Your Guardian Angel | By : CedricIsForLovers Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 2626 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“Razor”- Foo Fighters
Wake up its time
We need to find a better place to hide
Make up your mind
I need to know I need to know tonight
Sweet and divine
Razor of mine
Sweet and divine
Razorblade shine
Patience my dear
We could spend a lifetime waiting here
Maybe this time
I hope I get a chance to say goodbye
Sweet and divine
Razor of mine
Sweet and divine
Razor or mine
Day after day
Cutting away
Day after day
But anyway
Wake up its time
We need to find a better place to hide
Make up your mind
I need to know I need to know tonight
Sweet and divine
Razorblade shine
..Frank’s POV..
“Shhh its OK sweetie. Let it out,” I soothed a sobbing Jilly as I held her in my arms. She had just gotten back from the funeral and cemetery and it was really hitting her hard. She called me when she was on her way back and I drove to her house as fast as I could. I kissed her forehead and wiped the tears off her face. I hated to see her so upset. It broke my heart.
“Frankie it hurts… please make it stop,” she whispered pleadingly. I bit my bottom lip, unsure of what to do or say. I held her close and she buried her face in my neck. My phone started to vibrate in my pocket, but I ignored it. Jill pulled away and looked at me.
“Answer it,” she said softly and I shook my head.
“You’re way more important than whoever is calling me,” I told her and brushed the hair away from her face. She took a deep breath and wiped her eyes.
“Just answer it,” she said. I sighed and took my phone out of my pocket and looked at the caller ID.
“It’s Mikey,” I said and flipped it open. “What’s up?” I asked.
“Hey man. I know you’re with Silly Jilly right now and she’s probably a complete wreck, but if you guys are up to it, do you wanna come out to Dave & Busters with Alicia and me later?” he asked.
“Hold on,” I told him and looked up and Jill who was blowing her nose. “You wanna go to Dave & Busters later with Mikey and Alicia baby?” I asked. She threw the tissue in the garbage and nodded.
“Yeah. I need something to get my mind off all this shit,” she said.
“OK. Mikey? We’ll be there. What time?” I asked.
“Six?” he asked.
“Sure. See you then,” I said and hung up. “You sure you’re up for going out?” I asked Jill.
“I’m sure Frankie. I don’t wanna sit here and cry all night,” she told me. I gave her a smile and pecked her lips.
“What do you wanna do until then?” I asked. She shrugged and blew her nose again. “Are you hungry?” She shook her head. “Have you eaten anything today?” Again she shook her head and I sighed. “Jill you haven’t eaten since we were in Spain. It’s been day’s honey. It’s not healthy at all.”
“I’m not hungry,” she said quietly.
“Jilly I know you’re upset, but you can’t stop eating and waste away on me. Look at you. You’re skinny to begin with and now… you’re just so tiny. It’s scaring me,” I told her. She looked at me and bit her lip.
“I can’t eat Frankie. It’s like my stomach shut down or something,” she said and began to tear up again.
“Well we’re going to have to make you eat. Come on, we’ll start small,” I said and stood up. I grabbed her hand and we went downstairs into the kitchen where Maria was cleaning.
“Can I fix you two something?” she asked with a smile. We sat at the stools and Jill looked down at the counter.
“Um… got any Cheerios?” I asked.
“Two bowls coming right up!” she said, but I shook my head.
“Just one,” I said and she nodded. She grabbed a bowl from the cabinet and went into the pantry. She came back out with a box of Cheerios and poured it into the bowl.
“Milk?” she asked.
“No thanks,” I said. She put the bowl in front of me and I thanked her. She smiled and left the room. I pushed the bowl in front of Jillian and moved closer to her. “Come on Jilly. Eat one Cheerio,” I said. She didn’t look up and didn’t move. “Please baby,” I begged. Her shoulders started to shake and she buried her face in her hands. I tried to put my arms around her, but she pulled away from me.
“I CAN’T!” she yelled and started to sob. She stood up and tried to walk away, but I grabbed her arm and pulled her back into me, wrapping my arms around her.
“Cry sweetie. Just cry. Scream if you have to. Hell fucking HIT ME if you need! Just do something to fucking snap out of this! I know you’re hurting baby, but you’re NOT the one that died! I feel like you’re disappearing right before my eyes and you won’t let me stop you. Don’t push me away and fucking look at me God dammit!” I yelled as she tried to pull herself out of my arms. She froze and looked up at me, shocked and scared. She needed to hear this though. “You can’t do this yourself Jillian. I know that this is the first time you’ve ever lost anyone close to you. It sucks. I’ve been there baby I know it does. You can’t just slip away. You need to go on living your life! Yeah you’re going to miss him and it’s hard at first, but Jesus Jill. You’re fucking HURTING yourself! Just… let me in. Please. I love you so much and I don’t know what I’d do if I lost you. I wanna help you. Let me help you,” I said. Her mouth hung open and her eyes stared back into mine. Her body was still shaking as she moved herself even further into my arms and rested her head on my shoulder.
“Help me,” she said in an almost inaudible whisper. I let out a breath I didn’t realize I was holding and held her tightly.
“I will Jilly,” I promised. “I’m sorry for yelling and scaring you, but I needed you to listen to me. You needed to hear it.” I felt her nod. She pulled herself out of my grasp and sat back on the stool. I sat back on mine and she reached into the bowl and grabbed a handful of Cheerios before putting them in her mouth and chewing. I smiled slightly as she swallowed. She looked over at me as a loud growl erupted from her stomach. “Jesus you’re starving. I knew once your stomach recognized food again you’d get hungry,” I said.
“Cheerios aren’t helping,” she said and pouted.
“Well we’re eating at Dave & Busters later. Get a nice big meal there,” I said. She finished off the Cheerios, but was still hungry.
“I’ll just wait until we eat later to stuff myself,” she told me and I nodded. “Let’s go back upstairs.” We got up and she put the bowl in the dishwasher before we headed back up to her room.
“Movie?” I asked. She shook her head.
“Shower?” she suggested. I smiled wide.
“Damn right,” I answered. We went into her bathroom and locked the door. She turned the shower on and we stripped down to our birthday suits before getting in. “So are we going to shower or fuck?” I asked boldly.
“Shower… then fuck,” she said seductively. She reached over and grabbed the shampoo, my eyes not leaving her body for a second. She cleared her throat.
“Last time I checked Mr. Iero, my eyes are up here,” she said coyly. I moved my eyes up and cracked a smile.
“Well when you’re standing in front of me all wet and naked, it’s kind of hard not to look.” She playfully rolled her eyes and poured some shampoo in her hand before handing the bottle to me. I watched as she lathered her hair up and tilted her head back to let the water wash it out. Her exposed neck and the beads of water rushing down her chest were driving me over the edge. I dropped the bottle of shampoo and grabbed her, my mouth attacking her throat and my hands grabbing her ass. She gasped in surprise.
“Frankie!” she cried.
“I can’t fucking wait,” I said roughly, opening the shower door with one hand. I stepped out, dragging her with me as our lips were smashing together passionately. I sat her on the counter by the sink and she leaned back against the foggy mirror so she was almost lying down. I pushed two fingers deep within her and she moaned loudly into the kiss. I broke away and caught my breath as her hips began to thrust towards my hand. Her hands were grasping the edge of the counter so tightly that her knuckles were turning white. I moved my fingers faster and faster, rubbing her G-Spot each time I entered. She was whimpering now as she teetered on the edge of a powerful orgasm and I pulled my fingers out.
“Frankie… no,” she pleaded, trying to grab my hand.
“I got something better baby,” I said and positioned myself at her entrance. Her whole body was shaking and I slammed into her, making her scream and climax hard around me. I held her close as she came and then went limp in my arms, her breathing ragged. I was nowhere near done and I started to thrust slowly in and out of her wetness, feeling her hot breath on my neck. “Lye back,” I whispered. She leaned back against the mirror again and I grabbed her left breast with one hand, keeping the other on her hip.
“Harder,” she ground out and I sped up my thrusting, pounding into her as hard as I could. I moved my hand from her breast and down her stomach so I could rub her clit. She cried out when my thumb made contact and threw her head back. I stroked her over and over, each time her moans getting louder and frequent.
“FUCK FRANKIE!!!” she cried.
“That’s right baby. Frankie’s fucking you,” I ground out, pumping harder into her. Her body started to twitch and I felt her tighten around me. “Come for me,” I whispered. She let out a shrill cry and stiffened momentarily before going completely slack. I slammed into her one last time as I released myself deep into her. Both of us were breathing heavily as the fog from the shower that was still running swirled around us. “Now you wanna shower?” I asked.
“Yeah,” she said, still kind of out of it. I pulled out of her and helped her off the counter onto her shaking legs. After we showered and got ready, it was time to meet up with Mikey and Alicia. I drove us to Dave & Busters and Mikey and Alicia were already inside waiting for us.
“Let’s get a table,” Mikey said. The hostess sat us and we scanned through the menu.
“You feeling better Jill?” Alicia asked her. Jill nodded.
“Much better. I’m glad everything is over with,” she admitted.
“Are you coming out to visit for the Nintendo Fusion Tour?” Mikey asked. We were leaving next week for it. Jill shook her head.
“I can’t. School,” she said sadly.
“But I’m leaving for a weekend for your prom so you’ll see me,” I said and she smiled.
“You going Ali?” Jill asked. Alicia nodded.
“Yup. I don’t have to work till Warped Tour,” Alicia said.
“What band are you working for?” Jill asked.
“Avenged Sevenfold, but they don’t start the tour until two days after the guys end. So I’ll be tagging along with you all then you all head off to Japan and I have to work,” she said. The waiter came over and took our orders before taking our menus.
“We got your Graduation Party invitation today,” Mikey said to Jill. “We’ll definitely all be there.” Jill smiled.
“Good. My parents are getting kegs that will definitely last us the whole party. You guys can crash at my place too if you want,” she offered.
“Sounds like a plan,” Alicia said. After eating, we decided to play some games. Alicia and Jill headed off in one direction while Mikey and I headed off in the other.
“So how’s everything going?” Mikey asked me.
“Amazing. I’m upset that I have to leave my Jilly next week, but I’m excited I get to spend the whole summer with her. What about you Mikey?” I asked.
“She’s the one. Simple as that,” he said with a smile. We went over to the virtual bowling and slid our cards into the slot to start a new game. Mikey and I started battling, before Alicia and Jillian came running over, looking horrified and about to cry.
“What’s wrong?” Mikey and I asked simultaneously.
“I want to leave,” Jill said softly.
“We need to leave,” Alicia said.
“Why?” Mikey asked. Alicia was about to talk, when the two of them were pushed apart by three teenage girls.
“Oh my GOD! YOU’RE FRANK AND MIKEY!!!” One of them shrieked, making the others shriek as well. I grimaced and Mikey jumped.
“I’m Maggie, this is Lisa, and this is Courtney. We’re HUGE My Chemical Romance fans! We can’t believe its really you! We saw you guys eating dinner before, but we weren’t sure if it was you!” Maggie rambled. I looked over at Jill and saw her and Alicia still on the verge of tears.
“So! Since we’re alone and you guys are alone, we should totally all hang out! Just the five of us. And don’t worry, we’ll keep the crazy fan girls away!” Lisa said with a high pitched laugh. I cleared my throat and put on a fake smile.
“Before we do anything, can we get a picture?” Courtney asked.
“Sure,” Mikey said politely. Maggie and Lisa took out their cameras before shoving them into Jillian and Alicia’s hands roughly.
“Be a doll and take one will ya?” Courtney asked. Both their mouths dropped open. The girls threw their arms around us and Jill and Ali grudgingly took the picture before handing them back their cameras.
“Thanks! Well, now what?” Courtney asked.
“Um can you girls excuse us for a second?” I asked and smiled.
“Sure!” they all replied. Mikey and I headed in the direction of the bathrooms, Jill and Alicia discreetly following us.
“What happened?” Mikey asked.
“Those girls… no those BITCHES fucking… ugh they THREATENED us when they saw us. They know who we are. They saw us eating with you two and got all crazy bitch jealous!” Alicia exclaimed.
“What did they say?” I asked.
“Oh just ‘Why are they with ugly whores like you? I’m sure once they see us they’ll agree,’” Jill said angrily.
“WHAT?” I asked. I was so mad I felt my face get hot.
“Cool down Frank. You and Mikey have to keep your heads on straight. You can’t do anything or the shit will hit the fan. None of us can do anything,” Alicia said.
“So we’re just supposed to sit back and let these pieces of shit harass you?” Mikey asked. Alicia sighed.
“It’s part of the business Mikey. Let’s just leave. They’ll get the hint,” she replied. We made our way to the exit, my arm wrapped firmly around Jill’s shoulders as I looked at the girls. They were glaring at us and I just smiled. We went outside and to our cars.
“Well that sucked,” Jill said.
“Yeah. Let’s get wasted,” Mikey said and we all agreed. We got into our separate cars and drove to the closest 7-Eleven, picking up an eighteen pack of Bud Light. We parked in an empty parking lot and sat on the pavement, blocked from the street by our cars.
“Why are people so god damned rude? I mean really! I never did anything to these girls! This is the first time I’ve ever seen them in my entire life and they hate me. And why? Because I’m in love with the most incredible man in the entire world. That’s why!” Jill exclaimed after her fifth beer. She was very tipsy.
“Hell I should be used to it by now. I’ve been getting shit on by fan girls since I was like fifteen. I don’t know why it bothered me so much tonight, but Jesus Christ. They were so fake and… I don’t even know,” Alicia said, putting her empty bottle back in the box and grabbing another one.
“I’m pissed we couldn’t say anything to them,” I admitted. I was a tiny bit buzzed, but since I had to drive I knew I couldn’t get drunk.
“I don’t know Frank. I might snap one day,” Mikey said.
“DON’T!” Alicia yelled.
“I can’t help it Ali! I love you and I’m not just gonna sit back and let these bitches try and ruin your life!” Mikey said.
“You have to and you will!” she said.
“A strong gust of wind MIGHT be able to blow me away, but I could take those girls on with my bare hands!” Jill said and held up her fists. Mikey and I laughed.
“Silly Jilly you practically KILLED Rachel. I don’t doubt you could do some damage to those fan girls,” Mikey said.
“Sometimes strong things come in small packages,” I said.
“VERY small packages!” Alicia said and giggled.
“Hey! I’m 5’0”! Not a midget!” Jill argued, but was also laughing.
“You missed the cut off by three inches,” Mikey said.
“She’s perfect size,” I said and held her close.
“Well you’re not exactly Shaq Frank,” Alicia said.
“Oh well. What can you do. I’m short. My girlfriend is even shorter. Life is good,” I said.
“Yeah. You guys are beanstalks,” Jill said and we all started to crack up.
“BEANSTALKS???” Alicia exclaimed holding her stomach.
“Well you’re both so tall and stick skinny!” Jill said defensively and giggled.
“Silly Jilly you are legit the skinniest and tiniest person in this group. Hell I could bench press you!” Mikey said.
“And he’s a weakling!” I added and Mikey playfully punched my arm.
“Oh man. What was a kind of upsetting night turned out to be great,” Alicia said and smiled. Jill giggled again and snuggled up to me. Yeah. Life was good.
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