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Tony Loves Benji	By : MyBloodItches Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Good Charlotte Views: 2466 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter Twenty two
What a question my brother had asked to me. Picking between two people that are on opposite sides of my heart. And I can see how you'd think i was crazy- actually being torn on how to answer my brother. But it was true- i couldnt allow myself to believe that everything I'd went through for tony was a lie. That he was a liar. And part of me resented joel for implying so. And the escape- how the hell could either of us find the strength to do that? To over power such a serge of energy as those two. Asleep or not the risk was still greater than I was willing to take.
"Handcuffs joel. How am I suppose to get these handcuffs off?" I asked slowly looking up at my hands pitifully. And it was true- they were gripping my arms almost menacingly- the cuts digging deeper into my wrists- forming large angry red mark- blood still caked and powdered around the silver restraints. Joel's face frowned and I knew he hadn't exactly thought that far into the 'plan'.
"They keep the keys in their pockets huh..?" He whispered while biting nervously at his bottom lip. And I had only the strength to nod my head with a defeated sigh. They worked as a team- a disgusting duo, and they were maticulous- always thought three steps ahead of anyone else making it nearly impossible to predict their movements. "Hey no...no don't get that look in your eyes- we arent defeated." He seemed to promise. and I couldnt even make myself smile a response. It was like I didnt believe it- I couldn't believe it.
"You need to leave." I then tried to coax to him again, my lips speaking before my mind even really had a moment to understand the words. "Get the fuck out of here and don't look back." I then continued to whisper to him commandingly- a detirmined look crossing over my features. I could tell instantly how much he detested that idea, but there was no changing my mind. I wanted him gone, out of this- because he'd hurt enough. They'd caused him enough pain- and now he deserved to go home, to be safe.
"Stop okay..no way." He tried once more to protest, his hands playing with the cuffs- I groaned as he inadvertantly forced the silver restraints tighter around my wrists. "Oh..shit..shit benji im so sorry...Im so fucking sorry.." Came his shakey words and I felt his tiny shaking palms caressing both my tear stained cheeks- our eyes connecting to share an almost perfect glance. For a split second it was as if I could see straight through those brown orbs and into his soul- his clean, pure white light of a soul. Something much more pure than Tony's black and rusty box- box because it couldn't really be considered a heart, or even a soul. Because I think he lacked both of those objects- and possessed a single- rusted box.
"I love you." My lips found themselves murmuring- almost too faint for my own ears to compehend- and it was true, from the bottom of my being I knew I loved that boy- always had. But it had always been an unselfish- pure kind of love. A love I'd simply over looked, because something so innocent and so wholesome could never belong to me. I could never attain something so wonderful- because I myself was nothing of the sort. Those four disgusting letters that sat so poiniently carved into my chest allowed me assurance that I would never have someone so special.
"You love Tony." Came his chilling reply- a trapse of hurt lingering in his words, Almost as if just saying the man's name left him with a bitter taste in his mouth. "You love Tony and he treats you like a ragdoll."
"Did you love him?" I found myself wondering outloud- just looking at him curiously- and it was true- I wondered inside whether or not it had been a willing interaction- between my brother and the man. But Joel of coarse shook his head quickly- answering my question instantly.
"Matt." He spat out almost angrily, I could tell the memories were still vicious and burnt in his brain- simply by the pain that talking about them seemed to ampliphy through him. "I...I trusted matt." He confessed to me and I nodded my head- it happened so quickly for Tony and myself, I could see how he could get caught up in Matt's web. Assuming this entire situation was Matt's web- Matt being the mastermind behind the scenes. Somewhat resembling the Wizard of Oz behind his magic curtin- using dear Anthony as his pawn. Or at least that's how I chose to precieve it all. Still deep down wanting to see Tony for something other than a disgusting darlict. "He seemed so honest Benji- said he loved me. I'd never had anyone make me feel that way.." He continued to confess- his voice teatering with tears- the distict cracking sounds making my own eyes mist over. This was coming directly from his heart- my dear brother. I felt my heart going out for him- knowing that he'd be caused all this pain, made my entire stomach twist into knots. "And then it changed just as quick- he said I was so photogenic...he just wanted to film me- just once.." His words became a bit more quick now- and he began to choke back a set of tears, "before I knew what was going on it was all over and Tony and Matt just sat laughing on the couch about it- watching it on the tv...Benji I never wanted to feel that disgusting again..ever-"
"Joel stop..please no more.." I begged to him- both eyes welling over with thick soggy tears, "I can't hear this anymore. If you dont get the fuck up out of this bed and leave this house- right now, I swear to god I'll fucking kill you myself." I said in one single solid force- both eyes fixated on his. And in one fluid motion I smiled as he peeled himself from my side to scamble to the floor finding himself something suitable to wear- something not sliced or blood stained along the floor.
"I'll get the police Benji. We'll get you out of here." He promised- and for all I knew the words were true- but either way all I could think about was how happy I was to see him making an escape. I wanted my little brother safe. And as for the feelings those past few hours had seemed to hatch- I'd solve them some other time.
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