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Unholy confessions of a vampire heart	By : nuclear000rainbow Category: Celebrities - Misc > Slash - Male/Male Views: 1315 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not know Ville Valo or any of the members of HIM, This is purely a work of fiction, I do not make any money writing this. Full disclaimer in chapter 1.

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*Lyrics used in this chapter: In joy and sorrow by HIM. I do not own any of the lyrics used.*

We were back in the woods, the snow giving way to yellow grass left behind from the year before. He was holding me again, his warm arms wrapped around me and his heartbeat running wild in my ears. His hand pulling my head down closer, my lips grazing his, barely touching. Hi sapphire orbs glowing as he pull me even closer, his bare chest almost burning me as he crush his lips against mine, a fierce growl sending shivers through me, the hunger for his blood making me moan as he slits his tongue open on one of my fangs, filling my mouth with red liquid. His sharpened canines biting harshly down on my bottom lip making me fall against him, my weight pulling us both down on the ground. The weight of him on top of me sending jolts of electricity through me as I let my hands wander, caressing his back with careful fingers, feeling his muscles twitch at the soft touch. A warm tongue tracing patterns where my pulse should have been making me thrust up against him, a deep growl barely audible vibrating against me as he bites down. The feeling of his sharp canines piercing my skin making me scream out his name in pleasure… Aaaaand I wake up, alone in my bed. The sheets all tangled around my legs and my pillows down on the floor. Groaning, I sit up. My hands pulling at my hair in pure frustration. A blush painting my cheeks at the thought of facing the others, and how the hell am I going to look Bam in the eye without turning red? Oh, well. Nothing to do about that, I guess! Throwing my legs out of bed and walking slowly to my dresser I start freaking out again. What on earth do I wear? Will I be meeting the whole pack? Just Bam? Should I dress up or just put on what I normally wear? I’m stressing out way too much about this! I need help! I end up throwing on what I wore yesterday quickly as I make up my mind. My legs carrying me to the door before I even have the time to think about it. “Syn! Get your ass in here! I need your help!” I yell, panic most likely evident in my voice. The vampire I want turning the corner with long strides, a knowing smirk on his face, and V close behind. “He’s just here for technical support Ville, I didn’t tell him why. Just hinted on that you might need a new haircut!” Syn quickly whisper as we enter the room, leaving V to struggle with everything he’s carrying on his way here. “Oh, might be a good idea!” I blush as I pull on the curls now reaching past my shoulders, they’re all frizzy and wild after me pulling on them in frustration more than once already. “Can someone please open the door! My hands are full you know!” V suddenly shouts from outside, a smirk meeting me as I quickly hold the door open for him. “Did you have a good day’s sleep?” He suddenly asks before he starts giggling. My face betraying me as it turns bright red once more. “V, I told you to keep your mouth shut! I could easily start telling the others about all the crazy shit leaving your mouth while you sleep!” Syn barks angrily, staring at his mate. V clamping his mouth shut and nodding in embarrassment before turning back to me. “Sorry Ville!” His face turning the same shade of red as mine as he apologizes. “You all heard, huh?” I ask quietly, my gaze fixed on the floor as I sit down on the bed. “Not gonna lie Ville, you were quite loud! It must have been one hell of a dream!” syn states calmly as he takes a dive into my dresser, clothes being thrown haphazardly around the room. “V, get cutting, I need to get something from storage!” He says as he walks quickly towards the door, leaving us staring after him as he disregards the stairs and just jump over the railing. “I think he got a plan!” V snickers as he pulls his eyes back towards me, his head tilting towards his shoulder as he holds up the shiny scissors and a comb. “Now, lets get started, shall we?” He giggles as he pulls out a chair and I willingly sit down. My black curls falling down to the floor as he works, humming some weird tune as his hands fly around my head. Some weird goo appearing in his hand, and he starts rubbing them together before pulling his fingers through my curls. “All done!” He chirps happily, his proud smile making me giggle a bit. “Found it!” Syn shouts as he reenters the room, his arms once again filled with all sorts of stuff before he dumps it all on my bed. “Put this on!” He orders while showing a few items into my hands, the both of them turning their backs to me as I start peeling of what I’m already wearing and quickly slipping into the new items. A new pair of tight shiny leather pants that clearly show of my tattoo have me giggling, no shocker there, really! Syn loves his leather! The tighter the better! The white shirt with black designs on it stands out from what I usually wear though, I finish buttoning it up as fast as I can with my shaking hands before I slip on my boots. “You can turn around now guys!” I state calmly as I’m sure I’m all covered. A whistle from V making me laugh, but the look on Syn’s face have me worried. “I think you should wear the shirt open, show of your tattoos!” He laughs as I stare at him wide eyed. “You’re not glowing they way you used to anymore Ville, that wolf of yours made sure of that!” V states calmly as Syn steps in closer, his fingers quickly undoing the buttons I struggled to get done. “There! Much better!” He snickers as he finishes. “Your turn again V!” “Oh, I’m way ahead of you my love!” He states calmly, a wicked smirk on his face appearing at the same time as he holds up a brush. “Close your eyes Ville, I’ll be done in a second!” The soft bristles dabbing around my eyes quickly being changed with what I recognize as the eyeliner pencil I normally use. “All done! Why don’t we skip the mirror and get our work judged by the others instead?” The pride on both their faces convince me as soon as I look at them. They did drop everything to help me, the least I could do is let them have it their way. “Ok, lets go!” I state calmer than I feel. Not knowing what I look like having my stomach in knots. Syn leading the way downstairs as V dance with joy beside me, his giddy expression making my nerves calm down. If he’s this happy, and even Syn is eager to show me off to the others, I think I should trust them!
The calm chatter in the main room dies down as soon as I step foot inside, my nerves once again making knots in my stomach and my hands shake. “Do I look that bad?” I barely whisper as I look down at my feet. A blush slowly painting my face red. “Ville, look at their faces!” Syn laughs, V’s giggles soon to follow as raise my head. My eyes being met with bulging eyes and slack jaws. Frank and Gee almost crawling on the table to get a closer look, even Rev in his regular spot on Shadows lap seem dumbfounded! “Wow! Just wow! You should have warned us guys!” Shadows finally breaks the silence. “You’re gonna drive that poor wolf insane Ville!” Rev starts giggling, his blue eyes still big with wonder. “You look so beautiful even my cousin Freyja would get jealous!” Frank giggles as Christ and Gee nods their approval. “None of us knows your cousin kiddo, but we’ll take your word for it!” Shadows barks out laughing. “Can I come with? I want to see his face when he sees you!” Gee giggles wickedly, his eyes pleading with mine. “I thought I’d bring you all along. His whole pack will most likely be there, so I think I would prefer to have my brothers there with me!” my smile grows a bit more confident as they all stand up rapidly, chairs falling backwards but none of them picking them back up. I guess we’ll tidy the place again later! “Come along darlings, lets go meet the wolves!” I snicker as I head for the door, my legs carrying me towards the forest with confident strides.
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Bams pov:
I bolt upright wide eyed from the dream I just had, I could almost taste his blood in my mouth and his scream of extasy still rung through my head. “He got you good, didn’t he?” Dunn’s voice breaks through the silence around me. “That must have been one hell of a dream!” He snickers softly, a knowing look on his face as he stares at me. “I’m not even gonna deny it!” I giggle, the dream still playing in my head before I feel the rising panic in my stomach. “How the hell am I gonna look him in the eyes after that!” “Just be yourself Bam, put on your game face and that cocky smile of yours and pretend it never happened!” Dunn laughs at my sudden burst of panic. “You’re probably right… Pretend it never happened, it’s good advice Dunn!” I giggle, my confidence and calm back on track. “Oh, and before I forget! Novak finally decided to show up! Bastard is complaining about his paws being too sore to keep up with us!” He barks out laughing, the scraggly black wolf being the least of our concerns! “Probably just found some mare to hump along the way, he’s at the bottom of the food chain for a reason! He’s a good guy and a good friend, but if there’s a easy way to get laid, he’s gone!” I laugh wickedly, Novak will be Novak, no chain of command would ever change it! standing up slowly from the ground I look over at Dunn, his bushy blond hair looking matted and his clothes well worn. “I think we should clean up a bit before the sun’s all gone! You look like shit! And the others probably worse!” A slow smile appearing as he nods towards the door. “There’s a stream just around the corner, I’ll gather the bitches and tell them to clean up. Clothes included! Got to make a good impression on our new Omega!” He winks at me as he leaves the makeshift tent, leaving me behind all confused. Omega? The word having butterflies fluttering in my stomach. I never even thought about that! I’m so used to Dunn being the second in command that the empty spot never even crossed my mind. I got a feeling he’s right though. The connection I have with that vampire barely leave any room of doubt! Screams from outside have me jolting outside, all thoughts about the green-eyed beauty forgotten as run towards the commotion. I fall to the ground as I spot the reason, laughing hysterically as I clutch my stomach. The screams coming from no other than Dico. “Stop acting like a rabid dog and get your smelly ass in the water!” Dunn barks as Raab and Rake try to pull the screaming mutt away from a tree. His legs kicking out for them and almost hitting Rake in the face, hitting Raab in the groin instead. “No! Water is evil! It washes away my smell! Bitches love my smell!” The crazy fucker howls out as he loses his grip around the poor tree. “Bitches hate your smell!” Novak states from Dunns side, his slow voice barely loud enough to be heard through the screams. “Get him in the fuckin water and clean him good! We need to look our best tonight! Not that I have any idea on how that’ll be possible, but we owe it to Bam!” Dunn shouts loudly to make himself heard. Dico being thrown in the river with a huge splash ending up soaking him in the prosess before they all ponce on the crazy wolf, keeping him in the water and rubbing him down with sand. Handfuls of the coarse sand doing a better job than soap as it scrubs away all the grime, his hair even getting the same treatment. The screams soon dying down as they let a now squeaky clean Dico get out of the water while he’s muttering curses at them all, his skin scrubbed pink and raw and now without the awful odor we’re all used to. “So that’s how you look under the layer of dirt!” I giggle at him as I pull of my own clothes and leave them in a heap at the shore. I’m a clean freak and never leave a chance of cleaning up slip away, every stream or lake available on this trip being a source to stay decent. I jump into the water with the others and we all scrub ourselves down with the sand, making sure we get rid of every stain and smudge of dirt. Dunn even taking the step of cutting his beard shorter, now looking more like a normal person and not a caveman. Getting myself out of the water slowly, I let myself plop down on a rock by the shore. My thoughts churning around meeting Ville later. I should probably wear what Syn gave me, my own clothes are getting ragged and I want to make a good impression on him. “You thinking about tonight?” Dunn asks as he sit down beside me, looking concerned. “Yeah, I’m nervous! After what happened last night, I really want to make a good impression!” “You’re an alpha, you always make a good impression!” He laughs, his blue eyes sparkling in the light of the setting sun. “You weren’t there.” I mutter softly, the thought of last night making me nervous once more. “What happened?” “I almost bit him! I lost control and I almost bit him!” I choke out, a look of understanding appearing on his face. “It was more than just that, was it not kiddo?” I nod slowly, embarrassment most likely radiating off me. Most of the time I forget that he’s my senior, he’s only a few years older than me and we never really think about it. But in some aspects, I really appreciate it. I may be the alpha, but he’s the voice of reason supporting me. “Let me guess… You got too close, his smell was what set it off and you literally wanted him then and there. And you freaked out because your instincts told you to bite him, to mark him as yours…” My nod the only reply to his words as I don’t trust my voice. “You just found your Omega kid, it’s nothing to worry about! It’s supposed to be like that, at least that’s what I’ve been told! I don’t know how it’s gonna work with the both of you being male, and him being a vampire leading a coven. But I’m sure it will all be fine!” His heavy hand squeezing my shoulder reassuringly as he gets to his feet, whistling to the others still playing in the water. “Go get dressed Bam, I’ll handle the mutts!” He giggles as the others stumble towards the shore, happy faces all around. As soon as I enter the tent I start pulling on the clothes, his scent still clinging to them making shivers run down my spine, bringing back memories of the dream. The mere thought of it making me choke back a moan. Great! These pants leave nothing to the imagination! I need to focus on something else, if not this is going to be one embarrassing night! “The sun’s gone Bam! What’s your orders?” Dunn shouts from the outside, my legs carrying me towards them as butterflies play in my stomach. “No wolves tonight, we walk!” I state as calmly as I can before I turn towards the woods. The direction chosen taking us towards the woods outside his tower.
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Villes pov:
We were in the clearing by the lake, we only agreed to meet in the woods, but not where! So this seemed like the perfect spot. The big tree by the shore giving us a place to sit down, or up, as the Rev so eagerly told us as he climbed up and took a seat on one of the branches. The others following him and laying down comfortable on the thick branches. The mated couples cuddling while the others sit side by side, giggling and whispering while their legs dangle of the branch. I didn’t feel like climbing today, so I just sat down on a dry spot against the thick trunk. “Ville, we’re bored!” Franky whines from the tree, his face looking down at me through the branches. “Can you sing to us?” Christ joins in followed by a “Pretty please?” from Gee. I smile, I knew they were getting impatient, none of them used to staying still for too long. “Ok, sweethearts…” I giggle softly as three pairs of eyes widen with joy. I pull my knee up to let my hand rest on it while I lean my head against the tree. A melody forming in my head as words starts leaving my lips, my brothers turning quiet as they focus on my voice.
“ Oh girl we are the same
We are young and lost and so afraid
There's no cure for the pain
No shelter from the rain
All our prayers seem to fail
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home's in your amrs
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
Oh girl we are the same
We are strong and blessed and so brave
With souls to be saved
And faith regained
All our tears wipe away
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
And my home's in your arms
And it is breaking my heart
My home's in your arms
And it is breaking my heart”
My voice trailing off as I finish the song, keeping my eyes closed for a minute longer. I know he’s right in front of me, sitting on the ground. I could hear his heartbeat as soon as I started the second verse, but I chose to ignore it. Gee did say pretty please after all! “Hello darling!” I speak softly, letting a smirk appear on my face as I open my eyes. His sapphire blues glowing towards me in the dark, pure lust and desperation radiating of him in waves. “If that’s him, I can understand why you dragged us all north Bammy boy!” An unknown voice breaks the spell, having me focusing on the others standing a few meters away behind Bam. Five men standing there, all slack jawed and wide eyed have me giggling. “Are you going to introduce me Bam?” I laugh softly. His eyes never leaving me as he seems like he struggles to regain control. A giggle from above making me look up, Syn and V both sitting with their legs hanging from the branch, their faces smug as they study Bam’s reaction. “Told you so Ville! The poor wolf has lost his mind!” Rev barks out laughing before him and Shadows joins me on the ground. The others following close behind and gathering at my sides. “Yeah, seems like you broke him!” A tall, blond and bearded man suddenly speaks as he walks up behind Bam, placing a heavy hand on his shoulder and lifting him of the ground. “Snap out of it, kiddo!” He laughs as he tries to shake him into action. Bam’s eyes still not focusing on anything but me, I guess V and Syn did too good this time! “Novak should be the new alpha!” A voice suddenly shouts, followed by a crazy laugh. And it did the trick it seems, Bam’s eyes snapping towards the source and letting out an angry growl. The one speaking throwing his hands up in a signal of truce. “Just joking Bam! Even I’m not that crazy!” He barks out as Dunn finally let go of Bam’s shoulders. “It’s ok, I’m calm, I’m ok!” The alpha chokes out before letting out a quiet giggle, his eyes going straight to V and Syn at my side. “You did this on purpose, didn’t you?” The two in question flashing him wicked grins, knowing good and well what they did. “Now sweetheart, as you seem to have regained your senses, will you introduce us to your family?” I ask smugly, making sure I graze his arm as I pass him, ignoring the electricity going through me as I reach out a hand towards the bearded one. “I’m Ville, and you are?” A firm grip enveloping my hand as he grabs it. “Dunn!” He smiles brightly. “I used to be second in command, but I guess I’m back on third!” He snickers, sending Bam a knowing look. Bam’s face suddenly turning a bit pink. “Now, who are they?” I ask calmly as I ignore Dunn’s las comment, pointing to the others. Bam answering and the others saying their helloes as they’re being introduced. The black haired one with the sluggish smile catching my attention for all the wrong reasons, his eyes following every move of my baby brothers as they mingle with the others. “Bam, I don’t like the look in his eyes.” I whisper quietly not to startle anyone near us while I nod in the direction of the one named Novak. “I see him Ville, Dunn! Keep an eye on Novak, if he tries anything, let me know!” He orders calmly, Dunn most likely already aware of the bottom feeders wandering eyes. A quick nod letting us know he’s on it as he leaves to join the rest, now sitting and talking in the middle of the clearing. Leaving me alone with Bam. “Now darling, what was it you wanted to talk about last night?” I bend down, whispering in his ear. I know I’m playing with fire, but his breath hitching in his throat makes me shudder in delight. A small smile playing on my lips as I grab his hand and pull him along towards the woods, another clearing still within earshot of the others seem like a good idea at the moment.
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Bams pov:
If I lose control tonight, I’ll be blaming Syn and V! They did this! I know it! He looks so fucking tempting tonight! It took me ages to calm down when I saw him earlier, if it wasn’t for Novak knowing where to strike, I would have jumped him right then and there! And now he’s pulling me away from the others, and all I can do is trail behind him, being assaulted by the sight of his swaying hips as he walks… Like the flashes of his skin in that white shirt weren’t enough of a distraction! I bite back a moan as he suddenly lets my hand go, we’re standing in another clearing not too far away from the others. I can still hear them like a quiet buzz through the trees. “Now Bam, what did you want to talk about?” He asks once more, his deep voice making my mind go numb once more. “I can’t remember Ville!” I choke out as I watch him sit down against a tree, his shirt sliding towards his sides and exposing the tattoo above his pant line. My mouth starting to water at the sight of him. A sly smirk appearing on his lips as he sees my reaction. “See something you like Bam?” A soft giggle following as he throws my own words back in my face. A groan leaving me before I can stop it, the pants I’m wearing suddenly way too tight as my legs carry me towards him. My mind no longer working properly. “You know what you do to me Ville, and if you keep it up, there’s no one here to stop me!” I warn him as I stalk closer, my body having a will of its own by now. “Do you really think I would risk dragging you away, if I wanted you to stop?” He almost growls at me, a flash of his sharp fangs showing as he smiles. A pink tongue running over his bottom lip as his eyes starts glowing dangerously in the darkness. A flashing memory of the last dream running through my head and I lose my last crumbs of sanity. A deep growl shaking through me as I pounce on him, his arms pulling me towards him as I crush my lips against his. His mouth opening, giving me entrance as I taste him. His deep moans vibrating against my chest as I gently run my tongue against his fangs, his hips buckling as I decide to do what happened in the dream. Pressing my tongue up against the sharp tip and letting my blood fill his mouth, his cold tongue lapping at mine, tasting me as his eyes roll back in extasy. “Bam, bite me! Oh god! Please bite me!” He chokes out suddenly, his movements getting frantic beneath me as I rub against him. The feeling of his hard member rubbing against mine through the soft leather, along with his pleading moans almost sending me over the edge. “Are you sure Ville?” I stutter before his arms wrap around my waist, pulling us closer together and I have to bite back a howl of pleasure as the friction increases. “Bam! Please! I need you!” He moans out again, letting his head drop to the side and exposing his neck. I can feel my canines elongating and I bend in closer, lapping and sucking on the white skin before I give in. Sinking my teeth in and marking him, his blood filling my mouth as a scream of extasy pierce my ears send me over the edge alongside him, both spent as I collapse on top of him. His lips caressing my neck before a sharp sting follows, sending my body in another orgasm. “Mine!” The last word I hear him say as I black out, the white hot pleasure from his bite too much to handle.
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We were both startled awake by screaming and angry shouting, the both of us jumping to our feet and running towards the others. The sight meeting us not really a shock. A pissed of Novak standing defiant against the furious vampires and them being backed up by snarling wolves. Dunn standing protectively in front of three of the little ones who all look ready to kill, while holding Christ tightly by his side. A furious scowl on his face as he tightens his grip on the red eyed and hissing vampire, keeping him in place. Ville walking towards them with a scowl on his face makes the vampires calm down a bit, and I join his side and give my pack a stare. “What the hell is happening here!” I bark out angrily. All eyes shooting daggers towards the shabby wolf on the other side of the clearing. “He tried to get his way with the little ones. Gee caught him trying to pull Christ into the woods and told me, not that this little bundle of fury would have gone easily! But you told me to keep an eye on him, and I did! I caught him trying to pin him towards a tree, but this feisty guy managed to rip Novak’s shoulder out of its socket. And now we’re here!” Dunn quickly inform us, never taking his eyes off the perp. An angry growl sending chills down my spine have turning against Ville. His fury radiating off his body as freezing cold puffs of wind, blood red eyes ringed in black piercing the dark as he literally flies through the air, his hand gripping Novak’s throat firmly. Trickles of blood seeping through his fingers as his nails pierce the skin. “You piece of filth! Do you really think you would get away with this?” A voice I barely recognize as Ville’s reaches my ears. The pitch so deep and dark it sounds like it comes from hell itself. “If you ever come close to my brothers again, I will have your life! Do you understand? I will rip you apart and leave your scattered remains for the rats to feed upon!” The voice from hell speaks slowly, drawing out all the S’s like a snake. The shaking for of Novak being thrown against the closest tree with a sickening crunch, before it breaks down in a whimpering mess. The smell of fresh urine and fear reaching my nose long before Ville joins my side again. His demonic eyes turning back to the shining emeralds as he walks slowly towards me, his smile returning as I reach out a hand for him to grasp before I pull him into my arms. His mile quickly turning wicked as he looks towards the others over my shoulder. “What?” He laughs and I notice the big red bitemark just above his collarbone, my own smile matching his as I know I’ve got a similar mark on me. “Remind me to never piss off the new Omega!” Jimmy barks out in laughter as I let Ville go but keep his hand in mine. “Oh, I’m not that scary! Unless you hurt my brothers that is!” Ville chuckles softly as he motions for Christ to come closer. The smaller vampire smirking as he gives Ville a bone crushing hug. “You ok sweetheart?” “Yeah, I’m ok! I think that piece of meat over there got it worse!” He giggles while glancing quickly over at heap on the ground before skipping back over to Dunn and the others. “You found yourself a new big brother, didn’t you!” Ville burst out laughing and the rest of the coven joins in, amused faces turning to the surrounded Dunn. A proud look on his face making me chuckle. “The big bad wolf finally found a use of his time, huh Dunn?” “Well, you told me to keep an eye on them! Might as well keep the job!” He chuckles happily as the three of them squeal happily and pounce on him, making him fall flat on his back in the dirt. “Let him up sweethearts!” Ville orders after a few minutes, the others snapping to attention. “It’s time to go home! Any objections on the wolves joining us? There’s enough room for everyone!” He asks softly, letting his eyes take in all the reactions. The pack looking shocked by the offer and the vampires just smiling. “Does that mean I’ll get to go shopping again?” Syn smirks while cocking an eyebrow. “Do you even need the answer to that?” Ville giggles as Syn smile grows bigger, his mate rolling his eyes beside him. “Well, it’s settled! Let’s go! And someone please pick up that piece of trash over there! He can take the room in the basement! But if he ever as much as look at my brothers the wrong way again, I’ll skin him alive!” His eyes flashing red as to prove a point before he starts walking, pulling me along to our new home. “See what people mean by the Omega being the true boss!” Rake snickers behind me, his words not really a bother. “Even an Alpha knows not to piss of the Omega, specially if the Omega is a Vampire leading a coven. And a pureblooded fallen!” Rev states calmly. The wolves staring at us in shock as the vampires burst out laughing. “Oh, this is going to get interesting!” I laugh, letting Ville lead the way.
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