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Slow Motion	By : clandestinecassie Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Panic! At The Disco Views: 2102 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Panic! At the Disco. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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three weeks later, life had returned to what could be considered some what normal. pete had been sent away to a rehab center somewhere out of state, joe wouldn't tell him where though. probably because they figured that brendon would go and see him, brendon in fact would never go see anyone in rehab. he was too afraid that if he did then they'd pull him in too.
the police had yet to be back to see brendon and he wasn't sure what was going on with brent's murder case. he was hoping that ryland was keeping tom off his back but he still didn't trust ryland's skills enough to keep drugs in the house.
brendon had been seeing william beckett every other day, getting an almost daily delivery of an assortment of drugs. the duo would sit in brendon's bedroom or bathroom and get high, and william would talk, talk about what ever he was thinking at the moment. the guy could be damn philosophical when he wanted to be.
he hadn't been hitting the drugs too hard lately, the reason for that being his budding relationship with nate. in the three weeks since their first date, nate and brendon had been spending an incredible amount of time together. not that brendon minded that at all.
the more time he spent with nate the deeper he fell in love. he learned that nate had graduated from high school and went to a semester of college, he had been working at the strip club bar for a year and a half even though he was wasn't old enough to drink when he started.
nate liked coming over brendon's place a lot. something that pete did too, not because he liked it but because he was hiding from patrick. the older boy would come over and watch movies with brendon snuggled up together on the couch, or to brendon's utter delight cook dinner for the two of them.
the thing that brendon was overjoyed about though was the fact that nate had taken an interest in ryan. when he came over to see brendon he actually took the time to talk with ryan. lately brendon was feeling every bit the single parent whose would be boyfriend wanted the child's approval.
in the beginning ryan was scared and would huddle behind brendon whenever nate came around, but as nate began spending more and more time at the house, ryan began to trust him more.
today the trio were at an ice cream shop downtown. it was a little cheesy but brendon loved it all the same. it was warm so they were sitting outside on one of those circular tables. brendon sat in the middle with ryan and nate on either side of him.
nate had his head on brendon's shoulder as he nibbled at his cup of ice cream and ryan licked happily at his ice cream cone making the other patron's stare. some part of brendon felt like the three of them were a family and he felt giddy at the thought.
it was never like this with pete. at most pete gave ryan passing glances and small waves but never really talked to him when he was over, he was always focused on the drugs or on brendon.
brendon figured it was hard for pete, hard for the older man to see ryan this way. pete had known ryan back when he was normal and the two of them had gotten a long great, better then pete and brendon got a long. so, after ryan's accident it was hard for brendon to accept that pete acted like ryan didn't exist.
"brendon, baby." nate began as the older boy leaned into brendon, pressing his mouth to his ear. brendon giggled and swatted nate away playfully.
"what is is nate?" he asked, smiling at his boyfriend. brendon was calm now, brendon felt happy for the first time in a long time and it was all thanks to nate.
"i want you to come over tonight." nate whispered and brendon looked at him with slight surprise. sure, nate had been over brendon's place pleanty of times but brendon had never been to nate's house yet. he smiled and nodded, feeling like they were making progress.
"oh, wait, what about ryan?" brendon asked as he looked from nate to ryan who was oblivious to the whole conversation. nate's face went blank before he smiled.
"bring him along. i don't mind." nate smiled and dropped his hand down to take hold of brendon's, giving it a light squeeze. brendon returned the smile and nodded, excited to see nate's house for the first time.
it was seven at night when brendon and ryan pulled up outside nate's apartment building. it was beige and tall, the top streaching high into the sky. brendon felt a twinge of nerves as he shut off the car and helped ryan out of the backseat.
nate lived in apartment building in the middle of the city. the building was a tall brick building with large white steps. brendon and ryan moved up to the steps a copper plaque with the residents names sitting to the right of the steps. brendon scanned the plaque for nates name and found it third from the bottom. "nate navarro." brendon said with a smile as he pressed the white botton next to nate's name.
"bren?" nate's voice crackled over the speaker and brendon acknowledged that it was him. "hang on baby." nate said before brendon heard the buzz of the door being opened. the two boys took the stairs into the small gray lobby of the building. the lobby was empty and consisted of nothing more then the doors leading out, a long streach of gray mailboxes along the wall, an elevator and a set of spindelly black stairs that twisted high into the air.
brendon led ryan to the elevator. the two boys holding hands as brendon pressed the button to open the elevator. "wher-where's na-nate-brend-brendon?" ryan asked as the duo stood in the elevator and brendon pressed the button to go to the fourth floor of the building, where nate lived.
"you'll see nate in a few minutes ry." brendon said with a smile, he was glad that his friend had taken such a shinning to nate. ryan smiled widely as the elevator doors closed before shuddering to life and moving the duo upwards.
moments later the doors re-opened and brendon's heart leapt because he was that much closer to seeing nate's house for the first time. he felt like nate inviting him was like going up a step in their relationship. and brendon had a good feeling, he could feel that he and nate had potential, they could be more then he and pete ever were.
the elevator opened up to a green floored hallway with matching wallpaper and brown wooden doors with shining golden numbers. brendon remebered nate telling him that he lived in apartment 407, so he set off down the hall ryan's hand in his, searching for the appropriet apartment.
nate's apartment was at the very end of the slight dilapitated hallway and brendon didn't hesitate before he knocked on the brown chipped door. it was opened moments later and brendon stood face to face with his shorter boyfriend.
"hey, bren." nate said a crooked smile on his face and his brown eyes twinkling under his side swept brown bangs. nate reached out and took hold of brendon, pulling him into a tight embrace and sneaking a small kiss on the boys lips and neck. nate released brendon and stepped back, allowing the younger boy to step into the hardwood floored living room.
"ryro!" nate said excited to see the boy and ryan grinned and allowed himself to be hugged and led inside by nate.
brendon stood in the doorway, drinking in nate's apartment. despite the outside of the apartment looking shabby the inside was nothing less then chic. the living room was to the left and took up the most space, the hardwood floors gleaming. black leather furniture was set out in the living room, a long couch and two small recliners. everything looked clean and the apartment smelt nice, like nate.
nate also had an collection of electronic devices. a widescreen tv was on the floor not too far from the tv, while a silvery stereo was nestled on a large black shelf that held books, and cd's, and other miscellanious objects.
to the right of the doorway was the kitchen, a small wall seperated the two rooms but from what brendon could see the floor was light blue linolium and he caught glimpses of a silvery refrigerator and stove. on the other side of the kitchen's wall and a little farther down was a hallway that brendon presumed led to the bathroom and bedroom. if brendon got his way, he'd be able to check later.
"ryan, listen. i got you a gift and it's in my bedroom. why don't you run and get it?" nate told ryan, his hand on the taller boy's shoulder. nate was pointing down the hallway, ryan's face lit up and he moved down towards the back rooms.
brendon smiled as he felt nate move behind him and hold him tightly around the waist. he could feel nate's head resting against his back. brendon turned so he was facing his boyfriend. "you're going to spoil him." the younger boy told his boyfriend, the him he was referring to was ryan.
nate gave a little shrug. "maybe he deserves it."
"you have a nice place." brendon mumbles against nate's lips. "strip club must pay better then i thought."
nate pulls away from brendon and kisses him on the neck. "helps when you have a little job on the side."
brendon's skin flushed from nate's mouth working on him. "oh, and what job would that be?"
"not important." nate said against brendon's neck as he dipped his hands under the hem of the younger boy's shirt. brendon relished the feeling of nate's warm hands on his skin and he wanted more of it.
brendon and nate had yet to sleep together, all a part of brendon's plan to take it slow, but now he was in nate's house and his boyfriends mouth felt way too good as it sucked on his neck and brendon was suddenly thinking that maybe he and nate waited long enough. there was just one problem though, ryan.
"ah, nate we can't do this with ryan around." brendon said moving away from the other boy. nate gave a pout but shrugged.
"tonight then?" he asked and brendon nodded and kissed nate before he went to find ryan. brendon was right. the two rooms in the back were the bedroom and bathroom. the door to the bathroom was only opened a crack, just enough for brendon to see a black shower curtain.
brendon found ryan in nate's bedroom. sitting on the large bed with it's gray comforter and white crisp sheets. he was sitting hunched with his back to the door. brendon could hear strange little noises and he called out to the boy. ryan's head snapped up and he turned to look at brendon, a huge smile on his face.
"loo-look-brendon!" ryan said holding up a small square device for brendon to see. oh shit brendon thought. he was worried that ryan had gotten into something of nate's and was now attempting to destroy it.
"nate!" brendon called and he heard soft padding before nate was behind him once again, arms wrapped around brendon's waist.
"what's wrong babe?" he asked as he looked from brendon to ryan and back again.
"i think ryan has something of yours." nate looked and saw what ryan was holding and he gave a short laugh and it rang around inside brendon's chest.
"no, that's his present. it's a video game thing." nate told brendon. he was watching ryan with a smile as he watched the boy play with his present. everyday that nate, brendon, and ryan spent together brendon began feeling more and more like a family and again he was feeling like he and ryan were a packaged deal, much like a single parent and their child.
ryan, brendon, and nate spent the rest of the day together. nate made dinner as previously promised and it was better than anything brendon had ever cooked and maybe even better then william's cooking. the trio ate at nate's glass dining table and yeah, brendon could definitly get used to the family feeling, he was already getting used to the perfection that was his relationship with nate.
compared to what his and pete's relationship had been like, brendon felt like he deserved it.
later into the night ryan passed out on the couch watching a disney movie. nate and brendon didn't let that golden opportunity slip by. the two boys were in nate's bed. brendon was already stripped of his shirt and his jeans were undone and falling off his hips. nate's shirt was long gone too and he was sporting an array of light purple bruises from brendon's mouth.
the two boys were making out hard, all tongues and teeth and brendon was hard as a rock and he just wanted to fuck so bad. "nate, nate let's do it already." brendon panted as he pulled away from nate, his warm fingers dipping into the waist of nate's jeans.
"what? no floorplay?" nate joked and brendon shook his head.
"no, i need sex, now." brendon half whined at the fact that his hard cock was still trapped in his underwear, so much for taking it slow.
"okay, but actually...i kinda wanted to talk to you for a minute." nate said, his smile fading and he eased off of brendon, settling next to the boy on the bed.
"oh, okay." brendon said and he could tell that nate was being serious and he wasn't sure if it was time for him to worry or not. to be honest, he was used to being worried, he was used to being let down and being in love with people who were so imperfect. but nate, he always seemed like he had it all together. he didn't seem to have any bad habits or serious problems, brendon just assumed that he was normal and well adjusted, perhaps he was wrong?
"i actually have something to tell you." nate said and he was watching brendon intently, his dark eyes somber and for the first time brendon was seeing nate's serious side.
"oh god, you're dating someone else aren't you?" brendon cried dropping back on the bed, his hand coming up to cover his eyes.
"what? no, it's not like that." nate said reassuring his boyfriend
"then what is it?" the younger boy asked. he sat up and leaned forward, taking nate's hand in his own.
"well, remember when you asked me about my apartment and i said i had another job beside the strip club?" nate said to brendon, reminding the younger boy of their earlier conversation. brendon nodded.
"well...that other job...well it's not exactly the most ordinary of professions..." nate trailed off and brendon felt a lump in his throat.
"you're a drug dealer?"
"no, brendon."
"then what? please, just tell me."
"brendon, i like you a lot and i don't wanna lose you but i feel like you deserve the truth."
"you're scaring me nate...please just tell me what you do."
"...i'm a porn star brendon."
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