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Tony Loves Benji	By : MyBloodItches Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Good Charlotte Views: 2466 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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what do you know I actually am getting more of this written. Okie dokie...this thing should be coming to a close very...very soon hehe. I estimate about 3 more chapters and then its gone. tada. lol BUT Im looking for someone to co-write a storstory (perferably slash) with after this sooooooo if anyone is interested email me, or send me a message...tada =) on with the chapter...

Chapter Twenty-Three

I'm not sure how long it took Joel to get out of the house- a maximum of about 4 and a half minutes I'd be willing to guess. But don’t ask me to put money on it- because the entire ti cou could hear him scampering around I couldn’t keep my eyes from off of the two sleeping men that lay in the bed across the hall from my own. If they were to have woken up well- it wouldn't have been anything I'd of been able to prevent. So of coarse I prayed with all that I had that my twin would make it out the door. And as soon as I heard that familiar click of the house's front door- I smiled a relieved smile. He was okay. He was going to be safe- never mind myself so much- he was all that came to mind. I had to make sure that he was going to be safe. Maybe that's why my love for Joel took me so off guard- it was perhaps the most unselfish feeling I'd ever had. When it came to Joel nothing was too good, nothing was too important. I always knew that when it came to Joel and myself- he was superior. I could have cared less about myself- because what was life without Joel?
"Hey fuckface." Matt's tired voice billowed through the room causing me to jump from my thoughts- both eyes springing open in time to see his stalky form leaning rather amused against the door frame. It had only been a matter of seconds since I'd closed my eyes- and dared to drift off to sleep- but that had obviously been my mistake - as the few seconds I'd been resting were the few seconds Matt had taken to spy my brother's absence, I was sure he knew. Just by that crazed look in his eyes- I could tell, he knew. "Last time I checked there were two of you losers." He then spat to no surprise- making me swallow hard. I hoped Joel had made it far enough away from the entire situation to be free from Matt's wrath.
"I hadn't noticed sir." I tried to lie while averting both eyes to the wall behind him- I hated those eyes. So cold, unfeeling- dead eyes. Like nothing could affect him- no emotional damage was anything compared to what he could do to a human being. He collected souls I'm afraid to say- and I knew for a fact he'd already stolen mine.
"Yeah what the fuck ever...and I lose my right arm all the time! ya know if he left it's coming out of your ass right?" The question was alittle obsolete as I obviously knew that if Joel wasn't there for him to punish some more- that I would most certainly be filling in for him. And I bit my lip trying to search my mind for an appropriate answer- something, anything intelligent to rebuttal the statement with, but came up with nothing.
"What thek isk is going on? I'm trying to sleep in here!!" Tony's almost angry- and obviously annoyed voice screamed out- causing Matt to smirk one of his famous- 'oh your in for it' smiles.
"Oh you'll love this Tony.." He said with a hint of amusement in his words- a slight spring in his step as he spun himself around on his heels to look at the confused blonde man nodding his head. "Joel got away it seems...and our little Benji here gets ALLLLLL the blame."
Tony's face went wide with awe- just taking in the sentence, a greedy smile sliding across his pale lips. I hated that smile. And suddenly it dawned on me- like being hit with a ton of bricks- I loved to hate that man. I no longer adored that beautiful smile- because I knew the disgusting monster behind the mask. That beautiful facade of his was slowly cracking and crumbling around him. He was nothing to me. nothing more than a means of punishment, maybe deep down I thought I deserved what he gave to me- deserved it for being such a sick person.
"Benji..Benji...Benji-" Tony began to say while making that ever so familiar 'tisk- tisk- tisk' motion with his finger, "you really make me wonder if your going to pass this obedience class...or if..maybe you really don’t want to be with me.." I wanted to scream bloody murder. How could he ever make such accusations, because from the moment I kissed the man I thought it was blatantly obvious that I was dying to be with him. And isn't it funny that I was now dying to get away from him.
"You don't LOVE me!" I spilled to him- both eyes welling over with thick salty tears, my emotions finally coming to a boil. It amazes me that I kept them to myself for as long as I did. "You don’t even care about me- all you want to do is hurt me...and cause me pain! I'd rather you just killed me, because your killing me on the inside anyway!" I called out while exhaling a breath finally- a thick sigh of relief, mostly for finally saying all the things I'd needed to say to him. I'd bit my tongue so many times before, it hit had only made things worse. But instead of taking in my heart felt confession as I'd prayed that maybe, just maybe he would. He smiled a thoughtful smile while clapping his hands together nodding.
"And it took you this long to figure all that out? How could anyone love you Benji? You’re a mess.." He giggled out, his true colors finally fading through. My mouth fell open- I knew inside that he felt that way, but still somehow the words actually being verbalized was a pill I wasn't quite ready to swallow. "Look at you..." He continued his assault with a giggle shaking his head from side to side, "You do make a beautiful victim I must say- so innocent, so pure. You never thought that about yourself I'm sure...but I could smell it on you the second I met you, that sickening smell of honesty. You deserve to die- you and everyone else in this world who thinks that life is fair. Life's NOT fair- and sometimes the good guys don't always win 'baby'.." He spat to me, putting a disgusting drawl on the word making my knees go weak. He wanted me to die. And that was the moral fiber of his story, the pain he caused to me- the pain he caused to so many others- was really just the pain he felt inside. Gritting my teeth I nodded my head, the tears now rapidly flowing down my cheeks. For some reason it still torn my heart in two to find out the man I'd grown to love, and eventually learned to despise...felt nothing but hate for me in re. An. And my poor brother had been so right, the entire time. I only wish I could have known what he had gone through before all of that- but I guess that wouldn't have made for a very interesting story now would it?
"How can you do this to people!? How can you rape them of their souls!? You suck the life from them like it....it gets you high..." I shouted back, noger ger afraid of the unavoidable truth, after all if he wanted to kill me there really was no sense in biting my tongue about anything. And they both grinned to one another while shrugging their shoulders lightly.
"Call it what you want babe- its not like we give a shit...you wanted me Benji you got me! Sometimes the grass ain’t always greener on the otherside...that's the lesson you've been learning. And what we did to your little brother....the pain we caused to that silly little boy- oh Benji honey It isn’t going to be anything compared to what we're about to do to you.."
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