I left, now all I had to do was survive dinner next to Gerard.


We tidied up and I left, now all I had to do was survive dinner next to Gerard.