Your Guardian Angel | By : CedricIsForLovers Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 2632 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I’m so sorry it’s been so long!!! It’s finals week though and I’ve been studying like crazy lately! It’s almost over though! Without further or due…
“All We Know”- Paramore
We’ve tried so hard to understand
But we can’t
We held the world out in our hands
And you ran away
It takes sometime to let you go
And it shows
Cause all we know
Is falling it falls
Remember
Cause I know that we won’t
Forget at all
Now we can follow you back home
But we won’t
Is this what you had waited for?
Just to be alone?
It takes sometime to let you go
And it shows
Cause all we know
Is falling it falls
Remember
Cause I know that we won’t
Forget at all
You never
You never said
This wasn’t what you wanted
Was it?
Was it?
This isn’t what you wanted
This isn’t what you wanted
Cause all we know
Is falling it falls
Remember
Cause I know that we won’t
Forget at all
..Frank’s POV..
We woke up a few hours later to Brian yelling that we were at a stop and if we were hungry or needed anything we better get our asses out of bed and go get it. Lazily we got out of bed and put on shoes, not caring that we were all in pajamas and got out of the bus like a bunch of zombies. We walked into the convenience store and grabbed lots of junk food, water, and soda.
“You guys are gonna get fat,” Brian said when he saw all the crap that was in our hands.
“I’m already fat idiot,” Gerard grumbled. “And I need coffee,” he added, walking over towards the counter where a young girl was serving coffee.
“Hey… where are we?” Mikey asked suddenly.
“Still in France. Cannes to be exact,” Brian replied. “You have a show here tonight and as soon as it’s over we’re off to Spain. So get food cause once we start the bus, we’re not stopping,” he said. Ray screwed his face up.
“What if I have to take a shit?” he asked smartly. Jilly giggled.
“Then you put a garbage bag over the toilet, shit in it, and throw it out the window,” Brian said, making me join in on Jill’s laughter.
“Ew. Thanks Brian,” Ray said disgustedly. Brian shrugged and walked over to the counter to buy food. Gerard came over with a nice fresh cup of coffee.
“That girl behind there was cute… too bad she barely spoke English,” he said giving the girl a wink, making her blush and giggle.
“Has that ever stopped you before?” Matt asked. Gerard smirked.
“Not that I can recall. Should I ask her to come to the show tonight?” he asked. Ray shook his head.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea. She’ll probably end up wanting to marry you and have your children,” he said pointedly.
“I’m good on the children thing thanks. One’s enough right now,” he said.
“Have you talked to her lately?” Mikey asked, inquiring about Olivia. Gerard nodded.
“Yesterday afternoon. It’s still a little too early to call home now. Maybe in an hour or so I’ll call and talk to her again. I miss her so much,” he said and sighed. He hadn’t seen her since before they left for tour since he didn’t want her coming out to Europe all by herself at three years old. We were only here for another two weeks before returning back home.
“You’ll see her before you know it,” Jillian said comfortingly.
“I just feel like I’m missing out on so much. She’s growing everyday and I’m not there to see it,” he said sadly.
“Don’t worry about it Gerard. You’ll have her the entire summer during Warped Tour,” Mikey told him. Gerard smiled. We all made our purchases and headed out towards the bus to we could get to the venue. We had a three hour drive ahead of us so to kill time we played video games that Nintendo had given us since we were going on the Nintendo Fusion tour when we got back to the states. Then we were headed off to Warped.
“This is so crazy all this touring you’re going to be doing,” Jill said and I nodded.
“Good thing you’ll be with me all summer tagging along for the crazy ride,” I said and kissed her. She smiled and laid her head on my shoulder. Gerard pulled out his phone and called home, wanting to talk to Olivia. He put his phone on speaker so Mikey could talk as well. Their mom answered on the second ring.
“Hello?” we heard Donna’s voice through the receiver.
“Hey mom it’s Gerard,” he said.
“And Mikey!” Mikey piped in.
“Hi boys! How’s everything? Where are you?” she asked.
“We’re still in France. Everything’s going good,” Mikey said.
“Olivia awake yet?” Gerard asked.
“Yup. She actually woke up your father and I this morning wanting some pancakes,” she said with a laugh. “She’s been dying to talk to you.”
“I wanna talk to her too,” Gerard said.
“Here she is,” Donna said.
“DADDY!” we heard Olivia shout excitedly.
“Hey baby! What are you doing?” Gerard asked.
“Eating brefast! Guess what!” she said.
“What honey?”
“I WENT POOPY ON THE POTTY!” she cried proudly. Ray shoved a pillow over his face to cover up his laughter and we all followed his lead. Gerard’s body was shaking slightly since he was trying not to laugh.
“Oh really? That’s great Olivia!” he said with a slight giggle in his voice. Mikey had fallen to the floor, the pillow still over his face. He lifted his head up to gasp for breath and his face was bright red from laughing so hard.
“Yup! Imma big girl now!” she said happily.
“That’s right! You’re my big girl. What are you doing today?” he asked.
“Gramma and Grampa are taking me to the park!”
“That sounds like fun sweetie.”
“Daddy when are you coming home?” she asked, suddenly sad. Gerard’s face fell.
“Two more weeks Olivia. Then I’ll be home and I’ll take you to the park,” he said. She sighed.
“Why not tomorrow?” she asked.
“Daddy’s working. I promise I’ll be home before you know it.”
“But I miss you,” she said. Gerard bit his lip.
“I miss you too sweetie. Go finish your breakfast and have fun at the park. I’ll call you later OK baby? I love you,” he said softly.
“I love you too,” she said and his mom got back on the phone.
“She’s been dying to tell you about her potty escapades since last night,” Donna said.
“She’s growing up too fast,” Gerard said.
“Yes she is. She’s been having trouble sleeping at night lately,” she said.
“What? Why?” Gerard asked concerned.
“She cries because she wants you to tuck her in and sing to her. She’s also been having nightmares the past few nights. Your father and I have to go in and wake her up because she’s screaming,” she said softly. Gerard looked worried.
“Maybe I should come home,” he said.
“No. Everything is fine. It’s normal for kids to have nightmares. You only have two weeks left and then you’ll be home. Don’t worry about anything Gerard. Your father and I are taking good care of her,” she said confidently.
“All right,” he said with a sigh. “I’ll call later. Love you.”
“Love you too,” she said and they hung up. Gerard put his phone in his pocket and stood up, walking to the front of the bus.
“Potty escapades?” Matt asked with a laugh.
“Aw it’s cute!” Jill said. Gerard came back with the six-pack of beer that was in the fridge, opened a can and chugged it.
“Gerard it’s 2:00. Isn’t it a little early to be drinking?” Mikey asked. Gerard scowled and crushed the empty can before opening another and chugging that too. I sighed and stood up, grabbing Jill’s hand.
“Where are you two going?” Ray asked, his face now buried in his laptop.
“Going to have some alone time,” I answered.
“You might wanna see this first,” he said. We both looked at his quizzically and went over to look at his laptop. He was on our fan message boards in a topic called “Frank’s Girlfriend.” Jill recoiled slightly when she saw it.
“Oh boy. Here we go,” she said. There were pictures of her from the past couple of nights at the shows and even a few of her and I. There were a lot of mixed responses. Some calling her ugly and a stupid bitch, other’s calling her beautiful.
“What the hell? They don’t even know me!” Jillian said angrily.
“I know they don’t, but they’re jealous because you’re dating Frank. See people are defending you against the teenie boppers,” he said and pointed to a response that was calling the girl a stupid fan girl and saying as long as I was happy, they should be happy.
“I AM NOT A GROUPIE ANOREXIC WHORE!” Jillian cried and pointed to the response below that. It was cruel. The girl had called her a groupie anorexic whore and said she carried a million STD’s. Her face was red with fury. “Fucking stupid cunt bitches. I guarantee if they meet me in person they’ll try and act all nice to me!”
“Ray, respond to her. Go under Brian’s name, lock the thread, and just say that this is a message board about the music, not about the guy’s personal lives and they are not happy about the things that are being said about people they love. They don’t appreciate or respect people who bash others that they don’t know. Also tell them to stop posting pictures of their friends, family, and girlfriends,” I said. Ray signed in under Brian’s name and clicked respond, typing out what I had told him before posting it and locking the thread.
“I’ll check it every few hours to see what’s going on,” he said.
“Thanks Ray,” Jill said quietly. He nodded and gave her a smile. I lead her out into the bunk hallway and shut the door, enclosing us in total darkness.
“You OK?” I whispered. I could only see her outline. When she didn’t respond, I brought my hand up to her face and felt that her cheek was wet. I pulled her into a tight hug and she buried her face into my shoulder. “Shhh don’t cry sweetie,” I said comfortingly.
“Why are they so mean to me?” she asked. I could tell by her tone how hurt she really was. It made me upset. I never wanted to see her hurt.
“Because they’re jealous. I love you so much, and they wish they were you. Please don’t worry about it sweetie. If they ever physically abuse you or verbally do it around me or to you, I’ll make sure they never would want to cross me again,” I said. She nodded and I held her closer, trying to soothe her. Her crying calmed down and I kissed her deeply. She kissed back and ran her fingers through my hair. I pulled away and climbed into the bunk and she followed.
“I need you,” I whispered, placing her hand on my rock hard cock. Even though it was dark, I knew she was blushing. I pushed my hand in her panties and stroked her folds, hearing her gasp.
“Feels like you need me too,” I said seductively. She was soaked. She whimpered as I teased her clit, driving her crazy. I was so glad she was wearing a skirt. I pulled her panties off and resumed my manipulations. Her hips were bucking towards my hand and she was moaning frequently. When I pulled my hand away, she cried out in protest, but I just removed her shirt and bra along with my shirt. I climbed on top of her and took one of her nipples in my mouth. She started to grind herself on my leg that was between hers, but I moved it away.
“No. Not yet,” I said and she whimpered. I took her nipple in my mouth again and ran my hands up and down her sides, giving her goosebumps and making her shiver.
“Frankie… please,” she begged. I picked myself up a bit.
“Unbuckle me,” I said. She undid my pants and pulled them down along with my boxers until they were at mid thigh. It felt good to let my cock spring free. I lifted her legs up higher and pushed at her opening. She moved her hips up, trying to take me in, but I wouldn’t let her.
“I’m in control,” I said and she nodded. We had never done a dominating type sex, but hey why not start now? I pushed at her again and slipped inside. She whimpered and grabbed my arms.
“Don’t you dare come until I say to,” I said.
“Frankie?” she whispered. Our eyes had long since adjusted to the darkness and I could see her face clearly. She looked scared.
“Don’t be afraid honey. I won’t hurt you,” I explained. She caught on that I was trying something new and she grew excited at the idea. I pushed the rest of the way in her and she cried out. “If you make one more sound I’ll spank you,” I said roughly. I started to thrust hard and she bit her lips together to not make a sound. I slammed into her g-spot and she moaned uncontrollably. I pulled out quickly and flipped her onto her stomach.
“What did I tell you?” I asked as I stroked her ass after pulling her skirt up around her waist.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered pleadingly. I spanked her ass, not hard, but firmly and she gasped. I pulled her hips up, but held her legs closed as I slid back into her. I moaned at how much tighter she was in this position.
“Since you like to moan, I want you to do it loud,” I demanded. She looked back at me incredulously. “Yes loud. I want them to hear you. I want them to know I’m fucking you and making you scream. And remember, you’re not allowed to come until I say you are,” I said and she nodded. I was thrusting again and she was moaning loudly just like I told her. She was pushing back against me, trying to go faster.
“Do not push back on me. Tell me what you want,” I said.
“Fuck me harder!” she cried out. I pumped faster, slamming into her over and over. There was no doubt in my mind the guys were listening to us and it only heightened my pleasure.
“Get ready,” I whispered. After three more thrusts, I couldn’t hold back much longer. I rubbed her clit furiously.
“Come all over me baby,” I said. That was all the motivation she needed and she clenched down on me even tighter, screaming my name. I came deep within her and threw my head back. Our moves came to an abrupt halt as we rode out the last of our orgasms. I slowly pulled out of her wet heat and she collapsed on her stomach when I laid down next to her.
“You like that?” I asked. She nodded, still breathing hard.
“I don’t think I want to face the others,” she said raggedly. I smiled slyly.
“They’ll make a few comments and tease us a bit, but deep down they’ll be jealous. Plus they’ve fucked their girls with the rest of us in the next room before. Our turn,” I said simply. We put our clothes back on and got out of the bunk, heading towards the back room. I opened the door and Gerard and Mikey fell forward. They had their ears pressed against the door. They stood up quickly and smiled.
“Eavesdroppers,” I said and shook my head.
“Um how could we not? ‘Oh Frankie! Fuck me harder!’” Gerard mocked in a girly voice. The others snickered and Jill turned bright red, but snapped back.
“Jealous that we were having the fuck of a lifetime and you weren’t?” I cracked a smile at her wit.
“Actually I was jealous we weren’t asked to join in,” Mikey said.
“Sorry this girl isn’t into gang bangs,” Jill retorted.
“Too bad,” Gerard said. She rolled her eyes and we sat down on the couch.
“So, anything?” I asked Ray who was still on his laptop.
“Yeah. A new thread with responses to mine. Some of these girls are absolutely pathetic. They’re fighting with each other. If this keeps up, I’m gonna lock it and every single thread having to do with our personal lives,” he replied. We all nodded in agreement. For the next few hours, we played video games, watched a movie, and monitored the message board. We arrived at the venue and decided to go do some exploring. There were fans already lined up at the front door and we walking in the opposite direction, hoping no one noticed us. Unfortunately, Gerard was ridiculously drunk and falling all over the place, drawing unwanted attention in our direction.
“Dude what the hell? If you’re gonna be like this then go back to the bus,” Matt said.
“Fuck you asshole,” Gerard snapped and ran his hands through his shoulder length black hair.
“Gerard stop. You’re wasted,” Ray said.
“No shit Sherlock,” he slurred. “I’m also on lots of Xanax. Want to know what else MOM?” Mikey sighed and grabbed his brother’s arm before he could fall over. Jillian walked over and gently put her hand on his shoulder.
“Maybe you should go take a nap. It’ll make you feel better,” she said.
“I feel fine.”
“I know you do, but it’ll also help you clear your mind,” she told him. He shook his head angrily and shook his arm away from both Mikey and Jill.
“You know what? I think I will go back to the bus so I don’t have to deal with you jerk offs up my ass every five minutes,” he said and stumbled back over to the bus. Jillian looked hurt by his comment.
“Don’t take it personally Silly Jilly. He’s depressed about a lot of things. Kat is trying to fight him in court over custody of Olivia,” Mikey explained.
“But she doesn’t even WANT Olivia!” Jillian said.
“I know. She’s only doing it because she doesn’t want Gerard to be happy. We have no doubt in our minds that Gerard will win full custody though. He was smart enough to take pictures of the bruises Kat gave her. It’s just really hard for him to deal with. Plus there’s also the fact he hasn’t seen his daughter in over a month. He misses her like crazy. I hear him crying at night sometimes. He’ll apologize later, once the booze and pills wear off,” Mikey told her. Jill looked shocked.
“Is he always trashed?” she asked. I nodded. She truly looked upset about this. We all were upset, but talking to him never helped. He wanted to be drunk and fucked up. Nothing we could say could make him change his mind. I put my arm around her and we started to walk, looking for a place to get some food. There was a small café a few blocks away and we sat down.
“Should we get something for Gerard?” Ray asked.
“Yeah. He’ll need to eat before we go on,” Mikey said. After ordering some food, we headed back to the bus to find Gerard passed out in the bathroom, unflushed vomit still in the toilet. Mikey sighed and shook his brother. Gerard’s head snapped up and he looked miserable.
“We bought you some food,” I said. He nodded and stood up, flushing the toilet and brushing his teeth. He slightly stumbled out and gave Jill and big hug.
“I’m sorry I got angry with you Peanut,” he said sincerely.
“Don’t let it happen again. I won’t be so forgiving next time,” she said warningly. He nodded understandingly. We decided that it would be best to just eat and relax before the show that night. Hopefully Gerard wouldn’t be too messed up for it.
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