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Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dir en grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Chapter 20

When Kaoru came home that evening, he noticed that something was wrong. Yoshiki wasn't in the kitchen, preparing supper as usually. Instead, Yoshiki was sitting in the livingroom, just sitting on a couch and doing nothing else.

”Hi”, Kaoru greeted the older man but didn't get an answer.

”How was the date?” Yoshiki asked and stood up from the couch, turning to look at him straight into eyes.

Kaoru frowned. How did Yoshiki know? He hadn't told the older man, because he had wanted to keep it private. Someone had told Yoshiki! Or had Yoshiki been following him? No way! Kaoru blushed.

”How do you know about my date?” he asked nervously. ”I don't remember telling you.”

”Your friend Toshiya told me today”, Yoshiki answered.

”Toshiya?!” Kaoru breathed. He couldn't believe this. He had told his friends not to tell Yoshiki about his dates! But no, Toshiya hadn't listened to him! God, what an idiot!!! He would never tell anything to Toshiya anymore! ”I told him not to tell.”

”Why?” Yoshiki asked, looking a bit angry. ”Why wouldn't he be allowed to tell me? Are you afraid of me or something?”

Kaoru gulped, breaking the eyecontact. Yoshiki looked so mad... Why? ”No... It's just that... I don't want everyone to know about it. It's private, you know,” he muttered. ”But... why are you so angry about it?”

Yoshiki's body was shaking, and suddenly he turned his back on Kaoru. ”Fine then! Don't tell me anything! After all, I'm nothing but your ex-teacher”, he said, starting to walk away.

”Yoshi-” Kaoru breathed, but Yoshiki didn't listen to him. He watched the older man walk away from him, to upstairs, and after a while he heard the bedroom's door slam shut. Kaoru was left downstairs in a horrible confusion. What was that? He had made Yoshiki angry and he didn't know why. Unless...

Kaoru sat on the couch. Now he got it. Yoshiki wasn't angry because he hadn't told him. Yoshiki was angry because he had been on a date. Could it be that... Yoshiki was into him, after all? He hadn't believed what his friends had told him, but...

Oh god, Yoshiki was into him. Kaoru's heart started pounding terribly hard in his chest. How long had it been this way? He hadn't suspected anything. But now he started to understand everything.

The way that Yoshiki had been looking at him for a while already.

The way that Yoshiki talked to him.

The way that Yoshiki acted with him: always so kind, so understanding. Yoshiki was always there for him.

And... what about the night of Kaoru's party? The way that Yoshiki had acted... It wasn't because of alcohol!

Kaoru wanted to hit his head in to the wall. God, he was an idiot! Yoshiki was into him and he was into Yoshiki. Yoshiki wanted him and he wanted Yoshiki. So what was he doing here, downstairs?

***

Kaoru opened the door of the bedroom and walked in, closing it after him. What he saw was very creepy. Yoshiki was sitting on the edge of his bed, face in his hands, sobbing. He had never seen Yoshiki crying, never. Yoshiki was so strong, not the sensitive kind.

Kaoru sat next to the older man. After a while of hesitation, he placed his hand on Yoshiki's back, pulling him into a hug. Yoshiki seemed nervous, but he didn't let the older man pull away.

”It's alright, sensei”, Kaoru whispered against Yoshiki's shoulder. ”It's alright.” He hesitated for a while, and finally he added: ”I love you.”

***

At the same time Toshiya and Kyo were hanging out on a park with Shinya and Daisuke. Toshiya had just told the others what he had done after the math class.

”Why did you do that?!” Daisuke asked, sounding very angry. ”He told us not to tell a single soul! He told us to be quiet! But no, you just go and tell Yoshiki! What's wrong with you?!”

Toshiya was a bit shocked. Even Kyo and Shinya were looking at him in an angry way. He tried to smile anyway.

”Well... I just thought that-”

”No, you weren't thinking anything when you did that!” Daisuke hissed. ”Kaoru will be so pissed off! And it's all your fault, Toshiya!”

Toshiya looked depressed. “Why don't you understand? I'm just doing what I feel is the right thing to do”, he said quietly. “Yoshiki deserved to know and... if my plan works, everyone is happy sooner than you think.”

“Your plan?!” Kyo growled. “What plan?!”

Toshiya made a deep sigh. “You don't get it, do you? They like each other, everyone can see that. But they don't do anything about it. So I decided that I should help them a bit. That's why I told Yoshiki: to make him jealous of Kaoru!”

Now it was Shinya's turn to get angry. “You're sick!” he shouted. “How do you know that Kaoru likes Yoshiki that way?! What if he doesn't?! You're not helping them at all! You are ruining their friendship!”

“Friendship? You think it's a friendship?” Toshiya laughed. “Boy, you're so stupid. Believe me, I know that Kaoru is into Yoshiki. You can tell by looking at him when he's with Yoshiki.”

“What ever...” Daisuke sighed. “I hope you're right. Or else Kaoru will hate you forever.”

***

Kaoru couldn't believe he had finally said that. He had told the truth that he had been hiding from everyone and even himself. He had finally admitted that he was in love with Yoshiki. Now he felt both proud and unsure at the same time. What if he had been wrong? What if Yoshiki would push him away and tell him that he had got it all wrong...? He wouldn't take it. It would be too horrible.

Yoshiki froze and lifted his head from Kaoru's shoulder, looking at him with confusion. Kaoru gulped, answering the glance. For a while they just stared at each other in silence. Then, finally, Yoshiki took Kaoru's face between his palms, and their lips met.

Kaoru breathed into the kiss. Yoshiki's lips were so soft, so warm. And the way that Yoshiki was kissing him told everything. So longing, so desperate. They had both longed for this too long though they had never got the courage to admit it.

“Why do you love me?” Yoshiki mumbled against his lips after the kiss broke for a while. “Are you silly? I'm too old...”

Kaoru smiled and twined his arms around Yoshiki's neck. Tears welled up in his eyes. “You're not too old... Besides... I don't care”, he whispered. “I love you, Yoshiki...”

“I love you too, Kaoru”, Yoshiki mumbled, starting to sob again. “God, I... I love you so much that it hurts.” It was Kaoru's turn to pull Yoshiki into a kiss. Oh god, why hadn't he realized? Yoshiki loved him... It felt so wonderful. It was like they were meant for each other.

He kissed the older man softly, and Yoshiki answered the kiss with love. Kaoru's heart was pounding faster than ever, and he could also feel Yoshiki's heart pounding the same way as his. Without hesitation Kaoru opened his mouth, letting the older man's tongue touch his own. It felt so good...

***

Toshiya was walking home with Kyo – who was also kinda angry at him. No one understood what he had been thinking, not even Kyo.

“You know, Toshiya, even though I've never been Kaoru's best friend”, Kyo said, “even I know that what you did was wrong.”

Toshiya sighed. “Please, stop”, he said. “I've heard enough mean words tonight. I was just following my heart.”

“Your heart?” Kyo laughed. “You can't be serious.”

“I am!” Toshiya said, sounding a bit angry. “Yoshiki is a very nice guy and he's perfect for Kaoru. Am I the only one who can see that?”

“Umm... Yes”, Kyo answered and got a glare from Toshiya. “What? I'm just telling the truth. Besides, Kaoru is at least ten years younger than Yoshiki. Isn't that weird?”

Toshiya shook his head. “I don't think it's weird at all”, he said. “Age doesn't matter. Love does. Besides, ten years isn't too much.”

“Totchi, to be honest, I'm pretty sure that Kaoru is very mad at you”, Kyo said. “You broke the promise you made. Kaoru is so not interested in Yoshiki. Even though I've joked about it, I don't think that would ever really happen, you know...”

***

It took a while before Kaoru and Yoshiki finally broke the kiss. Neither of them wanted to stop, but they did, anyway. There was so much to talk about! ... Or was there...?

They were just looking at each other shyly, quite embarrassed now when the kiss was over. This was so weird... They had confessed their feelings to each other and kissed and...

“I'm a horrible old man”, Yoshiki finally said, smiling sadly. “I used to be your teacher and I'm ten years older than you are. This is wrong.”

Kaoru touched Yoshiki's face gently. “Don't say that”, he said softly. “You love me and I love you. There's nothing wrong with that.”

“Yeah, but...” Yoshiki sighed, head down. “I feel dirty. I hated Gackt because he wanted to get in bed with you. You were our student. But... I'm not better at all.”

“You've loved me since I was your student, is that what you mean?” Kaoru asked carefully.

“No, not that long”, Yoshiki said honestly. “I mean, I've always cared about you, Kaoru. But I actually fell in love with you few months ago. I have to admit, though, it was a while before you graduated.”

“So... that night when you were drunk”, Kaoru muttered. “It wasn't just because of alcohol. You lied.”

Yoshiki looked ashamed. “Yes. I lied”, he said. “I couldn't tell. I didn't want to scare you away because I wanted to be close to you. And when your father threw you out and you moved in with me... somehow... it was like a dream come true.”

Kaoru smiled a bit. “You know, Toshiya knew the truth all this time”, he said, shaking his head.

Yoshiki looked very surprised. “What do you mean?” he asked.

“Well... he kept saying that you have feelings for me and stuff like that”, Kaoru answered, blushing. “He was trying his best to pair us.”

“Is that so...” Yoshiki mumbled. “Well, if that's the case... he succeeded. It can't be an accident that he just happened to tell me about your dates. He did it because he wanted to make me jealous of you. And I got jealous. I felt horrible.”

“He planned this”, Kaoru realized. “He did it on purpose. Damn him...” He was quiet for a while, before he added with a sigh: “But I can't be mad at him. Without him, we wouldn't be together.”

A happy smile appeared on Yoshiki's lips. “Kaoru... you mean...? You want to be my boyfriend? Are you serious?”

Kaoru laughed. “Yes. If that's okay with you”, he answered. “I don't care what people think. You're not my teacher anymore and we are both adults so there's nothing wrong about this.”

“Oh, Kaoru, you have made me the happiest man in the whole world”, Yoshiki said and pressed a soft kiss on his lips. “I love you so much.”

They were just holding each other close for a while, before Kaoru spoke. “Yoshiki, should we call Toshiya and tell him?”

***

Toshiya arrived at Yoshiki's house half an hour later. Kaoru had texted him that they should meet and here he was, standing at the door. He was afraid that Kaoru was very angry at him. At least Kaoru must knew what he had done. Why else would Kaoru had called him at this hour?

Kaoru came to open the door and for Toshiya's surprise, he didn't look mad at all. Actually he looked very happy!

“Come in, Toshiya”, Kaoru said and Toshiya did as he was told to do. He took his jacket and shoes off and walked in to the kitchen with Kaoru.

“Good evening, Toshiya”, he heard Yoshiki say. He was sitting on a chair next to the table. “Sit.”

“Evening”, Toshiya muttered. He started to panic. What was going on? Anyway, he sat opposite of Yoshiki, and Kaoru went to sit next to Yoshiki. “What is going on?” he asked.

Kaoru and Yoshiki were both silent for a while. Then, finally, Kaoru and Yoshiki looked at each other and they both smiled. Toshiya knew what was going on.

“You...” he breathed, smiling. “Are you two...?”

“Yes”, Yoshiki answered and took Kaoru's hand on his own. “We are together now with Kaoru. Thanks to you, Toshiya.”

Toshiya jumped off the chair and grinned. “Yay, I knew you were meant for each other! I knew it, didn't I, Kaoru?! You are a perfect couple.”

Kaoru blushed. “Toshiya...” he tried to make the younger guy calm down. “You're embarrassing us, you know...”

“I can't help it, I'm just so happy for you two!” Toshiya giggled.

***

Toshiya left after an hour of chatting. It was already over 10 pm and Toshiya had left to go to sleep. Yoshiki and Kaoru were also getting ready to sleep. Kaoru had taken a shower and he was dressing himself in the questroom. He had just pulled boxers on, when Yoshiki arrived.

Yoshiki gulped. What a sight. Kaoru was standing there, with only boxers on. The younger man looked so...

“You're so beautiful”, he said and walked to Kaoru, pulling him close. He pressed his face on Kaoru's violet hair. “And you smell good, too.”

Kaoru was a bit nervous. It felt weird to be this close to his ex-teacher. But at the same time it felt good, too...

“Thanks”, he muttered shyly. He lifted his head so that he could look at Yoshiki in the eyes, and pressed a quick kiss on Yoshiki's lips. “We should go to sleep. I'm a bit tired.”

“Yeah, I agree”, Yoshiki said with a soft smile on his lips. “We can both sleep in my bed, right?”

Kaoru nodded. “Yeah, we can, but... Yoshiki, I just want you to know that... I'm not ready to... you know what I mean...?”

“Sex?” Yoshiki asked and Kaoru nodded, blushing.

“Yes... I'm not ready yet”, he whispered and broke the eyecontact. “I love you but... It would be too early for us to... do stuff like that. I don't want to hurry. I want to wait for a while and see if this works and-”

Yoshiki smiled and touched Kaoru's cheek gently. “It's alright, Kaoru”, he said. “I don't want to hurry either. Just holding you like this and knowing that you love me too is enough.” He made a short pause. “Anyway, let's go to sleep.”

After few minutes they climbed into Yoshiki's bed, getting under the covers. It felt so good to press against each other's in the warmth. It didn't take long before they fell asleep. And that night they both slept better than ever.

***

The next day at school, Toshiya was very proud to tell Kyo what had happened last night. When Kyo arrived to school, Toshiya was already waiting for him in the place where Kyo always left his bike parked.

“Good morning”, Toshiya greeted his friend with a happy smile.

“Umm... morning”, Kyo said, surprised. What was going on this time? “Wha-”

Before Kyo even managed to ask, Toshiya already started telling what had happened. “Yesterday you all were angry at me. But guess what? Kaoru isn't mad at me! He called me later last night and asked me to come to Yoshiki's place.”

“...And?”

“They are together!” Toshiya said, grinning. “Yoshiki had been so jealous when I told him about Kaoru's dates. They had ended up confessing their true feelings. And now they are a couple! Isn't that sweet?!”

Kyo wasn't smiling. He looked shocked.

“What?” he breathed. “Are you serious? Kaoru and Yoshiki... a couple?”

Toshiya nodded. “Yes! I knew they love each other! I told you but none of you believed me! I was right and you were wrong. I was right! Hahaa!!!”

“God, Kaoru really has a bad taste in men”, Kyo said with a sigh. “First Gackt and now Yoshiki. Who will be next?”

“No one's next, you idiot!” Toshiya breathed. “They will be together forever. Besides, what's wrong with Yoshiki? He's a fine man with warm heart.”

“But Kaoru used to be his student, remember?” Kyo continued. “It's just not normal. Why does Kaoru always end up together with his teachers? There's something wrong with him.”

“Hah”, Toshiya laughed. “He just likes older men. Maybe he wants to be with exprerienced guys, you know... There's nothing wrong with that.”

“Please stop!” Kyo growled. “I don't want to hear how experienced Yoshiki is! Yuck!”

***

It was already five o'clock when Yoshiki came home that evening. Kaoru was preparing food for both of them and was waiting for his lover in the kitchen. Yoshiki pulled Kaoru against him from behind and Kaoru startled.

“I'm home”, Yoshiki said and kissed Kaoru's head gently.

“You scared me”, Kaoru breathed.

“Did I?” Yoshiki asked. “Sorry...” He was quiet for a while, just holding Kaoru from behind. “What are you preparing?”

“Chicken and rice”, Kaoru answered, smiling. “It will take a while before the food is ready, though.”

Yoshiki smiled. “If that's the case, then perhaps you have time to give me a kiss?”

Kaoru turned around in Yoshiki's arms, pulling the older man closer. Yoshiki didn't waste time: he pressed his lips roughly against Kaoru's, starting to kiss him eagerly. And Kaoru had no problem with it. He answered the kiss without hesitation, their tongues meeting. God how much he loved Yoshiki. He had never felt this feeling before. He really, really loved the older man...

Just when the kiss got very intense, they heard a horrible noice. Kaoru broke the kiss right away and turned around. Yoshiki made a disappointed sigh.

“Damn”, Kaoru cursed. “The food burned. It took a long time to prepare it and now it's all ruined...”

“It's alright”, Yoshiki said softly, still ensnared by Kaoru. “I'll eat it anyway. It doesn't look that bad.”

“Yeah...” Kaoru sighed. “Well, now we learned to not start kissing when preparing food.” They both laughed.

TBC...

A/N: Finally! It took a long time but now they're finally together. Now only Toshiya and Kyo and everyone's paired. I don't know how to pair those two but we will see what I'll come up with. xD
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