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I'm Not Gay	By : PunkyEmoFreak Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Tokio Hotel Views: 2061 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Tokio Hotel. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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|| Tom’s POV ||

I have one thing to thank Aspen Springs for. Six AM wake-up calls and training my body to wake up at that time, despite a hangover from hell. I woke up without wanting too at six on the dot and groaned, my head was pounding and there was a lump in my bed. I almost freaked until I realized it was only Bill. I smiled and watched him for a moment before realizing Hailey would be in here in a hour to get me up for school… shit!

I hated having to wake up Bill, but we were naked in my bed and sticky from our orgasms before we fell asleep. In short, we had to get Bill back into his room before Shari woke him up and quick. Somehow, we managed it with ease. Andreas pulled in Bill’s driveway around seven to ‘pick him up for school.’ But no sooner had I heard Andreas’ engine turn off did Riley push herself threw my window.

“Damn, boy. You do have a body.” I heard her say as I rolled my eyes, pushing wet dreads off my face before I pulled my shirt over my head to cover my body again. She just smiled at me and slipped from my room to her own to get dressed and I pulled my hat on over my sweat band.

Riley and I walked out of the house, waving good-bye to Hailey and Urie as we left. Bill and Andreas were walking out of his house the same time and Bill waved at me, giggling a bit. “What’s he laughing about?” I asked Riley, turning my head and wincing some. She just giggled and shrugged her shoulder.

I was confused. Very confused. We all met up at the spot between the houses and crawled into Andreas’ car. After a small fight, Bill pulled himself into the front with Andreas and Riley and I took the back. It wasn’t that I didn’t want to be next to Bill, but how would it look if my girl-friend was in the front with Bill’s boyfriend?

When we got to school, Riley instantly had to put her arm around me to stop me from lunging at Andreas. He pulled Bill into his arms and placed a soft kiss to his lips. I swear to god, Andreas likes this fucking game. He is totally in love with my Bill. I should kill him in his sleep. I’ll figure out how to do that as soon as I OD Riley in hers.

“Daaaamn Tom,” Georg’s voice broke threw my thoughts of killing Andreas and I turned to look at him, confusion written over my face. What was with people today? Did I grow an extra head in my sleep or something? “Riley is a biter? Who would have thought.” I blinked, even more confused now. What is he talking about? Georg and Gustav walked over to me and Georg poked my neck and I winced. What the fuck? “As long as we’ve been fucking around with girls, I’ve never once seen a mark on you. This is a big step, Tom.” He laughed.

I could feel Bill’s glare. Oh shit… Georg just gave Riley credit for his handywork. “Holy shit, dude!” Gustav this time. I turned to look at what he was looking at. It was Bill, “Daaaamn, dude. Who knew Faerie Boy’s had it in them.” He laughed, “Andreas is a bigger biter then Riley is.” I glared this time, my hands balling into fists and Riley grabbed my shoulder.

Bill and I were completely silent, all day long. We didn’t speak in classes. We hardly looked at each other. But the only reason I was keeping my distance was so I wouldn’t push him up against a wall and add more of my marks on his skin until everyone realized that Bill was mine and not that fuck-head Andreas’.

By lunch, people were starting to get freaked by it. Apparently in my absence, Bill was a talkative person. And I was always flirting with someone. Well, the fact that I was supposed to be dating Riley should have helped that. If I hadn’t been obviously ignoring her all day too. I didn’t like that everyone thought I was marked by her as though she was claiming me. No… It was Bill. I was claimed by Bill and he was by me.

I got too frustrated before lunch was even half over. Annoyed with people trying to talk to me. Ask me how bad Juvi was. Whether or not I was really dating Riley. But mostly, of Andreas trying to coax Bill into talking to him. I could have stayed calm, really, if only Natasha had kept to her damn self. But noooo. She took a look at the mark on my neck and Riley sitting next to me and glared, “So you really are dating her? Fuck Tom, you’ve changed. You used to be great.”

I growled at her, standing up and pushing Natasha out of my way. “You know nothing, Natasha.” I hissed at her, walking out of the lunchroom, not caring that everyone was staring at me. Why would I care about that anymore? This place was shit anyways. I wasn’t going to go to anymore classes. I wanted out of this place. Needed out. It wasn’t even until I felt a hand on my shoulder did I realize I was being followed. “What the fuck do you want?” I hissed, spinning on my heal and calming down instantly, “Sorry, Bill… I didn’t know it was you.” I mumbled.

My twin just smiled at me, pushing the dark locked out of his face and lacing our fingers together, “Come on, let’s go back to your house.” He said, not even waiting for my answer before he was pulling me out of the school. I didn’t object. I was planning on that anyways. Even if my plan was to be by myself, but Bill with me was better anyways.

We walked in silence to my house, no longer holding hands and not looking at each other. Bill was being his happy, hyper active faerie self and practically skipping while I just had my hands in my pockets and looked down at the ground. “Why are you so quiet now, Tomi? It’s just us again.” He said, I could feel his smile on me and I couldn’t help but lift me head and smile back at him.

“Sorry, Bill… I’m just…” I shook my head, I didn’t know how to finish it. What was I? I was mad at Andreas. Pissed at Natasha. Pissed at half the school really. I was happy we were out of there. Happy we were together. Happy that we were alone. I looked at my house, okay, not good. “Pissed.” I finished, staring at Hailey’s car that was in the drive.

Bill turned and looked as well and frowned, “She won’t bother us, Tom. She never does.” He said with another smile at me and I just shrugged a shoulder as we walked up to the door and I easily pushed it open.

I groaned, the first thing that hit my ears was Hailey’s voice. “Tom? Is that you?” She called. I called back with a dull yes and took Bill’s hand to make him come upstairs with me when Hailey walked in and her face paled looking at me and Bill. Okay, confusion part two. “Oh… You and Bill…” She said softly, biting on her lip. “Boys… we need to talk.” Part three. What was going on.

“Of course, Mrs. Besuch.” My twin said, smiling at Hailey as I let his hand slip from my own. She turned and walked into the kitchen where Bill and I followed. Baking? It wasn’t Monday. Honest to god, what was going on? There were a few different batches of cookies. Brownies. Cup cakes. Hailey’s lost it!

“Boys… sit down. We need to talk…” She said. Bill’s smile faded and I frowned. But we sat anyways; she instantly piled sweets on a plat and put it on the table for us to ea as she scurried around to get milk. She was avoiding something. She wouldn’t look at us. My face paled this time as I put it together. Hailey was home. She frowned seeing Bill here with me. She won’t look at us now. We need to talk. She knows…

“Hailey?” I asked, biting down on my lip ring and looking at her. “Wh-what do we need to talk about?” I asked her. Bill looked scared. I think he was catching on as well. I didn’t like this idea at all.

She frowned again before finally setting herself to sit in front of us. “Boys… I… this is hard. You have to understand.” She looked up at us, “Tom, I’ve always known about your active… sexual life.” She started and I looked away, Bill did too. “But you and Bill… you can’t… do that. I heard you last night, Tom. Bill…” She sighed, “I don’t care that you’re gay. But with Bill? Tom, he’s your brother. It’s wrong. It’s…. it’s sick, Tom. Bill, you both have to stop this before anyone else finds out. Tom- you’re girlfriend? Riley? And Bill, what about Andreas?” She stared at us, waiting for one of us to answer and we both stayed silent for a long while.

I was the one to talk, gathering my thoughts and looking at Hailey. There was no point in denying it. She knew. “First thing first, Hailey. I’m not gay.” I started. It was true, “I’m just… I love Bill.” She winced at the words but I continued before she could say anything, “I’m not dating Riley, and Bill’s not really dating Andreas. They know about us. They’re happy for us. And… I really love him.”

“Of course you love him, Tom. He’s your brother.” She looked like she was trying not to gag. I now realize how Bill must have felt when I looked like that. It hurt. “But there are different kinds of love, honey. I would have thought you knew that by now.” She said and I shook my head at her.

“I do know the difference, Hailey. I am in love with Bill.” I looked at my twin who was shaking and I took his hand in mine, “And you can’t stop it.” I told her sternly.

“Well Tom, I can and I will. I was going to wait until after school to tell you. But now seems like the perfect time.” She stood up and walked over to me and my brother, pulling our hands apart, “I told Urie to take the promotion. We’re moving this weekend.” She said, “It’s best this way. You’ll both see that.” She looked over at my brother, tilting his head up, “Bill, you’re a beautiful boy. You can have anyone you want. Just not Tom. This is best, you know that.” I saw her wipe tears out from Bill’s eyes, “Go home, Bill. Tom has to pack.”

I gapped. “No! Hailey you can’t do this! You can not make me go!” I screamed at her, pushing myself up and away from her. “I’m not moving, and Bill’s not go-”

“Yes, ma’am.” My twin said, frowning and looking at me from the corner of his eye. He flashed me a small smirk that Hailey couldn’t see and I just nodded. It was a code we made in Aspen Springs. I smiled at him and he left.

I turned, glaring at my so-called mother figure and pulled my hat over my eyes. “I hate you.” I said coldly, pushing past Hailey and up to my room. I pushed open the window and a frown passed over my lips. The ladder at my window was gone. Just. Great. I sighed and flopped down on my bed, nearly jumping back up when I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket. I still had it on vibrate from school. I slipped it open and smiled a little. Get online, Tomi. I think I have an Idea.

I didn’t have to think twice before I grabbed my laptop and signed on AIM. Instantly being greeted by an IM from Bill.

WingsOfAButterfly: Hey! You actually listened.
GuitarHeroTom: Go figure. Billa, I’m sorry ‘bout her.
WingsOfAButterfly: Don’t be. We knew it would happen. Just a little sooner then expected.
GuitarHeroTom: Right… so… whats the plan?
WingsOfAButterfly: We get out.
GuitarHeroTom: Huh?
WingsOfAButterfly: Out, Tomi! Like we planned on after we graduate. But only, we go now. Just me and you. No Andi. No Riley. No no one. Just us.
GuitarHeroTom: Bill? Are you sure you want to do this?
WingsOfAButterfly: I’ve already started packing what I need. We can’t take everything. And we’ll need to leave out cells behind. But, we’ll have each other, right?
GuitarHeroTom: Tonight?
WingsOfAButterfly: Tonight.
GuitarHeroTom: Alright.
WingsOfAButterfly: By the time anyone realizes we’re gone…
GuitarHeroTom: It’ll be too late.
WingsOfAButterfly: Exactly.
GuitarHeroTom: Good plan.
WingsOfAButterfly: I know. I’m so smart!
GuitarHeroTom: Hahah. Alright Faerie Boy, go finish packing. Lord knows that you will take longer then me.
WingsOfAButterfly: You’re mean. But also right. I love you Tomi.
GuitarHeroTom: I love you too, Billa.
WingsOfAButterfly has signed off.

I sighed as I logged off myself. Now or never. I was quick to move, locking myself in my room as I packed everything I would need. I went down when Hailey called me for dinner. Eating my food in silence without ever actually tasting a thing. My excitement was starting to get the better of me. I finished up my food, put my plate in the sink, made sure to glare at Hailey to let her know I still hated her before I ran back to my room. I felt bad, I was ignoring Riley as well. But she didn’t need to know. I’d let her know later, when me and Bill were safe and settled.

I could hear them talking downstairs until well past midnight. Until finally their footsteps and voices were in the room and I heard nothing but snores and grunts. I pulled out my phone, it was two in the morning and I smiled. They’re dead sleeping. At least the fucked ones are. Are you ready? I clicked send and waited for Bill’s response.

I didn’t have to wait too long. Bill sent me one back almost right away. Ready as I’ll ever be. I put the ladder back at your window an hour ago. Well, my ladder, couldn’t find yours. Meet me in my backyard.

After I threw my bag out the window I crawled down the ladder Bill had put there while my ex-family was eating. I chewed on my lip as I jumped down to the ground, looking back up the window one last time and seeing Riley looking out her window at me. I stopped breathing for a minute, just staring back at her. She smiled at me, waved good-bye and blew me a kiss. I pulled out my cell, sliding down to Riley’s name. I’ll miss you.

I saw her pull out her cell and text me back. Me too. Be safe, Tom. Contact me when you can. I read it and smiled. Dropping my phone to the ground and waving to her before I slipped into Bill’s backyard. “Tomi?” I smiled hear my name, hitching my bag up more on my shoulder as I wrapped my arms around him. “Are you ready?”

I nodded, kissing his forehead and lacing our fingers together. I didn’t really know where we were going. He didn’t either. But I was with Bill, that’s all that mattered anyways, right?

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