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Your Sins Into Me	By : Tcharlatan Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1394 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: Disclaimer: This is a work of pure fiction. I do not personally know any of the members of Dir en grey or Penicillin, and do not profit from this work.

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Kaoru couldn’t believe his good fortune.
He could sense the attraction for himself building in his little friend. Since their first meeting, there had always been the barest flicker of interest tucked back in the corner of the blonde’s mind, taunting Kaoru with hope that seemed ill-fated and, at times, the product of an over-optimistic imagination. But now it was as if whatever had been so pointedly repressing that attraction had been lifted, allowing it to test itself in Kyo’s conscious thoughts. It was thrilling, if only because it was something beyond Kaoru’s influence; something that he couldn’t create or control within the mortal’s mind. It was something real that Kyo felt for him, of his own volition.
Well… something that he was beginning to feel, anyway.
Tonight, though, Kyo had upset the tenuous peace of the household. It was Friday, and he had wanted to go back to work singing at the club after having missed half of last week. Kaoru had stopped him. The doctor didn’t want him putting anything in his ears for at least another few days, and the music on the stage was simply too loud for him to perform without some kind of protection. The blonde had cursed at Kaoru, threatened him, begged him, tried to bargain with him – everything he could think of to persuade the older man. He didn’t have enough money to get downtown and back on his own; if Kaoru wouldn’t take him, he couldn’t go.
Kaoru had seen the dejection behind Kyo’s tantrum, and had taken him out for dinner and a movie after he’d cooled off a bit. It was a struggle to get him to accept at first, and for a while the blonde’s disappointment was nearly tangible, his usually vibrant eyes dull with the weight of it. Worse, Kyo was ashamed of how he had behaved to Kaoru after all the man had done for him. Dinner was a quiet affair, and Kyo had picked listlessly at his food, avoiding conversation at all costs.
But they had chosen what turned out to be a truly horrible “scary” movie, and Kaoru’s witty remarks murmured into his ear combined with terrible acting and costumes left the blonde laughing in spite of himself. Other patrons shot them nasty looks, and Kyo had clamped his hands over his mouth to try to quiet himself, but the movie never got any scarier and Kaoru never stopped poking fun at it. It was the most fun two hours either of them had had in years, and the good mood it instilled in them lasted long after they left the theater.
The walk home had been a staggering affair, Kaoru indulging the goofier side of his nature for Kyo’s entertainment, their raucous laughter echoing down the empty streets of the quiet neighborhood. Now, back in the apartment, tucking his leftovers into the refrigerator, Kyo had finally managed to calm himself down, though a smile seemed permanently fixed on his face. When he shut the door and stepped back, Kaoru was suddenly next to him, fighting against a grin as he bared his teeth, raised hands curled into claws, and tried to recreate some of the worst acting Kyo had ever seen.
“I am… going to kill you!”
Kyo sputtered and collapsed again into fits of hysterical laughter, bracing against the counter to keep himself standing and clutching his aching stomach. “D-Damnit, Kaoru!”
Kaoru grinned and bit his lip, moving forward. Seeing Kyo’s sweet lips pulled into a broad grin, his dark eyes glistening and round cheeks flushed with mirth, his smooth throat undulating with the force of an uninhibited laugh… It was plucking at Kaoru’s last thread of self-control. He knew Kyo was attracted to him, he could feel it; he’d been feeling it all evening since the movie. But it was still so tenuous – so fragile and unsure in the blonde’s tumultuous psyche – he had planned to hold himself back until the younger man’s mind had settled. All of his plans were crashing down around him now, and he knew he was all-but lost.
Kaoru’s hands came to rest against the edge of the counter on either side of Kyo’s slim hips, the blonde’s laughter fading to silence at his sudden proximity. Dark gold eyes peered up into his; questioning and anticipating, nervous and excited, unsure but wanting. This close, Kyo could feel the heat from Kaoru’s body, but the man was very deliberately not touching him, clinging to the last vestiges of restraint.
Kaoru leaned down, head tilting slightly, until his lips were hovering over Kyo’s. “…tell me to stop.”
Kyo swallowed, then whispered, “Why?”
“I don’t think I can stop myself,” the older man admitted.
Kyo was startled to find that he’d been offered a choice, and it was sudden, but he felt like a decision had to be made here and now. If he turned Kaoru away now, it would mean crushing what had been growing between them, tainting both their fledgling friendship and its potential to become something more. If he kissed Kaoru, it would mark the end of his relationship with Hakuei, whose familiar hands brought both pleasure and pain, whose presence inspired love and fear.
‘What if… what if Kaoru only wants a night of sex…?’
‘Can I throw away everything for a fling?’
‘…How do I even know there’s anything left of what I had?’
‘Hakuei may never take me back.’
‘Would I go back to him, if he did?’
‘I… I don’t think I would.’
‘I don’t think I could stand it, if he touched me now.’
‘Everything is changing so much, so fast…’
‘Hakuei will never forgive me, if I stray now.’
Something shaky within Kyo hardened into resolve.
‘Fuck Hakuei and his jealous goddamn temper.’
‘This… I want this…’
Kyo had difficulty indulging the popular habit of denying himself what he really wanted, propriety be damned. “What if I don’t want you to stop?”
The older man moaned softly and his lips brushed ever so lightly against Kyo’s. The blonde could feel the tremors wracking Kaoru’s lean frame and wondered at them. Slowly, he flicked the tip of his tongue out over the man’s lower lip, and was rewarded with an almost-pained sigh. The older man started to pull away with a shuddering breath. Even with permission, Kaoru was holding himself back, and Kyo lacked the patience to tolerate this teasing, fleeting contact. Especially when Kaoru seemed to want more just as much as he did.
Impatient hands came up to tangle in long, black hair and Kyo closed the distance between them once more, crushing his mouth to Kaoru’s. Just like that, the taller man’s body was suddenly pressed against him, grinding him into the edge of the counter, hands sliding up his back and digging in fiercely. Kyo was all lean muscle, and the hard press of his small frame was absolutely maddening. Kaoru groaned as a wicked tongue delved between his lips, lapping eagerly at his mouth, and he responded just as fervently. When the need for air separated them, Kaoru couldn’t seem to stop nipping and mouthing hungrily at Kyo’s panting lips. His hands were still exploring the blonde’s torso, but more gently now. One had slipped under the borrowed shirt to smooth over quivering flesh with a feather light touch. Kyo chuckled breathlessly, and tugged at the older man’s hair until their foreheads and noses were pressed together.
“Kaoru… gods, Kaoru…”
“I’m sorry. I know I shouldn’t, but I can’t-… you’re just so fucking- mph!”
Outside the kitchen, a slim shadow passed noiselessly through the living room, grinning to himself as the wet sound of heated, passionate kissing started up again. Toshiya spotted the manga issue he’d been searching for tucked under a magazine and pulled it out quietly, striving not to interrupt the scene unfolding in the kitchen. A cell phone decorated with ominous syringes and red splatters chirped softly, and curious hands hesitated only for a moment before flipping it open. The screen flared to life revealing a new text message to eager eyes.
-I miss you, Beautiful. Come home? ~Haku-
Crooked teeth sank into a lower lip as worried eyes glanced up at the entryway to the kitchen. He couldn’t see Kaoru and Kyo from here, but he could feel the timid thrill rolling off of the blonde, and knew Kaoru had to be absolutely ecstatic. Could he really let that be tainted now, when it was so fresh, so new and vulnerable? He hadn’t known Kyo long, but he liked the little human. He deserved a lover that didn’t abuse him. And he loved Kaoru like a brother; he wanted nothing but happiness for the older man, even if it came from such an unusual source.
“Sorry, ‘Haku.’ You had your chance and you blew it,” he whispered.
A decisive flicker of thumbs over the keypad changed the screen.
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